"The girl next to you has a good background. Her identity is confidential and cannot be said casually. In short, you just listen to what she says."
Song Yishan was so mysterious that he couldn't make up his identity for a while, and it was still a bit difficult to make up all the lies.
"real?"
Yang Guixiang and Han Cuilan were half convinced. What kind of status could such a little girl have? It was probably because her parents behind her were capable, so it was better to be more respectful.
What's more, this girl's conversation is extraordinary. She looks like a girl from a wealthy family, and she doesn't even have a look of poverty on her face.
They are all shrewd people who have lived for many years. They can tell at a glance whether a person is living well or not. Pretending to be rich or poor will reveal the truth.
"I'm not here for you, I'm here for her."
Qiao Jinling pointed at herself behind Yang Guixiang. Xiao Qiao Jinling stood behind blankly, feeling a little overwhelmed when his name was suddenly called.
"Why are you still standing there? Damn you girl, the rich lady asked you to come over. It's like a piece of wood if you poke it here. It's really dog meat that won't make it to the banquet. Even an awl can't poke out half of it!"
Yang Guixiang compared her left and right, and was even more angry. They were both girls. Their children were generous and relaxed, while hers looked wretched.
"I told you not to beat or scold her anymore. Didn't you hear what I said?"
Qiao Jinling emphasized his tone to make his words more weighty.
"Yes, the old lady is old and forgets things too easily. I will let her pass now."
Yang Guixiang stepped forward and grabbed Xiao Qiao Jinling's arm, pushing him towards Qiao Jinling.
"Your name is Qiao Jinling?"
Qiao Jinling looked at herself in front of her and sighed for a while. She couldn't tell her true identity. In fact, she had met her before yesterday and said a few words to Xiao Qiao Jinling to save her father.
But now that they were looking at each other face to face, she still felt a little emotional in her heart.
"Well, big sister, thank you for yesterday."
Xiao Qiao Jinling still remembers what happened yesterday. His voice was timid and cowardly, like a mosquito humming. He was afraid that if he made a louder voice, he would scare others.
"You still remember. My sister is not helping you, she is helping herself."
Qiao Jinling touched her childhood self. She was so skinny, with no flesh on her hands, just bones. She felt so distressed that she couldn't help but want to shed tears.
"I'll take her to school."
Qiao Jinling resisted the urge to cry and held one by the other. Today was originally a school day.
Yang Guixiang originally didn't want to care about these things, but since Qiao Jinling was willing to do it for her, she was eager to do it.
On a country road.
Qiao Jinling kept holding on to Xiao Qiao Jinling's hand. It was thin, weak, and cold, with only the palm of her hand still a little warm.
"Sister, what's your name?"
Xiao Qiao Jinling couldn't help but ask. She had never seen this big sister before, she was so funny, so gentle and cute.
When she stayed with this sister, she didn't feel scared at all. Instead, she felt like she was reunited after a long separation.
"My surname is also Qiao. You can just call me Sister Qiao."
Qiao Jinling didn't want to make up a random name, it would be nice to be her own sister.
"Sister Qiao, where are you from?"
"I don't know, I've been to a lot of places."
Qiao Jinling didn't lie. He did come from many places. Time and time again, wherever fate wanted to send her, she could only accept it calmly.
"Sister Qiao, you talk really strangely."
Xiao Qiao Jinling is no longer timid like when we first met him, and his speech becomes more lively.
Next to her was her little classmate Song Yishan, who never dared to talk to him, but this eldest sister dared to talk to Song Yishan with a smile, and she had never seen Song Yishan smile before.
This made her a little jealous.
"Song Yishan, I can only force you to go to school. I will wait for you at the door. You can come to me after school."
Qiao Jinling patted Song Yishan's head, but Song Yishan nimbly dodged him.
"I don't want to go to school, what's there to learn?"
"Haha, do you know how I feel now? At that time, I was just sitting in the classroom, on pins and needles. I had to listen to such a simple question from the beginning. You can't blame me for not studying well, right?"
Qiao Jinling finally found the reason why he was not good at studying. If he had explained it to Song Yishan in the past, he would definitely not believe it. But now that he has experienced it himself, he really believes it.
"Sure enough, if you cannot educate in advance, children will easily get tired of learning."
Song Yishan finally came to this conclusion, which made Qiao Jinling couldn't help laughing.
The two of them were talking freely and freely, which made Xiao Qiao Jinling envious. She couldn't understand the conversation between the two people, and she didn't understand why they were laughing. Just watching them laugh, she couldn't help laughing.
Why can some people live so freely and freely? But my own life is so bad?
This was the first time that Xiao Qiao Jinling felt the huge gap between people.
In Beiheyan Village, there are many people who are articulate and eloquent. However, Xiao Qiao Jinling never thinks that they speak well. They are jealous, cynical, trivial, and repeat themselves. These are the things they say in Cheluluo.
Dirty words come out of your mouth.
Just like grandma Yang Guixiang, she said so many swear words and cursed others, but Xiao Qiao Jinling didn't think she was so powerful.
But the two people in front of her made her realize how inferior she was. She could never achieve that high-spirited state. She could talk and laugh freely, look calm, relaxed and free, how enviable she was.
That state of physical relaxation is brought out from the bones, rather than deliberately created.
Xiao Qiao Jinling was silent.
After Qiao Jinling and Song Yishan chatted for a long time, they noticed that Xiao Qiao Jinling next to him had a bad look on his face.
How could Qiao Jinling not understand this state? She understood in an instant that she had low self-esteem.
She didn't know how to comfort her for a moment. The one who made herself feel inferior was herself.
Perhaps this sudden feeling of inferiority has always existed and has never disappeared. Even though she has been reborn once and her family has gained a lot of wealth and even has such a big courtyard house in Beijing, she still feels that she is not worthy in her bones.
of these wealth.
"Jin Ling, are you unhappy?"
Qiao Jinling asked knowingly and didn't have to wait for the answer. When she was a child, she would definitely smile and deny timidly, for fear that her bad mood would affect others.
"It doesn't matter. Here, sister, you can say whatever you want. I understand your mood, your thoughts, and what you are thinking."
Qiao Jinling gave her childhood self a hard time.
"I don't believe it."
"Then let me think about it, do you now think that my sister is very good and you are not as good as me?"
Xiao Qiao Jinling was stunned. This big sister was absolutely right. Her thoughts were guessed correctly by a stranger!