Chapter two hundred and sixty seventh hopeless waiting
The visitor was none other than Mrs. Wang. After she entered the gatehouse, she soon saw Zhong Ming greeting her in the corridor. The two bowed to each other, exchanged greetings, and then continued walking along the corridor.
Mrs. Wang didn't want to come at this time, but during the day, there was always someone beside Qin Liang. He was always in the front hall or at the door of the house.
Fortunately, today's dinner is relatively early, and there is still sunshine on the roof, and the sun has not set yet.
Unexpectedly, Qin Liang invited Wang to the hall below the attic. She immediately remembered what happened in the attic of the Chang'an Governor's Mansion. She couldn't help but glance at Qin Liang sideways, but didn't find anything strange.
Qin Liang probably didn't do it on purpose. The attic was probably the only place in the courtyard that could entertain guests that was more spacious and bright.
Mrs. Wang knew in her heart that her relationship with Qin Liang was very strange. If anyone found out, how would she behave in front of her relatives? Not to mention the Wang family and the Guo family were all honorable nobles. Her behavior violated etiquette, law and ethics.
Once the matter is exposed, she will have no shame in living. Besides, she has several children, and there are indeed too many involved.
Qin Liang may have similar feelings to hers, and he must have known that he shouldn't, so he acted very restrained.
But for some reason, Wang still couldn't help but want to seduce him. Even if she didn't do anything, just seeing Qin Liang's impulsive reaction, she felt an unspeakable joy, as if she had been greatly affirmed. And it seemed like
I feel that I am not that old and that my life has not reached the end of my life.
Of course Wang knew that his beauty and charm were still there, but Zhong Ming was none other than him. He was a young man with both civil and military skills and good looks. He was already a world-famous hero in his twenties. Whenever he noticed Zhong Ming's fiery
Just by looking at her, Wang felt that she was no worse than any other young girl, and that her life seemed to still have color.
She did not sit down, but only walked a few steps in the hall, and then asked: "Is this the place where your Majesty lived before you left the cabinet?"
"Yes, I often live here too." Qin Liang said, "You haven't been here?"
Ms. Wang smiled bitterly and said, "I can't even remember how many years it has been since I last came back." After that, she looked towards the entrance of the stairs.
Qin Liang was very attentive and immediately invited him: "Please come to the attic to enjoy the view. You can see further from higher up."
Wang's expression suddenly felt strange, and she whispered: "Just looking at the scenery?"
After she said it, her face felt hot. Wasn't this a deliberate hint to Zhong Ming? But she didn't do it deliberately, she just said it subconsciously.
Sure enough, Qin Liang was startled for a moment and seemed to think of many things immediately. He didn't say anything and could only nod in response.
So the two of them walked upstairs along the wooden ladder. Wang was walking in front. On the narrow wooden ladder, she suddenly looked back and found that Zhong Ming was staring behind her. The two looked at each other.
After one glance, Wang turned back and walked up quickly.
Mrs. Wang was wearing a dark green dress, covering her whole body tightly and very reservedly. However, the dark dress was not too loose, and it was quite warm in late spring. The soft satin material was a bit thin, and her waist naturally swayed when she climbed the stairs.
Her slender legs and wide hip contours are obvious, and they will definitely be appreciated by Qin Liang. Qin Liang's gaze can also be felt on her back. Once some things happen, there is no way to forget them, even if
They no longer mention each other, and the relationship cannot return to its original state.
After walking up to the attic, Ms. Wang felt a little confused, so she walked over and opened the wooden window. The noise shrouded in the courtyard seemed to rush into the attic, and the people below could naturally see it at this time.
The scene by the window in the attic.
Qin Liang seemed to exhale secretly, and the two of them could only look at the scenery in the courtyard together. The vegetation in the courtyard had gradually become lush.
Wang said softly: "The courtyards seem to be the same. I can't tell whether they are in Chang'an or Luoyang. When I was still in the Governor's Mansion in Chang'an, I stayed in that attic almost every day."
Qin Liang followed Wang's words and said in a deep voice: "What are you doing there?"
Wang said casually: "Waiting to die."
Qin Liang looked at him with surprise.
Only then did Wang realize that although she had thought about her state of mind so many times, Qin Liang didn't know that what she just said was indeed a bit confusing.
She frowned and explained: "At that time, your great-aunt was sure that if you raised an army, you would definitely be defeated. The three clans of the Wang family would be killed, and I was among them. Aren't I just waiting to die? Your great-aunt is quite knowledgeable.
Man, I believed what he said at that time."
Qin Liang's voice said: "At first, many people were not optimistic about it. Zhuge Dan, the governor of Yangzhou, even ran away."
It's okay not to mention it. As soon as those things were mentioned, Wang had mixed feelings in her heart. The impression was too deep.
Wang said with a complicated expression: "He has also made arrangements for me. He told me to wait for the Wang family to be defeated, then die, and have children to sacrifice. He thinks this is good."
