For two days after returning home, Fang Yin looked worried.
Shen Yan also gradually realized his problem, but if Fang Yin didn't tell her, how would she know?
Every time, Shen Yan would always catch a gaze staring closely at him. If it were normal times, Fang Yin would never be so confused.
He doesn’t look like he’s deeply hit.
If I had known that day, I would have told Fang Yin in advance, and I would not have gone to see Fang Zhengting secretly.
In the end, Fang Yin rushed over and had a big quarrel with Fang Zhengting.
He always looked like this after he came back. Shen Yan always wondered if it was Fang Zhengting's words that day that made him look like this.
In the past two days, Gao Xue was also strange. He kept running out, but he didn't say where he was going.
"Sister, are you going out again?"
Gao Xue originally wanted to sneak out secretly, but she didn't expect to be hit by Shen Yan coming down from the second floor. She immediately stood up straight.
"Are you looking for a job?"
Shen Yan asked tentatively. Apart from this, she really couldn't think of what Gao Xue could do when he went out.
Unexpectedly, her sister found a perfect reason for her, and Gao Xue nodded immediately.
"Although you asked me to take a good rest, after all, I have graduated. If I don't plan to go to graduate school, I still have to find a job as soon as possible.
Sitting at home all day makes me very bored."
Shen Yan held her wrist.
"You haven't rested for a few days yet, why are you so anxious?
I haven't even had a good chat with you."
Gao Xue felt a little guilty looking at Shen Yan?
But she is now in a very critical period, and no matter how reluctant she is to let go of her sister, she has to let her go.
"No, I've already made an appointment.
If this interview fails next time, I will stay at home with you, okay?"
Shen Yan could only let go of his hand obediently.
"Then I wish my sister a smooth interview and be careful on the road. Bye."
"Bye-Bye--"
Gao Xue ran out almost as soon as she let go.
"...Are you so excited to go to the interview?"
Shen Yan muttered a few words and turned around to see Fang Yin standing on the stairs, looking at him with dark eyes.
"...You scared me so much, what were you doing standing there?
Come down and let’s eat Aunt Song’s new desserts together, shall we?”
Shen Yan waved to Fang Yin.
"She may be in love."
Sitting next to Shen Yan, Fang Yin suddenly said this.
"Ah, who are you talking about, sister?
No way, I've never heard of my sister having someone she likes before, are you overthinking it?"
Fang Yin shook his head. It was not convenient for him to say too much, "Maybe I guessed wrong."
If he really fell in love, he would never hide it from Shen Yan, and there was no need for him to talk too much here.
Thinking of this, Fang Yin fell into silence again, scooping out the tender pudding in the bowl very hard.
"What's happened to you these past two days?
You don't like to talk much either. Did something happen in the company or did you feel unhappy because of what you said to Mr. Fang that day?"
Shen Yan looked at Fang Yin worriedly.
Fang Yin looked up and saw him looking at the woman he loved most?
He really wanted to ask whether being around him had always put a lot of pressure on her.
Is it like Fang Zhengting said, she will leave him sooner or later?
The moment he heard these words, he directly denied Fang Zhengting's words.
But subconsciously, he felt that the man had really gotten along with his mother, and he was so much like his mother. Could Shen Yan have the same thoughts as him?
"Didn't we agree before that we should tell each other everything?
We need to be honest, why are you unwilling to say it now?"
Shen Yan was a little anxious.
Every time after talking to the Fang family, Fang Yin would always feel depressed for a period of time.
Although he never showed his vulnerable side in front of those people, Shen Yan could always feel his pain and struggle behind his back.
It would be great if Fang Yin could really be so heartless, Shen Yan couldn't help but think so.
But if he really becomes that kind of person, I won't fall in love with him, and it's hard to have both worlds at the same time.
"I……"
Fang Yin put down his spoon, "Do you still remember the last words Fang Zhenting said that day?"
Shen Yan nodded repeatedly, of course she remembered.
But when she heard what he said, she felt that Fang Zhengting was a very ridiculous person.
He had no idea what kind of person he was, and he put all the blame on Lin Han.
——Lin Han was too proud, that's why there were cracks in their relationship, and that's why the subsequent series of things happened.
"It's not like you don't understand how ridiculous he is, how can you believe what he says?
If he hadn't cheated on her, how could there have been anything else behind it.
When he was in love with Ms. Lin, didn't he understand what kind of person Ms. Li was?
It is impossible for every couple to say that there is no friction at all.
The process of falling in love and even getting married is a process of gradually smoothing out each other's shortcomings and gradually learning to tolerate each other.
If he can't accept it, just divorce him.
Instead, he used this as an excuse for his depravity. When he was fooling around with that group of people outside, did he ever think about Ms. Lin?
No, he is a complete egoist.
