"Now, I only need to close my eyes, and all this will disappear. But why? I still can't close my eyes...?" Xuanmu's mind was shaken, and he whispered.
He didn't want to close his eyes, and he didn't want to just watch the scenes disappear.
He also wanted to see Yangzhou City. He remembered when his grandfather took him to Yangzhou City, and he still remembered how he and Xu He were collecting firewood outside Yangzhou City. It was a Yangzhou City where he had lived for more than ten years.
Hidden are all the scenes of his childhood with his grandfather.
It seemed that his grandfather's voice and smile were carved in his mind. When he saw Ye Xiaofeng and Xuan Ji together, his tears stopped. He sincerely wanted to wish them a long life together. "Perhaps, they have already grown old together.
, has already been reincarnated as a human...!"
Looking at this scene, Xuanmu actually felt a lot of bitterness in his heart. It was his first murder in Yangzhou City, and it was also the beginning of his killing career. All of this happened only because of one person, that is Li Yu.
When he saw Hesudevi in the city of Rome, there seemed to be a glimmer of hope in his eyes. He suddenly thought of someone. "Dad, where are you? Can you see the child crying? Can you see the child crying? Child
Instead of inheriting the throne, you have embarked on such a road of no return, will you blame me?"
"Son, daddy doesn't blame you."
The voice swirled in Xuanmu's ears like the wind. The voice seemed to be that of a middle-aged man.
"Dad...are you looking at me in the sky? Really? I know you must be looking at me in the sky. I will definitely succeed. After I become an immortal, I will let the minions in the underworld release you.
Our whole family is reunited."
"My child, it's not as easy as you think." A long sigh was mixed with a lot of sadness. However, Xuanmu didn't notice anything unusual at all, as if his father was really beside him.
After he watched his uncle being killed by the Killing Sword, he saw the figure of the woman in white again. The place where the female cultivator in white looked was exactly where Xuanmu appeared. After the two looked at each other, Xuanmu
Mu killed the leader of the Ice Realm Sect and snatched Yan Xiaomei back alive.
"I will take you back to Kunlun." This sentence still echoed in Xuanmu's ears for a long time, as if everything had just happened.
Many past events were floating away like floating clouds in his eyes, which could be cut off. In his eyes, many past events seemed to have taken root in his mind and could not be erased. However, as this scene appeared, it seemed that
Much clearer.
He saw the scene of the bloody battle in Chang'an City, saw countless flying swords being cut off in the air. He saw countless monks died under his sword, some who deserved to die, and some who did not deserve to die. Among them, he was deeply
My dear little sister.
At this moment, he shed tears again. Not only did he shed tears, but he cried uncontrollably.
Memories were like a sharp knife cutting out his heart, cutting out his body one by one. The pain was particularly clear, but no one could see the injury.
He suddenly had the urge to close his eyes, but he murmured: "I still want to take a look at my master. No matter how painful it is, I still want to take a look."
"I saw it, Master, Master. Disciple Xuanmu is back, have you seen me?" Xuanmu cried and said, the hurt in his words was beyond words. He suddenly saw the scene of Yun Lan sitting and passing away, with a look on his face.
His grief finally subsided a little. He didn't know how that scene appeared. In his memory, he seemed to have never seen this scene before.
Maybe it was an illusion, maybe it was true. He finally closed his eyes slowly. In his opinion, the first heaven, the second heaven, and the third heaven were not as important as in the mortal world. Maybe this is the difference between heaven and earth.
difference.
If you are in heaven, you have to abide by the rules of heaven. Heaven is ruthless, how can immortals be ruthless?
"Eternity..., what is eternity?" The moment Xuanmu closed his eyes, he returned to the state where his spiritual consciousness was dispersed. But he kept asking such questions in his spiritual thoughts.
"Eternity? Maybe it means immortality...!" This was the answer Mo Qiufeng gave when he noticed Dao Xuanmu's spiritual thoughts. In fact, he didn't know what eternity was.
"Then what is immortality?"
"To be with heaven and earth is to be immortal."
"I understand." Does he really understand? Can he be with heaven and earth? He still doesn't understand. This is not the answer he wants...!!
"Eternity? Maybe it means eternal existence." This was the answer given by Ling Kong.
"Then what is eternal existence? How to last forever?"
"Cultivate immortality and cut off the mortal world. If you are heaven and earth, you can last forever...!"
"That's all, I know." Did he really know? He still didn't know. Because this was not the answer he wanted.
"Death of the heart means eternity." Xue Wei sent out a spiritual thought and replied.
"Why should I be heartbroken? My body and blood are alive. Everything is alive. Why should I be heartbroken?"
"That's all, if you don't give up your life, how can you achieve eternity?"
"Aren't you a monk? Could it be that you can lay down your life?"
"I'm not. I can give up my life. I can give up my heart, and I will become eternal. Maybe I will look at you quietly in the sky...!"
"What do you mean by this?"
"No intention...!"
Apart from this, no one can answer Xuanmu, what is eternity?
"Yin Ning, what do you mean by eternity?"
