I opened the remaining books and looked at them. In addition to the diary, there were also some randomly excerpted passages from articles.
I flipped through two diaries, one of which was from when I was studying. The handwriting was neat and elegant, and I could tell that I was a good student.
Looking at the date, I don’t write it every day, sometimes every two or three days, sometimes more than a week apart.
Yang Qianyu read a few articles carefully and recognized a mother who was diligent, down-to-earth and eager to learn.
The other one is not long in length, and the handwriting is quite mature and sophisticated. Looking at the date, it is obviously an intermittent record after graduation.
After flipping through a few pages, the word "Zhuo" flashed across her mind and caught her eye.
Quickly turn back to that page.
Senior Zhuo...
Senior Zhuo? Is it Zhuo Yueluan?
She scrolled forward again to see when this person started to appear. After taking a closer look, she found between the lines that Zhuo Yueluan seemed to have always existed.
Looking back at the diary from her student days, she searched carefully one by one - she was surprised to find that Zhuo Yueluan and her mother were childhood sweethearts, just like she and Feng Moyan!
Knowing that there was so much information in her mother's diary, Yang Qianyu's heart beat faster and she quickly read it carefully, not missing an article.
"I came back from school with Senior Zhuo today and was seen by his family. I wonder if it will be misunderstood. My mother said that if the Zhuo family is in politics, they will not like us doing business. Girls should be reserved and know how to advance and retreat.
At this stage, learning is more important. In fact, I understand, and I don’t have any extravagant expectations. It’s just that he is so outstanding and dazzling that I unconsciously admire him and follow him as an example.”
"The college entrance examination is coming soon, which also means that Senior Zhuo and I are about to separate. When he goes to college, there are so many outstanding and beautiful girls from all over the country. He should soon forget about the unseen country bumpkins in the small town.
Bar."
"Oh my God... Senior Zhuo confessed his love to me. He said he would wait for me at University A and let me work hard and meet up with University A in two years. But can I get into a higher education institution like University A? Ruan
Mingzhu, from now on, you have to work hard, come on, and go all out!"
"A bolt from the blue, his family finally found out about what happened between us. Aunt Zhuo came to the house in person to talk to mother, hoping that I would not delay her son's future... Even if we have to pay attention to being well-matched, our family is not much worse than the Zhuo family...
…Why look down on people…”
"Zhuo Jia actually forced him to give up the opportunity to study in university and sent him to the army. Although I believe that with his ability, he will have a bright future in the army, but if that is the case, we will not meet in the future.
Isn’t it even harder..."
These written records are not so much diaries as they are the love history of the two of them.
After Zhuo Yueluan went to the army, they stayed apart for six years, from the time when her mother graduated from high school to college. During these six years, the two did not break up.
They communicated through letters at first, and then they also contacted each other by letters and phone calls. After every contact, my mother would write a diary. The happiness between the lines was overflowing, and the positive energy of working together spilled out of the paper.
It had been many years since Yang Qianyu had been moved by someone's love, and had never been so moved. She never expected that she would be moved to tears by her mother's love that ended in vain when she was young.
From the diary, Yang Qianyu learned that less than two years after Zhuo Yueluan left for the army, the Zhuo family moved and returned to the imperial capital as Zhuo Yueluan's father was promoted at work.
Yes, back.
Because the Zhuo family is rooted in the imperial capital, Zhuo Yueluan also followed his father's job transfer and came to the ancient town, where he lived for more than ten years.
The Zhuo family has completely left the ancient town, but Zhuo Yueluan comes to visit her mother every year when she takes family leave.
Knowing this, Yang Qianyu suddenly understood why they "made mistakes".
Young men and women love so deeply and passionately that every time they meet is like a reunion after a long absence. How much willpower does it take to restrain themselves from "making no mistakes"?
Looking at those words, she felt sorry for her mother again, and at the same time she admired her extremely.
How many people can persist in such pure and strong feelings?
The love between them is no longer just love, but also a connection between hearts and souls.
Yang Qianyu wiped away her tears, calmed down her mood, and continued to turn page after page. Unsurprisingly, she also saw their experience of "eating the forbidden fruit".
It turned out that Zhuo Yueluan came back from visiting relatives in the army, and her mother secretly went out for two days behind her back.
They were playing around the ancient town when they encountered a car accident and fell into the lake.
On a late autumn day, Zhuo Yueluan jumped into the lake without hesitation and single-handedly rescued the entire family of four in the car.
He was so tired that he collapsed, but after the police and ambulance arrived, he left quietly without even leaving his name behind.
It was a bleak late autumn day, the temperature was low, and he was soaked to the skin.
The two hurried back to the hotel, and Zhuo Yueluan took a hot bath and changed clothes.
Then, it was my mother who took the initiative.
His mother took the initiative to hug him and kiss him - such an outstanding and handsome man, kind-hearted, strong and low-key, dazzling and charming, irresistible.
The perfect figure that has been honed over time in the army, the unforgettable love between the two even though they are far away from each other, the hardships and bravery along the way from youth...
Also, after he risked his life to save others, his body was shivering from the cold.
All kinds of emotions are stuck, everything goes so naturally...
So, they made a mistake.
Seeing this, Yang Qianyu's heart was filled with ups and downs, and tears blurred her eyes again.
She suddenly felt that she had no reason to hate Zhuo Yueluan.
Because, as a "victim", his mother never blamed him from the beginning to the end.
If you have to say whose fault it is, you can only blame the era, each other's stance, and God's will.
They are just a couple who love each other sincerely, what's wrong with that?
Yang Qianyu sat there with her head lowered, staring blankly at the words full of happiness, joy, and satisfaction. Suddenly she felt that her mother was not so sad anymore, because she had loved such an outstanding and dazzling man.
And there is nothing dishonorable about her background.
Because, to use the current sensational words, she is the fruit of her parents' love.
There was a sound in the living room, she was startled and quickly gathered her emotions.
Aunt Rong walked in, originally going to the kitchen. When she saw the hostess sitting in the living room, seemingly crying, she was suddenly surprised: "Madam... what's wrong with you?"
Yang Qianyu raised her head and tried her best to smile, "It's okay, I'm just a little sad to see my mother's relics."
Aunt Rong said "Oh" and had no choice but to comfort her: "My condolences."
She smiled, nodded, wiped away her tears and stood up, surprised to realize that it was almost time to pick up the child.
After putting all these things away, she picked up a few diaries and walked to the bedroom.
Feng Moyan took a nap for a while and woke up just in time. When he saw her coming in with red eyes, he quickly sat up and said, "What's wrong? Why are you crying?"
She shook her head, pursed her lips and smiled silently, and sat down on the edge of the bed.