Fang Yin also had the same view, "You... you are in a very unstable state now. Since you have chosen to come back, why did you leave so suddenly? Or should you go back to the UK after your illness is treated and your body is cured?"
Hearing Fang Yin's words, Bai Yuqing smiled bitterly again. She looked at Fang Yin as if questioning him, "Don't you know why I left?"
Unexpectedly, Fang Yin avoided her eyes and instead moved Shen Yan's slippery hand a little further to her arm.
Seeing Fang Yin being so indifferent, Bai Yuqing felt even more angry.
"I'm just advising you as a good friend."
Bai Yuqing smiled and sighed again.
"Well, I knew I would never have another chance after I left you, but now,"
She turned her attention to Shen Yan, "I wonder if I can borrow your boyfriend for a short time, Miss Shen?
I'm just saying goodbye to him, because we have some relationships in the past that we need to sort out now, so it won't take up too much of his time."
When Shen Yan heard Bai Yuqing's words, she felt a little at a loss.
First, because there is no clear confirmation of the relationship between her and Fang Yin as boyfriend and girlfriend.
Secondly, she secretly didn't want to go through what happened last time in the hospital again, so she could only stand by silently and watch the two of them reminisce eagerly.
But seeing how Bai Yuqing won't give up even if he doesn't achieve his goal...
Shen Yan really wanted to refuse.
Fang Yin was also listening to Shen Yan's answer. He hoped that Shen Yan could take advantage of her girlfriend status and decisively say no to Bai Yuqing.
But Bai Yuqing was right about Shen Yan's character. How could a woman who was so pretentious and pretentious miss such a good opportunity in front of Fang Yin?
How could Shen Yan let it go if he could pretend to be generous?
After some struggle, Shen Yan nodded and let go of Fang Yin's hand first.
"Then I'll... go aside and wait for a while. You guys, just reminisce about old times and I won't disturb you."
When she said this, Shen Yan's heart was full of bitterness.
The two of them have so much past, can I really not care at all?
Bai Yuqing was recognized by everyone as Fang Yin's girlfriend at that time, and it was also Fang Yin's first admitted girlfriend, but she had nothing.
Compared to Bai Yuqing, is she really qualified to say no?
But how can you say this to Bai Yuqing? It is obvious that it is impossible to say it to Fang Yin.
It was already very difficult for him to admit his feelings, and it would be too shameless for her to say such words again.
Seeing Shen Yan preparing to leave, Bai Yuqing couldn't help but smile proudly.
However, Fang Yin didn't notice her expression, all his attention was on Shen Yan.
Fang Yin did not tell Shen Yan what she did when she went to see Bai Yuqing that day. After all, Bai Yuqing's matter was her private matter and it was not convenient for her to publicize it excessively.
Just seeing Shen Yan looking sad and ready to leave, Fang Yin still felt a pain in his heart unconsciously.
That day in the hospital, Shen Yan walked aside silently.
Shen Yan hadn't left yet, but Fang Yin suddenly said to Bai Yuqing, "Wait for me here for a while. I'll be here soon."
Then he was pulled by Fang Yin to the chair next to him.
Shen Yan's eyes were full of surprise, and she kept staring at Fang Yin holding her hand.
Until Fang Yin sat her down on the chair.
Then Fang Yin knelt down on one knee, eye level with Shen Yan.
"Bai Yuqing and I have no other relationship. Even if we were together, it was in the past. I will explain the rest to you after we go back, okay?"
Fang Yin said, tucking Shen Yan's fallen bangs back behind her ears.
"Now that the sun has set and there are still ultraviolet rays, just sit under the shade of the tree and wait for me.
Don’t leave, okay?”
Such Fang Yin almost made Shen Yan cry. He asked himself twice not to leave, so he really started to care about himself.
Shen Yan nodded repeatedly almost impatiently.
Then he pushed Fang Yin and said, "Go quickly."
It's just that the sentence "Go early and come back early" was not uttered.
Seeing Shen Yan sitting there obediently, Fang Yin was finally ready to leave.
Bai Yuqing's fists were almost crushed when she saw the interaction between the two of them.
Do you care about Shen Yan that much? What is so good about that woman?
He was able to charm Fang Yin so much that he felt like he couldn't even leave her for a while.
And Fang Yin's words when he walked up to her were even more ruthless, "If you have anything to say, just say it here. I don't trust her if she goes far away. She is still pregnant with the child."
Bai Yuqing finally smiled when talking about the children, just for the sake of the children, not for Shen Yan.