Fang Yin, have you lost your mind? How could you believe what he said?
He is just looking for an excuse to excuse himself."
"Then will you leave me like he said? Just like him, he left my mother in the end.
We obviously said we were so loving when we got married, but we ended up breaking up."
Shen Yan's brows drooped downwards, and she saw Fang Yin's eyes looking so sad.
"Even you were involved by Fang Zhengting. Do you think it's because your mother is too proud that Fang Zhengting can't stand her?"
Of course Fang Yin denied it.
"This is all Fang Zhengting's fault, I know, but..."
"There are no buts, and there will be no buts.
Everyone has their own pride, and even a capable person like Ms. Lin quit the front line because of Fang Zhengting.
She gave up most of her jobs. Is this because she was too proud?
It was obviously because of Fang Zhengting and because he chose his own family that he gave up his job.
Did she give up those jobs just because she was showing off to Fang Zhengting?
No, you are so smart, how can you not think clearly about these things?"
Looking into Shen Yan's eyes, Fang Yin suddenly didn't know what to say, and he fell to the chair in pain.
"I'm just, I'm just afraid that what he said will come true and you will choose to leave me just like him."
It turns out that this is what I was worried about. Once I find the problem, it will be solved.
"Do you still remember what I said before, I will only leave you if you don't love me anymore.
Do you only regard it as sweet talk? This is my agreement with you, this is my promise."
Shen Yan had a faint smile on her face and held Fang Yin's face very gently.
"You look at me, you look into my eyes.
Why are you still worried about this matter?
I know the gap between the two of us is too big now, but when the child is born I will learn to find a job.
I believe that with my own efforts, I can catch up bit by bit.
Even though I am just a woman doing an ordinary job, I stand by your side openly.
I am not attached to you, I am only attached to your love.
If it weren't for your love, then I wouldn't be able to stand by your side.
So you must love me for a long time, so that we can always be together."
"I love you."
Shen Yan gently kissed him on the lips, "I love you too.
Promise me not to worry about such unfounded things anymore, okay?
What's more, Fang Zhenting is the best at passing all responsibilities onto others.
I don’t want you to suffer from those things anymore, and our lives also need a new beginning.”
"I know, can I understand?
But every time when it comes to those things, I feel like I'm in a swamp right now?
I can never get over it, why is that?
Why are they still unwilling to let me go until now?"
Seeing Fang Yin's painful expression, Shen Yan immediately stopped him, "Then don't cut it off abruptly!
Take your time, as time goes by, our future will be bright.
What's more, you have been dealing with those people for half your life, how could they be kicked out of your life so simply and neatly?"
"Yanyan..."
Fang Yin hugged Shen Yan's waist.
"I really only have you, don't leave me."
Hearing such words, Shen Yan touched his hair heartbrokenly.
"I will never leave you."
As for Gao Xue on the other side, someone picked her up as soon as she left the door.
After getting into Song Nan's car, he asked someone wearing sunglasses, "Where are you going today?"
"I'll take you to see an art exhibition today."
Hearing this, Gao Xue immediately lowered his head and looked at himself, "No, if you had told me to go to the art exhibition, I would have dressed more formally.
Now I’m wearing jeans to see what’s going on.”
“Who said you need to dress more formally to go to an art exhibition?
You are pretty enough as you are, but if you dress more formally, wouldn't it take away the glory of those paintings?"
"Oh..." The girlfriend was a little embarrassed. This was the third time she went out with Song Nan.
I don’t know if this relationship between the two of them is considered a date. They have not directly challenged each other and are still in the ambiguous stage.
But of course Gao Xue could vaguely sense Song Nan's interest in him.
"By the way, I bumped into Shen Yan when I went out today, and my secret was almost exposed!"
"Really? Even if you tell her that you are going out with me, she will never think otherwise. Do you believe it?"
"What is the other direction?" Gao Xue asked directly.
"Is the direction I want to go in the direction you want in your heart?"
Song Nan said it like a riddle, but Gao Xue understood it immediately.
"How will I know if you don't tell me?"
She pouted a little squeamishly, "Forget it, let's talk about it next time, let's go to the exhibition today."
When they were at the door, Song Nan went to park the car first, and asked Gao Xue to go in first with the invitation.
This is a private painting exhibition.
Not everyone gets an invite?
It was precisely because the owner of the exhibition was a good friend of Song Nan that he gave Mianzi a look.
Otherwise, he would actually look down upon many of the paintings on display.
When I was abroad, I saw many art exhibitions by everyone. When I returned to City A, I felt that it was really a cultural desert.
Talented and interesting art exhibitions have never been held here.
On the contrary, those messy paintings that are not very good are being carried out non-stop.
Therefore, Song Nan has also paid great attention to this matter in the past two years, and will invite those painters to City A to carry out their work when he is able.