That's a... very strange feeling, can you understand?
It clearly feels like everything around me is functioning normally. There are no changes or disturbances in my circle of friends and daily life. It is no different from the days I spent before.
But there was a voice in my heart that told me instinctively,
You forgot something important.
When did it come and when did it start? I always come up with this idea out of thin air.
To be honest, I thought about it for a long time before I decided,
should....
It was after I fainted in the middle of that concert.
It was obviously a concert for my favorite star, but I had no memory of the content. When I woke up from the hospital after being told by the doctor that I was anemic, I had nothing but a card in my hand.
I asked the doctor doubtfully, and the answer I got was...
"Why don't you call your boyfriend? He looked very worried when he carried you to the ambulance."
What an incredible answer. When I looked at the doctor’s face at that time, it was a knowing smile that told me to cherish this relationship.
But I clearly don't remember that I had any boyfriend.
I want to sign the form that must be signed to send someone to the ambulance, but the name column,
But nothing was written.
"Eh!? That's strange. I clearly saw that young man writing his name properly..."
The doctor at the time looked surprised when he saw the blank signature, and hurriedly checked and asked other people in the ambulance.
Out of fear of worrying my father, I didn’t tell anyone about my hospitalization, including this incident.
But even if I told others, no one would believe it.
To this day, I still can’t remember what happened at the concert that night, why I suddenly fainted from anemia and was taken to the hospital by a ‘boyfriend’ who had no idea why.
However, what really convinced me that I had really forgotten something was that after returning home,
I found out about the concert that night and bought two tickets.
Ha...that's...ridiculous...
If it were you, and one day you suddenly found evidence that you had been with someone who was completely absent from your memory, how would you feel?
To be honest, I was scared for a while because it was so incredible.
I try to forget that I forgot something,
But the result of this is that the more time goes by, the more frequently you will feel in a trance and trance, instinctively,
That should be something very important to me,
Something I don’t want to forget,
Something I can't bear to forget,
One...something that makes me shed tears for no reason.
So I dug out all the memories I could remember about that night, and started asking people who might know something about the person I went to the concert with that night.
However, although I asked many people, it seems that my relationship with 'that person' is very hidden, and she does not seem to be involved in my social circle.
Almost no one knew about her existence. Even though she sent me to school, my closest friend, Uncle Wang, only met her once.
"Uncle Wang, you gave it to me as a gift from the last concert, right? Do you still remember what the person who went with me looked like?"
"Miss, are you talking about that friend of yours? That girl is also quite tall and has silver hair?"
"Well, yes, Uncle Wang, do you know what her name is?"
"Hey, I don't know about this. By the way, isn't Miss your friend?"
Friend...my friend...
He is obviously my friend, but I don't remember such a person at all.
I have to piece together from other people's words and descriptions a figure that I don't remember at all, but others know and think it is a figure of my friend.
So it’s really a strange feeling,
Just like collecting puzzle pieces to solve puzzles,
The person who does not exist in my memory but exists in my life,
As mysterious as mist.
She is a little taller than me, with long silver hair in a ponytail, and a delicate and beautiful face...
It was obviously just three sparse descriptions, but it suddenly reminded me of her appearance, because of that night when I couldn't sleep in the hospital...
-'...Ah, I came to see my friend, she should be...'-
-'....This, cosplay, cosplay...'-
-'....Don't worry, she should be fine now...'-
-'....People with anemia remember to go to bed early....'-
She had come to her ward to see her 'friend'.
After figuring this out, I rushed back to the hospital as quickly as possible and confirmed the bed opposite me from the records of the nurse on duty that day.
There is no one at all.
So... the card with the word 'square' written on it that was missing when she woke up was indeed taken away by her.
"fraud...."
I don’t know how many times, before falling asleep, I bit my lips and choked with unknown heat in my eyes when I thought of this.
Then all the clues stopped here,
I can no longer find out anything about 'her'.
I don't know how I met her, and I don't know how I forgot her,
It was so clearly proven that she existed, but I knew nothing about it.
until...
That night at the beginning of summer vacation...
I thought about the inspirational rumors I had learned from my friends during the day that because I was dumped by the campus beauty, that is, I had to rent a house to endure loneliness and work hard to get a perfect score in the final exam, I leaned down from the swimming pool as usual.
When I plan to float on the water as usual, look at the night sky, enjoy the feeling of being surrounded by water, and then throw all my worries and fatigue into the washing machine along with the wet clothes...
