Chapter 213 Do what you want and become your own hero!
"Very handsome?"
After hearing another completely unexpected answer, Xu Zheng asked.
"Yes, being strong and powerful, being able to help others and defeat those bad guys, that's all I thought about when I was a child. I naively thought about becoming a hero in the future, but later my parents told me that there is no such profession."
Fangran also walked to the railing, leaned on the railing and looked at the sea and said with a smile.
Xu Zheng looked at his smile. It was obviously the same smile, but it always made him feel different from the unreliable young man he met for the first time.
"Then why didn't you go?"
Xu Zheng asked, Fangran rolled his eyes, turned to look at the sea on the other side, not letting him see his expression and replied:
"Well, it's because it didn't meet the standard."
"Then I wanted to be a policeman or an armed policeman, or join the army. So, Brother Xu, you are simply my ideal state."
Fangran looked at the sea and said softly.
"I used to want to be a handsome person like you, Brother Xu, but then I found that there were some things that I couldn't do. Even if I saw it with my own eyes, I couldn't help anyone at all. So, being a hero or something, I felt like I couldn't do it.
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He said with a little distress or a sigh:
"Brother Xu, you may think it's awesome that I can get the information box back, but if it were another participant in the night game, I might be able to do a better job."
Fang Ran seemed a little confused as to how to speak. He breathed out softly, looked at the sea water and smiled at Xu Zheng:
"I'm just trying my best."
Xu Zheng looked at the young man in front of him. From the first moment they met, he felt that there was something invisible about Fang Ran. He still couldn't see through it, just like he still didn't know how Fang Ran got back the electromagnetic pulse.
box of drawings and information.
But he felt that he somewhat understood the young man in front of him.
Ordinary and ordinary, simple but not clumsy, justice and kindness are things that a person should have in his opinion, and he yearns for the simple wishes from the heart, and will work hard to do what needs to be done.
matter.
"So, Brother Xu, you are the heroes of the country. I couldn't even save a friend last time."
Recalling Xia Yao who was shot in front of him during the last night concert, Fangran sighed and shook his head.
Xu Zheng was silent for a moment, then stood up straight, looked into the distance, and said in a deep voice:
"I once had a comrade who went through life and death with me several times. He was a brother who came out of the Northwest Military Region with me."
Xu Zheng stood upright, looked at the night in the distance and recalled:
"But during one mission, when we were retrieving the radar control key, there were errors in the intelligence, and the tactics deviated from it."
Speaking of which, Xu Zheng also paused for a moment, then glanced at Fang Ran and continued:
"You also know that for operational missions, intelligence is the lifeline. According to the precise tactics formulated in advance, as long as there are no personal mistakes, there will be basically no casualties. But that time..."
Fangran listened silently, listening to the battle-experienced iron-blooded warrior king telling him real-life stories.
"We recaptured the radar control key, but the enemy discovered it. He stayed behind and asked me to take the control key and leave first."
Then Xu Zheng suddenly laughed when he said this, looked at Fang Ran and asked:
"Isn't it a very cliched plot?"
Fangran was silent, not knowing what to say.
"But this clichéd plot in TV dramas is indeed the most common situation that occurs when our troops perform missions."
Xu Zheng said with sonorous words, his body straight like a javelin!
"Leaving him behind at that time meant that he would die! However, if the radar control key is lost, more people will die in the next battle! What do you think I should do?"
Xu Zheng suddenly looked at Fangran with burning eyes and threw this question to him!
Fangran opened his mouth, pursed his lips, and finally smiled bitterly, not knowing how to answer, so he had to ask:
"Brother Xu, what did you do then?"
"What did I do at that time? On one side is a person. Although he is your comrade who sympathizes with you through life and death, he is just one person. On the other side is a national strategy, which is related to the lives of thousands of people!"
Xu Zheng's eyes flashed and he said in a deep voice:
"No matter which angle you look at it, even according to the routines in the TV series, I should have left him to retreat. With my skills, no one could stop me at that time."
Fangran was a little shocked as he listened to someone who had truly experienced the war and blood describe this fact to you.
“But fuck the choice!”
Xu Zheng suddenly clenched his fists and shouted in a low voice:
"Why should I give up my comrades for so many years!? Why should I let the radar control key be taken away by them!?"
"I buried the radar control key as deep as my dagger could dig, and then went back with the gun."
Xu Zheng looked at Fang Ran with a determined expression and said word by word:
"Go get my brother!"
"He and I spent an entire afternoon struggling with the enemy in the ruins, and then blew up all the vehicles. Finally, we found the control key and almost failed to evacuate."
Fangran found it thrilling to hear the unspoken meaning in his simple words.
"My comrade suffered nerve damage in his thigh and could only spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair, but he is still alive."
"Then Brother Xu, you..."
As soon as Fang Ran opened his mouth to ask, Xu Zheng guessed what he was going to say and smiled silently:
"Afterwards, I was punished by my superiors and put in solitary confinement for four months."
"ah?"
Fangran opened his mouth wide, not expecting this result.
"Although speaking from a general point of view, what I did was wrong, and disobeying orders is the most serious fault. I have always felt that I should be punished for disobeying orders, and I can't afford you to think that I am a hero. However, there are still people from the outside world.
Many people think I did the right thing and say I am a national hero."
Xu Zheng shook his head and said, looking deeply at the waves of the sea, wondering what he was thinking.
"So, don't think so much. You think it doesn't matter whether you can do it or not. It's really that time..."
"Everyone can only do what he can do, and he can only be his own hero."
“Just do what you want!”
Xu Zheng patted Fang Ran on the shoulder with a smile, and Fang Ran looked at him with a dull expression.
"As for whether you are a hero or not, let others judge you after you try your best. Just like you did this time, wouldn't it be great if you did it!"
Then Xu Zheng smiled at him and left, leaving Fangran alone looking at the beautiful sea under the night.
Seeing that it was time to go to the dance, Fangran was silent for a few seconds, then walked outside and said softly:
"Sure enough, Brother Xu is very handsome..." bdshare();
