The courtyard is quiet and the guest rooms are silent.
After Tang Juan led Wu Zhengjie, Yuchi Yuan, and Gongsun Xuantong to reminisce about old times elsewhere, no one paid attention to them except for a maid who brought hot water and refreshments on the way.
Tan Qing was sitting sideways in front of the couch, and Yang Zhaoxi was lying on the couch, only a few feet away from her. However, the distance of only a few feet was like a chasm, preventing her from touching his thoughts. For the first time, she faced the man in front of her.
People feel strange and alienated.
Yang Zhaoxi breathed evenly and long, and it was obvious that this time, she really fell asleep. Yesterday, she had exhausted her strength and it was hard to recover overnight. The dream when she was unconscious just now was hazy but happy, and she actually
He got back together with Lin'er and his sister, and the two lived in Yangliu Villa with no rent, no labor, no war and disturbance, men farmed and women weaved, their children and grandchildren were in the house, and they lived in harmony until their old age...
It's just that thoughts are short-lived and good dreams are hard to continue. The short life in the dream will eventually wake up. When I wake up, everything is the same as before, except for the feeling of vicissitudes of life that surges in my heart, and I can't calm down for a long time.
There was something missing in his heart, and there was no love on his face. It seemed that the short but long dream had taken away all the lumps in his chest, leaving behind an empty body. I felt like I was already alive.
I don’t even know what night it is.
In a trance, it seemed that there was only a girl's voice, speaking leisurely between heaven and earth, suddenly far and now near:
"Chong Lingzi... Is your trip down the mountain really just an exile? What's the big deal about what you've been through... Why should a man worry about not having a wife? Why should he be so stubborn... Although I am not one ten thousandth as good as her
You are good, but you are willing to redeem yourself with your heart... But with you like this, I'm afraid that all my good intentions will be in vain... I won't get half the benefit from you..."
The voice was filled with tears and intermittent. His thoughts were in chaos. Only the girl's cries of resentment and admiration created a sense of coolness in his heart. This coolness was not bone-chilling, but made him sober.
I want to wave my hands to push away the chaos in all directions, but I find that this chaos is like smoke, lingering and pushing away... I want to try to open my eyes wide, and want to see who the girl is and why she is so familiar.
The eyelids seem to weigh a thousand pounds and cannot be lifted no matter what...
The girl's sad voice is still there, which makes people pity: "...In the past, you taught me swordsmanship, taught me boxing skills, and told me all kinds of weird things. I only cared about being happy...but I never thought about it.
I left some traces in my heart... Later, when you wanted to go back to the mountain, I realized that I couldn't let go of you... At that time, I was still ignorant. I just felt that a piece of my heart was missing, cold and painful... I went to the master to cry, master
Just laughing...it wasn't until I saw you again that I realized that this was the 'girl with spring' in Mao's poem..."
Yang Zhaoxi struggled for a long time in the chaotic world, but found that his efforts were in vain. It seemed that he only had this one thought left, and from now on, he would be trapped in this boundless cover forever, with no past and no future.
There is a future, let alone life and death... Gradually, an ancient sadness arises in my heart.
This thought seemed to exist or not, and seemed to be in danger, rushing up and down, wandering left and right. But in this boundless world, there was really no distinction between up, down, left and right. The thought had no choice but to change from hasty to sluggish, and then from sluggish to gradually
Return to peace.
"The Tao can be said, but it is not the eternal Tao, and the name can be named, but it is not the eternal name. Being is called the beginning of all things, and non-being is called the mother of all things..."
It is like a golden light that cuts through the chaos and divides it into black and white: white rises and turns into jade, black falls and accumulates into mountains and rivers. Thoughts are like giant spirits, straddling the black and white, confused and calm, restrained and restrained.
Calmly.
Among the black and white, two dragon-like air pillars suddenly sprang out, but they had no horns. The black and white air pillars revolved around this idea, chasing each other. And the purple gold air burst out from the middle idea, and the black and white air pillars were blown away.