"Me?" Yin Ning did not open her eyes, and there was doubt in her mind. She quickly replied: "If you are ruthless, you can be eternal...!!"
"If I were ruthless, I couldn't do it...! You can enter the Tao with love, but why can't I enter eternity with love? Why can't I attain eternal enlightenment?"
"Because the Tao is an eternal thing, if heaven has feelings, it will also grow old...!"
"That's all, let me ask Heaven!" Xuanmu didn't say much, looking up at the sky. A pair of eyes flashing with silver arcs showed a chill. "God, tell me. What is eternity? Why is my
Love cannot last forever? Why...?"
"If you are in the clouds and mist, you will see that the mountains are not mountains; if you are in the deep ravine, you will see that the water is not water. When your mind is between heaven and earth, your mind will be thinking about the mountains and rivers. When you see the mountains, they are still mountains, and when you see the water, they are still water...!" A middle-aged man
The man's voice sounded in Xuanmu's mind.
Xuanmu's pupils shrank suddenly, and the voice that was talking to him in his memories suddenly sounded. He felt like he was breaking out in a cold sweat. This feeling was extremely terrifying. He didn't know how high the other party's cultivation level was. But.
The other party can silently transmit spiritual thoughts in his mind, which shows how powerful the other party is.
If the other party is not kind, wouldn't his life be in danger? He eased the surprise in his heart and said, "Who are you?"
"You come to the fairy world and naturally know that my immortal energy has been consumed too much and I can't maintain the soul teleportation technique. You should think about it carefully. When you have figured it out, you can ascend to the fairy world." The voice in the divine mind was originally from Xuanmu.
I have never heard of it, but it still feels familiar.
"Is he dad?" Xuanmu was confused. He had this illusion and felt that everything about the other person was so familiar, just like a family member. "If he dares to pretend to be my dad, I will definitely kill him when I ascend to the fairy world.
The whole clan.”
He didn't think too much. The answer to all this could only be revealed after reaching the immortal world. Then he would have to find his master Yun Lan, and he didn't know if he could find it. At this time, he kept mumbling in his mouth
: "If you look at the mountains in the clouds and mist, they are not mountains...!!"
"This statement is indeed interesting, just like the memory picture I saw when I just realized it. If it were at the beginning, I might not feel the way I do now. Is this what it means? It seems that my understanding is still a little bit behind, and I still need more
Only when someone gives you guidance can you understand." Xuanmu said to himself with a smile, this smile represented his joy.
He then closed his eyes and fell into trance. His consciousness continued to spread, and he could feel the consciousness in his sea of consciousness becoming more and more powerful. His spiritual thoughts came out: "Eternity...
, I cannot make everything eternal, but I can make myself exist eternally. This is my belief. No one can stop it. Since love cannot be eternal, I will make you eternal. In this way, whether our love can be eternal, I
I don’t care anymore.”
As he spoke, Xuanmu exuded a majestic aura. An earth-shattering aura emitted from his body, making the world tremble.
"Since love is love and eternity is eternity, then I will let them separate. From now on, my heart has died and become eternity. If you come back to life, there is no fear of eternity being broken...!!"
At this moment, an aura that seemed to last forever emanated from Xuanmu's body, and his complexion turned green and yellow. He looked like an immortal murderer. "Since the death of my heart is eternity, then my heart will die today."
Since ruthlessness is eternity, then from now on, I will be ruthless...!!!"
The roar was earth-shattering and turned into a monstrous sound that spread from the forest area. All the monks in the forest area who heard this changed their faces and were extremely frightened.
"Someone actually entered Taoism with the thought of eternity. Is this person crazy?"
"Crazy, crazy. What is eternity? I ask myself and I can't understand it."
"Eternity is one of the ways of heaven. If you can understand it, you will be a genius in the world of immortality!"
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"Are you aware of it?" Yin Ning frowned slightly, feeling a little caught off guard. This scene happened too fast.
If it weren't for that sentence: "If you are in the clouds and mist, the mountains are not mountains when you look at them. If you are in the deep valley, the water is not water when you look at them...!" Xuan Mu might not have realized it so quickly now.
At this moment of enlightenment, a light flashed out from the center of Xuanmu's eyebrows. This light was extremely conspicuous. At this moment when his third eye opened, Xuanmu felt that his body had undergone great changes, and his mind seemed to be branded.
The word "eternal" is common.
To give up and be ruthless is eternity.
He suddenly found that the evil spirits that had accumulated in his body for more than a hundred years suddenly came together at this moment and became two words - eternity. At the moment when the evil spirits in his body were merged, the light between his eyebrows gradually disappeared, and even
His figure also disappeared in this third heaven.
"You are gone, just like Chang'e who left the game. Am I still here to guard you? No, you are wrong. I also want to go to the fairy world with you. You can never get rid of me."
Yin Ning looked at the sky with dense eyes, only to see a little light flickering and quickly disappearing in the sky.
"I will definitely come to find you." When she said this, she no longer cried, but showed a rare smile. This was a change that she could only have after she realized the true meaning of 'love'. "As long as she