Chapter 249 The only one who can help me is myself
"Didn't we agree? Let nature take its course. God must have had a purpose in placing us here. Don't act like a child."
Song Yishan wanted to pull Qiao Jinling's braid, but he was not tall enough and couldn't reach it.
"Song Yishan, Sister Qiao, are you at home?"
Someone is knocking on the door.
Qiao Jinling turned his back and wiped his tears. Except for Song Yishan, he didn't want anyone else to see his tears.
It turns out that I came here by myself when I was a child.
Qiao Jinling lost the enthusiasm she had in the morning. She didn't want to realize any more wishes now. She was very conflicted and entangled in her heart, so she could only instinctively choose to escape.
"Sister Qiao, why are your eyes red?"
As soon as Xiao Qiao Jinling said these words, he was surprised to find that Qiao Jinling's body became translucent.
"What's going on?"
Xiao Qiao Jinling looked horrified and couldn't believe what she saw. Song Yishan followed her eyes and saw that Qiao Jinling's whole body was looming. Through her body, he could see the houses and trees behind.
"Song Yishan! Am I leaving? What's going on? If I don't want to leave, where will it take me this time?"
Qiao Jinling was helpless and frightened. Why did she become like this when she was a child? She was fine when she was eating just now.
"Qiao Jinling, have you made any wish in your heart?"
Song Yishan was the first to react and asked Qiao Jinling when he was a child.
"I...I just want to see what I look like when I grow up? This is definitely impossible. But after listening to Sister Qiao's words today, I thought that if I have the opportunity to see myself when I grow up, I will
What would you say to her?"
Xiao Qiao Jinling was stunned. This idea was just a thought in her heart and she didn't tell anyone.
In the past, she didn't dare to expect how glorious she would be when she grew up. Today, after listening to this big sister's words, she has more expectations for herself when she grows up.
"As expected. Qiao Jinling, then your wish has come true."
Song Yishan said helplessly that the facts were already in front of him and it was impossible to hide them anymore.
The two Qiao Jinling finally met.
"Song Yishan, what do you mean by this? Could it be that this eldest sister is me when I grow up?"
Qiao Jinling's eyes widened. She didn't believe what Song Yishan said, but the facts in front of him forced him to believe that who would become transparent for no reason?
"Qiao Jinling, I am indeed you. I am you when you grow up. In fact, I can't say for sure. Maybe it's just my appearance. Our childhood experiences were completely different. To be more rigorous, we should be two people."
The more Qiao Jinling explained, the more confused he became. There was no way to explain the concept of time and space. Except for his appearance, the current self had nothing to do with the current child. The trajectory of his life was different, and his life would definitely be different when he grew up.
"Sister Qiao, can I still call you that? Actually, I'm still confused as to what's going on, but I know you definitely don't mean any harm."
Xiao Qiao Jinling wanted to touch Qiao Jinling, but she stretched her hand into the air and then retracted it. She was still a little scared.
What’s more confusing is that this is who I will be when I grow up?
"Are you a little disappointed? It turns out that when you grow up, you are just like this, an ordinary girl who looks so ordinary and makes you disappointed."
Qiao Jinling suddenly felt a little embarrassed. When facing her childhood self, she didn't appear shining, but instead looked gloomy.
She imagined that if a woman appeared in front of her one day and told him that she was herself 20 years later, would she be very disappointed?
There is no solution to this problem, and there is no way to reconcile with myself, so there is no way to figure this problem out.
"No, I'm not disappointed at all. You are better than I thought. It turns out that I can be so good when I grow up. In the morning, I was thinking about how great it would be if I grew up to be like my big sister.
!I didn’t expect that you would be me when I grow up, I’m very happy.”
Xiao Qiao Jinling had a smile on her face. This smile came from the bottom of her heart, without any trace of hypocrisy or cover-up.
"Do you really think so? But I feel terrible about myself. I always hope to do better and feel that I don't deserve a better life."
Qiao Jinling spoke her innermost thoughts to her childhood self.
"Remember how you persuaded me in the morning, as long as we work hard, it will be fine, right?"
Xiao Qiao Jinling looked at the increasingly blurry figure and sighed in her heart. She was the one who could help her, and she was the one who needed her help.
No one in this world can help you, the only one who can help you is yourself.
Flames rose up in Qiao Jinling's heart, burning her limbs and causing extreme soreness. She instinctively raised her fists and wanted to speak, but she found that she seemed to be separated from the people opposite by a barrier. She could see them talking with their mouths open, but could not hear them.
What are you talking about.
Song Yishan!
Qiao Jinling still had something to say to him, so in a hurry, she bit her finger and wrote "wait" on the palm of her hand.
I don't know if Song Yishan saw it or not, but Qiao Jinling was swept into the whirlpool, like a fallen leaf in a violent storm. She had no direction and couldn't see the front clearly. Huge pressure came and her eyes turned gray.
The body swayed involuntarily, and countless scenes were transformed in front of his eyes. The past and present life were intertwined, making it impossible to distinguish one from the other.
Qiao Jinling felt extremely tired. She closed her eyes and didn't want to open them. She heard the whistling wind in her ears. She remembered that the first time she fell from the building, the wind was the same as the current wind. Maybe it was the sound of a lost relative.
Talk to her.
Qiao Jinling slowly heard more sounds, it was her mother crying. The sounds became louder and louder, and it felt more and more real.
She didn't want to bear to listen to her mother's cry and wanted to raise her hand to wipe her tears. Suddenly her body fell sharply and a force returned to her body.
"Doctor, come on, she's using her hands!"
Qiao Jinling vaguely heard these words and opened her heavy eyes. Her eyes were completely white, and then she saw her mother's anxious and sallow face.
Have you just come back?
Before he had time to think about it, Qiao Jinling tilted his head and fainted again.
She felt very sleepy and slept for a long time. When she opened her eyes again, the window was completely dark.
"Mom, I'm so thirsty and want to drink water."
Qiao Jinling made a crushing sound in his throat, like a ball of paper being crumpled.
"Lingling, you are finally awake! Wait, Mom will give you some water! God bless you, Amitabha!"
Qiao Jinling listened to her mother's continuous prayers, and a tear slipped from the corner of her eyes. She finally came back and could hear her mother's voice again.
But is Song Yishan back?
Qiao Jinling struggled to get up and ask how Song Yishan was doing? But she had no strength at all. Before she could ask, she saw Song Jingyan walking into the ward wearing a white coat.