"Why doesn't she let me turn around? Why is her identity so weird? Why is she always afraid that I will dislike her? Why does Ruan Hongling say she is a witch?"
There was a rumble in Li Yundong's mind. Countless thoughts rushed through him at this moment, and finally turned into one thought: So Su Chan is really a vixen?
Why didn’t I think of it after thinking about it so much?
Li Yundong stared straight at the fluffy fox tail. He opened his mouth. There were countless things he wanted to say in his mind, but the words were stuck in his throat and he couldn't say a word.
Su Chan also stared blankly at Li Yundong, her expression horrified and frightened: what she had been concealing had finally been discovered, he finally discovered that he was a wild fox, and he finally discovered that he had been hiding from him and deceiving him!
Yundong...why don't you just listen to me and don't look back?
Su Chan looked at Li Yundong infatuatedly, feeling as if she had been pricked by needles. She mustered up her courage and said in a trembling voice: "Yundong..."
Li Yundong woke up from a dream and suddenly raised his head. He couldn't turn around for a while and looked at Su Chan blankly. For a moment, he didn't know how to face this vixen who lived with him day and night, lingering day and night.
After all, humans and monsters are different. Li Yundong subconsciously took a step back and stammered: "I, I..."
Li Yundong's overwhelmed expression and subconscious actions were like a cruel and sharp knife, tearing into pieces Su Chan's soft and sensitive heart.
"He despises me, he despises me!" Su Chan's head went blank with a buzzing sound. Her heart seemed to be grabbed and squeezed hard, making her so sad that she couldn't breathe!
Li Yundong's mind was in chaos. He stared blankly at Su Chan, and Su Chan stared blankly at him. The two looked at each other, but the familiar sight suddenly seemed so unfamiliar.
Li Yundong became more and more panicked under Su Chan's sad eyes. He glanced at the blood on Su Chan's chest and hurriedly found an excuse to hide in the bathroom: "I, I, I'll get you a towel..."
Li Yundong rushed into the bathroom, holding his hands in front of the sink. It seemed that without using any force to hold on, his body would fall down softly. This boy, who had amazing powers when he fought with Lin You, now felt that his whole body was covered with blood.
It was as if his strength was suddenly taken away from him.
He was confused, he was frightened, he was at a loss.
Li Yundong turned on the faucet, let the water flow, and then rinsed his face with cold water again and again, as if this would allow him to face this familiar stranger.
"I, what should I do?" Ruan Hongling's harsh words could not help but echo in Li Yundong's mind.
Don’t you know that the woman you are holding in your arms is a vixen? Aren’t you afraid that she will suck away your yang energy and squeeze you into a human being in the future? Don’t you know that human beings and monsters have different paths and cannot coexist, and those who violate it are disobedient to heaven.
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In the past, Li Yundong would have simply dismissed such words as farts, but when he saw Su Chan's exposed fox tail with his own eyes, how could he not believe these things anymore?
Li Yundong grabbed his head hard and kept spinning in the bathroom like a trapped beast. He kept talking to himself: "Why didn't she tell me earlier? Why did she hide it from me? Is she really like Ruan Hongling?
As you said, do you want to drain my yang energy?"
"Calm down, calm down..." Li Yundong kept saying to himself in his mind. He patted his cheek hard, raised his head, looked at himself in the mirror on the sink, and whispered to himself, "
Li Yundong, don't think too much. Su Chan didn't tell you because she was worried that you would despise her and that you wouldn't want her. Think about it, has she ever harmed you? Has she ever despised you, a useless waste? That's right.
, you go ask her, Su Chan will tell you!"
Li Yundong paid attention, his eyes gradually became firm, and his expression became much more natural. When he walked out of the door, he took a deep breath and showed a gentle smile on his face: "Su Chan, you..."
But before Li Yundong finished speaking, he saw that the hotel was empty, the bed was empty, and the room was empty!
At this moment, Li Yundong's heart felt empty, as if he had lost his soul!
"She, she's gone?" Li Yundong's eyes widened, and he stood there as if he had been hit by a restraining spell, motionless. The smile on his face froze in an instant, and his heart fell into an icy valley.
People only know how precious something is when they lose it.
"Su Chan!" Li Yundong felt cold all over, and suddenly realized that he had made an unforgivable mistake!
"She is so sensitive and so afraid that she will dislike her. Even when she was seriously injured, she did not forget to repeat this to herself, but why can't she think of this! Where will she go? Where can she go?" Li Yundong
The more he thought about it, the more frightened he became. He was so worried that he didn't know what to say or what to do. It was as if the sky was dark and the earth was dark at this moment.
Li Yundong panicked around the room and found that Su Chan didn't take anything with her when she left, and the pink piggy bank was lying on the corner of the bed, motionless.
"Humph, now all your money is in my hands. Uncle, you have to listen to the little girl!" The little girl seemed to be smiling in front of her, and then she stuffed the key stupidly.
Into the piggy bank.
