The third volume will start tomorrow - The Dragon Takes Off************ Li Yang had that suffocating nightmare again!
He dreamed that he was sitting quietly in a bar late at night, staring through the window at the bearing factory dormitory building across the road.
Every time he sees Building No. 4 standing alone in the grass, Li Yang will always feel a trace of sadness in his heart. His mother and Xiaoyue have never enjoyed a day of happiness with him. He owes this family too much, too much.
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When he was in the army, he was busy with training and missions for a year, and had no time to go home to see him. At most, he would send some money to his mother and Xiaoyue, but he knew in his heart that what his family needed was his affection instead of being cold and emotionless.
of money.
Since he left the army and embarked on this road of no return, he no longer even had the right to step on that door and call out "Mom". He could only silently look at the window of his home in this place and feel for his mother in his heart.
Bless Xiaoyue and ask them to be healthy and happy.
Once you step on some roads, you are destined to never turn back in your life. Just like when he faced Wang Xin's gun, even though he knew there was too much reluctance and helplessness behind the gun, he still couldn't look back.
This is fate. Once the wheel of fate rotates slowly, people have no ability to reverse it.
Xiaoyue jumped off the bus and stamped her feet on the ground. It was summer now and the temperature was not cold at all. He knew that this was a habit Xiaoyue had developed since she was a child. Every time she jumped off the bus, she would stamp her feet on the ground.
.A fat man jumped down and stayed with Xiaoyue. He put his arms around Xiaoyue's waist. Xiaoyue rested her head on his shoulder and whispered something. After a while, she stretched out her hand and grabbed the fat man's ear.
The two walked towards Xiaoyue's home with happy smiles.
Li Yang stood up and drank all the mineral water in the glass. There was a bottle of wine on the table, but it was not opened. He had not drunk alcohol since he joined the army because military discipline did not allow him to drink.
After embarking on this path, he will no longer drink alcohol.
Because your hands will shake when you drink, you are not allowed to shake your hands on this road. Shaking your hands will make your gun inaccurate. Your hands are your life.
The killer is not afraid of death, but it does not mean that the killer is willing to die! Li Yang doesn't want to die yet, and he still has many wishes that have not been realized: he has not seen his mother for the last time, Xiaoyue has not yet gotten married, and he has no idea about Wang Xin's happiness.
Haven't seen it yet. All these things make Li Yang unwilling to die willingly.
"I won't die, at least not now" Li Yang muttered silently in his heart and turned to leave.
A tall man with a square face and dark skin was standing behind him, looking at him with a smile on his face.
Li Yang stopped and looked at him like that, and he looked at Li Yang like that.
"You're here!" Li Yang spoke first, with indifference in his tone.
"I'm here, it's nice to see you again." Luo Xiao smiled and sat on the wicker chair. Li Yang hesitated for a moment, but still sat down.
"You don't want to know my name?" Li Yang wondered why Luo Xiao didn't ask for his name and took the initiative to express the questions in his heart.
"If you want to say it, you will tell me. If you don't want to say it, what's the point of asking." Luo Xiao looked out the window at the brightly lit street, next to this strange friend who he had only met three times: "Besides, the name is just a code name.
, Does it matter whether you know or not?”
"Yes, it comes with the wind and leaves in a hurry!" Li Yang whispered thoughtfully, and then regained his composure: "My name is Li Yang."
"Luo Xiao," Luo Xiao said casually, "I can see that you are a person with a lot of stories."
"Then what's important? I'm a human being too, an ordinary person. Why don't you just sit and talk with me?" Li Yang was not impressed by Luo Xiao's words.
"Yes, the heaven and the earth are not benevolent and regard all things as dogs, and the saints are unkind and regard ants and people as dogs. The power of heaven is stronger than that of humans." Luo Xiao's eyes were deep and hollow, as if he had penetrated the universe and saw the secrets of distant places: "People always
There are too many helplessness and compulsions. I don’t have the opportunity to do what I like to do, and what I do is what I don’t want to do.”
"I have thought about it like you, but what happened?" Li Yang snorted coldly and glanced at Luo Xiao disapprovingly: "The power of heaven is impermanent. It will not be destroyed by Jie or Yu, but only the strong will survive.
If heaven goes against me, I will destroy it too!"
Luo Xiao stopped talking, and the two of them remained silent. After a long time, Luo Xiao stood up and walked towards the door. When he reached the door, he turned around and slowly uttered a few words:
"Actually... you... should... go home... and see... see...!"