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I dreamed of a dark youth.
Wow!!!
Who is it!? Who is he!?
The moment I jumped out of the swimming pool, I was extremely convinced that this was my memory.
There was only this thought left in my mind, an instinct-like intuition that made me crazily want to retain the scene in my mind just now!
In the blurry field of vision, there is roughly a dark and unfamiliar young man with black hair, a large black scarf, and even the pupils of his eyes are completely black, and his face cannot be seen clearly.
Tears flowed uncontrollably, but he lowered his head and showed a reassuring smile to himself.
-'....It's okay, senior, I will save you, I will definitely save you....'-
His soft but firm murmur mixed with tears had an inexplicable reassuring power.
I touched the corners of my eyes, and the liquid there didn't seem to be the water in the swimming pool.
Who is he?
I was originally sure that the person I had forgotten was the silver-haired girl, but the figure of the dark young man who suddenly came to mind dispelled my depression and made me even more confused.
who is he?
Why is he crying? Why does he say he wants to save himself? And...
Where exactly did I have this memory?
Troubled thoughts filled my mind, making me want to find someone to talk to, but the moment the call got through, I suddenly found that I didn't know how to speak.
"By the way...didn't you say that there is a student in the school who is very famous recently? Did he really get full marks in all subjects?"
I don’t know how to tell, so I can only smile and talk about the latest topic.
But I got an answer I didn't expect at all...
"Huh? By the way, instead of asking me, aren't you Xia Yao who is more familiar with Fang Ran? When you went to find that boy, you caused quite a commotion in his class. Otherwise, do you think that's an inspirational story?
'Where did it come from?"
I... know Fangran!?
I got something completely unexpected from my friends in the club. For some reason, I asked a teacher I knew and found information about the boy named ‘Fang Ran’.
It seemed that because I had changed my mobile phone, I couldn't get through the phone number he filled in on the form, so in the end I decided to go to his residence to find him.
Subconsciously I found a white skirt from the closet, carrying a pair of black ribbon sandals, and without thinking much I walked on a street that I had never been before, but yet felt familiar to me.
There were breakfast shops that had just opened on both sides, people shouting, young people pulling suitcases in a hurry for some reason, and many elderly people getting up for morning exercises.
Then I learned from the man downstairs that Fangran had returned to his hometown.
Well, I can wait until next semester to see him.
That day, I was thinking this, wondering if I had caught the clue named ‘Fang Ran’, and I suddenly relaxed.
I don’t know whose boyfriend it is, the tall girl with beautiful silver hair, the dark young man who shed tears, and the junior student in the inspirational story,
It was obviously very confusing, but for some reason after learning the name ‘Fangran’, I suddenly had a feeling that it could be solved.
So I finally got up my spirits and agreed to the invitation from my high school friend to go to Beijing for the summer vacation, and witnessed the feast at the end.
Then I returned to Los Angeles with hopes and expectations, and in the first semester of my senior year...
I learned the news that Fang Ran did not come to school.
...
....
"Really...what on earth was I expecting..."
On the roof of the villa, I felt the increasingly cold weather in Los Angeles, thinking about the fact that Fangran still didn't come to school today, and that this might be the last time this year that I let myself lie in the swimming pool.
Xia Yao raised her head and looked at the dark night sky, slowly covered her eyes with her wrists, and leaned back...
Wow..
The moment the water splashed, I suddenly heard a woman's voice. The cold feeling of the water disappeared from around me, and I subconsciously opened my eyes.
What Xia Yao saw was the bright and prosperous night of the Magic City, with the Oriental Pearl Tower shining brightly not far away. She looked at the unknown people in front of her with caution and surprise, and was very surprised by the two people wearing women's skirts. Then, she suddenly
see....
"What's wrong? Bro, what happened to you?"
The dark figure had silver dragon wings spread out on its shoulders, and it actually flew down from the sky. The moment I saw his side face,
Suddenly a lot of scenes came to life in my mind!
His eyes were hazy, as if he was waking up with something, and his body was speaking instinctively and uncontrollably, with a hint of uncertainty and uncertainty.
There are also some weak choking and red eyes that Xia Yao herself doesn't understand...
"You...are you Fangran??"
The moment his name was called, Xia Yao saw the dark figure freeze, then slowly turned around in shock and looked at himself and said:
