She was rather giving up on herself. The distance was too close. She could disturb the other person even if she turned over in his sleep. Didn't He Xizhou feel a little hot?
Even though the temperature is starting to drop, it’s still summer.
"It's too close. I didn't know you thought you were sleeping and you wanted to throw yourself into my arms."
"Shit!"
Shen Wanxing cursed secretly.
She wanted to retreat, but He Xizhou held her hand.
"My illness has never recovered."
In this late night, he deliberately lowered his voice, making it even deeper. This man was like a bewitching monster.
Shen Wanxing hooked his finger.
She knew what disease he was talking about, skin hunger syndrome.
He acts so cold, why hasn't he recovered yet?
"Didn't you continue the treatment?" In the dead of night, she was in a mood to chat with him calmly.
"It can't be cured."
Some diseases are not terminal illnesses.
But it just can’t be cured.
He Xizhou thought that it would not be a good thing if he was cured, so he might as well keep the status quo. Taking advantage of her softness, he could make some unreasonable demands.
She is also really soft-spoken and not tough-minded.
"Why can't it be cured? You can even research the NTN project, but you can't cure your own minor illness?" Shen Wanxing closed her eyes and let sleepiness sweep over her. It felt very good to chat like this, It seemed that all the conflicts between her and He Xizhou had disappeared.
She doesn't have to think about her own identity, and she doesn't have to worry about what she says will be used as leverage by others.
There was a moment of peace of mind.
"Because my disease requires special medicine. There is only one pill of that medicine in the world."
He Xizhou closed his eyes and his voice was a bit lazy.
He also feels very comfortable now.
Shen Wanxing knew what he meant.
only……
"Before me, you just had to endure it?"
Although they were in love at that time, she believed what he said. But no matter how much she thought about it later, she felt something was wrong. Did such an outstanding man really never touch other women?
This is very unscientific.
"...What if that's not the case?"
"You don't look like a stoic person. Han Yeze said you were a slut, and I think so too. The days when you and I were fooling around together..."
During those days, Shen Wanxing's waist almost broke.
He is usually cold and ascetic.
No one would have thought that he was such a lusty person.
"...Are you deliberately trying to keep me awake tonight?" He Xizhou's throat was about to smoke.
"Shen Wanxing, what you see may not be true. Although the relationship between us has faded, the desire will not fade. You are my first woman, and the feeling is different. I hope you I can understand this. My body has remembered you, and you have broken the forbidden spell."
He could have continued to endure it.
I don't have such feelings for anyone, and I don't want to possess anyone.
But someone approached him, seduced him, and broke his original ascetic state.
It would be impossible for him to go back to being vegetarian.
He Xizhou was also very thoughtful and was afraid that she would think too much, so he said that their relationship had faded.
It was this sentence that Shen Wanxing noticed.
Their feelings faded.
When she heard this sentence, she felt a little aggrieved. But wasn't this what she wanted in the first place?
Why is she still feeling a little uncomfortable now? Could it be that she really can't let go of this bitch man?
He didn't seem to miss her at all.
From the concealment at the beginning to the indifference now, he just remembers his hatred and exploited her.
It seems that the feelings have really faded away.
There was absolutely a reason for his usual contacts.
Because he couldn't control himself and wanted to get close to her.
It’s all because of illness!
"I understand. I am the unlucky guy. If it weren't for me, there would be other unlucky guys. I will be bound to you for a lifetime, but you are also miserable. We are both divorced. You will have to accept it reluctantly in the future.
Others, if it really doesn’t work, I will die alone.”
"There is another possibility."
He Xizhou came closer, and he could smell the scent of her hair very clearly.
"Um?"
"The two of us make do with each other for the rest of our lives."
He said this with restraint and forbearance.
How could they be considered compatible? They were a perfect match.
However, He Xizhou didn't dare to say it so obviously, because this woman was too sensitive. He might not know what she would think of, and then he would fail.
"Make do? If you want to make do, find someone else to make do with. I won't make do with it emotionally. Anyway, I have many choices. If you don't have a choice, just die alone." Shen Wanxing shook off his hand, "
Don't cling to me, I'm too hot."
Shen Wanxing broke free of his hand.
"Angry again? Are you angry that I'm not serious about relationships?"
"That's not true. I just think I have a better choice, and I don't need to hang on your crooked tree."
"Crooked neck tree?"
He felt uncomfortable listening to it.
How could he be a tree with a crooked neck?
"Isn't it? Your legs are not good now, so what's the use of the rest, no matter how good they are."
"Isn't this leg because of you? If it weren't for you, would I be like this?"
Why did the topic go round and round and then to her legs? She was tired of hearing it. She turned over and turned her back to him.
sleep!
He Xizhou glanced at her and sighed secretly.
Why do you always get angry?
Even if it is her fault, she will only become angry in the end.
He really couldn't be coaxed anymore.
He Xizhou did not disturb her and let her have a good sleep.
She was really tired, and she was really tough-talking.
It started to rain again outside. He didn't sleep, but looked at her seriously.
He used so many methods to keep her in Ning City. But for some reason, he felt that he could no longer touch her warm heart.
She seemed very, very far away from him.
God is also against him. It seems that no matter how hard he tries, they will never be able to return to their past.
The smile disappeared from He Xizhou's face. He felt the woman beside him breathing long and falling into sleep. He reached out and stroked her cheek.
Slippery.
Very delicate.
The skin is actually pretty good.
It would be nice if the heart was as soft as the skin.
He pushed her hair back, leaned over and kissed her on the lips.
She was really tired and didn't feel anything at all after all the hard work.
He is most well-behaved only when he is asleep.
He Xizhou felt like a gangster now, scorning a decent woman. He kissed Shen Wanxing's lips carefully, like a dragonfly touching water, and did not dare to bite hard for fear that she would wake up immediately and slap him.
, and then proposed sleeping in separate rooms again.
Simply kissing the lips is not enough.
What he just said is true, his desire for her has nothing to do with feelings.
His feelings made him unable to let go of this woman.
The disease made his body inseparable from this woman.
He might have been terminally ill for a long time.