"You, what did you want to say when you called me over?"
Gao Xue asked.
She was a little uneasy. She was afraid that what she heard from Song Nan was something she didn't want to hear, but she was also afraid...
"If I don't come to you, you will never come to me. Was what happened last time really that serious?
Does it really allow you to relegate me to limbo?
It makes you feel that there is no need to continue to understand me as a person."
Before Song Nan finished speaking, Gao Xue shook his head.
"No, I didn't think so.
I also had a problem with what happened last time, and I know what was said in the car - some of it shouldn't have been said at all.
But at that time, I was so excited that I... I'm sorry, this result is not what I want to see.
I felt very uncomfortable after I went back."
Gao Xue smiled bitterly.
"Even though what happened that day was not what we wanted to see.
But we all know how many scenes like this will happen if we really get together.
What's more, the fact is there, the gap between us is really too huge, right?
We all know it in our hearts.”
She kind of opened the skylight and spoke frankly.
Originally, Song Nan and Gao Xue were interested in each other. If they wanted to develop further, this problem had to be resolved.
"Then what do you want to say?
Isn’t there a ready-made example around you?
Aren't there so many differences between Shen Yan and Liang Zhong? But why can the two of them get along well together?
Or do you simply have no confidence in me as a person?"
Song Nan was a little disappointed.
He called Gao Xue out today because he really wanted to make it clear to her.
Apologize properly for what happened that day.
If he knew something like this would happen, he would never take her to such an occasion.
What's more, even now, he still thinks there is no problem in wearing jeans to a private art exhibition.
It's just those people who have the problem.
How others treat Gao Xue is one thing, but how he sees it is another.
He had never thought about Gao Xue that way. He should not be coerced by the attitude of those people and be implicated by them.
"If you really think it's impossible for the two of us to make it to the end, then I have nothing to say.
But there was another thing that happened that day. I really didn't expect that such a scene would happen.
Later, that friend also called me and explained to me, but I think you don't want to see those people again.
So I rejected his apology."
Gao Xue was very panicked. She knew what Song Nan was planning, but for her to say that she wanted to be with him, she had to make so many preparations.
She also needs courage.
She asked herself, she couldn't do this now.
"Thank you, I really don't want to see them again."
She forced a smile.
Song Nan really didn't want to face such a scene, so he took a few steps forward and faced the sea.
"You're the first girl I brought here.
Maybe as you said, neither of us were ready.
If that's the case, it would be nice to end it here, and we can be friends even if we're not lovers."
Before Song Nan turned around, Gao Xue quickly wiped away the tears that fell on his face.
She knew that this was the farewell ceremony for the two of them.
But she didn't expect everything would happen so quickly.
But if she hasn't been ready, why delay.
"Yes, can we two still be friends?
Maybe that’s a more appropriate way of getting along.”
Song Nan never looked back. He could hear the choking in Gao Xue's voice.
Yes, he can feel it.
He couldn't let it go, and he had no intention of comforting Gao Xue at this juncture.
Both people were injured.
If possible, he hoped that the two of them could get to know each other more decently.
Then let it develop naturally and lead to a happy ending.
But fate is doomed, and it will not follow their will.
"Okay, let's go back after being blown by the cold wind at the beach for so long, otherwise Shen Yan will worry about you."
Gao Xue nodded repeatedly but never raised his head.
Despite this, Song Nan still saw the redness in the corners of her eyes.
Why are you so stupid? Even if you wipe away your tears, the corners of your eyes are still red?
But now he doesn't have the corresponding identity to wipe away his tears.
Thinking of this, Song Nan's hanging hands tightened.
Let’s just stop here.
Shen Yan and Fang Yin could never have imagined that these two people would come back in despair after a trip.
It's completely inconsistent with what they expected. What is going on?
"Sister, are you back? Have you gone to dinner with Song Nan? Do you want some midnight snacks?"
