Ling Zhi decided to stay. He sat on the chair and put his arms on the table to support his face. Listening to the rustling sounds above, he could not help imagining the fragrant scene in bed. He shook his head vigorously, trying to force himself to stop
Thinking, but the sound still floated into his ears uncontrollably. Lingzhi was helpless and could only try his best to think of some topics to divert his embarrassment.
"Well, Shi Yan, I've actually been curious about why your WeChat name is 'Musen' for a long time."
"Ah? You said 'Musen'. How should I put it? This name was given to me when I was an undergraduate, and it probably represents a state of mind at that time."
The girl's voice covered up the sound of changing clothes, and Ling Zhi felt much better. The girl continued:
"At that time, I often imagined that I was like a tree in the forest. Although there were many trees around me, they kept a distance from me. But it didn't matter. I just needed to concentrate on growing up. The taller I grew, the higher I grew.
The more sunshine I can nourish me. Maybe some travelers passing by will notice me in the future, or maybe they won’t. But no matter what, I just have to be myself, so that I won’t cause trouble to the people around me.”
Ling Zhi imagined that scene and was speechless for a moment. He was indeed shocked by this scene. A tree in the forest. It seemed to be surrounded by similar people, but in fact it was very lonely. But even so, his heart was still facing the sunshine. Such a scene, such
His mentality is beyond comparison with his own.
Ling Zhi just wanted to say something, but the girl asked immediately:
"What about yours? Lingzhi, what does your WeChat name 'Yanxin' mean? I know that Yanxin means to concentrate on doing something well, so does it really have something to do with your academic life?"
This girl is not simple. Ling Zhi said with a smile:
"It is indeed related, but more of it has to do with your own mentality."
Ling Zhi paused and continued:
"I am very different from you in terms of mentality. You are always sunny, but I am often confused and don't know what I like and what I want."
"But one thing I can be sure of is that no matter when and where I am, I just need to do everything I should do in a down-to-earth manner and try my best, and I will not regret it.
It’s very troublesome, and I even dislike it.”
"In addition, during this process, I will be able to know how far I can achieve, gradually determine my own intentions, and further determine the direction of my efforts. I think this is the original intention of me choosing this name."
After Ling Zhi finished speaking, he suddenly felt quiet in the room. It seemed that he had already changed his clothes. Ling Zhi breathed a sigh of relief, and then heard the girl yawn, and then said lazily:
"Oh, I lay down on the bed and didn't want to move before I knew it. Let's just talk like this, Ling Zhi. Anyway, there's only one chair down there, so we can't face each other. You don't mind, right?"
"Of course I don't mind."
"Well. By the way, Ling Zhi, you are my favorite friend. Don't underestimate yourself. Who said your mentality is worse than mine? I still have a long way to go."
"Lingzhi, you obviously have a stronger heart than gold, and you also have your persistence, but you don't know what you really want to do yet, but I believe you will find it sooner or later, because you have never stopped exploring.
"
Ling Zhi felt inspired, and he also said:
"The same goes for you. You also have your own stubbornness. No matter when and where you are, you are willing to face the sun. I wish you can spend every day happily in the future, and I also wish you can meet appreciation soon.
Your traveler."
"Haha, thank you, Ling Zhi. But having said that, Ling Zhi, you said these words seriously, I still feel..."
Ling Zhi heard the girl's hearty laughter again, with words mixed in the laughter:
"Also...including...the part where you...previously said...make...friends, haha..."
Ling Zhi had a dark look on his face, he was not willing to be outdone.
"The same goes for you, Shi Yan. You can obviously hide your so-called selfishness deep in your heart. Even so, I will never find out, but you risk being blamed by me for saying it. Tell me, are you better than me?
And sincere..."
"Forehead."
The girl stopped laughing. She didn't expect Ling Zhi to learn to fight back. She said aggrievedly:
"That's different, Ling Zhi. You say every word of praise for me from the bottom of your heart, and I feel that I have to say it. You said that you are not good at lying to others, and I don't want to deceive you."
"How can this be considered cheating..."
Ling Zhi shook his head dumbfounded. But he felt that at this moment, his simple heart was no longer touched, but his heart was held and touched by a gentle hand. He lay in the gentle land and didn't want to get up.
In order to divert himself from the strangeness, he immediately changed the subject and said:
"Well, thank you. I'm very happy when you say that. By the way, you said before that you like billiards for a special reason. What is this special reason? Can you tell me about it."
"Oh, that, that's because of the ice..."
The girl stopped suddenly, seemed to realize something, and then said angrily:
"Humph, I didn't tell you."
As he said that, Ling Zhi heard the sound of turning over. Huh? What the hell? Is she still angry because she didn't tell her what she wanted to understand? Damn this arrogant woman.
Ling Zhi smiled and shook his head and said:
"Tch, forget it if you don't want to say it."
The girl seemed to be afraid that Ling Zhi would misunderstand, so she turned around and said to the ceiling:
"Well, I'll tell you when I have the opportunity later, but let's keep it secret for now. Speaking of Lingzhi, can you tell me about your postgraduate entrance examination? How did you get admitted to Huacheng University? Is your undergraduate major in computer science?
Also, was the competition fierce when you took the exam?"
