There are many guesses and assumptions in his mind.
For example, she can't accept this fact and is mentally stimulated. Or she really can't think of hurting herself or the child in her belly. The most difficult thing is that they can't empathize with her.
Lu Yunqi did not dare to open the door for fear of seeing a collapsed Shen Wanxing.
He hoped that she could sleep longer so that her life would be less painful.
He didn't know that Shen Wanxing was already awake.
She was lying on the hospital bed, looking at the snow-white ceiling. For a moment, she felt a little dazed.
Shen Wanxing didn't know where he was.
Her brain hadn't reacted yet, and she felt the pain in her heart only after she slowly woke up.
She covered her heart and tears fell involuntarily.
Died in the explosion, no bones left.
She didn't believe it.
Nolan Charman said that He Xizhou was dead, but she didn't believe it either.
She didn't see the body, so she didn't believe it.
But they all said he was dead and his body could not be found. She didn't believe it.
Shen Wanxing struggled to get up. She was so weak that she relied on nutrition injections to support herself and did not eat. She reluctantly leaned on the bed and sat quietly.
It's a bit scary to be so quiet.
Shen Wanxing turned around and saw the Josephine ring on the bedside table. Sapphires and diamonds shone brightly under the light. The sky outside was already dark, very dark. There was not a single star in sight, and her sky was losing sight of it. He Xizhou had already become gloomy.
Both the men's and women's rings are on the bedside table.
This pair of rings was very unique, but what she was thinking of was the curse that had been circulating for a long time.
Rumor has it that no one who owns them will be happy.
They will eventually separate.
Shen Wanxing closed her sour eyes, thinking she would escape this bad luck curse.
Thinking about it carefully, Louis and Mrs. Petunia are not happy. They have missed so many years. Although Mrs. Petunia has woken up, many of her body functions will not be restored to what they were before, and she will probably be in a wheelchair for the rest of her life. .
doom.
She bet against fate and failed to win.
"Curse, you told me personally that we would be happy. But we can't escape our fate after all. You have lied to me so many times, and I will never forgive you again."
She held the two rings in her palms, feeling the pain of the diamonds like needles.
She should never have taken the photo of the ring in the first place.
On the day of the auction, he deliberately defended Lu Chun and they separated.
Finally divorced.
After meeting again, they parted again.
Life, separation and death were all because of Josephine's admonishment.
"ah!"
She shouted in a low voice and threw the ring in her hand hard!
However, she regretted it as soon as she threw it away. She had nothing to miss. When she thought about it, the most meaningful thing he left to her was the pair of rings. Shen Wanxing felt pain and hatred in her heart. She hated why she was still alive. Bear such pain.
She really couldn't imagine a future without He Xizhou.
She was going crazy, thinking that there was no more He Xizhou in the world. Maybe in the near future, fewer and fewer people would mention He Xizhou, and they would gradually forget about it. Only she remembered that she didn't even have anyone to tell her story to, and there would never be anyone again. People remember him and think about him like she does.
Her throat was so tight and so sour that she could not speak.
Shen Wanxing opened the quilt and pulled out the nutritional needle, ignoring the blood stains.
He stumbled and ran to the ground, half-falling to the ground, and picked up the female ring again, but the male ring was lost somewhere.
She felt extremely wronged and felt that even a ring was bullying her.
Without He Xizhou, everything in the world is against him.
"He Xizhou, you killed me."
She covered her face, sat on the ground and cried loudly. She no longer looked like a noble lady.
She couldn't suppress her cries.
Her desperate and painful cries could be heard through the door. Lu Yunqi hesitated and wanted to knock on the door, but he was afraid of irritating Shen Wanxing.
"I'll do it."
A woman from far to near.
She slowly approached and walked to Lu Yunqi's side.
"I'll go in and see her."
The woman added another sentence.
"Okay, please."
Lu Yunqi was stunned, and finally gave way.
Let this woman in.
If there is one person in the world who can empathize with Shen Wanxing, it would be her.
"You...please try to persuade her. She is very sad."
"Okay, I understand."
She knows what it's like.
The woman gently unlocked the door and walked in slowly. She closed the door again and looked at Shen Wanxing who was sitting on the ground without even wearing shoes.
She seemed to remember her old self.
At that time, she might have been even more rude than Shen Wanxing.
She had prejudice and hatred towards Shen Wanxing.
Their relationship was once awkward, but eventually everything faded away with time.
Now she only feels sympathy for each other, and even feels that maybe Shen Wanxing is the only one in the world who understands her, and she also understands Shen Wanxing.
Even though their ages are so different.
Du Yingrong bent down and picked up a ring, walked up to the panicked Shen Wanxing and asked, "Are you looking for it?"
Shen Wanxing looked up, her eyes filled with tears, and her eyes were red and swollen.
Du Yingrong knelt down and looked at her level.
"Such an important thing should be put away, even if looking at it will remind you of those sweet and painful things. But those are the only memories you have left. Are you willing to throw them away?" Du Yingrong put the ring in her palm.
In terms of seniority, she is Shen Wanxing's sister-in-law.
Even though she and He Xizhou divorced, Shen Wanxing was recognized by the He family.
If possible, she hoped that this girl would not follow in her footsteps.
It is really hard to live with a dead person.
Du Yingrong wiped her tears with a handkerchief.
"When Beichen died, I was just like you. I even thought about marrying him. Speaking of which, we were married, but I loved him very much. He was a good husband and a good father. After so many years It has passed, and I have almost forgotten what he looked like at that time."
"Time heals everything. Things have already happened. When you get through this period, you will find that the obstacles you thought were insurmountable will pass."
Shen Wanxing's tears could not be wiped away.
Falling drop by drop.
She could no longer control her tears and let them fall.
This is nerves transmitting that pain.
"Sister-in-law, I can't get through it."
She can't get through it.
Shen Wanxing said in a hoarse voice, "I think about him when I'm awake, and he's what I think about when I close my eyes. All I can see is He Xizhou, but He Xizhou is missing. I haven't seen him like this for a year or two. Years, but this life. From now on, I will never touch a living He Xizhou again."
This world has obliterated He Xizhou.
How could she get by?
How could she convince herself to go there?
Because she feels that forgetting is a kind of betrayal.