Shen Wanxing didn't speak, she was digesting her emotions.
He Chengze poured her a glass of water and placed it at the head of her bed. He found a chair and sat beside the hospital bed.
"Are you hungry?"
"Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"
He Chengze could only find something to say, and he didn't know how to comfort the girl. He had never done this before.
Moreover, he was still facing Shen Wanxing.
"Can you be quieter?"
Shen Wanxing propped up her body and sat up. She was in sudden pain, and she calmed down after the pain passed for a while. But she was very tired, her voice was a little hoarse, and she felt lazy and lacked energy.
"Okay, I'll keep quiet."
He Chengze shut his mouth, handed the water glass in front of her, and motioned for her to drink some water.
He couldn't speak, so he winked and looked funny.
Like a funny clown.
The young master of the He family is domineering in front of other women, and those people will flatter him for his money. But Shen Wanxing is different, this is a very different existence.
He once liked Shen Wanxing in his heart, and this was the first girl for whom he felt regretful and distressed.
He can't forget it.
"I'm not thirsty."
Shen Wanxing leaned back on the pillow, "Tell me, is He Xizhou really unable to come back?"
Surprisingly, at this time, she and He Chengze would talk about such a topic.
In front of Mr. He, she couldn't ask such silly questions.
She didn't want the Lu family to worry, so she was actually having a heart-to-heart talk with He Chengze.
"Brother-in-law... everyone is going to die. It's just the difference between dying early and dying late, don't you think? Since we all have to die once, the result will not change. My brother-in-law just wants to leave as soon as possible." He Chengze comforted him. Everyone is unique.
"I believe that he has been living around us and watching us. It's just that we can't touch that world yet. Those closest to us will eventually leave us one after another, and we have to learn to accept it. When my dad died, I’m very sad too.”
He Chengze mentioned He Beichen.
This was the first time Shen Wanxing heard He Beichen from him.
"He suddenly stopped coming back to see me. I had been looking forward to him seeing me. But my mother cried every day, saying that he would never come back. Then I stopped looking forward to it, and soon I forgot. It was just a coincidence. I will think of such a person. You feel very uncomfortable now, and I know that. But it will gradually get better in the future, and you will find that things you cannot accept now can be faced calmly."
This is his experience.
"Your mother will never forget him."
Shen Wanxing said calmly.
Maybe everyone can forget He Beichen, but Du Yingrong has not. She still gets red-eyed when she talks about that man.
She loves He Beichen.
It's the same as her love for He Xizhou.
They just encountered the same misfortune in this world and could not get out of it.
"Are you hungry?"
"Not hungry."
"and you……"
"He Chengze, can I ask you a favor?"
Shen Wanxing looked at He Chengze and said.
"You said that as long as I can do it, I will work hard to do it." He Chengze was filled with passion, and he wanted to agree to everything Shen Wanxing had.
He couldn't see her feeling wronged.
I can't see her feeling uncomfortable.
Shen Wanxing has really changed a lot now.
But his identity destined them not to be together, and it was impossible for him to pursue Shen Wanxing.
This is the closest they are.
"The child in my belly will be sent to the He family in the future. I hope you can take more care of him. Your grandfather may have some deficiencies in education when he is old. I want the child to have a wonderful childhood, no. I hope he will become the next He Xizhou."
Shen Wanxing thought about He Xizhou's cold and indifferent appearance, and her heart felt like being pricked by needles.
"You want me to watch this kid more?"
He Chengze was frightened and uneasy.
He can do anything, but taking care of children, that's really terrible.
He is afraid of children.
What should I do if such a soft little creature is injured by him?
Moreover, he himself is not a good person.
Drinking and having fun, hanging out with those gangsters, if Shen Wanxing's child is brought up by him, then... he feels that he will never be able to hold his head up in this life.
This meaning is different.
"Well, if it was your grandfather who taught you, this child would not have a childhood. I hope you can give him more happiness."
"But... how about you take the child away? The child should stay with the mother. If my grandfather doesn't agree, you can sue him. I think based on the strength of the Lu family, we should be able to win the case. You are not taking this child with you. Is it better?"
He Chengze felt a lot of pressure for a moment.
Shen Wanxing sighed.
There was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, and she looked a little aggrieved for no reason.
"I can't take him with me."
She was scared.
She was afraid that if he looked like He Xizhou, she would be tortured day and night. Just like today, she couldn't bear it.
What about every day after that?
"I also promised your grandfather that I would leave the child to him. His two sons are dead. Maybe this child can bring him some comfort." She was confused now and didn't know that she wanted to go. What is the best thing to do.
The road ahead is dark.
There is no more starlight to illuminate the road at night.
"But I can't...if I bring up the child badly."
"No, someone is watching."
The old man of the He family will never let him lead a bad child.
"Okay... okay, can I take him to see you? If you are in the imperial capital, will we still have a chance to meet?"
"Don't tell him that I am his mother. We'd better not meet again in the future."
She wanted to forget everything about the He family.
Including the man named He Xizhou.
Because it hurts too much.
The body's defense mechanism was clamoring to get rid of the lesion, and she was afraid that she would never be able to get out.
"Are you really going to do this?"
He Chengze did not expect that she would make such a decision.
If she doesn't meet her child, won't she miss her child in the future?
The most important thing is that they can't be seen.
"What if my uncle is still alive? Hasn't his body been found? There must be miracles in this world, you can believe it."
"He Chengze, there are no miracles anymore. I've looked for them, and there really are no miracles in this world."
Shen Wanxing twitched the corner of his mouth, "I will return to the Imperial Capital tomorrow. This time I have made a decision."
Never look back.
Everything in Ning City is just a dream.
it's over.
"I will take good care of the child for you, and I will not lead him badly in the future. I will work hard to be a...brother."
It's so miserable, he is still the elder brother now.