Ling Zhi smiled and said softly:
"There were no ups and downs when I took the postgraduate entrance examination. I did come from a major, and graduated from Suzhou and Hangzhou with a bachelor's degree. When I took the entrance examination, I just immersed myself in review and didn't think too much. I knew that there were very few people admitted the year before last, but I was somewhat proud of myself.
confidence."
"However, I was a little nervous when I took the postgraduate entrance examination and the re-examination. Fortunately, my ranking in the initial examination was not bad. My performance in the re-examination was average, and my overall score slipped into the admission list. It can be considered a bit of luck..."
Ling Zhi talked in chronological order, mainly talking about his preparation for the postgraduate entrance examination, the fellow researchers he met, the initial and re-examinations, and the process of getting to know Chen Feng and others.
"In this way, I met my supervisor Wang Haibo. Alas, although I passed the exam successfully, my subsequent scientific research was not smooth sailing and I encountered a lot of resistance. But it didn't matter. I also learned a lot of knowledge through this, but these will be
Let me tell you again, it’s getting late today, I think I should go back.”
After Ling Zhi finished speaking, he heard that the girl on the upper bunk made no movement. After listening carefully, he heard the girl's long breathing, and he had another clue.
"Why is this damn girl so big-hearted? She can even fall asleep. But forget it, she has experienced a lot tonight, and she should be tired. Let her have a good rest. But she didn't take a shower tonight, and I don't know if she
Do you have the habit of taking a bath every day? Later, she was lying on the bed talking to me, and I don’t know if she had covered herself with a quilt. What if she caught a cold? "
The inner drama kept rising. Ling Zhi felt that it was a bit hasty to leave, but he couldn't bear to call the girl up.
He stood a little further away, wanting to see if the girl on the bed was covered with a quilt. Since the room was a little small and the bed was a little high, even if he stood on tiptoes, he couldn't see the girl.
"I guess I slept on the inside."
Ling Zhi thought to himself that he had to cover the girl with a quilt before leaving anyway. He tiptoed to the bed ladder, took off his shoes, stood barefoot on the ground, slowly climbed up two steps, and stretched out his
I can finally see the girl's sleeping posture in my head.
I saw the girl sleeping on her back, her mouth slightly open, and her chest rising and falling with her long breathing. She was covered with a summer quilt, but her fair calves were still exposed. Ling Zhi glanced at it and immediately turned his head, again
I climbed down quietly, put on my shoes, and prepared to leave.
He had almost rested and was thinking about taking the rod box back.
Just as he was about to do this, the image of the girl stroking his club excitedly tonight came to mind.
Ling Zhi sighed. Maybe they wanted to take this opportunity to touch it more. It would be too heartless to take it back without saying hello, so he gave up his plan.
So Ling Zhi took the copy of "The Catcher in the Rye", turned off the lights in the bathroom and room, and listened silently behind the door. After making sure that there were no girls in the corridor, he slowly opened the door, and then slowly walked out again.
Close slowly.
But according to the girl, the security here is pretty good. If you don't lock the door at night, it shouldn't be a big problem. Forget it, I'll just say hello to her when she gets up tomorrow morning and make sure she sleeps well. She walked down the stairs quickly and left the dormitory.
building.
Before I knew it, it was past 10 o'clock. Although it was already late at night, Lexus knew the way pretty well, so he was not afraid of getting lost.
The summer breeze gently blew the surrounding willow trees, bringing a hint of coolness. At this time, there were students on campus from time to time returning to the dormitory after the library closed. They were probably staying in school during the summer vacation to prepare for the postgraduate entrance exams.
Ling Zhi walked on the campus of Linhai University, his thoughts gradually emerged.
There was nothing false about what he said to the girl tonight, including his original intention of naming her "Yanxin". Until now, he still has not changed his original intention.
Although he had been confused before and wondered whether he was suitable to embark on the path of scientific research in the future, the girl's words tonight undoubtedly made him determined.
Based on his recent scientific research progress, he decided to at least give it a try on that path. Even if it didn't work out in the end, he would never regret it. At least in the process of hard work, he would definitely gain something.
…
When we returned to the dormitory, it was already 11 o'clock. Lin Qisong still looked listless, looking at the documentary on the computer in front of him. Chen Feng and Gao Feng were also there.
However, the three of them seemed to turn a deaf ear to Lexus's appearance and went about their own business quietly.
Ling Zhi saw Chen Feng playing with his mobile phone and replying to someone's message. Maybe it was his ex-girlfriend who was busy getting back together again.
Chen Feng dated a partner when he was a graduate student, but later he felt that the partner was too clingy and delayed his scientific research, so he broke up with her cruelly. However, in recent days, he always told Ling Zhi from time to time that he regretted it.
"It's harmful. This is called reincarnation in the world. Let's chase my wife in the crematorium."
Ling Zhi sat back in his seat, opened Zhao Shiyan's WeChat account, and clicked into her circle of friends. She didn't have many friends in her circle of friends. She occasionally only posted pictures of some meals and some running scenery. Sure enough, she was still a sports girl, not
Like myself, I am a bit of an otaku.
She turned and caught a glimpse of the personalized signature next to the girl's profile picture:
"The trees are beautiful in the forest, but the wind will destroy them? No, I want to live towards the sun!"
Ling Zhi was silent for a while. He logged out of Zhao Shiyan's WeChat, clicked on his blank signature, and edited:
"There are flowers and trees in the heart, growing towards the sun."