Lin Ran smiled and said, "It's already this time, why are you still staying with her?"
"I'm going home tomorrow, so we'll stay together for a while today."
"Oh, let me tell you, it turned out that I was going to Sweetness."
I sighed "What's wrong with you."
"It's okay, I feel that according to your personality, you will definitely not go home until the last day, so after thinking about it, I'll give you a call." Then Lin Ran smiled and said, "I didn't expect that, It’s really here, haha, good luck.”
"What’s wrong with you."
"It's nothing, just a little uncomfortable."
"I feel uncomfortable."
"kindness."
"Does that mean you have a cold?"
"I don't know either."
"Take some medicine and go to sleep. Wouldn't that be nice?"
"Haha, you are in a hurry to hang up the phone."
"No." I turned around and looked at Xiyu,
Xiyu was a little unhappy, but he still made a gesture towards me, which meant that I should continue to fight.
My head was a little big, so I sighed, feeling depressed, what the hell is this?
"Why don't you speak?"
"Oh, it's okay, you continue."
"I said I felt uncomfortable."
"I know, what happens next?"
"I want to see you."
When I heard this, I turned to look at Xiyu and said, "Not today, I have something to do. Let's try another day, okay."
"Not today."
I thought about it and then nodded, "It really doesn't work. It's too late. Let's try another day."
"Is it very late? It's time for you to go home."
I thought for a moment, "Well, let's go back early and go to bed. I have to take the bus tomorrow."
"Haha." Lin Ran smiled, "Then when can we meet."
"Wait for me to come back, okay. I can't make it past the seventh day of the Lunar New Year at home, so I have to come back because school starts on the eighth day of the Lunar New Year."
"But I just want to see you tonight. You know me, maybe by the time you want to see me, I won't want to see you."
"Why do you feel uncomfortable all of a sudden?"
"My parents finally ended their long-term fight and got divorced. It turned out that they really got divorced. I felt a little uncomfortable. My father didn't come home for several days. My mother went to my grandma's house. They just let me go. Money, I have been living by myself for several days. The three people who used to be a lively and happy family have suddenly become so deserted after so many years. I look at the traces of my parents living together in the past. I feel uncomfortable. I want to cry. I I've been crying all the time these days. I'm very depressed. I don't know who I can talk to. So, I thought of you and just delayed you for a little while. Is that okay? Just chat with me. I also If you don’t have any other ideas, it won’t matter. Is that okay?”
I thought about it and turned to look at Xiyu next to me. She was a little unhappy, but she still didn't say anything. She just turned her head to the side and didn't look at me again.
I gritted my teeth, "You can find your love brother. At this time, he should be by your side. That's what a man should do, isn't it? Besides, you shouldn't be looking for me. You know, I don't want to be people misunderstood”
After hearing what I said, Lin Ran suddenly laughed, "Liu'er, Liu'er."
"What's wrong."
"It's nothing, Liu'er, I only have such a heart, and since the day I got along with you, I have always shown it completely and nakedly in front of you. It has never changed after so many years. , No matter I love you or not, no matter I am by your side or not by your side, so when you are like this now, I don’t say anything, I can only smile, Liuer, everything is before your eyes. , just look at the injury yourself."
After listening to Lin Ran's words, I didn't know what to say.
Then, the sound of sobbing came from the other side of the phone. It was obvious that Lin Ran was crying. My whole body was numb, and I rubbed my head vigorously.
Xiyu just glanced at me, then got up and left the bed, went to the stool on the side, sat down, and then leaned there,
"Stop crying, okay."
Lin Ran smiled numbly, "Well, I'm not crying. You heard me wrong. Okay, Liu'er, there's nothing else to do. You can get busy. That's it. Sorry, I disturbed you."
I don’t know why, but I feel very uncomfortable and distressed all of a sudden. After all, the woman I have been with for so many years, her words, every word, are like needles, piercing into my body every word, it hurts. ,
I turned my head, glanced at Xiyu, and then nodded to her apologetically,
Xiyu smiled, but she was not happy at all. Then, Xiyu turned her head away.
"Where are you?"
"Nowhere, hang up, Wang Yue."
I sighed, "Just wait for me, I'll go right away."
"What are you doing here? Well, don't come." Then, Lin Ran hung up the phone.
I played with the phone in my hand, then leaned against the bedside, lit a cigarette, and took a few puffs. Then for some reason, I suddenly coughed several times. I smoked this cigarette very fast.
After I finished smoking, I turned around and looked at Xiyu,
She was staring at me too,
I thought for a long time, then adjusted my mentality, smiled at Xiyu,
Xiyu looked at me and said, "Wang Yue, can you still laugh?"
