"Xiao Mei and Xue Weize are engaged." Lin Ran smiled at me. "After graduation, Xiao Mei went to Xue Weize's house to find Xue Weize. I don't know what the final situation of the two of them was like. In short, the two of them were engaged.
, the two of us will get married next year, and Xiaomei will marry in Xue Weize's village."
"Xue Weize didn't tell us."
Lin Ran smiled, "Xue Weize gave up on Xiaomei for you before, and now the two of you are engaged and about to get married. Do you think he won't give up on you for Xiaomei in the same way? Xiaomei and you guys,
They are irreconcilable. Now that the two of them are getting engaged, you should understand the rest."
I smiled and said, "Okay, that's great."
"I guess you haven't contacted each other for such a long time, right?"
I shook my head, "Of course not."
Lin Ran looked at me, "That sister Jing in your class is being taken care of."
"Where's the curved sword?"
"Qu Jian broke up with Sister Jing after you graduated. He was tired of Sister Jing. Moreover, Sister Jing went to a private university elsewhere. Now, she met a middle-aged man there and worked as a mistress.
Someone bought her a car and drove it back a while ago. We met on the street, so we chatted. She said that the man would buy her a house during the Chinese New Year. After buying it, she would leave that man.
, I don’t know what she thinks, but she has left that city now anyway.”
"Where are the others?"
Lin Ran smiled and said, "I don't know anything anymore. I don't want to say anything anymore."
"Actually, you still hide a lot of things from me."
"Perhaps those are what you want to know the most. If you have the intention, you will know it, but now that I think about it, it is not necessary. After all, everything has happened. I have reached this point today and there is no way I can go back.
Went back."
"Come back and I will marry you."
"Why do you marry me?"
I turned around and said, "What do you mean?"
"You own a house, a car, and a job, and you worry about a few hundred dollars every month. What kind of life do you want me to follow you through? Are you going to beg?"
I was stunned.
Lin Ran reached out and held my face, "Liuliu, don't blame me for speaking harshly. What kind of society is it now? Look at the little girls in high school and junior high school nowadays. They smoke, drink, fight. Gays, open rooms with men, and everything else."
It doesn't matter, I don't care about anything. Nowadays, every generation is more liberal and happier. Here we have a 16-year-old girl who goes to school during the day and looks 15 or 16. She puts on makeup at night. When she gets here, she looks
I look like I am in my 20s, making money and saving money. Of course, such a career is not good, but I am so young. At least I have seen many things clearly. You said something very good before, this society has milk
The one who is rich is not necessarily the mother, but the one who is rich must be the father. Look at yourself now. You live in a society like this. You are already an adult, and you still only think about having fun. In school, you still
You fight with people all the time, your shabby school is not called a university, and there is really nothing worth going to. Let me tell you something you don’t like to hear. If it weren’t for Lin Yifei, when would you be able to afford to go to such a place?
Come for one night, take a shower and scrub for a tip plus a night package, two thousand yuan, which is equivalent to a month's salary for an ordinary person. Have you ever thought about this? Liuliu, think about how to make money. You are not a child anymore, so don't talk.
If you say you want to marry me, first of all, my current body is no longer worthy of you. Whether you care or not, I will only marry a man who does not know my past. Only in this way will I feel at ease. I and him
Live a good life and be as happy as ever. Secondly, Liuliu. I hope you will be more mature and marry whatever you want. Don’t think about things like naked marriages and don’t believe that the foundation of love is not based on money. The only thing in this life is
The time when you can have true love without money is the time when you were in school. You have already missed it. Liuliu, think carefully about what I said. Liuliu, I, Lin Ran, have never done anything sorry for you in my whole life.
, Xiyu's matter doesn't count. Besides, I don't think I'm sorry for you because of her. I just want to tell you, Liuliu, it's time to wake up. If you continue to hang around like this, what's the way out? You have no backing.
In two years, you graduate from college and have accomplished nothing. Look, at that time, which woman will be willing to live with you wholeheartedly? Think about it carefully. If you are not young, everything will change. You need to be more mature.
Do you understand? Even if you mess around, you still have to make money. You can’t play like this for a lifetime, are you right?”
I looked at Lin Ran, feeling a little depressed. I was speechless after being refuted by her. I lay on the bed.
Lin Ran sat aside, "In the future, when you have money, you will have everything. Believe me. Liuliu. Think about this carefully."
I thought about what Lin Ran said and was silent for a long time. "You have changed."
"Everyone is changing, Liuliu, do you remember that phone call I made to you? I said goodbye to Liuliu, goodbye to the world, Liuliu, you are my world. If you leave me, I will never leave you again."
There is no possibility of turning back. Now that I have reached this point, I don’t blame anyone. I can only blame me for trusting men too easily. It is all my fault and has nothing to do with anyone. I don’t blame you."
