"No, no, no, what is wrong, why is there anything wrong, why do I think, what I think, what I affirm, what I experience, all, all, all, all, all, I only know, I must
What I think is my unchanging setting.”
If someone else could perceive what Meng Yuan thought here, he would definitely think that he was a madman, a mentally ill, and had a disorder in his nerves and needed to see a psychiatrist, but he did notice an abnormality and could clearly perceive his own memory
The emergence of incompleteness has also made some denial of everything in this world.
Even, he could not remember everything he had done before today, as if he only had the memory of today, as if this world had only appeared today, and the family he had recalled and what had happened since childhood, were not
What he experienced personally was what he thought, and would only appear when he needed it.
"Have I been in love? I... haven't been in love? Do I have no girlfriend? No, I should have a girlfriend. I seem to have a girlfriend... Really
Yes..."
Mengyuan didn't know what happened, but suddenly asked a question that made him confused and asked something that seemed to be non-existent. He couldn't control it and thought of something strange...
He felt that he had a conversation called love... but it seemed that there was no such thing. He felt that he should have a girlfriend, but what was his girlfriend? I don't know why, he was just sure that he really had one.
A girlfriend.
"Wait...love, love, love...what is love? Why can't I feel that there is no love in this world? No, what is love? Is there love in the world?"
It started again, and another cognition that he didn't understand appeared. It was a thing called love. He was very curious about what love is, but... at this time he just couldn't understand and didn't know what it was.
...Love seems that the word should not appear in his consciousness, and there is nothing in this world, it is called love.
While questioning himself, he felt an unreasonable determination that he believed in love, but it seemed like... in this world, his life seemed to have never experienced it.
He was asking, asking the world again, asking himself whether there is love in this world, and he really hopes that someone will tell him the answer.
Suddenly, an unexpected change occurred. Meng Yuan, who was originally trapped in memory disorder and was frightened by the pressure of the corroding soul, was almost collapsed by the pressure of Bai Wuchang. He slowly closed his eyes.
"Hmph, if there is no love in this world, then what is the meaning of it?"
During Muran, Meng Yuan snorted coldly, and her expression suddenly changed. She muttered to herself in a low voice. Although the tone was faint, a hint of relief, and... murderous aura.
However, when he opened his eyes again, the pair were not big eyes, staring at the tall white figure. His face, which was originally scared, returned to blood, and even more.
Change, the whole face became extremely gloomy at that moment.
"Ma Ge, wait for me, don't go here, I'll be resurrected soon."
"You are so bad, I'll let you wait for me. You're so bad, I'm the only one left. How can you guard this? Those people in our family are also a group of big bad people! It's a shame!"
Suddenly, countless high-pitched cursing shouts surged into Mengyuan's ears, and all the sounds of national treasures were so powerful, echoing in the huge Internet cafe.
Yes, Mengyuan's senses have returned to normal. When he heard Wu Shangkuan beneath playing games with Lao Ma, he did not turn his head to see it, but slowly turned his body over and looked at it.
It's on the same line, after all, you can't always turn your head, let alone... He has turned his head for a long time. Although he didn't feel sour just now because of fear and some pressure, but now...
It’s tidy, it can be said that it’s just skipped the acid process and came to the result!
Mengyuan was passing by, standing in the bar, motionless, constantly shaking her head and twisting her neck, trying to relieve the numbness, and engaging in activities. After all, this feeling is really bad, just like sleeping with a stiff neck.
It feels no difference.
"Who are you? Bai Wuchang? Humph, I should have seen you, I think you should have seen me too. Last time, you turned your back to me, but it wasn't here."
Mengyuan spoke and righted his head. Although he was still a little uncomfortable, the swelling and numbness also faded a lot. He had no tone, just a normal question, but he also had some self-deprecation, as if he had done it.
Everything he experienced was quite ridiculous, of course... he didn't expect that the other party would really answer his doubts, just wanted to reveal his unhappiness.
Sure enough, the white figure outside the bar was like a sculpture that couldn't move, standing there motionless, as if I hadn't heard Meng Yuan ask at all. Of course... Maybe it was because the ghost couldn't understand human words.
