With this one, he lowered himself down and grabbed Feng Ru. Unexpectedly, Feng Ru raised her hand and slapped him in the face.
Zhuo Yilin was stunned.
Feng Ru was probably surprised that he didn't dodge and actually received the slap firmly. The clear and scary sound made her startled.
The two people's eyes met, and Feng Ru was obviously panicked. She pushed him away and accused again: "It's you who are ungrateful. Don't blame me. Don't blame me... It was clearly you who took the initiative to promise my mother that you would marry my sister.
, regardless of whether she gets better or not, you said you would always take care of us... If you can't do it, don't promise it! Now you regret it, you abandoned my sister without telling me, you still hope that she will die soon, for fear that our sisters will block her.
It’s your path to happiness, right?”
The so-called Dou Mien and Shengmi Enqiu probably means this.
When you have been taking care of someone for many years, and one day you suddenly no longer want to take care of them, then the other person will most likely turn against you, and you will become a heinous sinner.
On the contrary, if you are extremely harsh on someone, and you show a little kindness one day, the other person will think that you have changed for the better, and they might even feel grateful.
At this moment, Zhuo Yilin, listening to Feng Ru's accusation, felt that he had gone too far and regretted it endlessly.
However, what he regretted was not meeting Fisher, let alone being engaged to Fisher.
He was awakened from his dream by Feng Ru's words - how could he have so casually and impulsively agreed to "give me my life" in the first place?
Since he promised, even if it was a mistake, he should carry it through to the end.
But he is also obsessed with personal happiness and enjoys the warmth of light shining into the world.
Once people covet too much, pain will follow.
The current situation is caused by his greed.
But there is no turning back for him. He has already hurt his former savior, so he can no longer hurt the little sun that illuminates his life.
Therefore, after thinking for a short time, he said directly and cruelly: "It's my fault. You can scold me or beat me as much as you want. Feng Qian still needs to continue treatment, and I will always bear the cost. If she gives up the treatment, I will be responsible for the follow-up treatment."
I will also be responsible for handling all matters."
Saying this means severing the relationship.
He looked at Feng Ru's gloomy look like a storm, paused and continued: "You are emotionally unstable now, so I'd better leave first. If you need my help in any way, please contact me later."
After saying this, Zhuo Yilin turned around, pushed the suitcase, and left with a sad expression.
Feng Ru was stunned for a moment, then suddenly became anxious again when she saw that he was really leaving.
"Brother Yi Lin...Brother Yi Lin!"
She shouted twice, but the man didn't even look back, and even accelerated his pace.
Feng Ru was completely panicked. She just accused and accused her just to make him feel guilty, blame himself, and change his mind. This was the case before. As long as she said a few words of self-destruction, Brother Yi Lin would relent and give in. She comforted him.
She treats their sisters better.
But why did she go so far this time that she not only failed to win over Brother Yi Lin, but even pushed him away completely?
Feng Ru chased after her, her attitude changed instantly, her voice was trembling: "Brother Yi Lin, don't go... don't go, I was wrong, I shouldn't hit you, I shouldn't be so impulsive... Brother Yi Lin, I was wrong
Oh, please don’t leave me, wuwuwu..."
No matter how much she begged, Zhuo Yilin's back was still clean and decisive when he left.
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After leaving the hospital, Zhuo Yilin returned home. He didn't even have time to pack his luggage, so he went to bed and took a nap.
He was not idle for a few days after returning to China. He was busy with the New Year and getting engaged, and rushed back to Switzerland non-stop. After many days of non-stop travel, he was exhausted and his head was always dizzy.
As a doctor, he knew that he would fall ill if he continued to fight, so he took a rest quickly.
But still couldn't escape.
When I woke up, I had a splitting headache, felt weak all over, and my throat was on fire.
I touched my phone and found that the time on the homepage had not yet been adjusted back to Switzerland, so it showed that it was past noon domestic time.
Many unread messages.
As soon as he saw Fisher's call, he immediately called back.
The call was picked up almost instantly.
"Hey, you finally got a reply. I thought you disappeared from the world." Fisher kept waiting anxiously for his reply. Although he knew that he should be sleeping, without news from him, he felt uneasy.
Hearing his fiancée's voice, Zhuo Yilin's painful body seemed to have received some relief.
He sat up slightly and leaned on the bedside before answering: "Didn't I leave you a message after I got off the plane?"
"I know, but if I get back to you right away, there will be no news from you."
"Well, my phone was almost out of battery at that time. I wanted to save battery and reply to you later, but I was so busy that I forgot about it. My fault, I should have replied to you before going to bed when I got home."
