I was just thinking about this matter. Since we all already know it, there is no need for one more person to worry.
And I always feel that you had trouble sleeping because of this kind of thing in the past, and I don’t want you to fall into this state again."
After hearing Fang Yin's words, Shen Yan was speechless for a moment.
"You have already said everything, what else can I say?
However, it should be my right to know this, right?
We are equals. You will worry about me, and I will also worry about you.
Think about it, if something very dangerous happened to me, but I asked Gao Xue not to tell you, what would you think?
Will you be happy?"
Fang Yin couldn't help but frown when he thought of that possibility.
"If there is anything dangerous for you, you should tell me as soon as possible.
How could you join forces with Gao Xue to hide this from me!"
"Look! You have double standards. I have to tell you everything about me, but you won't tell me about yours?"
Besides, weren't we two in the car when the car accident happened?
I am the person involved and I should have the right to know!"
Meeting Shen Yan's eyes, Fang Yin couldn't say a single word of rejection.
"I admit it's my problem.
But I’m really worried about you, Yanyan.”
After hearing this title for a long time, Shen Yan felt a little dazed. She wondered if her eyes would get wet in the next second.
"Do you know how I felt when you held me in your arms when there was a car accident?"
It had been so long since the car accident, but the two of them had never talked about it.
The car accident left them only endless pain.
"You know what?
At that time, I saw that you had not come out of the operating room and that you were not awake. How I wished that the person lying in there was me!
How I wish you didn't keep me in your arms!"
No one around them had ever accused Shen Yan like this.
But that's what Shen Yan thought when he saw his lover suffered more serious injuries because of him.
She would rather lie in the operating room instead of Fang Yin than be outside, helplessly watching Fang Yin perform the operation.
"Who made you think so, who told you?!
My subconscious move is to protect you!
No matter how many times it happens again, my instinct will be the same, do you understand?"
After hearing what Shen Yan was crying about, Fang Yin even hugged her in a panic.
In fact, Fang Yin was a little confused about the memory of the car accident.
He couldn't remember the part about Shen Yan, so that memory became particularly confusing.
Once Shen Yan's face appeared, it immediately became blurry.
But Fang Yin remembered that he protected someone, and because he protected her, he was satisfied before he fell into coma.
Fortunately, he protected her, and he remembered the thoughts in his mind.
"But I love you too, and I also hope to protect you!
Don't you understand what I'm going to say?
Your feelings for me are the same as my feelings for you.
As much as you worry about me, I will also worry about you.
I know our genders are different, and there are many times when I may not be as strong as you.
But as long as I exist in this world for a second, my love and care for you will not be less than yours!
You can't deprive me of the opportunity to worry about you..."
Shen Yan felt heartbroken when she thought that Fang Yin wanted to wait until this matter was resolved before telling her what kind of danger he had been in.
Fang Yin felt as if Shen Yan's words were going to pull out all her internal organs. In addition to feeling distressed, he felt distressed.
"I'm sorry, I'm too narrow-minded and didn't consider this matter from your perspective.
I will never do this again and I will tell you everything."
Fang Yin hugged Shen Yan into his arms again, and pressed her forehead on his shoulder.
Soon Fang Yin felt a sense of wetness coming from there.
This time, Shen Yan cried happily in Fang Yin's arms, as if she had cried out all her late regrets and fears.
No one knows how she got over when she woke up after the car accident and Fang Yin was still in a coma?
Everyone looked at her as extremely normal, but a little too silent.
Only Shen Yan herself knew what kind of suffering she was going through, as if she was being put into a frying pan.
Every time, every time I close my eyes because I can't hold on anymore, I will definitely wake up the next second because I dream of Yin's head covered in blood in front of the car accident.
Shen Yan was almost nervous and wanted to see Fang Yin still breathing in order to feel at ease.
I also realized how wrong I was, but how could I take the time to see a psychiatrist at that time?
Shen Yan persisted until the end because of his determination to see Fang Yin wake up.
Maybe it was because of this that hearing Fang Yin "forget her" created such a big stimulation.
If not, maybe the situation between them would be slightly better.
Shen Yan cried for a long time before she gradually calmed down. Fang Yin didn't make a sound, but his big hands were on her back, comforting her again and again.
Let Shen Yan feel his presence at all times.
"It's my fault, stop crying, okay?
My eyes were swollen, and I felt uncomfortable again later.”
After Shen Yan wiped away her tears, she stood up straight from his arms.
"I feel more comfortable now. Let's go. We have stayed here for too long and they will worry about us."
Fang Yin grabbed Shen Yan who wanted to go out, arranged her clothes, and then led her out.
Shen Yan knew that with his eyes so swollen, no matter how much cold compress he applied, it would be useless.
Sure enough, neo noticed something was wrong as soon as she went out.
Neo's eyebrows were raised, and he almost grabbed Fang Yin's collar and asked him what happened?
It was Shen Yan who stopped him in front.
"Let's go. Didn't you want to know what happened? I'll tell you."
Before neo followed Shen Yan and left, he gave Fang Yin a fierce look.
