Chapter Thirty-Fifth, If Life Is Only When You Meet for the First Time
On the campus of Nanchuan Normal University, there is a Bodhi tree that only four or five people can embrace. One night during her sophomore year, Lin Xiaoxiao raised her childish face under the Bodhi tree and asked Hu Wenxue a very profound question:
"Why do Chinese men despise Chen Shimei on the surface, but in their hearts most of them have a plot to be a consort?"
Hu Wenxue stared at Lin Xiaoxiao, and for a long time replied with a deep and rich voice: "Because, most Chinese men live in poverty, and they will not let go of any opportunity to change their destiny!"
Lin Xiaoxiao asked back: "Do you know literature?"
"I ---" Hu Wenxue said extremely firmly after a brief silence: "Xiaoxiao, I will always love you!"
The moonlight that night was soft, the vows were sweet, and the Bodhi tree was silent about its vicissitudes.
Lin Xiaoxiao hummed her favorite song "The Mantra of Love": "When the flowers grow old and the years fade away, there is still love in my heart - love is the mantra that remains unchanged throughout life, pray to the Buddha
In front of me, just to touch your gentle fingertips-----Love is the mantra that never changes throughout life. Under the bodhi tree, I am used to seeing so many vicissitudes of life------"
The song was lingering and the embrace was gentle. On that intoxicating night, Lin Xiaoxiao gave up her precious first night - but how long had it passed before her sweetheart stopped hugging her?
Tears raged, Lin Xiaoxiao cried so helplessly!
"Xiaoxiao, I--I'm not a human being!" Hu Wenxue suddenly slapped himself hard, and he knelt down with a "plop": "Xiaoxiao, I don't want to live in this barren mountain village. Do you know, then
The feeling of facing the desolate and barren mountains after getting off work and watching the setting sun sinking little by little is crazy! You and I are both the second generation of poor people. When we jumped out of the farm gate, we were considered promising children in the eyes of the old people! But, and those
Compared with the second generation of officials and the second generation of rich people, we just have a piece of food to eat and a few rags to wear-----I am not willing to end my life like this---"
"So after Wen Yuanyuan appears, you have to seize the only opportunity in your life?" Lin Xiaoxiao's tears had dried, and she sneered with red and swollen eyes.
The word "poor second generation" made Lin Xiaoxiao feel the same. When they graduated, those with connections and connections had already entered enviable positions. Only she and her boyfriend were still together, braving the harsh sun for a life.
Running around for a job----Suddenly, Lin Xiaoxiao thought of Fang Ming for some reason. This fifteen-year-old boy had sold barbecue and worked as a small worker, but he always had a feeling of fighting against fate in his bones! They say they are poor.
The second generation can only be choked by fate, but cannot strangle fate, but Fang Ming completely stepped on fate under his feet - the same poor second generation, but there is a huge difference!
"Xiaoxiao, I'm really sorry for you!" Hu Wenxue's head hit the ground hard, once, twice - it made Lin Xiaoxiao feel heartbroken!
"Hu Wenxue, there is gold at the man's knees, you don't have to feel guilty! I, Lin Xiaoxiao, am not the kind of woman who can't live without a man!"
"Wow!" Lin Xiaoxiao tore up the red-headed transfer document into pieces.
"Bang!", all the fragments hit Hu Xuewen in the face. Hu Xuewen knelt in the mud, motionless, but Lin Xiaoxiao turned into a gust of wind and ran down the mountain!
Two hours later, Lin Xiaoxiao returned to Mingxi County again. She took out her mobile phone and asked the dean for a leave, and sat on the rocks by the river in a daze!
When I left, I said harsh words just to vent the anger in my heart!
Most men grow up in love, while most women get hurt in love!
It’s not that I don’t want to let go, it’s that I have to let go. When I do let go, I feel heartbreaking pain!
Thinking back to Hu Wenxue's words when they met, every word was heart-breaking! The subsequent kneeling and kowtowing were nothing more than Hu Wenxue's inner self-blame. It was also a discovery of conscience in this man's hypocrisy! However, he did not look back in the end!
All kinds of thoughts were mixed together. The more Lin Xiaoxiao thought about it, the more confused she became. The more she thought about it, the more heartache she felt!
Suddenly, Lin Xiaoxiao stood up, smiled sadly, and jumped into the rolling Yangtze River. When she woke up, Lin Xiaoxiao found herself lying in the special care ward of the hospital, with a pair of bright eyes looking at her.
"Fang Ming, you saved me?"
"Teacher Lin, what happened? Did that beast named Li come to pester you again?"
"No---" Lin Xiaoxiao bit her lips and suddenly started crying while hugging Fang Ming.
While crying, Fang Ming started talking ramble. Fang Ming did not move. He hugged Lin Xiaoxiao quietly, letting her vent her sadness and grievances in his arms!
