The Ji Lian family's New Year's Eve feast was a lively reunion.
As the mother-in-law of the future young mistress and the in-laws of the Ji Lian family, Mrs. Liu naturally attended in a grand manner. Mrs. Liu had never received such respect in her life. After the banquet ended, she returned to the house and was still immersed in the gorgeous cups for a long time.
Intertwined, singing and dancing at the banquet.
After Yan Wei'er received the acupuncture on the void bone, her headache was indeed less obvious, but she was frightened by the countless conversations that suddenly flashed by.
"Prosperity and wealth are really that important to you?"
"Do you think you can marry the dying old man again when you return to the Yan family?"
"You are already broken, who will want you?"
"Even if you give me the title of main wife...I don't want to sleep on your bed..."
"You don't deserve to be the first wife of my Ji Lian family."
"Wei Yu? Is your Wei Yu? The eldest lady of Ji Lian's family? Hahaha, I still don't know whose bed I'm on right now!"
"I curse you, I curse Wei Yu, I curse your Ji Lian family, all of them will die without a burial place!"
Some were her own voices, and some were Jilianbino's. Heavy rain, rocks, cliffs, mud, she was covered in mud, and he was dressed in white.
Quilenbino's face was suddenly magnified extremely clearly in his mind, his eyes were red and his eyes were crazy.
Yan Wei'er was originally prepared to accept the past, and would choose to believe Jilian Bino no matter what she thought of, but she was still stunned by such a conversation. She could even feel the deep hatred and deep pain at that time.
Her pain is also his pain.
She didn't expect such a tragic scene at all, a feeling of wanting to die, and heartbreaking pain.
Yan Wei'er is unhappy, but has learned to control her emotions. She is not the kind of person who thinks that others should be kind to her by nature. At least, when she returned home after losing her memory, everyone was too kind to her.
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Especially Wei Yu, a rare intimacy. In many wealthy families, the sister-in-law and the sister-in-law are not harmonious. Wei Yu is really good to her as if she were a biological sister, but she actually said something like this: "Wei Yu? You
It’s light rain, right? The eldest lady of the Ji Lian family? Hahaha, I still don’t know whose bed I’m on right now!”
It can be seen that she was unforgivable in the past. So vicious and - dirty! How could such words come from her mouth? It was so blasphemous to Wei Yu that her heart ached.
There is also the kindness and tolerance of Jilianbino's parents to her. It is self-evident. No matter what the reason is, after all, she has worn a wedding dress and boarded a red wedding sedan, and she has never been able to wash away her past.
The concubine of a notorious old man.
Given the dignity of the Ji Lian family, family tradition and reputation are the most important things. Even so, they are still willing to sincerely accept her and let her get married to Ji Lian's future heir.
The wedding date has been set, the house has been prepared, just waiting for the ancestors to be sacrificed, and the bridal chamber will be decorated with candles as soon as the auspicious day comes. What can be more certain than this? What can be more tolerant than this?
What's more, forgetting everything else, just as far as Quilianbino is concerned, what a good husband he is. Regardless of his noble status, nor how much wealth he has, it is just him who has already
It's so intoxicating.
Between them, they confirmed their feelings to each other countless times and told each other about their affection, whether it was strong or weak, passionate or quiet, and the covenant seemed too frivolous.
She lay in his arms every night. The girl's shyness and ignorance made her unclear about what sex was, but she also had a vague understanding of how Jilianbino loved and protected her. On the girl's first night, she was always confused.
Those who know a little bit only know that something must be done during the wedding night.
Yan Wei'er kept Jilian Bino's advice in mind: "No matter what fragments or words you think of, don't take them out of context. You can ask me directly, but you can't make random guesses on your own."
She promised him.
She didn't know how much unbearability and pain she still had in the past, but she suppressed the deep sadness. Although her heart was still palpitating and hesitant, she forced a smile on her face at the New Year's Eve banquet, and finally survived the lively and joyful event. The scene was very hard for her to endure.
The beauty dispersed, the moonlight was cold.
Yan Wei'er stood in the yard, listening to the fireworks and firecrackers that were going off on New Year's Eve.
Quilenbino coughed and involuntarily showed a gentle smile.
Yan Wei'er turned her face to look at him, unable to refuse that smile. Although her mind was so chaotic that hurtful words kept popping up, a touch of gentleness still escaped from the corner of her mouth.
Jilianbino walked towards her. He knew that she had withheld herself during tonight's banquet. When he accidentally held her cold little hand, he was extremely convinced of this.
Whenever she feels pain in her heart, her skin will become cold. Ji Lianbeino knows this better than anyone.
"Wei'er," Jilian Bino took her hand, wrapped her small hand completely in the palm of his hand, and slowly walked out of the door facing the moonlight: "Do you have anything to ask me?"
Yan Wei'er was held by him, and suddenly she felt a little warm all over her body, and her heart began to slowly warm up: "Yes."
Simple and powerful.
They need to be honest with each other.