Shen Yan asked Gao Xue excitedly.
Gao Xue smiled very reluctantly, and then shook his hand at her, indicating that he didn't need it.
"You guys can eat, Yanyan, don't eat too much tonight."
After saying hello to Fang Yin, he returned to his room.
Shen Yan looked at Fang Yin with a confused look on his face while holding the spoon in his mouth.
"It shouldn't be. Song Nan was so excited when he said he picked her up. Why did he look so disappointed when he came back?
Could it be that Song Nan broke up with her?"
Fang Yin also looked confused. At this time, a WeChat message popped up on his phone——
He quickly clicked on the message sent by Song Nan.
Then you will know what happened.
"It seems that the two of them have decided to separate."
Song Nan was asking him to go have a drink. He never made much progress on weekdays, but now it was obvious that his mood was really bad.
Shen Yan also fell down.
She originally thought that the two of them would firmly choose each other and then go on.
Is it necessary for Gao Xue and Song Nan to become a couple?
It's just that she wants to see her sister happy.
Now that it has turned out like this, there is nothing to say.
After all, this is the choice of both of them.
No matter how close she and Fang Yin were to them, they couldn't interfere too much in other people's feelings.
Fang Yin also rubbed Shen Yan's hair, "Since it is their decision, we can only respect them."
Shen Yan nodded repeatedly, "Then you should spend more time with Song Nan. He should not be in a very good mood right now."
"Well, I understand."
Gao Xue was accompanied by his wife, so Fang Yin naturally went to find his brother.
When I saw him sitting alone at the bar, drinking, he looked depressed.
Anyone who came to see it would know that he must have just broken up.
"A glass of water."
Fang Yin drove here by himself, so it was naturally impossible for him to drink, so he kept asking them for a glass of water.
"Brother, did you hear wrongly?
Didn’t I ask you to come drink with me? Why didn’t I ask the driver to take you here?”
As Song Nan spoke, he poured a sip of whiskey into his mouth nonchalantly.
"Since you have decided to drink openly, can I still drink with you?
How will it be okay if neither of us is awake by then?"
Song Nan looked at Fang Yin in disbelief, "Brother, just admit it. My sister-in-law said hello in advance, so you didn't drink."
Fang Yin shook his head, "Do you think of your sister-in-law as someone who is particularly strict?
She knew you were in a bad mood, so she specifically asked me to spend more time with you.
Don’t misunderstand your sister-in-law."
Fang Yin wasn't particularly showy, but when he mentioned Shen Yan, a smile naturally appeared on his lips.
This makes Song Nan unable to ignore it even if he wants to
He turned away depressedly, "If I had known, I would have called Wang Qing instead of you.
As soon as I call you, I can't help but see you showing affection with your sister-in-law.
Even though your sister-in-law is not with you, why am I being tortured so much?
Really, we should call a bachelor over."
"You're almost done."
Fang Yin didn't care.
"What? Have you made it clear to Gao Xue, have you both decided to separate?"
Song Nan nodded.
"I also proposed the separation.
Although she didn't say it, I could tell that her attitude was not very firm.
Let me do this kind of thing. The long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain.
If she chooses to go with me today but hesitates, the difficulties she encounters in the end will only make the relationship between us disappear.
I don't want to see that ending.
Rather than leading to such an embarrassing ending, it is better to simply stop now while the relationship between the two of us is not very deep.
Leave a decent impression on each other.”
Fang Yin nodded clearly, "There's nothing wrong with you doing this.
It's just that you two still have feelings for each other, so you will definitely feel some pain now."
"...Why do you think your sister-in-law was so persistent with you in the first place?"
Song Nan's glass of wine was quickly finished. Without blinking, he asked the bartender for another glass.
Fang Yin didn't stop him, he knew how drunk Song Nan was.
Among the friends they had grown up with, Song Nan was the most secretive one.
All this is due to his father, who is Hailiang.
