When I returned to the dormitory, I saw Brother Dong naked except for his underwear. He was holding on to the iron floor of the dormitory and doing pull-ups again. Seeing me coming back, Brother Dong was so awesome that he did another pull-up. He said to me
"Six~~~son~~~"
"What are you doing?"
"Brother~~~Are you awesome~~" After saying that, another one sat down. Then, a "bang" was heard, and the guardrail on the outer edge of the bed that Brother Dong was holding on to fell down, followed by a "plop", and Dong
Brother Dong lay down on the ground and fell. It also affected the wounds on his body, causing Brother Dong to start rolling on the ground in pain. His face was filled with pain.
It made Bo Long and Fatty Tao laugh and laugh.
I said two words lightly, "Awesome." After saying that, I saw that there was nothing wrong with the bandage on Brother Dong's body. I walked to the balcony, picked up the cigarette, and lit it, thinking about Ziya.
, the more I think about it, the less human I am.
After staying outside for a long time, Bolong also came over. When he came to my side, he patted my shoulder and said, "Liu'er, what's wrong?"
I didn't look at Bo Long and breathed out slowly, "Ziya and I broke up."
"Break up?" Bolong grabbed my shoulders and pulled me in front of him. "What did you say?"
"Ziya and I broke up." I continued.
"How do you say we broke up just because we broke up? There were no signs at all."
"What sign do you want?"
"Ziya will be very sad."
I sighed, "You know how the two of us got along well in the beginning. After such a long time, I found that I couldn't fall in love with her at all. I just cared about her like a sister and took care of her. To her, besides
The instinctive reaction between a man and a woman really has nothing to do with love."
"Idiot, you are saying this now. You have slept with me for so many nights. Why are you saying this now? I already know that Ziya must still be a virgin. You are so inhumane." Bolong was very serious.
said.
"I haven't touched her."
"Don't fart."
"I swear, what I said is true, I did not have sex with her."
Bo Long was a little disbelieving, "Really not?"
I nodded, "In those days, I came back to sleep because it was really uncomfortable to hold her to sleep at night without being able to touch her, so I couldn't sleep well at night. I couldn't sleep well at night, and I had to accompany her the next day.
After a tiring day at the park, I still couldn’t sleep well at night. On the third day, I had to go hiking with her. That’s why I was so tired when I came back that night. In fact, the two of us hadn’t done anything for so long.
Yes, just a few kisses on the mouth."
Bo Long smiled and took out a cigarette. "You have some humanity, otherwise, if you just give up on Ziya, I think even my wife and Shanshan will never be done with you."
“Am I pretty bad?”
"It's okay. Compared to me, you're far behind." Bo Long also leaned on the railing and looked at the night sky outside.
"What’s wrong with you?"
Bo Long touched his head, "When I was in high school, I chased a girl. In order to sleep with her, I coaxed her to drink. She drank too much, and then we slept with another girl. I was with her.
It was agreed, discussed, and done, but she was always afraid that in order to satisfy my own selfish desires, I coaxed her to drink alcohol and then go to bed. Haha, those things you said you did, you did with me.
In comparison, am I more fucked up and more shameless?"
"real or fake."
"Really, we are brothers, I don't need to lie to you." Bolong looked at me, "Besides, the second woman I just told you was the daughter-in-law of one of my former brothers. They broke up. I don't know why.
What happened was that I hooked up with this woman, and as a result, the two of us were very unhappy because of this woman. Now, we have no contact with each other. We were once a life-long friendship."
"Where's that woman?"
"The woman later felt sorry for my brother and left me again. I didn't lose anything. I just gained an extra partner to sleep with. But my brother was gone."
"You still have such a history."
Bo Long patted my shoulder, "Liuer, in fact, no one can say for sure about the relationship between men and women, and no one can control their own feelings. Let me ask you, in such a big life, who dares to say that he has never done something embarrassing?
Have you ever done shitty things, or done very despicable things? No one dares to say that. These are some processes that people must go through to grow up. If you think about it, it doesn’t really matter. How old are we?
In high school, there were a bunch of 16 and 17-year-old kids. Who would think so much? Who would consider so much? They just wanted to be happy and carefree about life, and would not care about other people's feelings. Including
My parents, most of them, have hurt others and been hurt by others. This is called life. It’s just that you can do fucked-up things once in a while, but you can’t fuck up all the time. If you fuck up all the time, it’s true.
He's a bastard, hopeless."
"Then tell me, how should I make up for Ziya."
"Actually, when Ziya calms down and thinks about it carefully, she shouldn't hate you anymore, because after all, you haven't done anything to her. You have taken enough care of her these days, playing with her, fetching her water, and buying food.
You made her happy, you did so much for her, and you didn't have sex with her. For this reason, she shouldn't hate you."
I smiled and said, "That's from the perspective of us men. For a woman, your obedience and thoughtfulness to her will never be worth the harm a lie can do to her."