She didn't want to make random guesses to disturb the existing relationship. Being together forever requires incomparable honesty and trust.
"You ask." Ji Lianbeino was also very direct. Perhaps, she should know the truth. Instead of letting her make random guesses, it would be better for him to tell her from his own mouth. It would be better than her hearing about it and taking it out of context.
There can no longer be any misunderstandings and suspicions between them. She is his wife, and she has the right to know how painfully they loved each other. Of course, she has the right to know that he was really a bastard, so he is willing to spend his whole life Come and make double compensation, even if it costs his life.
With such a firm mind, I suddenly felt relieved. If I was wrong, I was wrong. There is nothing to hide.
"I'm sorry." When Yan Wei'er opened her mouth, she said these three words. She was stunned and out of control. She was really unforgivable for Wei Yu's blasphemy.
Jilian Bino was also stunned. He thought it was such an embarrassing beginning again. Who the bastard said what? The result was three words like this.
His mood was slightly agitated, but he still held her hand and walked on the moonlit road with a calm expression: "Wei'er, many things have happened between us, but I don't want to end it with the words sorry. So you Don't use these three words, okay? Besides, you have nothing to apologize to me for."
Yan Wei'er nodded obediently. Before she heard any explanation from Jilian Bino, her heartache had slowly dissipated.
He is a man who can make her feel at ease.
"I just want to say sorry to Wei Yu for saying such unbearable things." She was a little sorry. No matter what happened, she shouldn't have brought innocent Wei Yu into it.
"That's not your fault." Jilianbino already knew it in his heart. She still remembered those scenes. But it didn't matter, he had originally planned to hand over that part of the memory to her completely.
"You have forgotten what happened between us. I said, I am your memory." Jilian Bino's eyebrows were no longer entangled, but calm. Once he decided to tell her everything, he couldn't say anything in his heart.
Relaxation and joy: "So I want you to know that we once really loved each other. Even if we didn't get married, I always treated you as my wife. When I saw you after losing your memory, I naturally said to you, I am
Your husband is not cheating, he really thinks so."
The calm tone seemed to be telling her the most ordinary thing. It was not a confession or an oath of heaven, it was just a light tone, confessing to her what he felt in his heart.
Again, he was so passionate that he was drunk.
On New Year's Eve, it seems that the moonlight this night is different from others. It even carries colorful brilliance, covering up the sadness of the white moonlight.
Winter is no longer so cold. After New Year's Eve, the colors of spring will spread over the earth.
Yan Wei'er's face also had a faint expression under the moonlight. She placed her hand in his, and followed his pace, wherever he took her, she would follow.
It seems that this was my intention a long time ago.
Her hands are getting warmer and warmer, and so is her heart.
Around the large lotus pond, willow branches hang down. The moonlight dims the waterside pavilions into layers of mist, just like the past between him and her.
After talking about those tangled past events, Quilenbino felt as if he had collapsed.
"So," Yan Weier said in a sad tone: "You just said... a broken... body?" It was difficult to say it. She made the greatest mental preparation, but her voice was still trembling.
Two lines of clear tears flowed quietly. It was a kind of shame and anger from the girl, but she also felt that luckily, it was him and not someone else.
Subtle and complicated emotions.
No wonder he always said that he was her husband, not only the certainty in his heart, but also ----- such a hidden secret. No wonder he said that not getting married is the same as getting married.
It's no wonder that his mother called herself "Mother" when she first met her. This was very inappropriate in terms of etiquette, but it was for this reason.
"Those bastard words, you know, are only said when you are angry." Jilianbino gently wiped away her tears with a look of shame on his face. Fortunately it was night, otherwise how could he have said it: "Wei'er, forgive me.
I, I was really a jerk at that time, I didn’t calm down and ask you properly..."
Yan Wei'er bit her lips and said nothing, her lips almost being bitten. She was afraid that when she opened her mouth, she would be blamed, angry, or crying. No matter which one it was, it was not the result she wanted.
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Ji Lianbeino grabbed Yan Wei'er's hand and put it gently on his chest: "Wei'er, you are the purest girl, it's my fault... I have always wanted to tell you about this, but I really haven't.
Courage. However, I still want to tell you before we get married. I don’t want you to think that I am lying to you when you think about it at a certain moment after we get married.”
Yan Wei'er looked into Jilian Bino's eyes, which were clear and sincere, unabashed, but her face was filled with guilt, even mixed with fear. She was still speechless and allowed him to put her hand away.
in his broad chest.
She felt his heart beating wildly.
Bi Nuo, Bi Nuo ----- Yan Weier's tears suddenly fell in clusters, why did it start like this?
She clenched her small fist and punched him in the chest, making a muffled sound with each blow.
Jilenbino stood still, not hiding or avoiding, and just let her beat him. Just like the "Dragon Bird" dagger attacked, he also let her, as long as she felt comfortable.
But he frowned and tried to stop her several times to calm her down. She couldn't be angry or excited, otherwise, the consequences would be disastrous.
But she also hopes that she can vent her frustration.