Chapter 255 Waiting for him, I don't feel bitter at all
Later, Qiao Jinfeng heard that their family had moved away a few years ago. No one knew where they had moved, and they didn't even leave an address. Maybe in their hearts, their daughter Qiao Jinfeng had long since disappeared.
Qiao Jinling comforted Qiao Jinfeng. Some people, even if they are relatives and related by blood, still don't think about them, while some people are not relatives, but they care about them all the time.
I wonder how Song Yishan is doing now. Four years have passed. Has he woke up?
"Lingling, sister knows that you have always had Song Yishan in your heart. This kind of thing is difficult to say in medicine. Although the medical level is now advanced and many diseases can be cured, the human body has a delicate structure and many things are hard to say..."
Qiao Jinfeng hesitated to speak. She didn't want her sister to wait any longer. In the best years of her youth, she waited for someone who didn't know whether there would be any results.
"Sister Jinfeng, I understand what you mean. I don't feel bitter at all. My heart is full. I will wait for him to wake up. I believe he will wake up. I told him that I will wait."
Qiao Jinling wrote "wait" in Qiao Jinfeng's hand. This was the word Qiao Jinling wrote with blood when the two of them parted. Song Yishan would definitely be able to see it.
"What a silly girl. My sister won't talk about you anymore. Just think it's worth it."
Qiao Jinfeng also stopped talking. It was difficult for the two sisters to have such time to whisper, but they didn't expect grandma to give them this opportunity.
"You still say I'm stupid? You're not stupid. Cuan Lei has been chasing you for so many years, don't you still disagree?"
Qiao Jinling leaned against the wall, holding her knees with her hands. She was also a little curious. This Cuan Lei was an alumnus of Qiao Jinfeng. He had a well-off family and a good character. No matter from every aspect, he was considered a good match. But she didn't understand why.
My sister has always disagreed?
"You talk about him, I don't know why, but I always feel that something is missing. He is quite good, but I am not worthy of him."
Qiao Jinfeng has some inferiority complex in her bones. As a girl from a family like her, when she sees other people's sunshine, she always feels that it is not her own.
Children who have healthy parents and have been nurtured by love since childhood are naturally innocent. No matter what they encounter, they are positive and optimistic. They always have a smile on their lips. That kind of smile comes from the heart, without any cover-up. For them,
It is said that the world is full of sunshine, even if there is a little shadow, it has nothing to do with them.
And Qiao Jinfeng was used to hiding in the shadows and working hard, so she was not used to being exposed to the sun.
"It's not that you don't deserve him, and it doesn't mean that he doesn't deserve you. Maybe the two people are not suitable for each other. In this world, if someone loves you, you will definitely love him. There is no reason."
Qiao Jinling came close to her sister's arms. She could completely understand Qiao Jinfeng's thoughts. Once upon a time, she was like this, feeling that she was not worthy of all the good things in the world.
It wasn't until such a good Song Yishan was thinking about her that she felt that she was worthy and worthy of being loved wholeheartedly by anyone other than her parents.
"You are younger than me, but I always feel that you see things more clearly than I do. You are so good at persuading people. No wonder you want to be a reporter in the future. You can talk more than us medical students."
Qiao Jinfeng usually doesn't like to talk much. Only when she faces this little sister will she speak her innermost thoughts. Every time after chatting with Qiao Jinling, her heart becomes much brighter.
"No, it's just that after experiencing things a lot, you can naturally figure it out."
"How old are you? Your parents are here, what else can you go through?"
"I've been through a lot of things that I won't tell you."
"Don't tell me to pull him down."
"Grandma is still here. If you bully me, be careful of grandma coming to you at night."
"I'm an atheist and I don't believe in rebirth."
"It's better to believe that something exists than something that doesn't exist. Some things don't exist if you don't believe them."
"The more we chat, the more we get sidetracked. I'll hold the incense for you. You can go and rest for a while. The circles under your eyes are a little blue."
Qiao Jinfeng comforted Qiao Jinling, thinking it was the shock of her grandmother's death, but Qiao Jinling understood that only by personal experience can you know that some things are real.
Song Yishan, when will you come back? I have grown very tall. Will I be taller than you when we meet?
I will laugh at you when the time comes. You were too lazy to get up to study and didn't work hard to grow taller. I finally caught up with you.
Returning to Beiheyan Village this time, Qiao Jinling saw some familiar and unfamiliar faces.
"I really dare not recognize you, Qiao Jinling. You look like a fairy now. If I saw you on the street, I would definitely not dare to recognize you."
Fatty is no longer fat, he is tall and thin, and his nickname is Fatty, which seems a bit funny. He did not study well and did not go to school after graduating from junior high school. He followed his family to learn how to slaughter cows and sell beef, and he also became a good person.
ability.
"Pang Dun, you speak so politely, you are nothing like when you were a child. Why are you so thin now? You are still the deputy leader of our money fetishism."
Qiao Jinling looked at her former playmate. When she came back from rebirth, she entered school for the first time and had a quarrel with her on the playground. It was like a dream. Qiao Jinling couldn't help but sigh at the power of time.
"Hey, I was just talking nonsense when I was a kid. It's so quick to think about it. You stained my clothes and my mother beat me up when I got home, but it was you who cured my big cheek."
Qiao Jinling felt a little embarrassed. She had deliberately approached Pang Dun in order to save Song Yishan. Unexpectedly, Pang Dun still remembered this unintentional kindness.
"Qiao Jinling, I didn't expect you to become so beautiful now. Do you still remember me?"
A woman holding a baby baby walked up to them and quietly stuffed the baby into her fat arms.
"Who are you?"
Qiao Jinling searched for memories in her mind, but found no memory at all. She tried hard to identify traces of the past from this face.
"How noble people forget things. I am Mao Dan, the one who used to bully you with my brother."
Only then did Qiao Jinling remember that she had changed a lot. In her mind, she was still the skinny and frail little girl. She had not seen her for so many years, but she now looked like a woman.
"Pang Dun and I got married, and this is our child. My younger brother fell ill and passed away two years ago. It's kind of fate..."
Pang Dun quickly interrupted and said: "Qiao Jinling, have you ever come back to our school to take a look? It was no longer used many years ago. It was said that it will be demolished in the next two days. You can go and take a look when you have time."
"OK."
Qiao Jinling promised that she wanted to visit the time when she and Song Yishan sat and studied together.