First of all, I'm really sorry. The update was interrupted yesterday. My 1,000 yuan for perfect attendance and several thousand yuan for the half-year bonus are gone! This is really not because I am too lazy to procrastinate, but it is the first time in my life that I have encountered such a situation.
Outrageous things.
I am a novel writer who turned into a novel myself, and I was really outraged to the point of breaking my guard! If you are interested, you can listen to what I am going to say next. If you are not interested, you can just stop reading and wait for my update in the afternoon.
Yesterday, a friend A of mine who I met in college came to me directly and told me that he wanted me to be a light bulb to help A and B's relationship.
I would never go there, but A said he was treating me to a treat, so I thought it would be fine to be alone and bored and have a meal for nothing. In fact, I am a nosy person and wanted to see what would happen.
What? I just said I would be back before nine o'clock. Three hours is enough for me to write out four thousand words after making an outline.
Then we made an appointment to meet at a subway entrance to eat at the food stall night market, which was more relaxed and atmospheric. Then I met with A first and asked him why he didn’t have anything on his tweed ring. He said 520 was everywhere today.
They were all flower sellers. I saw a lot of flower sellers standing on the roadside and didn't pay much attention.
We made a reservation, and then B came over. The three of us all knew each other, and I met B through A. The three of us, two men and one woman, started around the table.
Because I was losing weight, I ate less food, and then the three of us drank beer, the kind in Budweiser cans, which was very concentrated. I felt dizzy after drinking two or three bottles, and I ran to the toilet twice.
A hasn't made any move yet, so the three of them are talking about some serious matters, without any intention of expressing their feelings at all.
I was speechless. After drinking four cans, I couldn’t stand it anymore. I sent a WeChat message to ask A in person if he wanted to express his feelings. If he didn’t, I went back.
A said that he would wait for half an hour and wait for B to drink a few more bottles. Then he agreed and asked me to drink more.
I was really stunned, so I drank two more cans, and this time I was really drunk. When I got drunk, I forgot about updating the code, and I became much bolder, so I said in a daze, "Today is 520.
The three of us are all singles, so we might as well get together as a couple today."
I remember that B was a little surprised at the time, and then he laughed and said that he didn’t want to fall in love recently and was busy with other things. At this time, I was speechless. After drinking so much for a long time, it was impossible to do this, so I pressed B to say that he was a senior in college.
Haven't you really liked someone since last year? (B is a bit of a scumbag, just as scumbag as A. He can change his partner in one semester and doesn't cry every time he breaks up.)
In real universities, there is no such thing as changing partners within a few days and half a month. If there is, it can only be called a bed partner instead of a partner.
B was also dizzy, but he didn’t drink as much as I did, and he was still not very drunk. He said something that changed the subject. I really can’t remember it now.
At this time, A finally stood up, and then persuaded us to drink. Until the last meal was almost eight o'clock, there was no confession.
I was really out of my mind after B left. I usually feel a little dizzy after drinking three cans of Budweiser beer. Yesterday I drank seven or eight cans. I can’t remember whether it was seven or eight cans.
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Then I said I wanted to go home. I was a little drunk and crazy. My brain was really out of control. I ran to the shared bicycle, on the sidewalk, and next to the bus stop sign to drink like crazy. Then I ran to the flower bed at the subway entrance.
I didn't pay attention to how many cans he drank next to me, because I only paid attention to how many cans B and I drank. He pulled me and said he would send me back (the rental house I rented), and then I became dizzy.
I was so dizzy that I couldn't go back, but Wanda happened to be nearby. There was a 520 special event or something, so we went to watch the excitement.
In fact, I really don’t forget everything when I’m drunk. On the contrary, I may not have thought about anything I did when I was drunk. (For example, I once got drunk and danced some bass dance in the dormitory, and went to sleep with someone in the dormitory next door.
In bed... my brain really doesn't know what I'm doing) but I can definitely remember a rough idea after I wake up. I don't know if any of you have this situation.
