After sending Shen Yanwen to the hospital with Fang Yin, Shen Yan still felt depressed for no reason. Was he too unlucky?
Why doesn’t everyone who comes close to me always get a good ending?
How Xiaoyun should deal with it is all left to Shen Yanwen, after all, it is Shen Yanwen who is injured.
Shen Yan just felt why she was so happy when she finally met a boss whom she knew well.
As a result, she ended up like this at her welcome party.
Originally, everyone had happily eaten the meal she cooked, and she thought it would end successfully.
In the end, when it was about to end, something like this happened.
Fang Yin only needed to take a look at Shen Yan's expression to know what she was thinking.
But now that they were still in the hospital, it was hard for him to go up and comfort him. After all, they were sending Shen Yanwen to the hospital to deal with his waist injury.
"Do you want to call your family and tell them?"
Fang Yin asked, Shen Yan and himself were not that familiar with Shen Yanwen originally, and it was impossible for them to stay here to take care of him.
Of course Shen Yanwen knew this, but at this moment he still felt an inexplicable loneliness.
If I had a girlfriend, would I not be in this situation now?
But he still answered Fang Yin's words in a polite manner.
"No, I'll call my brother from the special department to come.
If you tell your family, they will make a big fuss, which is unnecessary."
Fang Yin nodded, understanding his choice.
Besides, Shen Yanwen has not officially returned to that home yet, so calling back now because he was injured would be a bit uncomfortable.
"If you need my help, just call me."
Fang Yin naturally did not mention Shen Yan's matter. After all, they were both men and it was easier to deal with the problem.
Shen Yanwen also nodded, "Don't worry Shen Yan, this matter is none of her business. Don't let her worry too much about it.
As for Xiaoyun's matter, I will deal with it after I return to the company."
Fang Yin was stunned for a moment, then nodded in agreement.
Until he and Shen Yan were sitting in the car going back, he was still thinking about Shen Yanwen's reaction at that time.
It's just that this is a bit ungenerous. Although he will read Shen Yan's books from time to time, he is not like himself anymore.
After figuring it out, Fang Yin took Shen Yan's hand and relayed Shen Yanwen's words to her.
"He is right, this matter was none of your business in the first place.
It was just that your welcome happened to be an occasion that made Xiaoyun explode.
Today is not your welcome party. She may still do this the next time you get together."
Shen Yan felt a little emotional in her heart. The man in front of her could sense her deepest thoughts at any time.
It was precisely because of this that Shen Yan did not hide her thoughts in front of him.
"But if it weren't for me, Xiaoyun wouldn't have so many dark thoughts.
She did have some admiration for Shen Yanwen in the past, but it was far from reaching such an extreme level.
Fang Yin, is it true that sometimes I am so unlucky that people who are close to me will also be unlucky?"
Shen Yan's eyes were very serious, but the more serious she was, the more distressed Fang Yin became.
"Why do you think so?
If I follow what you said, am I not the person closest to you?
But being close to you only brings me happiness. Am I not considered a positive example?
Why do you always think about things in a pessimistic direction?"
Shen Yan asked him anxiously, "Is it because you have a filter for me, because you like me, so you think everything after meeting me is a good thing!
Isn’t that actually the case?”
Shen Yan's eyes were already red. Fang Yin didn't know what happened to her when she was in college that made her have such a big doubt about herself.
Fang Yin held Shen Yan's face with both hands, making sure that her eyes were looking at him.
"Why do you think so? Is it because something happened to you before?
Tell me everything, okay? How would I know if you don't tell me?"
Shen Yan bit her lower lip and burst into tears.
Even before Fang Yin lost his memory, she never told him about this matter.
She already knew that she had gritted her teeth for too long, and she knew that if she didn't speak out, her whole body would really collapse.
"I, I don't know how to speak..."
Fang Yin's eyes were filled with distress, and he finally understood what it meant to wish he could bear everything in the past for her.
"It doesn't matter, just say it when you want to say it.
I am here and I will always be with you. No matter when you want to say something, just turn around and I will be behind you."
During Shen Yan's four years in college, there was never anyone who stayed by her side firmly.
At that time, the only person she could contact was Gao Xue, but their universities were not in the same city, and their usual class times did not overlap. How could she relieve her stress with Gao Xue all the time?
Therefore, there were many things that Shen Yan kept in her heart. She thought that by pretending not to care, she could really not care.
It's been a full year since she graduated, but she hasn't completely let go of what she did at the beginning.
Thinking of the grievance and hatred in her heart, Shen Yan threw herself into Fang Yin's arms and burst into tears.
Master Wang also raised the partition in time. When faced with the host's emotional loss, it would be better for them to watch less.
However, he had rarely seen Shen Yan lose control like this, and was so emotionally broken. He didn't know what this girl had been through.
As someone who usually only drives for Shen Yan, he felt distressed, let alone Fang Yin.
Fang Yin stroked Shen Yan's back, making her gradually calm down.
While he kept repeating next to Shen Yan, "It's all over, everything is over.
From now on, we will never experience those bad things again, and our lives will only be filled with happiness and no more haze."
This is not only a comfort to Shen Yan, but also a promise he made to Shen Yan.
He hoped that this woman would never experience those pains again after being with him.
If a woman had never experienced a shadow and had a good appearance like Shen Yan, she would never be as sensitive and suspicious as Shen Yan.
She is always worried about whether her words and deeds will cause trouble to others.
When interacting with others, I am always worried that my words or actions will offend others.
It is precisely because of this that Shen Yan was very happy when he met this group of colleagues.
