The monologue at the end of a certain social idler
As always, summer waxes and wanes,
With the arrival of June every year, I wonder how Minasan’s life is lately?
Well, although when you read this chapter, I have already received my diploma for one day.
I started going to school at the age of eight, and the moment I got my college diploma,
I finally ended my student days.
As for how much past, laughter, happiness and sadness there are, and how many things I can’t let go of,
Forgive me for not sharing it with you.
In the blink of an eye, the last semester of my senior year has passed. Book friends who have been paying attention to the author’s messages must also know how hurriedly I have spent this semester.
Civil service examination, review of complex changes, driver's license test, graduation project, graduation thesis, graduation defense, and a series of other things that pile up near graduation.
To be honest, it is really difficult to balance these insistence on typing every day. I am busy running around with no place to settle down, and I have no time to sit down quietly to think. The high temperature is more than 30 degrees, and there is no air conditioning in the dormitory.
Made me almost die (rolling eyes),
Until now, I am still renting an apartment here because I failed too many subjects in the second semester and my driver’s license test has not been completed, so I can’t go home.
But no matter what, I finally finished this volume satisfactorily.
From the time he set out for the North Pole to the time I left school completely on June 22,
From the beginning of my semester on February 28th, until he returned from the polar night.
Well, that sounds quite satisfactory, doesn't it?
Yonishi(???ゞ)!! Now let’s talk about the story of this volume (full of energy!)
It’s time for me to talk nonsense again in every volume, um... speaking of which,
Σ(°△°|||)︴Do you only see me jumping around at the end of every volume? Other authors don’t seem to do this.
(Ahem...pretend nothing happened...)
Different from the stories in other volumes before, this time it is Fangran’s own story.
As the beginning of the second part, a whole volume of daily life was used as a foreshadowing. He, who had not experienced the awakening scene, finally made a change and took the first step forward.
A person leaves his familiar environment, takes a plane alone, goes to a foreign country alone, goes to the far north of the world alone,
Although he has experienced a lot, don't forget that he is still just an idiot who has only been a participant for a short time.
He was really determined.
Maybe boys are this kind of creature. They are usually stupid and stupid, and they just want to play carelessly all day long. But when they really encounter something, they grow up faster than anyone else and are more reliable than anyone else.
I have always felt that boys do not grow up slowly, they always grow up overnight.
Even an idiot who likes to fight in daily life can leave everything behind and board a plane heading for the Arctic battlefield.
Well, he's quite handsome, isn't he?
One more thing I have to clarify, although this idiot has always thought that Ling encountered such a thing because of him (I guess you think so too)
But!!! Sheng Le Fanjing clearly thought that there would be problems with Ling taking action that night, so he asked her to stay in the night game!!!
He had really considered everything and had no intention of letting others bear the consequences of his actions, while Ling was worried that he was voluntarily helping. Both of them were worried about each other and thinking about each other.
So!!! Those retarded comments that say Fang Ran is the blame should stop being blind and read the book carefully, okay!?
That's just because he blames himself too much. In fact, it's not really because of him!?
I have been thinking about my whole story. After I finished it, I ended it with the summer vacation, the first part of Shanda Capital burying some people’s past loves and hates. What should I write in the second part?
Vaguely, I was thinking about the scene of him wandering the streets that Dongjiang night,
I don't want to make him so disappointed again,
So in the second part, what I plan to write is probably a story about realizing longings and dreams through growth.
Many things are interspersed to expand the stage and world, further advancing the main plot of the entire book.
What I want to write is still a happy and passionate story,
But after learning the lessons of various other works, I know that I can't stand still. Merely making fun of daily life is empty and powerless. When it's time to move forward, it's time to move forward. When it's time to end, it's time to end. A great main line is necessary.
Many book friends may think that my story is like Gintama, so I cannot repeat its mistakes.
So, in this volume, he made changes and accepted growth,
Acknowledge the past, acknowledge the strength, acknowledge yourself, acknowledge the extraordinaryness of being a participant,
In order to reach the final outcome, he has completed the first step.
And then there is also the fact that I said that this volume was not originally supposed to be here, but I put it before the National War. I think it’s good.
The origin of all the stories in this volume was the words he shouted that rang in my mind,
'You are my forever queen'
Because of this sentence, there is such a volume of stories. He found his sun and moon and made a declaration in the extreme north of the world.
(o???) So if you want to write a novel, it’s actually very simple.
(Although there is a series of emotional foreshadowing, plot development, battle settings, timing of the awakening of the Clow card, description of battle scenes, setting of strength pattern, background information a hundred years ago, travel guide to the North Pole, please check￥# Omit 10,000 words
*%%...let me rack my brains) (quietly...)
Then, as usual, I will talk about the characters in this volume (~￣▽￣)~ Gone with the Wind...
In addition to the protagonist and a few important characters, a large number of new characters appeared, almost all of them new characters.
Occasionally I read book reviews and found that many book friends can't remember the names of foreigners...well...actually I do too. To me, many of the characters in the big squid book are,
I know, um, it's him! What's his name...um...Ma Dongmei...?
But this time it’s all about foreign plots, so you can’t ask me to give me a Chinese name, so...
┑(￣Д￣)┍It’s my fault...
Anyway, I remember it very clearly, maybe it was because of myself, hahaha (laughing and crying)
In this volume, the one who makes the most prominent appearance is probably the Queen of the Nightless Palace...