Li Yundong raised his head and tried not to let his tears flow down. But in the hazy eyes of his tears, he clearly saw the little girl pulling tightly on the corner of his clothes. Even though he was seriously injured, he still managed to smile to himself: "
I'm afraid that one day you will take away the piggy bank and no longer want me. I, I can still use the money to find you..."
Li Yundong's lips trembled, tears welled up quickly, and he murmured: "The little girl will not leave me, she will not leave me, by the way, she must have gone home..."
When Li Yundong thought of this, he rushed out the door immediately, hailed a taxi after leaving the hotel, and went straight to his and the little girl's home.
"She must be here, she must be here, she has no place to go..." Li Yundong kept comforting himself, his eyes were red and he was worried.
After finally arriving at Hongsheng New District, Li Yundong rushed out of the car without even paying for the ride. The driver poked his head out of the car and cursed him as if he hadn't heard it.
Li Yundong rushed into his home, opened the door, and shouted: "Su Chan!"
His voice spread out in the room, but there was no echo. There was only broken glass on the floor, withered everywhere.
Li Yundong felt cold in his heart, and his hands and feet couldn't help but tremble. He searched from room to room, shouting Su Chan's name loudly in every room, as if Su Chan would look like him in the next second.
Like this, he suddenly appeared behind him.
"Then why did you talk again later? Were you not afraid of being discovered at that time?"
Li Yundong couldn't help but think of the little girl's voice and smile again in his mind.
"Because I was afraid that you were worried about me. When I saw you couldn't find me, I felt very sad, so I couldn't hold it back for a moment, so..."
The little girl's eyes were full of coquettishness and hidden worry at that time. She was afraid that she would leave her behind, and she would rather expose herself than make Li Yundong worried.
"Fool, where are you?" Li Yundong's eyes were filled with tears. He raised his head and sighed, muttering to himself.
Li Yundong stood blankly in the spacious living room, like a solidified stone statue. He clearly remembered that a stubborn girl shouted loudly to a group of indifferent people and a philistine charter woman: "Li Yundong is the best person in this world."
The person who treats me best will definitely become a great hero in the future! I will never leave him!"
He still clearly remembers the little girl throwing herself in his arms, crying her heart out, and swearing while crying: "I believe you will become a great hero sooner or later, I just believe it!"
What Li Yundong can't forget is that a beautiful girl who is all over the country pointed at him and said decisively to a wealthy man, full of confidence: "You must remember his name, his name is Li Yundong, he is my partner. Although now
He is an unknown person, but I guarantee you that within two years, his name will be famous all over the world! At that time, he could do everything you could do without any effort, but what he could do was...
But you can never do it!"
Thinking about it, Li Yundong couldn't help but burst into tears: Li Yundong, Li Yundong, you are really the most ungrateful person in the world. You actually suspect that Su Chan will harm yourself! She treats you like this, but you treat her like this? Your conscience
Were they all eaten by dogs?
Regret and pain, memories and longing rushed in like a raging tide, instantly drowning Li Yundong, leaving him so heartbroken that he couldn't breathe and trembled all over.
Standing in this spacious and empty living room, the home that used to be warm and bright is now cold and dim. One scene after another can't help but replay in Li Yundong's mind. Every bit of life is like thousands of thin threads that tightly bind him.
Being tied up and entangled, he finally understood something.
Even if she is a vixen, so what? Are her daily laughter, lingering love, and sweet love all fake? Is her sincerity towards him also fake?
"Su Chan, where are you! I don't care who you are, I only know that you are my little girl, the girl who will never change, come back soon!!!" Li Yundong suddenly shouted, his voice was passionate and sad, and it spread out
Far, far, far away.
However, Su Chan's voice never sounded here.
Li Yundong was almost desperate. He rushed out the door crazily and ran around like a headless fly on the street, shouting Su Chan's name everywhere, like a trapped beast or a madman, and all passers-by looked at him sideways.
He didn't know how long he had been looking for it, but Li Yundong suddenly remembered something. He suddenly stood still on the street, his eyes suddenly getting brighter and brighter, and then he suddenly sprinted towards a certain place.
"Yes, she must be there, she must be there!" Li Yundong shouted loudly, like a hysterical madman.
Su Chan turned into a ray of blue light and left the hotel. When she appeared, she found herself standing on an unfamiliar street, surrounded by surging crowds and noisy traffic. The tall buildings looked so stern and indifferent.
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Just now, Su Chan just wanted to escape from that place and avoid Li Yundong's eyes that gave her nowhere to hide, but she didn't know where she was going or where she could go.
Su Chan stood blankly on the street, and suddenly realized that she was helpless and had no place to go. She was alone. The world was so big, but she had nowhere to go.
The little girl regretted it. She wanted to go back, but she thought of what Li Yundong said to herself before: "Don't hide anything from me in the future, otherwise I will dislike you!"
The little girl couldn't help but shed tears: "He found out that I have been cheating on him, he dislikes me, he doesn't want me anymore! No one will love or care about my little girl anymore!"