I nodded, "Of course it makes me laugh."
"But what are you laughing at?"
"You can't cry."
"Just tell me directly and don't beat around the bush with me."
I sighed, "You have heard what happened just now. I don't have much idea. I just want to ask the leader if this document can be approved."
Xiyu thought for a while, "Wang Yue, I'm quite curious."
"What's wrong."
"Didn't you insist on it very well at first? Why did you still go in the end?"
I thought for a while, "I swear, I won't do anything, is that okay? You believe me, I won't do anything that's too extreme, okay?"
"Wang Yue, your answer conflicts with my question."
"No, listen to me."
Xiyu then interrupted me, "Why did you persevere well in the beginning, but in the end, you still couldn't persevere? Can you explain it to me?"
I was stunned, "No, I don't know why."
"I don't know." Xiyu interrupted me angrily, "I'm just asking you, if she cries, makes you jump into the river, or kills someone, you do it."
I just wanted to explain something, but when the words came to my mouth, I didn't know what to say.
Xiyu stood up, "Speak, I'm really confused as to why you stopped talking. Why can't you see just a few tears? I really can't figure out if you can still have some self-control." Wang Yue, next time she cries and asks you to break up with me, you will go with her, right?"
I looked at Xiyu and shook my head, "Really not."
"No."
I also stood up, walked to Xiyu's side, and put my arms around his shoulders.
"Don't be like this, don't be angry, okay." Then my head started to hurt. I rubbed my hair vigorously, but I didn't know where the pain was.
Xiyu turned to look at me, "What's wrong?"
I shook my head, "It's okay, don't be angry, okay, please understand me for once, okay, I swear, I won't do anything excessive, okay."
Xiyu looked at me, was silent for a while, and then said lightly, "If I tell you not to let you go, will you listen to me well? Will you continue to go secretly?"
"Don't be like this, Xiyu."
"What about me?" Xiyu interrupted me directly. "You will do what I said. Will you listen to me? Can someone change what you have decided?"
I was stunned for a moment, "Stop it. If you talk like this, I will feel very uncomfortable. Really, just this time, okay, I swear I will not do anything excessive, really."
Xiyu took a deep breath, "Liu'er, I won't say anything to you anymore. We have been together for so long and I have been giving silently. But you should think about yourself. Our love is not me. I am myself." I have worked hard for it little by little. It is not easy to have a stable life like today. I really don’t like Lin Ran. To be honest, on the contrary, she must hate me." Then Xiyu smiled and spread his hands. "But I don't care. I will do anything for you. I always know what I want and I will work hard for it. If I catch it, I will not let go or give others a chance. Lin Ran hates her again She can only watch from the sidelines, right? She can only come and beg me, right?"
I was a little depressed, "Xiyu, you are not this kind of person."
"People are forced out, Liu'er, I don't know how many times I can endure the same thing as you, but please remember it well and remember your responsibilities. You are such an adult and you understand everything. You must know it." , what should be done and what should not be done, isn’t it?”
I thought about it, then reached out and hugged Xiyu's face, kissed her cheek, "Trust me, okay."
Xiyu looked at me, "How should I trust you?"
I put my mouth to Xiyu's ear and told Xiyu everything I was thinking.
I've finished speaking,
Xi Yu was stunned and looked at me blankly. After a long time, she said, "You know."
I spread my hands and thought for a moment, "Maybe I know part of it, a very, very small part, but I don't want to know everything."
"Actually, you misunderstood."
I looked at Xiyu and said, "Am I right?"
Xiyu shook his head, "Of course not." Then he smiled at me, "Liuliu, do you believe me?"
I nodded, "I believe you to the death."
Xiyu continued to nod, "That's it, it's absolutely nothing."
"I know not, but I just have some doubts."
"Don't worry, don't be confused."
I sighed, smiled, picked up Xiyu's head, and kissed her forehead, "Good boy, wait for me. Don't worry, I have my own sense of caution."
Xiyu lowered his head and began to play with his fingers, "I'm still a little unhappy."
"I know, don't worry, ancestor, don't be angry." Then I smiled and said,
Xiyu looked up at me, "Why are you laughing? It makes you so happy."
I quickly shook my head, "No, no."
"Then why are you laughing?"
"I just laugh."
"Fart, there must be a reason to laugh. Wang Yue, you are so happy."
I took a deep breath, "Grandpa, I'm laughing because I just coaxed you up and you were not very angry just now, so the big stone in my heart has been relieved a little, so I am a little happy, nothing else." I was more shocked that Xiyu would agree to let me go. I was even a little confused.
I don’t understand why she agreed to let me go. I was already prepared not to go.
Woman's heart, sea needle,
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