Shen Wanxing waited patiently for him to ask questions.
If he has any questions, he can ask them.
"Say it."
"Mommy, do you like that brother Lu Ran? Jiaojiao likes her very much, does mommy like him?" Jiaojiao liked him before, and she always said that she would live with brother Lu Ran in the future, and she could also take him with him. Come with your brother.
The family of four is very happy and they no longer have to live with a bad dad.
But Jiaojiao later changed her mind.
She doesn't want to live with Lu Ran.
Because He Xizhou said that Lu Ran would steal her mother and give birth to her own child. Then she would have nothing to gain and become an unwanted child.
"Brother Lu Ran and I are just good friends. We will not live together in the future. I will not be with him either. Don't worry about that. If Mommy really has a boyfriend in the future, she will definitely do it as soon as possible. Tell us about Zhou Zhou and Jiao Jiao. How about we hook up?"
Shen Wanxing was just making a hypothesis.
However, she also knew that she was unlikely to find another boyfriend and enter the grave of marriage again.
These words made He Xizhou particularly unhappy.
She was still thinking about finding a boyfriend.
Zhou Zhou was not very satisfied either.
It turns out that mommy still wants to find a boyfriend, so doesn’t she still need a stepfather in the future?
"I don't want to hook up with Mommy."
Sick children have the right to do as they please.
"Why?"
"Because Mommy will have other boyfriends in the future."
"But your dad may have a girlfriend and get married. There will be a long, long time in the future. This life is too long. Mommy and Daddy can't stay with you all your life. When you grow up, We will also have our own lives."
He doesn't understand.
Because he was still young, he didn't understand what growing up meant. Now, what children understand as growing up is growing taller.
"I don't know how to have a girlfriend."
He Xizhou didn't like hearing her say these assumptions, if...
Nothing he said sounded good.
"It's impossible for me to get married in the future."
Marry another woman.
He is a determined person and has been determined from the beginning.
Once he identifies with someone, he will not change his mind casually. He likes Shen Wanxing, and he likes her no matter what she becomes. Even if she doesn't love her anymore, he will use means to keep her by his side. This kind of paranoia and domineering is indeed It is unbearable for ordinary people.
But is Shen Wanxing an ordinary person?
The possessiveness and dominance in her heart are exactly the same as his.
They are the same people.
"Don't say these things in front of children. What if you get slapped in the face in the future?" Shen Wanxing seemed a little happy when she heard what he said. But...her instinct was to refute him.
"I won't slap you in the face. I will keep my word."
"You have broken your promises before."
"I just broke my promise to you, and no one else did. This also shows that you are the most special one." He Xizhou said lightly, "I think you should understand what I mean. I was not joking about remarrying. We It’s the most suitable.”
"Don't mention remarriage to me, I think you are just joking."
Shen Wanxing retorted.
The child looked at mommy and then at daddy, wondering why they started arguing again.
"Mommy, will you leave me and Daddy?"
He doesn't care about anything else.
His biggest wish is that a family of three can live together.
How complex can a child's thoughts be?
These words stunned Shen Wanxing, and even He Xizhou was waiting for her answer.
"Zhouzhou..."
"Mommy, will you leave us?"
The child was very stubborn and didn't want to hear Shen Wanxing's excuses and so many great truths. He only wanted a clear answer, whether he would or would not.
Shen Wanxing looked at his expectant eyes and fell silent.
"You will still leave us."
He lowered his head in despair.
The corners of Shen Wanxing's eyes also turned red.
She didn't know what to say, and it seemed like even the perfunctory words didn't feel so sincere.
"Zhou Zhou, in fact, there is no one in this world who will not leave the other. But I can promise that I will always be with you for a while. Okay? Let's be good." Shen Wanxing hugged the child.
"Be good."
Shen Wanxing couldn't help crying.
"I'm sorry, honey, I can't promise you. I'm afraid that if I promise you but can't do it, you will call me a liar in the future. I don't want to lie to you." Shen Wanxing patted the child's back gently.
"I'm sorry, baby."
The child didn't cry loudly, he just held him and cried silently.
He was just crying so hard that he could feel his body shaking.
So sad.
"If the baby doesn't cry, it's all mommy's fault."
Shen Wanxing really couldn't say the words he left behind.
She knew that staying here was not just for her children, but also in what capacity she wanted to stay. She herself didn’t know how to deal with emotional issues in the future.
She and He Xizhou were still in a mess.
The child got tired of crying and fell asleep in Shen Wanxing's arms.
Shen Wanxing wiped his little face with a wet towel and covered him with a quilt. She was worried that the child's high fever would relapse, so she did not leave. Instead, she moved a chair and sat by the bed to watch the child.
He Xizhou did not leave.
There was silence and quietness in this room for a long time.
"What he asked is also what I want to ask."
He Xizhou lowered his voice and said, his voice even deeper.
Promise he's heard it.
But why is he so reluctant? It will be difficult for her to come back once she leaves. In the future, she will come back to see the child. To the child, she is not like a mother at all. She is just someone who visits him a few times a year. Distant relatives.
Single-parent families do great harm to children.
He hasn't gone to school yet. If he goes to school in the future, someone will ask him what his parents do.
Why is it that every time it is the father who comes to the parent-teacher meeting, where is the mother?
Some people who know the news will spread rumors in school that his mother has separated from his father and that he is an unwanted child.
Those rumors will eventually hurt him.
"sorry."
She has her own dream.
Shen Wanxing felt that he was a selfish person.
"You don't have to say sorry to me, it makes me feel like a different person."
"really."
Shen Wanxing smiled.
"I have to say something. In fact, you are not the only one to be blamed for many things, and I am also responsible. If I were strong enough, maybe you wouldn't choose to hide it from me at that time. It was the impression I gave you all the time. Are they all weak?"
"No. It's because I think I'm too strong and can take on the responsibility alone. You are stronger and more responsible than other women. Many men can't compare to you."