Song Nan also inherited this.
When I was very young, I could drink a sip of white wine handed over by Song's father without changing my expression.
"Brother, to be honest, although we don't say it, we are all envious of how good your relationship with Shen Yan is now.
We are the ones who want to see you happy the most. Now that we see you with your own family and your own lover——
Shen Yan still loves you so much, we are all relieved."
Fang Yin did not expect to hear such disgusting words suddenly.
"What's wrong with you? Aren't you talking about the matter between you and Gao Xue? Why did it get involved with me?"
He held a glass of water in his hand and drank slowly.
"But between me and Shen Yan, he has always been the more proactive one, and that was indeed the case in the beginning.
Now we both love each other very much.
To be honest, I regret it even more now.
If I hadn't been so indifferent to her at the beginning, she wouldn't have been hurt so much.
In fact, I can also understand Gao Xue's choice.
Because not everyone has the determination and courage."
Song Nan looked at Fang Yin with a puzzled face. He had not heard the story between the two of them.
When they first got to know Shen Yan, the two of them already had a good relationship.
At that time, Fang Yin took Shen Yan to meet with them.
"You must all be surprised. At that time, I brought Shen Yan to meet you, but we already had a baby."
Fang Yin recalled with a smile, but Song Nan keenly detected a hint of regret in his tone.
“It was really strange at the time.
If you had a child, how could you not tell us.
It is absolutely impossible to wait until your belly is so big before you bring her to see us.
But you never mentioned it, so we never asked about it."
What Song Nan said was beautified.
At that time, they thought that Shen Yan was just like other women, taking advantage of the opportunity to drug Fang Yin, so they had a child.
It was precisely because of this that Fang Yin never brought Shen Yan to see them.
They were not brought out until their stomachs could no longer be hid.
But after getting along with Shen Yan, they no longer had such speculations.
It's hard to imagine Shen Yan looking like she would have anything else in her eyes besides Fang Yin.
Are adult eyes also so pure?
Before seeing Shen Yan's eyes, their answer was of course no, but after seeing Shen Yan, they were shaken.
Since the parties involved didn't want to talk about it, they never speculated again.
Fang Yin brought Shen Yan to see them because he already regarded her as one of his own.
Only very important people will bring them to meet each other.
This is something they have agreed upon.
This group of friends also treat Fang Yin sincerely, and they can still see it.
Thinking of his first impression, Song Nan smiled.
"I originally thought that after getting together with Gao Xue, I could go on a date with you and my sister-in-law.
When the time comes, I will send it to Wang Qing and he will be envied."
Fang Yin smiled and patted him on the back, "Are you a country person? In what age are you still dating four people?"
Song Nan also kept laughing.
I didn't feel it when I thought about it before, but now that I say it, I feel like something is wrong. How can it be so tacky?
"You have to compete with Qing'er in this life, why don't you two get along with each other."
"Brother, do you want me to spit out the wine here?" Song Nan's face was full of shock, "By the way, I remind you not to tell him about this, otherwise I won't be able to do it for the next year. It will be fine."
Fang Yin nodded obediently. The two of them had been competing with each other since childhood, and he was used to it.
"But the beginning of my acquaintance with Shen Yan was not so good.
I thought about the same thing as you at the time, and regarded her as that kind of woman..."
Fang Yin rubbed his hands, and when he talked about the past, he felt like smoking.
But because of Shen Yan, he has stopped smoking for a long time.
"What happened next?"
Song Nan was simply surprised, why could Shen Yan pursue Fang Yin so firmly?
Just like the reactions of too many people, the gap between them is huge and visible to the naked eye.
There was almost a gulf between the two of them.
"Actually, I don't know what you're talking about."
Fang Yin shook his head with a smile on his face.
This smile is because I think of Shen Yan.
“But now I still think about the past from time to time.
I'm so lucky that she insisted on chasing me.
Without her persistence, we might not be where we are now.