I remember that I seemed to be laughing at him because A went to the sidewalk nearby and bought a bouquet of baby's breath and handed it to me in his hand. I laughed at him at that time and said that B had already left and he didn't want to buy it while he was here.
After the person is gone, you can use it again if you buy it.
I really didn’t think about anything at the time. I like to have fun, like Fantawild, rafting, mountain climbing, and often go to bars and discos in college. My personality is the most joyful among the crowd. I am the second in command of the atmosphere team (in my dormitory).
There is a big brother who has the best atmosphere, so I only dare to call him the second in command, but he has a good relationship with everyone.) I walked a few steps, stood there and stared for a while, and then I didn’t know when I had arrived at the hotel.
inside.
I was confused for a while. When I saw the round bed, I walked up and walked around it, saying that this was the first time I saw a round bed with my own eyes. Then I lay on the bed and rolled around a few times, and I didn't know when I fell asleep.
I really didn't know how to think at that time, I could only remember things and do whatever I wanted. And if I drank alcohol, I would almost never vomit it out, unless I drank to the limit and almost died.
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When I woke up the next morning, I couldn't open my eyes, so I rolled over on the bed, and then I met A. I was startled when I touched someone's body. I thought I was in my rental house, and then
I squinted one eye and looked at it. It was A. The key was that I was not wearing any clothes. I was not wearing any clothes either...
I was a little surprised. It took my brain a while to react before I remembered what happened yesterday. A also woke up. Then I thought that I and A just slept together last night.
I didn't speak at that time, my mind was still awake, and I was so sleepy that it was hard to open my eyes, so I lay down and continued sleeping without paying attention to A. As a result, A actually leaned over and hugged me. At this time, I felt something was wrong, so I didn't say anything.
Whether they are of the same gender or of different genders, it is already very wrong for two people to hug each other so intimately without clothes on early in the morning.
I turned around and lay down on the other side of the bed and continued to sleep. Unexpectedly, A came close to me again. I had already dozed off for most of the time, but when I woke up, I was very angry, so I said to A without opening my eyes, "
Get out of here."
However, A actually acted coquettishly towards me and said that he didn’t want to get out and just wanted to hug you.
I was shocked at this time, but the anger still dominated my brain when I got up. I immediately wanted to sit up and scold A. As a result, I turned over and fell directly onto the round bed. My head and feet didn’t touch the bed, and my waist was
I was pulled down from the bed, and the pain reached my waist.
My mind was clear at that time, and I was not thinking about the things in front of me, or being angry or anything like that. Instead, I suddenly remembered that it was dawn and I had stopped updating yesterday!
At this time, A became busy and wanted to help me, but both of us were naked, so the atmosphere was quite awkward.
When my mind came back, I saw the round bed and the bunch of blue gypsophila on the table next to me. For a moment, I seemed to understand everything. Then when I saw A's body, I immediately got up and looked for clothes.
It just fell on the hotel carpet and you could tell what happened at a glance.
I really felt ridiculous at the time, and there was no sense of romance at all. I let A go, and A looked at me while getting dressed. Neither of them said a word. The atmosphere was extremely awkward. Who had the energy to liven up the atmosphere at this time?
?
I kept silent the whole time, and A didn't say much either. He just said I was leaving when he closed the door before leaving.
I ignored them, and after the door slammed shut, I got up and went to the bathroom to look in the mirror. It was obvious that I was bitten by mosquitoes on my neck, with five bites. Then I recalled that I seemed to have done it last night.
I have a lot of dreams, but I just can’t remember what I dreamed about.
To be honest, this was the first time in my life that my guard was broken. I sat on the bed and thought about it for a long time. I have been confessed to by girls before, and even confessed to my roommate who revealed his sexual orientation during my senior year of high school.
It’s the first time I’ve done it on a mobile phone in real life, and it’s so thoughtful. I’m shocked and touched at the same time. It’s just a little complicated, and it’s really hard to describe.
