Chapter 1076 There is shame and sweetness in that place
Shen Wanxing had never admitted that he was having a bad life before.
Because she felt embarrassed and it would make He Xizhou proud.
But since He Xizhou said that he regretted it, she had nothing to hide. She had really loved her and she had really shed tears.
There is nothing left to say.
He Xizhou hugged her tightly.
He closed his eyes and felt the thin body in his arms.
The energy contained in her petite body, the sweetness of their past.
"If you die, I will never forget you in my life."
Shen Wanxing said.
Her eyes were moist, and she thought the man could not see clearly in the dark.
But He Xizhou could see clearly. He saw the moisture reflected in her eyes under the afterglow of the moonlight.
"If I hadn't died, you wouldn't have forgotten me."
He Xizhou was also glad that he did not die.
What's good about dying?
When he was dying, he was still thinking about her, thinking that if he broke the appointment, she would definitely be angry.
He knows how stingy she is.
See, I still haven't forgiven him.
"Yes, I hate you so much that my teeth itch. Sometimes I think that you might as well die. That way at least I won't hate you. I will miss you for the rest of my life." She really does this when she is extremely angry. I think so, but if I think about it carefully, it would be better for this man to be alive.
She could touch him.
Instead of touching the cold tombstone.
Ningshi will not become a sad place for her.
"I know you will think so. I thought I was ready to face your anger. But it seems it's not enough..." So much so that he panicked and found another way to deceive. His legs didn't know what to do. When will it return to "normal" so that she won't feel weird anymore.
One lie after another made him feel tired.
"It's not enough. What preparations have you made? Are your preparations just to let me stay in Ning City and never leave? You didn't have any sincerity when you forced me to stay, and I didn't see that you were repenting."
Shen Wanxing was still talking to him calmly.
She didn't quarrel with him either.
"Because I can't think of any way to make you stay willingly. You are happy to see me alive, but more angry. You can't calm down, you just want to leave Ning City. I know how to let you Once you leave, you can never come back."
She is really stubborn.
There is stubbornness in his bones.
Even if she feels sad, she will do it.
Because she couldn't get over that hurdle in her heart.
He Xizhou is right.
If she leaves, she will never come back, even if she still likes this man. Because the last thing she can tolerate is cheating.
"Tell me, what method should I use to make you stay?"
Shen Wanxing really thought about it.
As a result, she found that there seemed to be nothing she could do.
Apart from forcing her to stay, He Xizhou could not make her stay in Ning City in any way.
It turns out that he knows her better than she knows herself.
"Let's not mention this matter for the time being. I don't care about it, but when the time comes, when the two children's birthdays come, you must let me leave. Their birthdays are only half a month away. Please keep your promise and don't If you go back on your word again, it will make me think that you are a dishonest person."
He Xizhou fell silent.
Of course he doesn't want to.
"What the hell are you thinking about?"
Shen Wanxing stared into his eyes.
"I have no idea. No trick can keep a person who is determined to leave. Unless you want to stay, I can't keep you for the rest of your life."
He thought that there seemed to be no solution left.
He calculated everything, but failed to calculate Shen Wanxing's heart.
"As long as you know, I have my own life. I can't live in your He family. That place contains my shame and my sweetness. As soon as I lived there, I felt very complicated. It seemed that there had never been anything there. It’s not my home, but the He family.”
She once put down her pride and tried to please He Xizhou in exchange for a way out.
She fell in love with him again as fate would have it. They went through so many turbulent days, and finally they had to separate.
"I can give you a home of your own."
Shen Wanxing smiled.
When she heard what he said, she felt helpless and relieved, "But I don't need it anymore."
If he had said this three years ago, she might still be moved.
The longer the time accumulates, the deeper the scar in her heart becomes, and the less likely it is to heal.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? I can take care of you. As long as you are still alive and breathing your last breath, I will be by your side. But what worries me the most is that I will be with you when you are in the most difficult time. The person around you is actually not me. Those unrelated people can accompany you through your difficulties, am I not worthy? You keep saying that you are good for me, but you never let me be good. "
She hates it when he makes his own decisions.
He took it upon himself to deal with them and promised her to come back but did not come back.
He took it upon himself to join others in saying that he was dead.
Who can know what she is thinking.
Do they think that once they love someone, they will fall out of love as time goes by?
That's a mark that's imprinted on my heart.
"He Xizhou, don't you think you are annoying?"
Shen Wanxing took a deep breath and suppressed the moisture in her eyes.
"Turn on the light, it's a bit dark. I don't feel comfortable with it. I want to wash up and rest."
Shen Wanxing didn't want to continue to open up his heart, so he spread it out for He Xizhou to see.
"He Xizhou, let go of me."
"I don't want to let go."
"Don't be a rogue, I don't want to be held by you all night. Aren't your legs uncomfortable?"
"Unconscious."
He Xizhou's legs were indeed a little numb.
But he couldn't say it.
Even if his seat breaks, he doesn't want to let go.
"He Xizhou, if you are found to have lied to me again, I will hire someone to break your legs." Shen Wanxing pushed his chest, "I can't breathe in my arms."
She pinched him on the cheek in retaliation.
"A man like you is not cute even if he pinches his face."
She got off him, walked to the door and turned on the switch.
The moment the light was turned on, the light was extremely bright, even a little dazzling. Its appearance dispersed all the ambiguity that had grown in the darkness.
It seems that the relationship between the two people has returned to the way it used to be.
He Xizhou looked at her seriously.
Shen Wanxing looked at him, feeling awkward.
"I went to the bathroom. This makeup is a bit uncomfortable."
"It's beautiful, especially on stage."
He Xizhou seemed to have turned on some switch, and his words actually sounded better.
He has changed a little bit.
"...then thank you?"
Shen Wanxing pursed her lips and suppressed the smile on her lips. She took her nightgown and quickly walked into the bathroom.