Fisher just wanted to know that he was okay and didn't care about anything else.
After he said this, he naturally stopped pursuing it.
"You went home directly after getting off the plane without going to the hospital first?"
Zhuo Yilin was dizzy and exhausted. He leaned against the bed softly, closed his eyes and replied lightly: "I went to the hospital first and learned about Feng Qian's condition from the doctor. She was in a coma and I couldn't see her.
Just go home and rest first.”
When he talked a lot, Fisher immediately noticed something strange. He didn't have time to ask about Feng Qian's condition, so he immediately asked: "What's wrong with your throat? You have a nasal sound when you speak. Do you have a cold?"
"Well, a bit..."
When Fisher heard this, he became worried, "You must be too tired from running back and forth, your resistance has dropped, and the weather is so cold, it's no wonder you don't catch a cold! Then you should have a good rest today and do nothing else beforehand."
"Yeah. I know."
Fisher understood him and immediately emphasized seriously, "Don't talk perfunctory to me, put down your phone and get up to work again. They have been doing this for so many years, and they are not in a hurry. You have to take care of yourself at this moment."
important."
Zhuo Yilin enjoyed the feeling of being nervously valued by his fiancée, and gently assured: "Don't worry, I will definitely take care of my body and not let you worry."
"That's pretty much it." Fisher replied sweetly, and there happened to be someone calling "Three Que One" over there, so she didn't continue to be annoyed and coaxed, "Then you can have a good sleep, I'm going to play cards.
"
"Well, if you have better luck, you will win more."
"Haha, let me lend you some good words."
After hanging up the phone, Zhuo Yilin weakly threw away the phone, turned over and buried it on the quilt again.
I really wanted to continue sleeping without caring about anything, but as long as I thought about what the doctor said yesterday, my mind couldn't calm down.
While he was still thinking about how to have a good talk with Feng Ru so that she could eliminate her misunderstanding about him, his cell phone rang again.
He propped up his head and took out his cell phone. He saw it was from the hospital.
He hurriedly sat up and answered the call in fluent German: "Hello...I am, when did I disappear? Okay, I understand...Sorry to trouble you."
After the call ended, he put down his phone and immediately found Feng Ru's number.
Call over.
Shut down.
Sure enough, as the hospital said, Feng Ru could not be contacted.
However, this is not the most urgent thing.
The most urgent thing is that Feng Qian is in danger again and needs rescue and signatures from her family members, but Feng Ru cannot be contacted at this time...
With no time to think about it, let alone his physical discomfort, he quickly got up, dressed, washed, went out, and went straight to the hospital.
After rushing to the hospital, Feng Qian's attending doctor happened to come out of the operating room.
"Doctor—" He stepped forward immediately, wearing a mask because he was sick and couldn't breathe evenly.
Seeing that he was panicking, the doctor raised his hand to signal. Before he could catch his breath and finish the question, he shook his head with a depressed look on his face: "We tried our best, but her condition is really bad. Multiple organs in her body failed. Her breathing
The phone is not out yet, you can go in and see her."
Zhuo Yilin's mind was buzzing, and his heart was aching.
Although he had known this day would come for a long time, when it actually came, he was still extremely hurt.
After all, after so many years of care and companionship, that girl is indeed no different from family to him.
After the doctor finished speaking, he walked away. Zhuo Yilin was stunned for two seconds and quickly came to his senses. He quickly took out his cell phone and called Feng Ru.
This is the last time they see each other. They sisters should meet each other, otherwise it will be a lifelong regret.
Unfortunately, it's still turned off over there.
He left a WeChat message and hurried in to visit Feng Qian.
On the hospital bed, Feng Qian was wearing an oxygen mask. Her face was dark and sallow due to the severe illness she had suffered for many days, and there were thick bruises under her eyes.
There were many tubes connected to her body, and the intubation in her throat made people feel painful just looking at her. Her whole body was so thin that only skin and bones were left.
Living like this is indeed a torture.
It would be a relief to be able to leave happily.
Although as a doctor, I have long been used to separation and death.
But this scene still deeply hurt Zhuo Yilin's heart.
Feng Qian had already lost consciousness, and only the beating numbers on the machine showed that she still had weak signs of life.
Zhuo Yilin sat down beside the hospital bed, reached out his hand, and gently fell on Feng Qian's bony hand.
Feng Qian, who was dying, seemed to sense something, her fingers curled up slightly, and she held his hand weakly.