"You quite understand, do you regret it?"
I thought for a while and then shook my head, "Actually, I'm doing very well now. I was never a good person. I was just a gangster. If it had been the way I did in high school, I would have had a relationship with Ziya long ago.
, I can control myself now, do you think this is an improvement?"
"It's okay." Bo Long smiled, "I hope Ziya won't be too sad."
"Probably not. Even if she is sad, it should be a quick thing. We haven't been together for a long time, and nothing has happened. She is just a little dependent on me, that's all."
Bo Long patted my back and smiled, "If you are not a poisonous person, you are not a husband, and you are aspiring to do whatever you want. Even if we have a relationship, so what. Be open-minded, don't be so low-key. Don't be so dull. To put it harshly, a woman
That’s it, isn’t it?”
I turned my head sharply and glanced at Bo Long. Looking at Bo Long's sunny smile, I suddenly felt that he was a little strange.
"Okay, okay, don't think so much. It's been a long time, brothers. I feel really uncomfortable seeing you like this."
I smiled and said, "Okay, you go back. I'll be quiet by myself."
Bolong said "Yeah", turned around and returned to the dormitory. In the dormitory, within a short time, he heard Bolong yelling, "Hukoudong, I will fuck your uncle."
"Fuck your grandma, Bolong."
"Ouch."
"Be gentle, fuck your mother."
I smiled helplessly, thinking about these people, and took out my phone. I found Xiyu's number and called it again. As a result, the phone was still turned off. I thought about sending Xiyu a message and telling her that I
The truth with Ziya, but the text messages were edited, but I hesitated. If I were Xi Yu, would I believe the words of a person who had deceived her countless times like Wang Yue? Don’t explain it, I will always say it here
Unclear. Facing the quiet night sky, the corners of his mouth raised.
The phone vibrated. I took a look and saw that the message was from Nuan Nuan. There was only one word, afraid. I ignored Nuan Nuan and put the phone into my clothes, thinking about Xi Yu’s innocent and lovely smile and Xi Yu’s hug.
Holding my arm, she sweetly called me my sixty-sixth husband, thinking of Xi Yu nestling in my arms and falling asleep in my arms. I laughed again, and even though I laughed again, I still didn’t know why I was laughing anymore, and my tears
My eyes are still wet, and I have only now discovered that I love Xiyu so much. I have a numb habit of holding a cigarette in my mouth, with a sad face, looking at the starry sky at night, and my bald smiling face, as if I was hanging high.
In the night sky. He curled his lips and said, "Brother, you're not sleeping yet at this time. I miss you."
I took a few puffs of the cigarette and spit out the remaining half of it. When I was about to reach out to take out the cigarette, someone stuffed one into my mouth. I turned around and saw Brother Dong, who was smiling and gave it to me.
It's lit.
"Brother Dong."
"Did you break up with Ziya?"
I nodded, "Yeah, we're divided."
"That's good. Since you don't like her, there's nothing wrong with breaking up as soon as possible. From what Bo Long said, you don't seem to have done anything sorry for her or have a relationship with her, right?"
"Well, I just can't fall in love with you."
"Why can't you fall in love?"
"I don't know, I just can't fall in love."
Brother Dong stretched out his hand and wiped the corners of my eyes, "Liu'er, tell me, what kind of past did you have?"
I smiled and said, "Brother Dong, what's wrong?"
"Why do you always like to live in the past and memories."
"I don't."
"Still quibbling" Brother Dong also lit up a cigarette, "I have discovered you not just once. In the dead of night, you like to cry. Since you don't love Ziya, you will definitely not be sad for Ziya. At most,
That means you feel a little guilty. You are indeed sad. What exactly are you sad about?"
I listened to Brother Dong's words and fell silent. I really didn't know what to say.
"Okay," Brother Dong continued, "No matter how sad you are, listen to my Hukou Dong's words, any sadness in this world is in vain. Without regret medicine, you can't go back to anything. You can be sad for a while, but
You must not be sad for the rest of your life. You still have your life. Tomorrow will still be beautiful. My brothers will always be by your side." After Brother Dong finished speaking, he smiled and said, "Be happy, there will be more days ahead. Ziya is no longer
Now, isn’t there still that five-hundred-year-old beauty? You can keep trying.” After Brother Dong said that, he turned around and went back. Suddenly, I felt that Brother Dong was also very strange.
Not long after, I heard the sound of Bo Long and Brother Dong fighting inside again.
I shook my head. Everyone is the same. They are no longer strangers. It’s just that I have changed. I am no longer the carefree Wang Yue that I used to be. I only live my mood and not my life. I really want to
I want to be as carefree and smile at everything as before. However, I find that I really can’t do it anymore. Why.
Suddenly she remembered what Brother Dong said and the text messages on her phone. Nuannuan said she was afraid.
