Suddenly I didn't dare to look at her. My heart was filled with apologies for her. I subconsciously looked out the window. There was air conditioning condensing on the window. It was very quiet outside with almost no one. Brother Wang was smoking outside. I don't know. cold or not,
"Why don't you look at me? Are you tired of listening to me?"
I heard Xiyu's words, I turned my head and looked at her, "No, how could I bother you? I owe you."
"What do you owe me? Haha, it turns out you know what you owe me."
"I owe you my feelings, I owe you my love"
"You always say you owe me, then you should pay it back. Don't keep saying it, but there is one more thing. Can you afford to pay it back? Do you dare to pay it back?" Xi Yu's voice wavered a little,
I shook my head and took a deep breath: "I don't know what I should say. I'm just full of guilt for you. You make me feel bad. Seriously, don't do this again."
Xiyu looked at me and replied: "When you talk like this, with this tone, and with such ambiguous eyes, are you trying to seduce me, haha."
I glanced at her but didn't reply, just fell silent.
"I know that when you encounter something you don't want to talk about, you will hide, evade, change the subject, and remain silent. This is the kindest way for you to deal with such things. Haha, should I thank you?"
"Can it not be like this?"
"Okay, if I don't do this, can you take off my boots? To be honest, my feet are so cold that they are numb from the cold. I was outside just now and kicked myself on the ground for a long time. I still want to have a sports meeting. , they say that exercise can generate heat, but I didn’t find it, and it’s getting colder and colder. I’m wearing socks, but I didn’t expect them to work. If I had known better, I would have worn more pairs of socks, haha.”
"Your body is your own, you must protect it well, or you will get sick, it's not worth it."
"What's not worth it? If you get sick, you'll feel guilty for being such a hypocrite, and you'll still go to the hospital to accompany me, haha."
"I'm a little uncomfortable with you always talking like this. After all, we are still young, Xiaoyu, and our days will be very long in the future."
"How old am I? I'm not yet 18. You tortured me so much that I matured so early. My brother and my parents all said that I matured very early. Haha, why did I mature so early? Because I know you matured too early, haha. So I tried my best to think about a lot of things that I should not think about at my age, and I also did the same things. After working hard for a long time, people around me finally recognized that I was precocious, so we are a good match."
After listening to her words, I really didn't know what to say. I just followed her words mechanically, squatted down, and took off her boots for her, revealing a pair of small feet. They were still swinging back and forth. I raised my head, Seeing her sweet smile, I felt sour, then I lifted her feet to the bed, took off her clothes at the same time, put her feet inside my T-shirt, put them on my stomach, and then looked around , found my cotton-padded jacket, turned around and took my cotton-padded jacket to cover her legs, wrapping up her legs. After doing this, I bent down and hugged her legs, "Like this, Will it be very warm?"
"Can it be warmer?"
"Isn't this okay?"
Xiyu shook his head, "It's still cold."
"Then wait a minute." After saying that, I stood up and looked around, wondering if there was anything I could use to keep warm. Finally, I found a finished can in the corner of the table. I was very happy and took two steps. I went over to pick it up, and then went to the back room to rinse it. After I came out, I took the thermos, filled it with hot water, screwed the lid on, and shook it up and down. I wiped the water outside with my T-shirt. I turned to look at Xi Yu and smiled at her. I took the bottle over, lifted up my clothes, put the bottle at her feet, and then wrapped her clothes around him without putting it on my belly. , after wrapping it up, I took a small mattress from the bed and put it on her.
"Now, please warm up. You will be fine in a while." After I finished speaking, I looked at her and smiled.
Xiyu looked at me motionlessly as I finished everything: "You are really considerate and considerate enough. You are much warmer now. Haha, you finally smiled. It's not easy. You have been like this all night." He looked like he was about to die, and now he’s smiling, why?”
"No why"
"Don't you dare say it anymore?"
"No, really no reason"
"You smiled because you found something for me to keep warm, right? Or, you feel like you've made up for your debt to me, and you still like me a little bit, haha."
I looked up at her and didn't answer. After a moment of silence, Xiyu pushed me, "Why, I don't dare to admit it anymore. You don't have to keep doing this. Just tell me, you won't die. My heart is broken." It will also be warmer, at least it won’t be so cold, right?”
After I listened, I didn't say anything. After a few seconds, Xiyu pushed me again, "I want you to lie to me now and make me happy. You won't do it anyway."
"I don't want to lie to you anymore. Really, I don't want to lie to you anymore."
"You have lied to me a lot. When I didn't let you lie, when I didn't want you to lie, when I trusted you the most, you lied to me as hard as you could. Now I need you to lie to me once and make me happy. You can Don't do it, you are too boring."
"I'm sorry, really." When I said this, I didn't raise my head to look at her, because I didn't dare to look into her eyes. I didn't know how I felt. I felt very unhappy and couldn't express the feeling. This discomfort, this discomfort,
"Besides sorry, do you have anything else to say? I'm talking about our sixth brother."