Li Yang watched Luo Xiao disappear outside the door, silent, and raised his head to look at the lonely Building No. 4 opposite.
401, three red Arabic numerals, were clearly written on the wooden door. Against the pale white wooden door, they looked so abrupt and disharmonious.
Li Yang stood in front of this door, staring at the door that he had pushed open countless times.
The mother is just inside the door, perhaps mending the damaged clothes for Xiaoyue, perhaps holding a photo of herself and wiping it carefully, murmuring, or perhaps doing nothing, just sitting in the wheelchair and staring blankly.
Looking out the window and lost in thought...
What would his mother's expression be if she suddenly saw it? Is it joy, shock, or anger? Li Yang suddenly felt very nervous, more nervous than the first time he performed a task, more nervous than the first time he put a button on a criminal's head.
I was even more nervous when I pulled the trigger of the sniper rifle than when I held Wang Xin's hand for the first time.
"Actually... you... should... go home... and see... see...!"
Luo Xiao's words echoed in his ears, and Li Yang suddenly felt uneasy in his heart, as if something bad was waiting for him! His heart was beating fast.
After calming down my frantic mood, I finally reached out and pushed open the ajar door!
If there is anything in the world that is more painful than separation and death, it is the deepest regret!
A kind face looked at Li Yang like that, with deep concern and longing in his eyes! But now everything was frozen in one moment. In Li Yang's heart.
Li Yang knelt on the ground and closed his eyes weakly. Tears flowed down his resolute cheeks and into the lips that were desperately twitching at the corners of his mouth.
The tears were salty and astringent, just like Li Yang's mood, full of bitterness.
Step by step, Li Yang moved his knees in front of his mother, stretched out his hands to hug his mother into his arms, and pressed his cold cheek against his mother's equally cold cheek.
The mother still smiled kindly and looked at her son kindly.
"Mom" Li Yang trembled his lips and used all his strength to squeeze the word out of his throat, and a low sob sounded from his throat.
Who says men don’t have tears? Who says men don’t have tenderness?
Li Yang felt as if his chest was pressed by a huge boulder, and it was so difficult to breathe. His head was completely blank. He no longer knew what he was doing. He only knew that his cheek was pressed against his mother's cheek, which was always cold.
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He wanted to scream, but his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't make a sound. He could only make a low whine like a beast. Kneeling on the ground like this, Li Yang had forgotten how much time had passed, and he just wanted to hug him like this
I will cherish my mother forever and never leave her.
Xiaoyue stood at the door at some point, looking at Li Yang who was kneeling on the ground and sobbing softly. Tears were already streaming down his face. Tiger on the side raised his head and tried hard to hold back the tears. The two of them remained silent.
He stood behind Li Yang, waiting silently.
After a long time, Li Yang finally stopped sobbing and asked in a low voice: "Are you back?" His voice was hoarse.
Xiaoyue stared at Li Yang, biting her lower lip so hard that it bled. She walked up to Li Yang without saying a word, grabbed the frame containing her mother's portrait, and hugged her tightly.
In his arms, he yelled at the top of his lungs: "Go away, I don't want to see you again!"
Li Yang stood up and took a step forward, and said to Xiaoyue in a trembling voice: "Xiaoyue, I am brother!"
Xiaoyue's body trembled, and she took several steps back, all the way to the wall, shaking her head and shouting crazily: "You leave, you leave right away, it's all you, you killed my mother, I
If I don’t want to see you, get out of here!”
Li Yang stopped. He looked at the girl facing him like a mad tiger, his heart was as sharp as a knife, and he murmured an explanation: "Xiaoyue, listen to me, listen to me!"
"I won't listen, I won't listen. Get out of here and never come back!" Xiaoyue bumped towards Li Yang, knocking him staggering. Li Yang took several steps back and stared blankly.
Xiaoyue and the tiger on the side saw the current situation and didn't know what to do.
Seeing his sister's hysterical look, Li Yang felt very uncomfortable. He knelt on the ground, kowtowed three times to his mother's portrait, stood up, turned around and walked out the door.
From behind, Xiaoyue roared with all her strength: "Li Yang, I hate you, I hate you!"
Li Yang strode out without looking back. A drop of sparkling water fell down, splashing onto the corridor floor that had not been cleaned for a long time.
"Brother!" Xiaoyue sobbed, her body went limp, and she fainted in Tiger's arms...