Ten minutes later, Lin Xiaoxiao stopped crying, blushed, and let go of Fang Ming's hand!
What have you done? Fang Ming is his student!
"Lin Xiaoxiao, look at me!" Fang Ming shouted angrily.
Lin Xiaoxiao was stunned when the students called her by her first name. She raised her head and found that Fang Ming's eyes were full of anger.
Lin Xiaoxiao was startled and asked uneasily: "Fang Ming, why are you looking at me like this?"
"Lin Xiaoxiao, do you know what a stupid thing you have done?" Fang Ming raised his hand high in the air, walked around in a circle and put it down again: "If it weren't for my brother Chen Shaojun who happened to be drinking on Binjiang Road
If we were talking about business over tea, you would have gone into the river to feed the fish!"
"I---I---" Lin Xiaoxiao's eyes turned red when Fang Ming slapped her on the head.
Fang Ming continued angrily: "You are only in your early twenties and have a great youth. If you die, do you think that man will be heartbroken? He will shed two irrelevant tears at most. The most heartbroken are your parents.
!Is it easy for a rural family to raise a college student?"
Lin Xiaoxiao's body trembled, and the scene of her parents facing the loess and back to the sky, working hard, appeared in her mind. She is an only daughter. If something happened today, the white-haired person would send the black-haired person away, how miserable it would be.
!
Love is by no means everything in life! You should not lose the entire forest for a leaf.
Raising his head, Fang Ming was looking at him.
His eyes are steady and calm, and there is a hint of maturity that is not commensurate with his age. Are these really the eyes of a young man?
"Teacher Lin, I shouldn't have said that to you just now!" Fang Ming said apologetically.
"No, I should thank you!" Lin Xiaoxiao straightened the messy hair in front of her forehead. Only then did she realize that her clothes had been changed. What was going on? Could it be him----"My
---Where are my clothes?" Lin Xiaoxiao's face turned red and her voice was undetectable.
Fang Ming was stunned for a moment, then realized: "Teacher Lin, your clothes have been soaked in the river water. I asked Ye Xinrou to change into new clothes for you."
Lin Xiaoxiao lowered his head. The newly bought clothes were pink casual clothes: "Qiushui Yiren?" Lin Xiaoxiao was surprised and said: "How much does this cost?"
Fang Ming smiled lightly and said: "Teacher Lin, you're welcome. I just hope there won't be a next time, otherwise I will have to give you another set of Qiushui Yiren!"
Lin Xiaoxiao couldn't help but laugh. She looked at Fang Ming with a slightly strange look - "It's time to eat!" Ye Xinrou pushed the door open and came in, holding a thermos pot in her hand, which was filled with warm food.
chicken soup.
Lin Xiaoxiao was indeed hungry, so she ate without ceremony.
Ten minutes later, Ye Xinrou put away the bowls and chopsticks, made a face at Fang Ming, and left.
There were two more people left in the room.
"Fang Ming, why don't you leave?"
"Teacher Lin, I have nothing to do now. I just want to accompany you!" Fang Ming could see that Lin Xiaoxiao's mood had stabilized a lot, but the emotional wounds took time to heal.
"Okay, let's just chat!" Lin Xiaoxiao grinned. She was already very beautiful, and this pink Qiushui suit made her look even more beautiful when she smiled. When she smiled, the whole room was filled with brilliance.
Fang Ming's heart skipped a beat. He realized that he had made a mistake. Why was he just chatting with the beautiful teacher? He was really too busy.
"Fang Ming, tell me about your past!" Lin Xiaoxiao tilted her head and lay on the bed, looking like a picture of a beauty sleeping in spring.
"There is nothing to talk about. A poor second generation, there are no flowers in the flower season, no rain in the rainy season, and even a wave of sleeves cannot take away the clouds!"
Lin Xiaoxiao's eyes lit up and she said with a smile: "Fang Ming, I think you, a poor second generation, are much better than me. Look at you, you open a store, run a company, and you have your own business at a young age.
Surrounded by beauties. As for me, let alone big trees, I can’t even lean on a crooked-necked tree. I’m so pale!”
Fang Ming smiled and remained silent.
Lin Xiaoxiao changed the topic and said, "Fang Ming, the final exam is coming soon, don't forget our agreement!"
When Lin Xiaoxiao took over as the head teacher, the two had an agreement that as long as Fang Ming kept his grades from falling, Lin Xiaoxiao would allow him to arrange his time freely. In other words, it didn't matter whether Fang Ming went to class or not.
"Teacher Lin, my last grade was the first in my grade. You don't want me to keep this grade for three years in high school, right?" Fang Ming's time is too limited now, and he is really unable to do what he wants.
"Fang Ming!" Lin Xiaoxiao said in a voice that made people's hearts tremble: "I believe you!"