I didn't answer her, I just put my hand on the quilt and pressed it down, hoping to warm her up faster. Moreover, I kept my head down. I don't know why, I was just afraid of seeing her smile.
Xiyu stretched out her hand and lifted my chin, and started to caress my face with her other hand. I didn't resist or stop her. I just let her do whatever she wanted. I just didn't want to talk. I didn't want to talk.
"I remember that I used to touch your face like this to make you smile."
"I remember I used to pretend to be angry at you like this, and then you would make me laugh."
"I remember that I used to act coquettishly towards you like this, and let you take advantage of me a few times."
"I remember that every time I looked at you like this and touched your face, you would actively act like a gangster. Why this time? Is Lin Ran so intimidating? But also, if it weren't for Lin Ran, there wouldn't be any Now I can continue to be deceived by you, and I am happy when I am deceived by you."
"Hey, Liuliu, I asked you, can you stop looking like this? It's been like this since you entered this door until now. Can't you and me smile a little? I feel so uncomfortable looking at my mother. , if you do this again, I will cry. If I cry, don’t regret it. I won’t let you be coaxed easily this time, because if I cry in front of you once, I will let you coax me once. It’s not easy to say, haha.”
After listening to what she said, I raised my head and looked at her, "I'm sorry, really, I will never meet a girl as good as you in my life, nor will I meet a girl who treats me better than you." She’s a girl, really.”
"Haha, it's this sentence again, but I like it, so I have to threaten you a little, otherwise you won't speak. But, what you said is good, you just know that I am a good girl, so why don't you cherish it quickly? , hurry up and pursue me. If you don't work hard, you will miss this village and there won't be this store. Haha, I know I promote myself like this, but you don't take it seriously. Why do you think I am so worthless? It’s not that no one wants me, Xiyu, so why can’t I let you go? Why can’t I let you go?”
Then Xiyu rubbed her eyes, "Of course I am a good girl, of course I am a good girl." As she spoke, her tears started to flow down.
Xiyu took his hand off my face, and while wiping his tears, he said to himself: "I'm so worthless. Why am I so worthless? I made so much determination and courage before I came here. Don't cry in front of you, don't want to make you entangled anymore, I just want to see you, really, I just want you to go home happily, don't feel unhappy, I don't have any other ideas, why I just can't control myself. I just feel so wronged. I have been a treasure at home since I was a child. Now that I'm here with you, I suddenly become nothing. I don't know why this is happening. I really don't want to Crying, really, why am I so unsatisfied? After holding it in for so long, I still cry. I could have stopped crying." Her voice was choked when she spoke.
I raised my hand and touched her face: "Cry, girl, don't hold it back, don't wrong yourself, it's all my fault, don't hurt yourself."
Xiyu cried. She finally cried. She cried very sadly and desperately. She cried hard. It made me feel as if she was not just crying, but all her tears were crying. , I stood aside quietly, looking at her, just looking at her, without comforting her. I just knew that it would be better for her if I didn't speak, but I just felt very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable. uncomfortable,
After crying for a while, Xiyu raised his head and shouted at me: "Why the hell do you treat me like this, bastard, am I wrong? I provoked you, or I lied to you, why did you Why do you treat me like this? Why do you keep treating me like this? What do I get in exchange for being honest with you? You deceive me again and again, right? Why the hell do you treat me so unfairly? I'm a human being too. , I also have my own feelings, I also need people to care about me, I need people to take care of me, I also want my own love."
As Xiyu said that, she slapped me hard with her hands. I just sat there motionless. Suddenly I didn't know what to do. I just let her vent her heart out. I didn't seem to be thinking about anything. It seems like I'm thinking about everything, but I don't want to talk, I don't want to say a word.
Xiyu looked at me and said nothing, and continued: "I feel very sad, and I am also very wronged. I have grown up so big, and everyone has been a treasure at home since I was a child. They have pampered me and spoiled me. I have never been like this, and I have never been treated like this. I have a boy, you think I have no one, there are many people chasing me, you have cast a shadow on me, I can’t look at others, it’s all your fault, it’s all your fault, you bastard” After saying this, he was very He pushed me away hard, put his feet back, and shouted at me: "Why, why, why, why do you do this to me."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I didn't know how to answer her. My mind was so confused that I could only repeat those words.
Xiyu became anxious and stood up suddenly. She stood on the bed and kicked me hard: "I just want to take a look at you and see you before you go home. Is this request too much? Even such a request, You have made me wait for more than an hour, nearly two hours, Liu'er, what do you have to deserve me to do this for you? I won't be able to meet anyone better in the future, I have no one else."
I raised my head and glanced at her. I didn't know what I was thinking. I said mechanically: "I'm sorry." But I also looked down on myself in my heart. Why did this happen? I even regretted coming.