Isolated so that no matter how they compete, they cannot devour each other. The two black and white auras are turning faster and faster, and their bodies are getting bigger and bigger! It is as if they want to use the power of entanglement to control this thought.
And all the purple and gold energy was annihilated. However, although the thoughts were weak and the purple and gold energy was also very thin, they all had unyielding ambition! When the black and white energy suppressed the thoughts to the point of collapse, the purple and gold energy suddenly exploded!
In an instant, both black and white were eclipsed! Only purple and gold were the only color in the world. He was as noble as an emperor and as noble as a god emperor, and he became the master of this world!
The purple-gold color stayed bright for a long time before gradually fading away. Only the white jade world, the black mountains and rivers, and the thought that spanned them were left in this world.
What is a little different is that there seems to be a black spot in the jade world, and a white spot in the mountains and rivers. There is black in the white, and there is white in the black. Just like the yin does not grow, the yang does not grow, the anode gives rise to yin, and the cathode
When Yang is born, the top and bottom are combined, which is exactly a vast and boundless Tai Chi Yin and Yang fish pattern!
The black spots and white spots were not dead objects. They started to stir slightly, like two small beasts trying to break through the shackles. Sensing this, two more purple-gold auras flew out and shot into the black and white spots.
Go up. Suddenly, the black spots and white spots broke apart, and two tiny dragon shadows, one black and one white, flew out!
Although the dragon shadow is small, it has five claws. The head, horns, beards, scales, fins, and even the night pearl in its mouth are all vivid and lifelike! The two dragon shadows flew out, but they no longer played with each other, but
Bump directly into that thought!
"Ah!" After Yang Zhaoxi cried out in pain, her mind suddenly returned to clarity. Looking around, she used the method of "insight" to see a strange scene in her body:
The Yuyu just now was actually my upper Dantian, and the mountains and rivers were my Lower Dantian. But the middle Dantian was empty, with only this thought hanging in it, floating up and down.
As for the black spots on the jade, they are the "Tianxin point" at the eyebrow level, which is like a cave, sealing the endless innate energy. The white spots in the mountains and rivers are the "Guanyuan point" under the navel, which is slowly growing at this time.
, an indescribable root sprout grows upward...
This is Taoism!
A surge of enlightenment suddenly emerged in his mind. It was at this moment! The Tianxin point between the eyebrows slowly opened, and a stream of innate Qi flowed down along the Ren channel, pouring on the Tao seed. The Tao seed was like a giant mouth of a glutton.
, the inexhaustible influx of innate energy was swallowed up completely. However, the root-like appearance did not grow at all.
It's just that on this root-like Taoist seed, the originally white branches and leaves began to have black threads one after another, winding around them, and they looked mysterious and extraordinary!
The innate Qi watered the Tao seed, and after an unknown period of time, it became weak. Finally, only a trace of the innate Qi remained, falling from the Tianxin acupoint and slowly drifting into the Tao seed. The Tianxin acupoint also seemed to be a dried up spring.
No more drops of sweet spring will come out.
This Dao Seed is filled with innate Qi, but like an ape, with its roots as its feet and leaves as its palms, it suddenly jumps up from the lower Dantian and climbs up to the Middle Dantian. In less than a breath, this Dao Seed has already
Climbing into the middle Dantian, one takes root as soon as he hits the ground, and actually wants to live here forever. However, the two qi of innate and acquired qi rushing along the Little Zhoutian cannot shake them at all. On the contrary, the innate qi in those two qi are all
Like a mouse avoiding a cat, they all avoid this Taoist plant.
This should be the first sign of "refining and transforming qi"!
With a thought, Yang Chaoxi's eyes suddenly opened, and two pale white lights shot out for more than two feet. However, his figure had completely escaped from the mysterious feeling just now.
"Chong Ling...Senior Brother Yang! You finally woke up! You...you scared Qing'er..." Tan Qing screamed, about to cry, but wanted to hold it back, but his smile made him die.
A crystal clear teardrop.
After all, she hadn't slept much all day and night, and Tan Qing was already feeling sleepy just now. She held her head between her palms, and her eyelids had already begun to fight. If she were given a pillow, she would probably fall asleep immediately. However, it was so beautiful.
