Shen Wanxing's tone was very formulaic, with almost no pink bubbles. Lu Ran noticed her alienation and felt a little sad.
But he comforted himself, which girl wouldn't get angry when encountering such a thing.
Shen Wanxing looked at him and asked, "If you come out to me, is there anything else?"
"I just want to apologize to you, and then... I want to see you. I really want to see you, and I want to see if you are okay." Lu Ran really likes her, and those words he said, Did she take it to heart?
He really wanted to see her, and even though he hadn't seen her for twelve hours, his heart was already pounding.
"There is no need to apologize, we are friends. Those pictures are all written by reporters. In fact, it's okay for us to know it ourselves, aren't you right?" Shen Wanxing didn't want the quarrel between them to get too ugly.
If possible, she would still like to become friends with Lu Ran.
When they were friends, they got along very happily.
"Just friends?"
Lu Ran was obviously not satisfied with this result.
He never wanted to be her friend, he just wanted to be by her side as a lover.
"Don't you have enough friends?"
Shen Wanxing looked at him and asked seriously.
"not enough."
Lu Ran moved closer.
He tried to grab her hand, fearing that she would break free and he used a lot of strength.
"Didn't you see what I said at the press conference?"
He didn't believe it.
He has already said in front of everyone how much he likes Shen Wanxing. He never cares whether she is divorced or whether she has had children with other men. He only hates the time when he met her It's too late.
If you encounter it early.
"I saw it, but it's impossible."
Shen Wanxing's answer was firm.
"It would have been better if I had met you earlier, and been by your side when you were in the most difficult time. It would have been better if I had been born a few years earlier, why should I miss it like this?" The corners of Lu Ran's eyes turned red. This big boy is really serious. I cherish this relationship very much.
He is very sincere.
He wanted to use words to express all the hot feelings in his heart, but when the words came to his mouth, they seemed a bit clumsy.
Shen Wanxing lowered his head and raised the corners of his mouth slightly.
She smiled gently and was not angry because of Lu Ran's loss of control.
She can understand a person's feelings, and respects every pure and worthy of recognition. But she doesn't want Lu Ran to waste time on her. She knows exactly what she wants.
If it was really for his own good, then you should reject him at the first opportunity.
"Lu Ran."
She looked at him and said, "If we had really met a few years ago, would you still have seen me in your eyes? At that time, I had just come out of prison and was a shady person. If it weren't for the He family, I would Maybe still in prison, you will see a completely different me."
She pointed at her face, "This place was full of scars before. Do you like me now or the embarrassed Shen Wanxing from before?"
She has not mentioned her past in prison for a long time.
The past has also been buried in the past by the Lu family, and others are prohibited from marketing it.
Because no one wants to uncover their scars again and again.
"Here, and here, all of them."
Lu Ran looked at her fair face and stretched out his fingers to touch her cheek.
"Did it hurt at that time?"
"It hurts. But what hurts even more is that others always look at you in a strange way, as if you are a monster. I lost my appearance, my home, and everything. In the end, I was framed and sent to prison. I have experienced many things inside that you can't imagine. I have seen the dark side of the world, but you thought I was your light."
Lu Ran wants to find the light.
Shen Wanxing also wanted his own ray of light.
How can two people who chase the light be together?
"What you like is me now. But the me in the past is also a part of my body. You should ask yourself, what exactly do you want, and what does your love look like."
Shen Wanxing suddenly thought of He Xizhou.
He knows where she comes from, and he also knows how dark she is inside. He knows all about her other side.
He knew she was ugly.
But he also knew exactly where this scar came from.
In front of him, Shen Wanxing felt that she didn't need to pretend to be so good, she felt relaxed.
"Don't you want to live another life?"
Lu Ran asked.
"I think life is very good now."
Shen Wanxing is somewhat enjoying his life now.
"Is it because you can see He Xizhou now?" Lu Ran's intuition was very keen. He saw details that Shen Wanxing could not detect himself, "You still like him."
"No."
"Don't deny it, you just like him."
"Really not."
"Then do you dare to swear that you will never be with He Xizhou in the future?" If you can't give her happiness, then let her understand her own heart.
This was Lu Ran's last tenderness.
Shen Wanxing wanted to say why it was so difficult to swear, but she didn't know why she couldn't say it.
"There's no need to swear for something like this."
Lu Ran looked at her and took a deep breath, "Can we...be friends? Let's go back to the way we were before. I won't do anything excessive and won't cause trouble to you. I found that I am true It's useless and can hardly help you at the critical moment."
"We have always been friends."
Shen Wanxing said with a smile, "We can be friends for life. Jiaojiao also wants to be your girlfriend when she grows up. She likes you very much."
"Her attitude towards me has been lukewarm recently, and she seems to be at odds with me. She is probably afraid that I will snatch you away. If you are not married in five years, then don't blame me for making a comeback."
Lu Ran deliberately used such a brisk tone to joke with Shen Wanxing.
Only he knows how sad he actually is.
He was afraid that Shen Wanxing would feel guilty.
"Don't be kidding. Maybe you will get married by then. Then I have to give you a big red envelope. I hope you can find your own happiness."
"I will. Can I hug you?"
"Is there a camera in the box?"
Shen Wanxing said with a smile, she opened her arms and hugged Lu Ran.
Lu Ran hugged her tightly.
He closed his eyes and felt this moment.
He knew that there would be no chance again and that it was over for him and her.
Goodbye indeed.
The secret love that made him want to give up everything.
"It's right here, I see you. Get out of my way, I'm going in." A drunken voice came from outside the door, and soon the door was opened by a group of people.
"Shen Wanxing, where can you escape!"
He Chengze looked at the couple inside and yelled.