"Feng Qian... I'm Yi Lin, I'm sorry, I came back late..." Zhuo Yilin saw movement in her fingers and knew that she should be awake by now, so he immediately approached and whispered.
Feng Qian was in a coma, her eyelashes were trembling, and then her eyelids were weak and slowly opened...
"Feng Qian, you wake up..."
Feng Qian moved her mouth and wanted to speak, but the oxygen mask covered her mouth and nose, making it more difficult for her to speak.
Zhuo Yilin hesitated, raised his hand, and gently helped her take off the breathing mask.
Feng Qian rolled her eyes, opened her eyelids a little more, and looked at Zhuo Yilin.
"Yi..." She barely moved her mouth and could hardly make a sound, but Zhuo Yilin understood that she should be calling him.
"I'm here, I'm sorry, I couldn't cure you, I can't take you back to the country..." The guilt and powerlessness at this moment all came from the bottom of my heart.
If he had known that taking her abroad would end up like this, it would have been better to stay at home and receive conservative treatment. Even if her condition did not improve, at least she could have saved her life.
But now, a little bit of negligence has completely ruined her.
Feng Qian was actually reluctant to leave her. Even when people are dying, they would be reluctant to leave.
So does she.
However, she was extremely weak and could not speak. She could only stare at Zhuo Yilin with her eyes fixed on her, her expression eager and reluctant.
"Like...like--" Using all her strength, she made another weak sound.
Zhuo Yilin tried hard to listen for a long time. Thinking that Feng Ru was not around, she must have been confused and worried.
"Xiaoru has left for something. Can you hold on and wait for her to come back? Hold on." Zhuo Yilin comforted her while taking out his cell phone and sending it to Feng Ru again.
But still shut down.
"She is on her way here. You must hold on. She has been working very hard to take care of you these days. It is rare for her to go out for a walk today. You have to hold on and wait for her to come back, otherwise she will regret it for the rest of her life." Zhuo Yilin said tightly.
Hold her hand tightly and encourage her constantly.
But Feng Qian's mouth was half open, and she couldn't even close her lips. The light in her eyes gradually dissipated... dimly, until her eyelids dropped and closed completely.
Zhuo Yilin looked at her blankly and lost his reaction.
The hand in his palm had drooped down, and he couldn't help but hold it tighter, unwilling to let go.
"Feng Qian... Feng Qian... thank you, thank you... I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He murmured in a low voice for a long time, and tears rolled down his face without knowing when, moistening his mask.
Thank you for saving my life.
I'm sorry I couldn't cure you.
The nurse on the side waited quietly. Seeing that the patient had passed away, she stepped forward and began to collect the medical equipment from the patient's body.
Zhuo Yilin couldn't describe the feeling in his heart.
In fact, this is a relief for Feng Qian, and it is also a relief for him.
But this relaxation at this moment cannot resolve the pain and guilt in my heart at all.
He got up and went out like a zombie, moved to the corridor, and sat down on a nearby chair.
The physical pain and psychological pain were intertwined, making him feel like his soul was rising into the sky. For a moment, his whole body felt light and airy, as if he had reached an ethereal realm.
Until, the cell phone in my pocket rang over and over again.
Wake him up from his mental trance.
When he realized his phone was ringing, he thought it was Feng Ru calling back.
But I quickly took out my phone and looked at it, but it was an unfamiliar number.
"Hello……"
"Are you Zhuo? The Chinese, the Chinese doctor..." The other party spoke German with a panicked tone, confirming his identity.
"What is wrong with me?"
"We found your friend on the top of the building opposite our hospital. Go over and have a look... There seems to be something wrong with her."
Zhuo Yilin suddenly stood up and before hanging up the phone, he was already running towards the elevator quickly.
After asking the other person on the phone for the address in detail, Zhuo Yilin ran to the building opposite and then to the roof after leaving the hospital.
Many people have gathered on the rooftop and are communicating with Feng Ru.
But everyone speaks a variety of languages, and Feng Ru may not understand them, or maybe she doesn't care whether they understand or not.
She sat on the edge of the rooftop, looking flatly into the distance.
In the biting cold wind, she was wearing only thin clothes. She didn't even wear a thick cotton coat. She didn't know how long she had been sitting here. She was already frozen.
Zhuo Yilin arrived and after identifying himself, the rescuers immediately asked him to come forward.
"Xiaoru...it's me, Yi Lin." He spoke in a low voice and walked forward slowly.
Feng Ru didn't respond, so he continued moving forward silently, trying to find an opportunity to pull the person down.
But when he was still two or three meters away, Feng Ru slowly turned her head, her eyes cold and blank, "Don't come over..."