As someone who stands at the top one-third of the night battle world, I really tried my best to portray her glory.
She is not that kind of selfless saint, she just does the greatest thing possible within her own scope.
When he first appeared, many people said they didn’t like this kind of character who sacrifices the people around him for the sake of justice, but in fact it’s not like that at all.
‘I will never let Alleria go there’
Just like what she said, she will not sacrifice Le Guin. She will only use up her own strength to achieve the best of what she can do and what she can think of, and to make a compromise that is the best.
Good idea, as I haven't written yet about the real reason for her actions
I think this is her greatness, that’s why so many people are willing to follow her.
I really like this character,
Just her presence there can give people endless peace of mind, making even worrying about her feel like an impossible superfluity.
(￣～￣)Hmm~, and besides Verline, it’s probably Le Guin,
The original medium of gluttony, the reason why all dolls were born, I spent a lot of time on her,
The name also comes from Flash Rail, but the character image comes from the "big noble". He accepts the mission, implements the dignity and glory of being a noble, and protects the justice of the country.
I also like this character very much, and she will appear in the next volume,
By the way, the name of the 70th Cavalry Clausel comes from the character I like very much in the flash track, Fei. She has two detailed foreshadowings in this volume. Guess who she is related to. The clues are already obvious.
Alright
It doesn’t matter if you don’t understand the updates after the last chapter of the volume, because those are the foreshadowings I used to let you suddenly realize in the future plots.
And don’t worry about Her Majesty, how could I possibly write about Fang Ran’s desperate plot, but Ling still didn’t come back?
Don't worry, I just said goodbye, she will be back
Also....the little queen is so cute~
Okay, no more rambling, the story in this volume is all developing, including Fangran’s abilities.
The only person who can be compared with the one who finally linked the sun and the moon and liberated the [Water Card] form is probably the Night Crow who wasted his privileges in the narrow room of the capital.
(￣△￣；) Although the development of abilities is not as good as it is now, after all, I still have the spiritual abyss in my hand.
Anyway, that’s it all,
As the old saying goes, I wonder if you are satisfied with the story in this volume?
Haha, I’m very satisfied anyway (Pica~)
The next volume is the story of returning to China and ushering in the National War. Changes have been made. What difference will Fang Ran make?
Well, it would be great if I could give you something to look forward to.
Also, although I have graduated, I have no plans to find a job in the short term (after all, I have been writing novels every day for the past two years, which makes me feel sad about entering social work early...)
Wait until I finish my driver's license test...
Just go back to your hometown and enjoy your youth?≧?≦)o I’m so worried!
(I’m just kidding, I actually plan to make a little effort in July, study like a squid, and work hard to see how far I can go)
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(I just...didn't want to play with the new computer and PS4...)
[The time is June 26, which is a little two days apart from the above content. If you are not a new reader who skipped this kind of chapter and read the testimonials for the first time, or you are someone who accidentally read it again, then thank you for reading it.
Here comes my little belated monologue.
I finally passed the subject three exam this afternoon, and the last problem was solved.
Then I suddenly realized that after the fourth subject exam was completed,
I'm leaving this city.
Due to the trouble caused by Section 2, the driving license test has always been a heavy burden on my heart, but now it suddenly disappeared.
When I left school, there were a lot of sentimental feelings. My roommate who was cute, charming, and generally flirting couldn't help but cry after buying the tickets.
But I didn’t feel it at all at the time, because I knew I still had to take the driver’s license test, stay in this city, and meet many classmates who stayed and worked locally.
However, now that I have finished my third-level exam, I will leave soon. After the pressure to block my relationship is gone,
On the way back to the bus, I looked at the people outside and felt a little bit confused this time.
I really have to leave this time
I stayed here for four years, four peaceful years in college
Since my grades in high school were only above average and I failed in the college entrance examination, I was not admitted to a prestigious school. After coming here, I did not concentrate on my studies.
And because I had to code every day, I basically didn’t participate in class activities or school activities. Even many of the male classmates in the class only became familiar with them after their junior year.
Contrary to the colorful, exciting and rich college life I described in the book, my four years were probably quite boring.
So it was really only when I was about to leave that I suddenly felt a lot of regret and sadness.
Even though it’s summer and it’s over 30 degrees in the dormitory, I still feel reluctant to leave.
I had the opportunity to be the center of the class, I had the opportunity to stay in the student union and become a person who knew many people, and there were also those courses that I was actually interested in but did not study well, and I just enrolled in the school with mixed credits.
course, there is no choice to persist in the postgraduate entrance examination
There are also opportunities to try all kinds of things you want to try, to talk boldly to beautiful girls, to go out with classmates and go to various interesting places and other cities.
I really spent all my time in my dormitory writing novels.
Although I don't regret it, I will regret it a little bit
I am just a mortal who is slightly different from others. It is impossible to do many things at the same time.
Rather, I feel that I am very lucky and satisfied to be liked by you and to recover from the disappointment.
So I am not disappointed about my university. I am very happy to be able to realize my dream with my own hands.
I just thought about carrying my luggage and looking at the empty bed in the dormitory. The bed I had been lying on for four years was the extended version that the freshman counselor specially applied for for me.
I don’t know if it will go back to the warehouse or if it will carry someone else’s life for another four years
