It was obvious that her choice was not to have this child.
She knew that if the child was brought into the world in this situation, the child would not be happy and could not be happy.
The endless pain left after losing everything made her almost collapse.
She asked the imperial doctor about abortion pills, but the imperial doctor refused to prescribe them to her at all, saying that women in the palace were not allowed to have abortions privately, otherwise it might make it difficult to get pregnant for the rest of their lives, so she had to think carefully.
"Physician, you are a good person. Even if I beg you, I will give you as much money as you want. Just help me prescribe some medicines." Qu Xiaonan begged.
"Your Majesty..." The imperial doctor frowned in embarrassment: "My Majesty, please don't embarrass me. Your Majesty will find out. Your life is in danger. Please think twice before taking action."
Seeing the imperial doctor's stern look, Qu Xiaonan had no choice but to give up, not wanting to embarrass him any more.
She wanted to think of a solution by herself, but she felt depressed and panicked, so she went to the Imperial Garden to take a walk for recreation.
Li Xiuye was not here, and he wanted to take advantage of Li Xiuye's absence to get rid of this child, no matter what method he used.
Qu Xiaonan has already made a decision in her heart.
"Your Majesty! Something bad has happened." A palace maid hurried over.
"What's the matter? You're so flustered." Qu Xiaonan frowned in displeasure.
"Replying to the Queen, your parents did not settle well in Lingnan and were robbed by bandits. They have no money on them. I heard that Mrs. Qu also suffered from heart disease and is now seriously ill in a dilapidated house." The palace maid reported cautiously.
With.
"What? How could this happen? I have to go find them." After hearing this, Qu Xiaonan's face instantly turned pale.
"Your Majesty, your Majesty has given orders that no one will be allowed in or out until he comes back, not even the Queen." The palace maid dissuaded him.
Qu Xiaonan was startled, then tears fell down, "Then what should I do? Those are my biological father and mother, and as a daughter, I can't do anything to help."
"My Majesty, don't cry. My Majesty is pregnant. You must not get angry." Seeing this, the palace maid hurriedly took out a handkerchief from her arms and handed it to her: "My Majesty, please wipe your face."
"Shut up! Don't tell anyone about my pregnancy! Do you hear me?" Qu Xiaonan yelled angrily.
The palace maid was so frightened that she quickly kept silent and nodded in agreement.
Qu Xiaonan wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes. If it weren't for Li Xiuye, how could her parents have ended up like this? They must have suffered a lot in the poor mountains and rivers of Lingnan, where they got sick, had no money, and lived in a dilapidated house.
Thinking of this, Qu Xiaonan felt heartbroken.
Qu Xiaonan choked even more: "The only thing I can ask for is Prince Fuliang. You send someone to deliver a message to the prince and beg him to send someone to see my parents. Just treat it as me begging him."
After Qu Xiaonan gave the order, he continued to feel sad.
She hated Li Xiuye's cruelty, and was able to eliminate all hidden dangers in order to consolidate his position. She also hated herself for being so cowardly, unable even to protect her parents.
So, how could she keep a child from such a person!
However, she did not expect that things did not go as smoothly as she thought, and Li Xiuye actually came back!
Damn it, I don’t know who spread the news about her pregnancy, and it fell on the ears of Li Xiuye who was outside.
Li Xiuye, who had been gone for a while, actually came back. When he came back, he didn't even bother to see Zhao Qingshuang and went straight to her palace.
As soon as Li Xiuye entered the door, he saw Qu Xiaonan crying silently, with tears on his face. Li Xiuye walked up to her and looked at her pear blossoms with rain, and couldn't help but feel distressed: "Xiaonan, you are really pregnant, right? I rejected her on purpose.
After everything has been done, I rushed back to see you! "
"Li Xiuye, what are you doing here?" Qu Xiaonan looked up at him and asked in a cold tone.
"You are pregnant with our child, how could I not come back." After Li Xiuye finished speaking, he reached out and took her into his arms: "Don't worry, I will definitely treat you well in the future. I know you are worried about your parents recently. You
Don’t worry, as long as you nurture our child well, I will definitely send someone to settle your parents down.”
Li Xiuye's big hand caressed her belly, his eyes full of tenderness.
"Li Xiuye, don't lie to me." Qu Xiaonan struggled twice, but failed.
"Xiaonan, when did I lie to you? As long as you wait for the birth, I will definitely settle your parents and let them stay in Lingnan without any grievances or let them suffer any more." Li Xiuye
Say it seriously.
"Do you mean what you say?" Qu Xiaonan asked in disbelief.
"Of course it counts." Li Xiuye said solemnly: "Xiao Nan, I am so eager for us to have a child, I am so eager to have a family."
As he spoke, tears filled Li Xiuye's eyes.
"Xiao Nan, I know I didn't do something right. I didn't tell you about Shuang'er's matter, my sudden ascension to the throne, and your parents' matter in advance. Maybe I took advantage of you.
But since we have been married for so long, I have been in love with you for a long time and have gradually fallen in love with you. Xiaonan, forgive me, okay?"
Li Xiuye said so much in one breath. He took a deep breath and continued: "Now that you have my flesh and blood, I will treat you well and will not let you suffer any more."
Qu Xiaonan didn't answer, just shed tears silently.
Li Xiuye too wanted a child, and her child.
But since Li Xiuye said this, Qu Xiaonan no longer has any reason to not want this child.
Even though she resented Li Xiuye in her heart, she was unwilling to abort the child. Qu Xiaonan leaned gently on Li Xiuye's shoulder and sobbed softly.
Li Xiuye was happy to see that she was willing to forgive him.
She was immediately taken to live in the most luxurious palace, second only to Zhao Qingshuang. She was treated like a star. Every day, cakes made by various chefs were delivered to her palace, and her clothes and jewelry were even more dazzling.
, bejeweled.
Li Xiuye dotes on her very much, and Qu Xiaonan naturally enjoys it, but the shadow in her heart still lingers.
He stayed with her every day and even took her out of the palace.
Returning to the small house where they once lived, Qu Xiaonan's pain gradually faded away.
He also gradually accepted Li Xiuye, and the two of them made an eternal oath in a small house in the jungle.
She leaned in his arms, and Li Xiuye lowered his head to kiss her: "After our child is born, we can bring it here to play every now and then. When the child grows up, we can also tell it that this is the father and mother.
The place of love."
"Well, you don't have to be a serious father." Qu Xiaonan responded with a frown.
Li Xiuye smiled and said nothing, but moved his warm palms on her flat belly. Qu Xiaonan's belly was slightly convex.
"Xiao Nan, the child is four or five months old. It's time to think of a name for our child." Li Xiuye suddenly suggested.
"Isn't he born yet? Wait a minute." Qu Xiaonan asked in confusion.
Li Xiuye nodded, and then enjoyed the fun here with her.
Li Xiuye said earnestly: "Xiao Nan, I worked hard to become the emperor, not because I am a bad person." After saying that, he suddenly paused and continued: "But, I want to protect you and our children.
I don’t want you to have a home, and I also want to have a home.”
Qu Xiaonan was stunned. She didn't expect that he would say this to her. She didn't know how to answer for a while.
"Because you are my life, Xiaonan, do you understand?" Li Xiuye held her hands and said seriously.