I shook my head, "Why do you have to choose this path?"
"I need money. In this business, I can get a lot of money. I can't give my feelings to anyone. In this business, I don't need feelings. Haha." Lin Ran's eyes turned red. "I remember, when we were children, we cried
We laughed when we cried. Now, when we grow up, we laugh when we laugh."
I put out my arms and hugged Lin Ran, "I know you are wronged, so cry."
Lin Ran just grabbed my back, digging his fingernails deeply into my flesh, and finally cried bitterly.
Just like that, after crying for a long time, Lin Ran got up and slowly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, "Liuliu, I'll find someone else for you. I'll call you my sister, who suits your type.
.”
I smiled "Are you canceling me?"
"Isn't it a pity that one person spends nearly two thousand yuan a night and does nothing?"
"Why did you break up Xiyu and me?" I suddenly asked Lin Ran.
Lin Ran stood up, "Because Xiyu and Mowan broke us up. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't be on this road of no return. Look at me now, and then look at them now.
, is there any comparison?”
"It's just that you don't want to go back, it's not that you have no way to go back."
Lin Ran smiled and said, "I can't go back. You don't understand this. Liuliu, don't ask me anything anymore. I'm leaving."
"Don't go." I stretched out my hand to hold Lin Ran. "Where are you going?"
"I'll get you a new one."
"No, let me hold you and sleep one more night."
Lin Ran's body trembled slightly, he raised his head and looked at me, his eyes sparkling with tears.
We didn't do anything that night, because I had no thoughts at all. I didn't even have the thoughts to sleep. Lin Ran seemed really tired. He lay in my arms and fell asleep within a few minutes. I was very tired.
I feel sorry for the woman in my arms. Suddenly, I feel like I have returned to Shihu, who we just met six years ago. Time is really scary. In the blink of an eye, such a long time has passed. I didn’t expect that Lin Ran would
Go this way.
Only then did I carefully observe the room. There was only a bed and a bedside table, and nothing else. The room was really well decorated. Suddenly, I felt as if I was lying down at Chen Yang's house.
Chenyang was our brother in high school. We didn’t live in the dormitory at that time, but lived in his house, which had four bedrooms and two living rooms. Huixu, Chenyang, Xiaochao, and I, the four of us, each had a room.
Lived for three years.
Now, Chen Yang and his wife, the bald man's sister, are away from home and attending a private university together. They haven't contacted each other for a long time. The relationship they had at the beginning has gradually faded unconsciously. They are a little confused about their future.
, I don’t know when I fell asleep. There were no windows in the house, and there was no other way to determine the time except looking at my phone.
Lin Ran got up very early the next morning. I was sleeping when I felt the person next to me moving.
I turned my head, and Lin Ran looked at me with his eyes open, blinking in a daze, as if he had been there many years ago.
"Liu Liu, I have to get up early, or else Lin Yifei and the others will see me soon, and things will be in trouble."
I reached out and touched Lin Ran's face, "Stop doing this here, okay?"
Lin Ran smiled and said, "I can't look back, Liuliu, I wish you happiness."
"Do you look at me happy?"
"You will be happy."
I was lying on the bed, and Lin Ran took out a box of Great China from his bag and handed it to me, "Smoke it, it's your favorite before."
"Why don't you buy this?"
"It was given to me by a customer last time."
I don't know why, my hand twitched, but I didn't pick it up after all.
Lin Ran smiled, "You say you don't mind, and you don't mind in your heart. In the final analysis, it is your rational compensation for my apology. I don't need it, Liuliu, I wish you happiness, Liuliu, goodbye, world
,goodbye."
Lin Ran stood up and put on his work clothes very skillfully. He didn't wear any underwear. He just wore his work clothes, carried his bag, called the front desk, opened the door, and went out.
After I watched Lin Ran go out, I felt very confused and complicated. Once again, everything felt like a dream, so unbelievable. But things really happened to me. I really couldn't accept it.
But we have to accept it and face it.
I opened the door to my room, walked downstairs, and went to the lounge on the second floor. There were many people inside.
The waiter looked at me and said, "Sir, do you need a massage?"
I shook my head. I found a sofa, lay down, and watched the movie playing on the big screen at the front. The movie was quite old-fashioned, it was Fa Ge's God of Gamblers, a movie I had watched since elementary school, and now
After all these years, there are still people playing it.
When it was almost noon, the waiter came over and looked at me, "Sir, are you on the 18th?"
I looked at the cards in my hand and nodded, "What's wrong?"
"Your friend is looking for you in the bath on the first floor."
After I nodded and said "thank you", I went downstairs, put my clothes aside, looked at the familiar faces in the pool, and got out of the pool with a smile.
I bit my lip hard, but I saw nothing, knew nothing, and remembered nothing. It was just a dream.
