The gambling hall is empty, the night is luxurious outside the window, and the lights above are so bright and dazzling that it makes people dizzy.
Compared with just feeling out of breath in the VIP casino below, what I feel at this moment is physical breathing obstruction.
He once again reached out to adjust the collar of his suit shirt, even though the buttons were already unbuttoned.
The green gambling table, the touch of playing cards, the feeling of chips leaving your hands...
Open your eyes wide, look straight,
Everything in front of him seemed to be intertwined with an 'inexplicable feeling of discomfort', which spread throughout Fangran's body and hindered his breathing...
'Why?'
Just like if you want to eliminate fear, you have to look directly at it. If you want to eliminate the discomfort in your heart, you must first think clearly about what it is. Using the experience from many love comics,
Feeling that the discomfort was almost unbearable, Fangran questioned his own heart like this,
Then he lowered his eyes and looked at the colorful hill of chips, and an answer came to his mind.
Is it because of staying in a place that I am not used to, or because of my resistance to gambling...
Just like the answers behind the answer book, which only have results but no explanation, this self-answer is superficial, and the feeling is still like a pebble in my heart.
In the fifth round of betting, he felt that it was hard to place his chips. Fangran thought about what Adeline said just now while looking at him:
-'...Whether it's your status in Fiseld or your status as a participant...'-
-'...There should be no need to be so wary about gambling. Even if you lose, it's just some money. It's just something you can easily get if you want it...'-
Yes, these chips are just money, why does it feel so laborious...
As a participant, as a cheating person in [Creation Card], money is not important at all. I can be like the two rich men in front of me.
Think of this as a very exciting 'game' and have fun.
'Then why the resistance to gambling?'
This time, Fangran asked himself, searching for a deeper answer to himself.
In the VIP casino, he watched the rich people cheering for victory and indulging in beauty. In the viewing room, he watched with dark eyes the man who had won money in the ballroom below and sang on the stage. Countless men and women gathered around him and caroused.
Fangran felt that he could never be in sync with those people's moods.
Is it because of the education that I have received all along? Is it because I believe that gambling is a bad thing? Or is it because I grew up in a modest family and was used to being frugal, so I feel distressed by this ridiculous waste?
No...it's these, but it's not just for these middle-level reasons...
Moving forward, growing, retrieving desires, settling in the night wind, what restrains the participant is not everything he once was an ordinary person...
I felt the stone move, but it was still stuck in place.
In the showdown stage of the fifth game, after the hole cards were revealed, we once again lost 400,000 chips. At this moment, the air seemed thick.
Suddenly Fangran remembered that memory from a century ago.
During that time, he also spent money like water, but he didn't feel the same as now. Why?
What is the difference between those gold and the chips at this moment?
Watching the waiter take away his chips, and relying on the momentary feeling of losing money, he suddenly thought of the answer.
Yes, it’s a very simple difference,
The gold was conjured by his power, and the chips were money in the world.
One side represents the night battle, and the other side represents reality.
It wasn't until this moment that I deeply inquired into my heart step by step that I discovered,
Perhaps it was because of the practical process of putting RMB on the card, or because of the big words Adeline said, he subconsciously didn’t know when,
Some people have begun to regard this 100 million as their own, and have lost the chips representing the money in gambling.
It gave him a feeling of losing reality...
The 'stone' is loose, and I interrogate myself for the last bit of discomfort left in my heart.
Fangran watched the sixth round begin, and he ushered in a new round of gambling. Iber, Gianandegu, and the casino employee raised their bets more and more.
There was no option to fold. The air was thick and his throat was blocked and he was struggling to breathe. He pushed more chips and asked himself.
'What about the other part of the reason?'
What is it? What else makes me subconsciously resist what is in front of me?
At this moment when he couldn't think clearly, Fangran suddenly discovered that many times,
It turns out that people don’t even understand their own psychology.
Under the bright lights, every inch of the green cloth on the gaming table was illuminated brightly, and the numbers on the playing cards were clear and dazzling.
The showdown stage of the sixth game!
Fangran was still the loser, he lost half a million in this round.
Frowning slightly, his senses were numb, and he looked at the small mountain of chips in front of him. A vague thought came to his mind while he was breathing hard,
How much have I lost?