At this moment, she suddenly became quiet, sat down on the bed, and then said to herself: "Liu, Liu, all I can think about is you. What can I do? No matter how hard I try, I just can't forget it. It's you." You ruined me. Since you can't always be good to me, why did you be good to me in the first place and deceive my feelings? You are my first love. When I don't want to be good to you, you insist on pestering me and insisting on being good to me. Be nice to me and bring me food every day. You will do whatever I say. Finally, I couldn't hold it back. Your goal has been achieved. I want to try to date you. You will be really nice to me. It's very good. I think this is the happiest period of my life. At that time, you took me to play here and there every day, told me jokes and all kinds of humorous words, made me happy, and were caring and considerate. Me, every time I'm unhappy, you always have a way to make me happy. It's you who makes me fall in love with you unconsciously. When I love you so much that I can't help myself, I want to give you everything I have. , but you let go, and it was on your birthday, the day I had been looking forward to for a long time, and you actually said you didn’t want it, so I didn’t want it. I watched you run out of my sight that day, and I stayed there for a long time. I always thought it was a dream, you know, until I slapped myself in the mouth later, I found out that it was true, you really ran away, you really just left me there, you ran away like that Decisive, so determined, you didn’t even look back at me when you ran. Have you ever considered me? My heart is also made of flesh. I will be sad and in pain. Why do you never consider my thoughts? Don’t consider it. My feelings, why are you so selfish?"
I listened to her say all this and really didn’t know how to answer her question. I was scared and felt uncomfortable. I glanced at her and said, "Come on, put on your socks. It’s quite cold. I just warmed up a little bit."
Xiyu ignored me, just held my face with his hands, and then said to me: "Look at me, don't change the subject, don't do this to me." I pinched it to the side, I don't know why , didn’t dare to see her,
She suddenly laughed: "Actually, you are also very cowardly, aren't you? You don't even have the courage to look at me. No matter how you are usually, no matter how loud you blow, you are still so cowardly now, aren't you? I let you look at me. A glance is not meant to stab you, so what are you hiding from and what are you afraid of?"
I was silent for a while: "You'd better hit me, I'm sorry for you."
"Haha, you still want me to hit you? Will hitting you solve the problem? Besides, I don't want to hit you, so why hit you? The most important thing is, you know, I even have the intention to kill you, and you still let me hit you? Are you useful and can you solve the problem? This is not what I need. I have always been very clear about what I want, and you are also clear about it, right?"
I looked at her and said nothing. Suddenly she stopped talking and cried. She lowered her head and played with her fingers. We were silent for a long time. Xiyu said, "Put on my socks and shoes." , you also let me enjoy Lin Ran's treatment, there is no problem with this, and it won't violate any of your bullshit hypocritical principles."
I glanced at her, got out of bed, knelt on one knee on the ground, took the shoes and socks from the ground, and started to put them on for her. I don't know why, but I felt that my tears were almost uncontrollable. I didn’t want to cry, it was too embarrassing. I love face, so I just gritted my teeth and persisted, and endured it. Fortunately, I didn’t cry in the end.
After finishing wearing it, Xiyu looked at me: "Where's your motorcycle? It's the silver-gray one. Take me for a ride. I want to go."
"I didn't ride. It's cold now. I'm riding with freezing hands. I took a taxi. Later, okay. It's late at night and the temperature is even lower. You've just warmed up. Take a taxi for a ride, okay? , I will accompany you wherever you want to go.”
Xiyu looked at me: "I want you to take me for a ride on a motorcycle. I have never ridden one before. Will you take me there or not?"
"It's too cold outside. If you ride a motorcycle, it will get even colder. Stop being so stubborn, okay? Be good and be obedient, okay."
Xiyu glanced at me: "Do you also care about me? Why did you ask me to be good? I was so good and obeyed you, but what did I get in return? I don't need your care now, and I don't want to be good to you. You always say that I am stubborn, aren’t you stubborn? You are more stubborn than any of us, and more hypocritical than anyone else. You have no right to criticize me, and don’t change the subject with me. Just say, you can take me for a ride without you. That’s it, no need to say anything else, okay.”
I sighed, took out my PHS phone, and called Master Wu. After the call was connected, I said "Jiying", but Master Wu hung up without saying anything. I was still puzzled. I didn't expect it to happen. Less than 5 minutes later, my phone rang. I took it out and answered it, "Come out, we're here." I realized that the small place has its advantages.
I looked at Xiyu and said, "Let's go, the car is coming."
"It's so fast. Where did the car come from? Brother Fei hasn't gone to bed so late."
"It's not Brother Fei, it's a driver I accidentally met. He's very fast. Come on, I'll take you back to get the motorcycle."
Xiyu ignored my words and jumped out of bed. The two of us walked out of the reception room door one after another.
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