Even Ms. Wang herself felt that she could accept it calmly in order to avoid the disaster for her children.
This is the truth, but she still couldn't help it. She lived in despair and fear all day long. She couldn't control herself or calm down at all. The bone-gnawing feeling was indescribable. She didn't know what would happen after death.
In this way, some people said that there was an underworld or an underworld, but no one had actually seen it. The less she knew about it, the more frightened she became.
Everyone was living well, but she was the only one going to a strange place. Faced with the mysterious unknown, Wang was even more at a loss.
Guo Huai ignored her in those days, probably because talking too much to a dead person was of no use. Wang spent the whole day in that attic wondering whether there was an underworld or not.
Sometimes she simply felt that she had been waiting to die many years ago. The second half of her life was gradually coming to a dull and boring time, with no expectations. What she was waiting for was nothing more than a stable end, with a child to die in and someone to offer sacrifices to her in the future.
"This..." Qin Liang looked unbelievable.
Wang raised his head and looked at Qin Liang's face, and couldn't help but ask: "Zhong Ming also thinks there is something wrong?"
Qin Liang frowned and said: "In my opinion, knowing that you are going to die and waiting for that moment to arrive should be a kind of torture. Some punishment designs use this idea to take advantage of people's survival instinct."
"Really?" Mrs. Wang suddenly sneered. She used to feel guilty when she thought about what happened in the attic, but now she doesn't feel much at all. At most, she is just a little scared.
She suddenly thought of something and immediately asked: "Can Zhong Ming understand how I feel?" Qin Liang nodded without hesitation: "I have experienced it myself."
Wang looked at his young face and the lines on his arms and chest, exuding vitality, and suddenly wanted to hold him.
But she didn't want to appear too casual, and finally restrained herself from throwing herself into his arms. She just murmured: "I repeatedly begged him to send troops to help my second brother. But he said it was useless and would harm the child."
We. I knew in my heart that what he said made sense, but there was really no way to convince him. It was just that when I was waiting to die, I felt really cold."
Wang turned around, folded her arms in front, recalling the coldness at that time, and the skirt of her clothes was deformed by her movements. At this time, she suddenly felt a heat in her waist, and looked down. Qin Liang had already
His hot palms were placed on her body. Qin Liang's voice said: "Are you feeling better?"
Wang was stunned for a moment, then turned to look at the window. Fortunately, her waist was under the window sill.
Then Qin Liang gently stretched his hand along the folded part of the skirt and stretched it inside. After a while, Wang's skin could clearly feel the heat and touch of his palm. His palm slowly moved along her soft and smooth skin,
Move up slowly. Wang still didn't move, but her face was a little hot.
She finally reached out and grabbed Qin Liang's wrist, pulled his hand out, and then turned to look at the small room on the attic. Qin Liang understood and immediately bent down to move the banquet next to the table. He looked up at Wang
Wang glanced at it and said, "The cushions under the banquet are quite soft, so your knees will feel better." A scene appeared in front of Wang's eyes, and she suddenly felt that it was a little difficult to breathe.
Of course, she also knew that the consequences would be serious, and she had made up her mind not to get entangled last time in Chang'an. But when she saw Qin Zhongming, she was looking forward to it. Just now she just felt the heat of his palms, and now her clothes were already chilly. In fact, they had not met.
She was thinking before. When Guo Huai asked her to come to Luoyang, she didn't know how happy and expectant she was. She just said that the war was in chaos and showed reluctance.
Wang's heart was in chaos, her voice became strange, and she whispered sheepishly: "It's really not good for us to be like this, but I can't live in Luoyang for a few days, and I rarely come back. After I promised Zhong Ming today, don't do this again.
Is it okay?"
Qin Liang picked up the mat, nodded and said: "Okay." Wang then blushed and followed him into the small room next to her. She said kindly: "Zhong Ming doesn't need to worry too much. Most of the people who are ruined by this kind of thing are women.
Man. I would say that I seduced Zhong Ming."
Qin Liang was a little moved and said: "You are very good to me, and I don't want to see something like that happen. It was my fault in Chang'an before. If something happens, I can't let you bear it alone."
Wang said quietly: "It doesn't matter. I am very grateful to Zhong Ming. You don't know how happy I am when I heard that you won. As long as Zhong Ming is happy today, I can do whatever you want me to do."
Qin Liang said in a deep voice: "That's what you said in the front hall courtyard earlier, so that's what you meant."
In any case, this is an unforgettable evening. That kind of unrestrained mood seems to be able to release and forget all the melancholy, anguish, and even responsibilities, and the body and mind become very relaxed. There is no barrier between loving and being loved, making people no longer have any worries.
The fear of being alone. She felt that she had become younger and more vivid, even more excited than she had felt before. Her rapid heartbeat was unforgettable, and everything became colorful. It was as if the dull life had been washed away, and she felt
With ups and downs, time has eager expectations, heartbeat and joy.