None of them showed particularly exaggerated reactions to their appearance, nor did they do any shameful things behind their backs.
It's a pity that everything was messed up at her welcome party.
Thinking of what he had experienced back then, Shen Yan was actually a little dazed now.
She really didn't know how she gritted her teeth and endured it.
But at that time, no one around her was willing to believe her, and no one stood by her side. It seemed that the more this happened, the less willing she was to shed tears.
At least she doesn't want to shed tears in front of those who throw dirty water on her.
She knew that the moment the tears fell, she lost.
If Shen Yan didn't want to talk, Fang Yin had already decided to find someone to find out what happened to Shen Yan in college.
For him, it's just a matter of moving his fingers.
He also wanted to know what exactly Shen Yan went through back then.
Shen Yanshun followed her own heart, even though she wanted to tell the truth about what happened back then.
But when facing Fang Yin, she found that she couldn't speak.
When they were about to get home, Shen Yan was very anxious. She was afraid that Fang Yin would think that she really didn't believe him.
But she already had full trust in the man in front of her.
Shen Yan didn't want to bring such feelings to Fang Yin.
"Don't worry, everything will follow your will. If you really want to say something, I will listen.
If you don't want to talk now, let's go back and have a good rest.
If you still want to say something when you wake up, just tell me, okay?"
Under Fang Yin's gentle eyes, Shen Yan nodded silently.
Fang Yin took Shen Yan's hand and got out of the car. As soon as he entered the door, Aunt Song brought the prepared desserts.
But when she was about to speak, she noticed that Shen Yan kept his head lowered and hid behind Fang Yin.
She was confused, but she also knew very well that this was definitely not the time to ask what happened.
So she quietly retreated.
Fang Yin was very grateful for Aunt Song's wisdom.
If she had asked Shen Yan what was wrong just now very rashly, it would have probably aroused her stress reaction.
And Fang Yin's instinctive reaction was that before Shen Yan was willing to speak out, she could not accept any more stimulation.
"Do you still want to go to work tomorrow?
If you don’t want to go to work, then I’ll tell Shen Yanwen tonight.”
Fang Yin took Shen Yan out of the bed a little, so that her chin was exposed, so that she could at least breathe.
Shen Yan was very conflicted. On the one hand, she didn't want her colleagues to think that she was related to Fang Yinpan, so she stopped coming to work within a few days and was acting like a big deal.
On the other hand, she really didn't want to go.
She didn't want to face the inquiring eyes of her colleagues, nor did she want to explain what happened to each of her colleagues.
"Fool, if there's anything you don't want to go to, just don't go.
Have you forgotten what Shen Yanwen asked me to tell you? The most important thing now is to follow your heart.
If you don't want to go, I will directly ask him for leave for you.
Even your colleagues must understand why you are absent."
Of course Wang Li and the others can understand.
It's just that they have other things to deal with in the company.
After Fang Yin returned to the study, he directly called Andy and asked him to find out what happened when Shen Yan was studying.
Andy was stunned for a moment after hearing this request.
Not long after he first met Shen Yan, he had already asked himself, the general secretary, to check Shen Yan's detailed information.
I didn't expect that after such a long time, it would be used again.
"Mr. Fang, the information you asked me to check is still there. Do I need to send that information directly to you?"
Fang Yin didn't expect that he had already checked it before, so he immediately asked Andy to send it over.
Just scrolling down Shen Yan's honorary medals and resume, Fang Yin couldn't help gritting his teeth when he saw what happened to her in college.
He had also thought about what Shen Yan might encounter while studying, which made her so easily frightened.
But I didn't expect it to be such a serious school violence.
Perhaps these participants and bystanders did not realize what their actions were.
Even the victim Shen Yan didn't realize it.
Even now, the pain caused to Shen Yan by what happened back then is still huge.
However, when Fang Yin saw this experience, he also had extremely sad thoughts in his heart.
Just when Fang Yin was feeling pain, the study door was suddenly opened.
Shen Yan came over wearing only a pair of thick socks. When Fang Yin saw it, he immediately got up from the chair, carried Shen Yan directly to the sofa and sat down.
After completing this series of actions, Fang Yin felt helpless and naturally touched Shen Yan's feet to check her temperature.
"Why didn't you remember to wear slippers when you came out?"
"I just dreamed about what happened back then. I really couldn't sleep, so I came to you. I wanted to tell you what happened.
Maybe they are right, I should find someone to share the burden for me instead of shouldering everything."
Fang Yin just stared at Shen Yan silently.
"Is it now at the stage where you feel you have to talk?"
Shen Yan's eyes seemed to have just begun to focus, staring at Fang Yin, "Yes, I think it's time for me to speak."
"Okay, you go ahead, I'm listening, but one thing is, once you feel uncomfortable, report it immediately, and then we will stop.
Understand?"
Shen Yan nodded.
For her this is a chance to escape the nightmare she has had for so many years.
As for Fang Yin, he felt even more sorry for Shen Yan after knowing about those painful pasts.
He hoped that Shen Yan could truly tell him all about this haze, and then he could truly come out of it.
“As soon as you notice something uncomfortable, stop immediately.
We are not competing, we don't pay attention to this thing.
Our principle is to take your time and use the pace you feel most comfortable with.”
Shen Yan nodded slowly under Fang Yin's gaze.
“…and back to when I first entered college.
At that time, I never imagined that so many things would happen to me."
Having said this, Shen Yan laughed miserably.
When she first entered college, no one would have imagined that she would experience something like that later.
What's more, both she and the people around her thought that they would have a good start in life.
This was also her first time to leave home and study in such a far away place alone.