Suddenly, he saw that Yang Chaoxi had opened his eyes without knowing when. He burst into tears of joy.
Yang Zhaoxi slowly raised a hand, trying to wipe away her tears. Then she saw that her arm was covered with white gauze, and the wound on her arm was still aching: "Junior Sister Qin, you...
"
Qin Qing hurriedly wiped away the tears on his cheeks, held down his arm, and scolded: "Senior Brother Yang! Don't move around yet. The wound was just replaced with medicine in the morning, and it hasn't healed yet... Are you hungry? Qing'er goes and gives it.
You serve some porridge and rice..."
Yang Chaoxi smiled weakly: "Junior sister Qin, thank you for your hard work."
Tan Qing remembered what he had said to Yang Zhaoxi throughout the afternoon, and his face suddenly turned red with embarrassment. He wanted to say something back, but he didn't even dare to raise his head.
Yang Zhaoxi suddenly thought of something again, frowned slightly, and murmured: "The rangers in Tongyuan Canal are so miserable... In this world, good people will die, and evil people will die too... Since they can't escape death, why do they still have to die?"
To forcefully separate good from evil... Is the teaching of Zoroastrianism really so extreme..."
Tan Qing learned the whole story of the tragic disaster in Tongyuan Canal from everyone in the past two days. When he saw him waking up, he mentioned this and hurriedly comforted him: "Since these rangers have done many evil things, they deserve to die. They died in the canal."
It doesn't matter whether he died somewhere else or not, what difference does it make? Senior Brother Yang, stop thinking about this."
"But in front of me now, there are all the heroes and famous heroes from the past, fighting like crazy in the pond. It is really shocking and unspeakable, how can I not think about it..." Yang Zhaoxi said with a deep voice.
, actually felt guilty for being unable to prevent this tragedy.
"Manpower is sometimes scarce. What's more, senior brother is just one person. Even if he is willing to rescue, how can he resist hundreds of Zoroastrian followers? I heard from Brother Qiu that the wounds on your body were caused by at least ten kinds of weapons, which shows that
Being besieged by them... You are in such danger, have you ever thought about... the people who care about you?" Tan Qing bit her teeth lightly, wanting to persuade him, but when she mentioned his injuries, her eyes couldn't help but turn red again.
"Now that I'm talking about this, I can't help the situation. But after all, it's hard to calm down, and the world shouldn't be like this..." There was still a trace of unwillingness in Yang Zhaoxi's frustrated words.
"My father said that whoever has the biggest fist in Jianghu has the final say. Senior brother! If one day you become a famous hero in Jianghu and can command all the heroes in the world, then what will you be called Jianghu? Then Jianghu
What will it be like!" Tan Qing tried his best to put on a smile, and his voice was as sweet as before.
"Junior sister Qin, thank you! Senior brother understands everything, but in his heart, he is at odds with himself. In the past, the master in Guanzhong always said, 'Every time you learn a lesson, you will gain wisdom.'
When it comes to many things, I am either hesitant or at a loss what to do." Yang Chaoxi said frankly. After all, people who are self-aware are much better than those who are arrogant.
"Senior brother, if you can be more open-minded and recover from your injuries earlier, Qing'er will invite you to have a drink! Haha!" Tan Qingqiang said with a smile, "But if senior brother really becomes a great hero, I wonder if he will still be able to remember it by then.
Where’s Qing’er?”
After Tan Qing finished speaking, he looked at Yang Chaoxi with burning eyes, as if expecting an answer.
Yang Chaoxi's heart was shocked. How could he not understand what Tan Qing was thinking? But now that he was depressed, he really didn't know how to answer. He had to close his eyes again, but his heart was already welling up. Just like what he just said, when he encountered
Many things are always hesitant and difficult to decide...
Tan Qing felt a chill in his heart, and he didn't know what to do. A smile that he could barely hold on suddenly froze on his face. After a while, he slowly said: "Do I look similar to her?"
Yang Zhaoxi was silent for a long time, then said: "It's very similar...but you are not her."