"I didn't expect that you would have your own child in just a few short years. Time flies so fast."
Fang Yin endured his impatience.
Bai Yuqing is now a mentally fragile patient, and he doesn't know what he says that will irritate the other person.
"I know that what I said that day was a bit unacceptable to you, but Fang Yin, you have to believe me, I really feel it. And haven't I not told you the answer to the last question you asked me?"
Fang Yin followed Bai Yuqing's words and thought of everything that happened that day.
In the end, he seemed to ask the question why she left him back then.
It's just that time has changed, and my current state of mind is different from that then. When I told Shen Yan everything I experienced that year, it seemed that even the pain had been transferred away. It was not that difficult to think about the past events again. accept.
Fang Yin knew that all this was due to Shen Yan, and it was Shen Yan's heartache that made him able to forgive some of the things that happened that year.
But being willing to come out and being willing to remember what happened back then are still different.
Fang Yin was not willing to mention what happened back then for no reason.
There was an opportunity to mention this matter to Shen Yan that day. He seemed to realize that if he didn't say anything else, there would be no way to restore the relationship between him and Shen Yan.
So I started from the pain I had experienced and exposed all the most embarrassing aspects of myself in front of Shen Yan.
It was like that experience told him that if Shen Yan could accept all this and was still willing to love him, then just stay with Shen Yan.
Learn to love Shen Yan.
Of course, it was precisely because Shen Yan loved him that she suffered from his pain.
After that, Fang Yin no longer cared about the reason why Bai Yuqing left.
No matter what the reason is, you will always be the one given up, right?
He lost his mother under such circumstances, and then lost his girlfriend who he had always liked.
Not even a word was left, it was as if he had a dream in high school.
It's just that if Bai Yuqing wants to say it and thinks that if he says it like this, even if there is an ending between the two of them, Fang Yin can accept it.
"Say it."
Seeing Fang Yin's reaction, Bai Yuqing was a little shocked.
Success or failure depends on this move. What Bai Yuqing said was just to plant a seed for himself.
"Actually, before your mother's incident, something happened in my family, but I don't know how to tell you.
I don’t know what my family is facing, bankruptcy. I can no longer be the Miss Bai I used to be.
My parents followed the consultant's advice and decided to take me away from home.
You don’t know how many fights I had with them because of you, but they just put me in solitary confinement..."
Hearing Bai Yuqing's words, Fang Yin frowned. This was indeed what he remembered that Bai's father and Bai's mother could do.
"Then didn't you know you had to contact me before you were locked up? I wouldn't have confiscated your communication tools from the beginning."
"You don't know, you don't know anything! If it weren't for the fact that my family is in a state of decline and I don't dare to tell you... Besides, I was the one who chased you in the first place, and I don't know how many women are coveting you. If they all knew about me,
My family has become like this, you will no longer belong to me soon, I know..."
Bai Yuqing shed tears as she spoke, her eyebrows furrowed, looking very painful.
Under the sun, she was dressed in white and seemed like she would fall down at any time.
"If you feel uncomfortable, stop talking. Anyway, what happened last year is over."
Fang Yin stopped him for a moment. He didn't want to see people in the present suffer so much because of something in the past.
For him, that's all in the past.
“But I can’t get through it!
If it hadn't happened back then, I would be the one standing next to you now! How could we be like this?"
Bai Yuqing roared, as if he had exhausted all his strength, and even shook a little.
Fang Yin immediately helped him, but then quickly let go.
"I have never judged people because of their family background. If it were just because of this, I can only say that the mistakes between us are also justified.
If you still give up on me for that reason after being together for two years, I have nothing to say."
"Fang Yin..."
Bai Yuqing cried so hard that she felt dizzy. She really put in a lot of effort this time. She didn't expect that Fang Yin's words were still so cold.
She thought about the reason for a long time, but she unexpectedly forgot that Fang Yin had never seen anyone because of their identity.
If it was because of family background, then how could Shen Yan, who was next to Fang Yin, stand next to him?
Fang Yin just felt disappointed after hearing Bai Yuqing's so-called reasons.
I felt disappointed in my first relationship.
Not to mention the time they spent together, they had grown up together before that. Wasn't it enough for Bai Yuqing to see clearly who he was as a person after so many years?
Bai Yuqing supplemented in a panic, "We are different. You are the proud son of heaven. You don't know me. My family has always said that I don't know my own abilities. I am with you because of you. Unfortunately, everyone around me is like this too.
Say you don’t know what kind of pressure I’m facing…!”