Fang Yin looked at the backs of the two of them leaving in such close proximity, and realized that there was a strange emotion in his heart.
He walked to the kitchen and met Wang Qing who was pouring water to drink, and asked, "Were the two of them so close in the past?"
Wang Qing had no idea and nodded simply, "Yes, the relationship between the two of them has always been so good.
They're like besties, if they weren't of different genders, I guess they would even hold hands and go to the toilet together."
After hearing Wang Qing's words, Fang Yin's face turned even darker.
If neo was not Shen Yan's friend, he might really throw this person out of his home.
"As long as I don't keep an eye on you, so many things will happen to you two.
Tell me, what happened? Your eyes are so swollen from crying."
Although neo said that he hated iron and steel, but inside and outside his words, he cared about Shen Yan.
To this day, he is very convinced of Fang Yin's love for Shen Yan. There is nothing to say about the relationship between the two of them, but there is also a lot of external resistance.
"Actually, it's not a big deal. Regarding the investigation of this car accident, he wanted to hide it from me. I just found out about it and got angry and cried with him."
"Is there anything wrong with this car accident?"
Song Nan and Wang Qing were greeted by Fang Yin when they were investigating. These details cannot be disclosed, so neo still doesn't know that their car accident was not an accident.
"What?
You mean someone has already planned to attack you!"
neo was very surprised.
He really couldn't imagine that with Fang Yin's current status, who would dare to do such a cruel thing to him and his lover.
Not to mention that Shen Yan still had his twin babies in his belly at that time.
If Fang Yin didn't protect her at that time, the result can be imagined.
"We haven't found out who it is yet, but now the matter has been handed over to the Special Branch.
Maybe because this matter is relatively dangerous, he didn't want me to know."
Unexpectedly, Neo didn't say much on this matter, and just sighed deeply.
"I never thought that you would receive such a threat to your life when you are with Fang Yin today.
If that were the case, I probably wouldn't have advised you to stay in the first place."
Seeing the regret in neo's eyes, Shen Yan was also a little flustered, "What does this have to do with you?
I have lived a very happy life during this period of time, just like a sweet dream.
Besides, isn’t this a problem with those who are ruthless? Why are you reflecting here?”
There is still a lingering sadness between Neo's brows.
No matter what, he had persuaded Shen Yan to stay.
Whether it was the hurt Shen Yan suffered at the beginning or the pain she is experiencing now, if she had not stayed with Fang Yin, she might not have suffered all this.
"Why are you more blind than me?
I turned to you for help at that time because my own heart was too messed up. But after that stage, I can completely see through my heart. Even if you persuade me to leave, I will definitely stay.
Neo, you just pointed out what I was thinking.
What's more, the pain of being separated from him and the pain of not getting his love is not necessarily less painful than what I am experiencing now."
Shen Yan looked out the window, this was her true inner thought.
She did experience a lot of things with Fang Yin that she had never experienced before, and it also made her realize that there was still a lot of uncertainty in Fang Yin's position.
But so what?
As long as she can be by Fang Yin's side, she is not afraid of these things.
Before Shen Yan got Fang Yin's love, Neo had never asked this question.
But now I sincerely want to ask, "Is it worth it?"
When Shen Yan heard his question, her first reaction was to laugh. Her eyes were bright and the smile on her face was still full of happiness.
"It's worth it, every day with him by my side is worth it.
Neo, you don't know how lucky I am that I decided to stay.
If I didn't give it a try, I still don't know that I could love a man so much.
I never knew I could have such happiness."
Seeing him looking so silly, Neo didn't say anything, just sighed.
"If you need any help, you can contact me. My family is quite capable in this regard.
In any case, the top priority is to find out the culprit first.
That person dared to deal with you two so cruelly, and the next attack might not be far away."
neo is very serious.
He has already thought about it. He will contact Fang Yin soon and send all the information to his family so that they can analyze the key behind it through computers.
During the time when Shen Yan and neo knew each other, he had not had much contact with his family, so Shen Yan naturally didn't know what neo's family was doing in France.
He also didn't know that Neo's family kept the world's top hackers.
Although everyone in the special department has these skills, when it comes to computer technology, it depends on neo's expertise.
When Fang Yin turned around and learned about this, he was a little surprised, but it was also reasonable.
He knew that even Shen Yan, with her most ordinary status, could attract such people to gather around her.
It's nothing more than Shen Yan himself.
As long as they have been in contact with Shen Yan, there is no one who doesn't like Shen Yan.
If Shen Yan must refute Fang Yin's words, then what happened to those girls when she was in college?
But this is all a story for later, at least the roommates she gets along with know that Shen Yan is a very good person.
The work of the Special Section is also being carried out urgently.
When Tiger saw the information submitted by Fang Yin, his brows furrowed tightly.
I didn't expect that there would be such terrorist attacks in China.
Regardless of whether he is aware of Fang Yin's identity or not, this is a provocation to Fang Yin and the Chinese officialdom.
The mastermind behind the scenes actually carried out the conspiracy openly and openly. This shows that he does not take everyone seriously.
Yes, he has that technology. If Fang Yin hadn't realized that something was wrong here, they might not have realized the problem until now.