Thinking of this, the little girl couldn't help but burst into tears. She wiped away the tears as she walked alone. She didn't know where she was going, so she just walked aimlessly on the street.
Unconsciously, Su Chan suddenly found herself in the amusement park she had been to with Li Yundong before. She didn't even know how the guard at the gate let her in.
Seeing these familiar scenes, Su Chan shed tears more and more, causing the crowd around her to look at her.
Su Chan didn't want these people to see her cry, so she hid in the grass alone. It wasn't until the crowd slowly left and there was no one around that she got out and walked alone to the huge space shuttle.
In front of the landing gear, I sat on it.
It was already late at night, the moon and stars were sparse, the surroundings were quiet and pitch black, and the little girl's petite figure looked particularly lonely sitting in the seat.
Su Chan hugged the hard and cold armrest, as if hugging Li Yundong's arm. She raised her head and stared blankly at the starry sky. The stars in the sky seemed to have turned into pictures.
It’s all about the daily life of myself and Li Yundong.
"There will never be anyone so kind to me again..." The little girl unknowingly burst into tears. She kept sobbing, and a heartbreaking pain made her feel as if the world had collapsed.
Li Yundong rushed to the amusement park and headed straight for the space shuttle. He stared straight at the space shuttle. He ran closer and closer, and the more he ran, the more nervous he became. He couldn't imagine what would happen if he didn't find the little girl here.
, what will happen to him?
But when he ran closer, Li Yundong suddenly saw a familiar figure sitting on the landing gear of the space shuttle, so lonely and pitiful, so lovable!
"It's her, my little girl!" Li Yundong felt a kind of extreme joy that was about to explode from his chest, and he couldn't help but step forward quickly.
But after running a few steps, Li Yundong couldn't help but stop again. He stepped forward gently and slowly, as if he was afraid of scaring away this sensitive and fragile girl, or threatening to take away his beloved girl.
Li Yundong walked quietly behind Su Chan and heard Su Chan wiping her tears while muttering to herself: "Uncle, I miss you. I didn't mean to deceive you. I..."
Li Yundong didn't wait for her to finish speaking, and couldn't help but said with excitement in his heart: "I know, I am here, and I miss you too!"
Su Chan's body trembled violently, and she subconsciously wanted to turn her head to look at Li Yundong behind her, but she resisted. She didn't dare. She was afraid that she would see those frightened and disgusted eyes again when she turned around.
Su Chan leaned forward slightly, wanting to escape quickly, but her attachment and love for Li Yundong wrapped around her tightly like a vine, preventing her from escaping.
The little girl was shocked and happy. She was trembling all over, like a frightened little sheep.
Li Yundong stood behind Su Chan. He did not dare to reach out and hug him, for fear of scaring the panicked little girl away. His voice was slightly trembling and he said: "Little girl, don't run away, listen to me. I don't dislike you.
Really! Do you still remember what I told you? No matter what, you are my little girl, have you forgotten? "
Su Chan turned around tremblingly, her pretty face covered with crystal tears, and she said in a trembling voice: "You really don't dislike me? I will only cause trouble for you, and I can't help you. I'm still just a person."
You’re a vixen that everyone hates in the spiritual world, don’t you dislike me?”
Li Yundong nodded vigorously, with tears rolling down his face. While crying, he said with a smile: "Aren't I also a useless college student with no money and no car? Look, I can't give you anything, even if you want to buy clothes.
Buy, don’t you dislike me too?”
Su Chan stared at Li Yundong with tearful eyes, her lips trembling slightly.
Li Yundong wiped his tears and continued with a smile: "Didn't you say you would stay with me and watch me become a great person? How could you forget it? It doesn't matter whether you are a vixen or not. What matters is,
I like you, do you like me?"
Su Chan couldn't bear it any longer, and threw herself into Li Yundong's arms, hugged his waist tightly with both hands, and howled loudly, crying so heart-breakingly that she cried in confusion: "Uncle,
Don't dislike the little girl, she will be good!"
Li Yundong felt so full in his heart, sour and sweet at the same time. He held back his tears, and while stroking the little girl's head, he said, "No, I won't dislike you!"
After saying that, he hugged the little girl tightly, as if he was afraid that Su Chan in his arms would disappear in the next second.
The most painful thing in the world is that you don't know how to cherish some precious things, and you don't know the pain until you lose them.
And the most wonderful thing in the world is when you lose something you cherish so much, and when you are in pain and despair, it comes back to you and is lost and found again.
Li Yundong hugged the little girl and felt that the world suddenly became so wide and the starry sky became so clear. It seemed that with her, he had everything, the whole world, and the next second would be the end of the world.
When I went home this evening, I found that I suddenly couldn't connect to the Internet, and there was no sound from the phone at home. I called 1oooo and said that I would send a technician to repair it. I didn't see anyone coming until 10:30, so I had to go there with a USB flash drive.
I’m updating from the internet cafe, it’s a little late, everyone, I’m sorry~
Although there are two updates today, they are actually big chapters, with more than 9,000 words updated, which is the same amount as the usual three updates~