After A left, my cell phone kept ringing. It was a message from A. He said a lot, but there were only a few sentences that made me more concerned. A said that he envied optimistic people like me, and A was that
This kind of person exudes negative emotions all day long, and his circle of friends are all emo, but he is well-off and has a heart that wants to play but dares not to play, so there is no shortage of candidates in a finance and economics school with an imbalanced male-female ratio like mine.
A also said that I took him to the bar for the first time, and that he felt a happy atmosphere for the first time. A lot of gossip, and also said that the second semester of junior year was the last time we broke up, and a lot of emo.
words.
I remember this quite clearly, because I was playing ranked Identity V in the dormitory at the time. A directly called me on WeChat and forced me to dissolve in ten seconds. My teammates said goodbye to save the tie, and even greeted my whole family after the game.
I remember very clearly, I opened the WeChat phone with a patient and angry look, and said angrily: "Hey, A, what are you doing?"
Then the other end of the phone said, "Ugh~, I...I broke up. I feel so uncomfortable. I feel like I'm going to die. Where are you?"
I was so angry at that time because partner A was very serious about buying an electric car, and we were discussing where to work and buy a house after graduation, and everyone in the family had already met.
I heard A cry, and while crying, I didn't dare to speak louder, asking where you were, and so on.
Then I went downstairs. From the sixth floor of the dormitory, I ran to the lobby on the first floor. In the laundry room, A was crying and washing his face. When he saw me, he came up and hugged me while crying and expressing a lot of negative emotions.
I was stunned for a moment, but I didn’t dare to speak harshly. At that time, there were a lot of news about college students breaking up and facing death, and I was really afraid that I had done something wrong that would make A excited and unthinkable.
I hugged A a little embarrassedly. It was the first time I hugged someone in public. I patted the shoulder to comfort him. Then he came over with a basin of clothes and scanned the QR code with my phone to wash the clothes in the washing machine. He kept looking at the two of us.
, my scalp is almost bulging out of embarrassment, the atmosphere contestants will be embarrassed too.
In short, I read them one by one with my mobile phone and withstood a lot of negative emotions from A. Although A is a good person in all aspects, he is just emo and exudes that kind of negative emotions all day long. This kind of person is in college
It’s really hard to get along in the dormitory, and the roommates in dormitory A are not in the same class, so I’m even more excluded. I’ve been to dormitory A a few times, and it doesn’t have the relaxed and comfortable feeling of doing whatever you want in the dormitory. I just feel that everyone is very different.
independent.
I remember that during the summer vacation of my sophomore or junior year, A also gave me a watch, which seemed to only cost a few hundred yuan. At that time, I had been working for two months during the summer vacation and bought a tram that cost more than 3,000 yuan just for this person, so he gave me a watch.
You know, at that time, I still laughed at A for being stingy. I even complained about some of these things in book club groups, and some old fans may know about them.
When I left the hotel just now, I paid a deposit of 100 for nothing when I checked out. Nowadays, most online bookings do not require a deposit. The deposit is only required when booking at the front desk.
When I came back, I walked to the river and threw it into the river little by little. Because there was a barbed wire fence on the bridge by the river, and the flowers were too big to throw away. There were quite a few couples on the roadside today.
, people kept looking at my strange behavior, so I threw all the flowers into the river without any hurry.
Now that I'm back home, my back hurts after walking for a while. I fell off the bed and slipped into my waist. It really hurts. I had lunch downstairs and bought a bottle of active oil and applied it on it. It feels better. I still don't feel it.
I thought I didn't reply to A's message because I was distressed that yesterday's perfect attendance was gone and thousands of dollars were gone. My relationship with A is still unknown. To be honest, I was really moved, but at the same time, I feel so sorry for this kind of thing.
His behavior after drinking was a little rude, and I really couldn't figure out how to continue being friends with A.
I will graduate at the end of this month. If everything goes well (the essay was criticized by the tutor for scribbling, and the defense will be a problem), then I will make up more chapters in June, and try to write more chapters of 5,000 words in June.
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Now I’d better lie down in bed and take a nap. I’ll start typing after a nap. Please forgive me for my interruption yesterday. It’s really not that I’m lazy...