.
Seeing that the other party was still motionless, he ignored him, and Mengyuan was not embarrassed, as he expected, but he understood that this figure, whether it was a legend or not, the underworld ghost was Bai Wuchang, and things would happen.
Everything has cause and effect. He cannot appear here for nothing, just to scare himself. What's more, he has appeared in front of him more than once, and everything must have something to do.
Although he was also surprised, especially after hearing Wu Shangkuan's familiar scolding, he once thought that Bai Wuchang should have disappeared like last time, because within his own understanding, this kind of existence must never be in the
Those who appear in front of others, or perhaps only themselves can see him, so they do not disappear.
And this time, Bai Wuchang has been around for too long. Meng Yuan is very clear. This is not a ghost movie. The other party stood there motionless to scare himself. Obviously, until now, it has not disappeared like last time.
, I should be waiting for something, so I wanted to ask a question.
But one thing was something he didn't expect. At this moment, Mengyuan, who thought everything was wrong, was not the same person, no, it was not very accurate to say so. They were the same person, but now,
He has become himself again. In other words, the self just now is a self with incomplete memory and lost in his original heart.
Now he has completely awakened. Although he can still feel that there are many things that are wrong and many things that have never been recalled, it is enough for him to come back. He is a complete dream.
Recalling his trance just now, and his appearance of not knowing anything, Mengyuan felt that he was like a serious illness, burning and stuffing, hazy, just like many people, drinking too much
The next day, I can't remember anything. But when you think about it, it's complete, but your previous state is much more serious than this, and I'm almost sealed with most important thinking.
.
It was also at this moment that Meng Yuan finally understood that what Wu Shangkuan mentioned to him, fortune telling, all the ghosts and experiences, was really him. He was really a snooping person who made up for his life with complete plans.
The only thing is that after he recovered his original heart, he was still confused and felt that the fog was his name. Even if he recovered himself, he realized that even his doubts had never been discovered, his own
The name is absolutely abnormal, and it should not be called Mengyuan.
Because really, no one would give such a name. Zu Mengyuan is so dreamy, it sounds nice, and I am absolutely nice, and even everyone thinks it sounds nice.
But... After experiencing everything just now, he realized this only bugg! Even if everything is possible, someone would really name it like this, but it would never be him, it would not belong to him! Although he didn't know
The reason was, but he was convinced that the word "Mengyuan" did not belong to him, and it did not even exist in the world at all.
Although this world is true, although everything is true, why is the only name of your own fake? Memories are true, experience is true, the world is true, but yourself is false? What is the reason
?This is a huge bug in his heart.
"Tell me, you have appeared twice. Last time, it was many years ago. It scared me so much. Don't tell me it was a coincidence. I have experienced so many strange things in my life, so how could so many coincidences come from so many incidents?
, It’s so tiring if you stand still.”
Meng Yuan didn't care about thinking too much, so she sat back on the solid wood bench, and then half joking and half mocking, and continued to speak to the figure standing at the entrance of the Internet cafe, which looked like Bai Wuchang, and her tone was very interesting.
It's like joking with an old friend.
How could it be possible to say that you are not afraid? Just looking at it, your soul seems to be about to be broken. It is an instinctive horror that impacts your heart from the inside out.
I just don’t know if the other party deliberately restrained his momentum or some kind of deterrence. Although I can still feel some inexplicable pressure, I can move freely.
More importantly, his mentality is completely different from when he first met him many years ago. When he restored his id, he would be at peace since he came, because he was not afraid of death for some reasons. I am afraid
It is instinct for you to fear you, but my consciousness doesn’t matter. At worst, you can kill me.
So, Mengyuan's expression and tone at this moment were all calm and gentle, and she looked like we were talking, if you can't do it, you can take me away. I'm not afraid of death, but you won't be afraid of you.
How funny...
But Mengyuan may not have thought about it... You are not afraid of death... But it seems that if you die, it's up to him to do so! But... he didn't expect this, but he was leisurely and leisurely.