Qiao Jinling rushed out of the ward and looked around for Song Yishan. That tall, handsome young man stood out from the crowd no matter where he was. At a glance, he could be spotted immediately.
Here, no.
There, there is none.
…
She couldn't find him. A person like that just disappeared, quietly, without a trace in her life.
Qiao Jinling's chest felt like a huge stone was pressing down on her. She wanted to cry, but she couldn't, not even a single tear.
It turns out that sadness doesn’t make people cry, only grievance does.
Qiao Jinling looked around at a loss, hoping that in the next moment, the young man would jump in front of her, smiling and saying that he was teasing her, but he was still so stupid without being teased.
However, there was nothing.
The hospital was bustling with people, everyone was worried about their own affairs, and no one paid attention to Qiao Jinling's sadness.
Her hand accidentally touched something in her pocket. It was soft and warm. It was the fried cake she bought on the way back from school.
This was their first day of school together, and Song Yishan brought her something to eat for the first time. On the roadside, the young man with a dwarf smile bought her a piece of fried cake that had just come out of the pan. Although the silly girl had just eaten breakfast,
My stomach was very full, but I still killed one of them, and my mouth was full of oil.
The fried cake is still there.
But he's gone.
Qiao Jinling pinched the fried cake, and her tears flowed down little by little. It turned out that only when she touched the memories did she start to cry. She took out the fried cake, but it was no longer as crispy as when it was freshly baked. It was soft and had no soul.
"Song Yishan, I bought you fried cakes, why don't you come and eat them? If you don't come, I will eat them all."
Qiao Jinling had a smile on her face, and each bite she took was very small, getting smaller and smaller. She was afraid that after finishing the fried cake, Song Yishan still hadn't come back.
Tears dripped on the fried cake, which was sour and astringent. Her throat became even more sore. Every time she swallowed, she had to work hard. A young nurse saw Qiao Jinling and stepped forward to ask questions.
"Little girl, what's wrong with you?"
The nurse sister is very gentle. In a place like the hospital, where human relationships are cold and warm, the world is hot and cold, and separation between life and death is the most tearful place. I guess this is the same for this little girl.
"Sister, I can't find him. I lost him. Can you help me find him?"
Qiao Jinling pursed her lips, and in a blink of an eye, tears fell down her cheeks. The hot tears made her face hurt, but her heart hurt even more.
"Okay, okay, little sister, why don't you get up first? My sister will help you find him. You also have to tell her who he is?"
The nurse pulled Qiao Jinling up, placed her at the nurse's station, and comforted her kindly.
"I don't know who he is to me."
Qiao Jinling's eyes were blank. Who was Song Yishan to her?
"Hey, Lingling, why are you here?"
When the nurse was at a loss, Qiao Xiangxiu appeared.
"Second aunt!"
Qiao Jinling seemed to have grasped a life-saving straw, and his chaotic mind became a little clearer.
"Good boy, let's not cry. If you have something to tell your second aunt."
Qiao Xiangxiu patted Qiao Jinling's shoulder and thanked the nurse. She comforted him for a long time, and then Qiao Jinling returned to normal.
"No wonder, it's also strange that Dr. Song and the others didn't tell you that the date of going abroad has been brought forward. They are going to go abroad this afternoon. No, Dr. Song still hasn't done the formalities well, so she asked me to go to the hospital for her.
Fortunately I saw you, otherwise your parents would have been worried again."
Qiao Xiangxiu held a brown paper bag in his hand, which probably contained Song Jingyan's information.
"What?! Already gone? Why didn't you tell me?"
Qiao Jinling stood up suddenly. She thought something serious had happened to Song Yishan, but it turned out that Song Yishan was leaving the hospital.
"Look at you, you can't hold your breath. They said they would tell you after they left, just because they were afraid that you would cry and make everyone sad. Lingling, let's not cry anymore. Second aunt knows that you and Song Yishan have a good relationship. He is sure
I can come back."
Qiao Xiangxiu held Qiao Jinling's head and stroked it gently, saying that good people are rewarded, but when will this reward come?
How could such a good boy like Song Yishan suddenly encounter such a thing? Not to mention that Qiao Jinling couldn't accept it, even an outsider like Qiao Xiangxiu felt sad when he thought about it.
She was moved by the affection between young people. At her age, love has become a dispensable decoration. Chen Guoqiang has stopped going home a long time ago. Now she just wants to give Xiaoxue something that sounds decent.
Complete home.
As long as Chen Guoqiang doesn't play too much, she can tolerate it.
Qiao Jinling wondered if she should rush to the Capital Airport and watch the last scene of Song Yishan. Just like in the TV series, when it really happened to her, she was terrifyingly calm.
"Let's go home, Second Aunt. Don't worry, I'll be fine. Song Yishan will definitely come back. Let's go, I'm already hungry."
Qiao Jinling's nonchalant look frightened Qiao Xiangxiu. He was crying just now, but just now, he seemed to be a different person.
Qiao Xiangxiu was worried, so she sent Qiao Jinling home and handed it into Sun Huifang's hands. Sun Huifang looked at her daughter who was laughing and joking in front of her. She seemed to be the same as before, but she seemed different at the same time.
"Mom, I'm full. I'm going back home to do my homework. Don't worry, I won't cry. I have to study hard and try to catch up with Song Yishan during the time he stops, so that he won't always say I'm stupid.
"
Qiao Jinling ate three large bowls of rice. Her appetite frightened the old father and mother. Of course it was a good thing for the child to eat, but it was too abnormal, but Qiao Jinling had an indifferent attitude, so they couldn't continue to ask questions, and their hearts were hurt.
Just give it time.
Close the door.
Qiao Jinling took off her smile. She didn't want to worry her parents, who were the two people who cared about her the most. She left her smile to them and her tears to herself.
She sat at the desk, not knowing what homework to write first. In the past, Song Yishan helped her make plans and organize every homework. She was more familiar with the gaps in knowledge than herself. She drew inferences about these questions and helped her by the way.
She fills knowledge gaps.
But now the desk is empty except for Qiao Jinling.
"Ah woo~"
The puppy didn't know when it came in, and it was surrounding Qiao Jinling's legs. It whimpered, as if wondering why the boy hadn't been here for so long.
"Jiujiu, come on, let me hug you and tickle you. Do you feel comfortable?"
Qiao Jinling picked up Jiujiu's belly with one hand, put it on the desk, and scratched its chin. The puppy stared at Qiao Jinling with big wet eyes.
"What's the matter, Jiujiu, is my sister not as comfortable as my brother in scratching you? You look dissatisfied. From now on, only my sister will serve you. Regardless of whether you are satisfied or not, this is the only service!"
Qiao Jinling scratched her a few more times and continued to stare at her for a long time.
"Jiujiu, I don't have a brother anymore. He went to a place far, far away. I don't know when he will come back. How about we wait for him to come back together? He will definitely come back to find us."
Qiao Jinling knew that no matter what Song Yishan was doing now, he was definitely trying to find his way home.
Because someone is waiting for him here.
She said she would wait, whether she waited for a minute or for a lifetime.