I couldn't figure out the last part of the reason. The uncomfortable feeling was making Fangran feel more and more uncomfortable.
Why on earth...
At the beginning of the seventh game, the ‘button’ representing the dealer slipped from the dealer bunny’s hand to her partner at the other end.
Fangran looked at the two chips marked Dealer placed in front of him again.
Then the game starts again, the blinds are placed, and the cards are dealt out.
Starting from the casino employee at the gun point, following the call, Fangran once again launched 100,000 chips, the same start as the previous rounds.
But when it was Iber's turn...
"Ha, the warm-up is almost over. How about we play a little bigger this round?"
After speaking with a smile that seemed to be just for excitement, Iber took out a raise from the stack of chips, casually glanced at the other side, and then in the first round before the community cards were revealed,
Bet 500,000 chips directly together with the blind bet!
Thinking about it, tapping his index finger on the gambling table, Gianandegu thought for a while, and after looking in the same direction, he agreed with a smile,
"That's right, it's almost time to have something exciting."
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! Watching the two of them successively launch a pot of half a million chips, the casino employee thought for a long time and seemed to be in a dilemma.
But in the end he also called.
The raising rule is that the first player on the right hand of the raising player becomes the last actor of this round.
So in the first round, it was Fangran's turn again.
The last part of the reason I couldn't figure out clearly, it was like it was covered with a layer and I couldn't touch it. I was breathing heavily and faced a decision with a lot of chips.
The first round alone is half a million,
What should I do, should I call or fold?
Being unfamiliar with the gambling game, his chest heaved and his brows lowered. Fangran struggled while listening to such thoughts, knowing that the latter choice was meaningless at all.
He took a deep breath, frowned, took out two full hands of chips and pushed them to the betting area in front of him. The moment he pushed them out, he felt as if he was unwilling to hand over so much money to an unknown gambling game.
Then the moment your fingertips leave the chips,
His thoughts were electrocuted, and he felt a flash of enlightenment. He suddenly understood the reason for the last part of the resistance.
The gambling game is going on, and the intrigues are fiercely unfolding with the huge chips, but unlike others,
Fangran vaguely remembered that trek to the North Pole. At that time, he kept imagining the battle with Ling Qi in his mind.
Assuming how to deal with any situation, he designed layer after layer of ability strategies, and even prepared the huge dark world crystal for the last resort...
Not only that time, but also the national war, Europe, the hot night in the city, the Pearl of the Night time, and even all kinds of things in real life,
Should I say it is a habit developed since childhood?
Fangran always prepares various response plans to control the situation in his own hands and give himself a sense of peace of mind.
He doesn't like things that cannot be changed by his own efforts and can only be left to fate.
It is purer than stocks and funds, does not produce any social value, and simplifies the concept and process of losing or winning to the extreme.
There is nothing more uncertain than gambling.
The covering layer dissipates, and I think clearly about the reasons for resisting 'gambling', interrogate my heart step by step, and then dig out the roots of those middle-level reasons.
Face the deepest reason that makes your breathing uncomfortable, and look at the true face of the ‘stone’ dug out from the bottom of your heart.
Just a simple sentence,
——He is not used to the risk of not being able to control the outcome, and does not want to lose what he has in reality.
"Hahaha! Four of a kind!"
After watching a series of intrigues, facing the community cards of 4 of spades, 7 of spades, ace of spades, ace of clubs, and 5 of spades,
Iber couldn't wait to laugh and turned over his hole cards, using the oversized four aces to make Gyanandegu, who was actually quite strong, admit defeat in a showdown with the casino members.
Having been distracted all this time, Fangran suddenly found that he had forgotten what his trump card was.
He stretched out his left hand to open the hand card, and something flashed on his ring finger. The female participant who was leaning against the wall to watch the scenery frowned and said,
Then the bunny girl, who was about to close her cards, made a move!
Others who noticed this also looked stunned. They were still laughing just now. Iber, who was proud that his plan had succeeded and made a lot of money, suddenly stopped.
The gambling hall is empty, the night is luxurious outside the window, and the lights above are so bright and dazzling that it seems to make people dizzy.
At this moment, no one expected to see the cards in front of the black-haired young man, including himself.
The light on the green cloth of the gambling table was too bright and clear, and the two cards placed there...
They are the three of spades and the six of spades.
