Yes, she should understand him. It was precisely because she understood him so well that she wanted to leave. As long as she stayed in the palace for one day, he would not have a concubine for one day.
How could she not understand how much pressure he was under, memorials after memorials, "please think twice", banquet after banquet... beauties as beautiful as flowers and jade, full of affection.
Even if he is not an emperor, even if he is not Lord Ji Lian, he is still enough to capture the hearts of millions of girls, with such a handsome face, such a tall and tall body, and such a cold and evil smile.
And luckily, he is still an emperor!
The harem is deserted and she is the only one. It can't be justified anywhere! What's more, she, the queen, occupies the position and monopolizes the favor, but so far she has not made any contribution to the Ji Lian family or made any contribution to the royal bloodline.
Is there anything more embarrassing for her as a queen than this?
She was not sad to leave. She was once so competitive and domineering, asking Jilianbino to promise to love her only, and there would be no more concubines, no more extramarital affairs, and no more others.
woman.
Besides leaving, out of sight and out of mind, is there any better way than this?
As long as she had a son or daughter, she could continue to have children for him at any time, so why would she be in such an embarrassing situation and conflicting feelings now? With her intelligence, she would be able to defend her love with confidence.
Join him in refuting the notion that the harem is empty.
The emperor only loves her, but she is the only one in the harem, so what? How confident, how similar to her character, how forthright and frank?
Oh, but now, all her self-righteousness has been wiped out. She is just huddled in the harem so humbly, day after day. But even so, Jilian Bino is still struggling hard, using her own strength to compete with the courtiers.
kindness.
How could she bear it?
"I thought that after going through so much, you should understand me." Jilianbino's tone was mixed with helplessness, fatigue, and even a little dissatisfaction.
Everyone in the world doesn't understand him, but Wei'er should understand him. But she wants to leave. She is such a cruel woman.
"What I understand is Jilian Bino, not the current emperor, the emperor of a country." Yan Wei'er still insisted.
"No. Apart from that, I can promise you." Ji Lian Bino's voice sounded cold: "You are my Ji Lian Bino's woman, you are not allowed to go anywhere." He rarely used it in front of her.
Calling myself "I" is a long-standing habit. Only in front of her can I feel relaxed, but she is asking him to leave the palace and leave him.
How ridiculous.
Quilenbino hugged her tighter, fearing that if he let go, this angry woman would run away. He stopped talking nonsense, gently pulled the reins, and turned the horse around.
At the same time, Anu also turned around, and the beautiful brown horse also turned around.
A gorgeous escape from the palace turned into a couple's quarrel, flirting outside the city, and even a long and passionate sex scene.
He was intoxicated, and with a little punishment, he gasped and asked: "Are you still going to run?"
Yan Wei'er didn't answer, her hair was messy and her eyes were blurred.
Charming and bright.
It's so beautiful that it makes people's hearts sway.
In broad daylight, if this annoying woman hadn't staged a show of running away from home, he would never have been so indulgent.
But at this time, her eyes were as charming as silk, but her hands were still pushing him away willfully.
Quilenbino grabbed her hand: "Are you panicking? Why don't you go and review the memorial, and I will take care of your daily life." He bit his lip and smiled ambiguously.
Yan Wei'er made a scene, ran out of strength, and was repaired by Jilian Bino on the bed. In the end, people came to the conclusion that she was panicking.
"Just laugh at me." Yan Wei'er was frustrated, thinking of her own excuse: the palace was too stuffy and not fun at all. If these words were spread, anyone would think that she was full.
"I'm not laughing at you." Jilianbino's eyes were still scorching: "From now on, when you go to deal with state affairs, I will wait for you to favor me every day. I promise not to cry out, and I promise not to leave the palace." He smiled jokingly, and couldn't help but laugh again
Get closer to her body.
Yan Weier resisted his powerful harassment and said confusedly: "How come you haven't changed at all since you became the emperor?"
"How do you want me to change?" Jilian Bino whispered: "I am still me. I remember everything I said before. Doesn't Wei'er remember it?"
Yan Weier was silent.
What is it that I don’t remember? It’s that I remember it too much.
However, when she vowed to grow old with him that day, she didn't expect that it would be such an embarrassing situation today.
She was already very happy. Her father-in-law and mother-in-law never gave her any shame or embarrassment. Even if the ministers in the court sang in unison, no one would dare to disrespect the queen in the slightest.
"Wei'er, let me think about it, when did you prepare to alienate me?" Ji Lianbino hugged her smooth waist: "A month ago? Or two months ago?" He could feel it,
Just like now, even if I hold her warm and soft body, I can still feel that her heart is slowly moving away.
A touch of sadness away.
He had tried his best not to let those messy things bother her and make her sad, but she was still sad.
But he believed that what he and she had experienced was more than just the passing of time.
Aren't hearts and hearts already integrated into one? Why is she so cruel that she can speak out?
Yan Wei'er got up, put on her clothes, got out of bed and sat in front of the bronze mirror to dress up.
The waterfall-like black hair is draped around the waist, dark and smooth. Her graceful figure is as graceful and light as when we met that year.
No, it is more beautiful than that year.
His heart was pounding. Jilenbino lay on his side, supporting his chin with one hand, and quietly stared at her dressing movements.
No matter how much time passed, no matter how much he rubbed shoulders with her, it seemed like it was never enough. She could always easily stir up his passion, or the fluttering feelings he had when he was a teenager.
"Wei'er." His magnetic voice was even deeper due to the joy just now.
Yan Wei'er turned around, holding a jade comb in her hand, her eyes sparkling, as if asking what was going on.
Jilenbino waved and sat up: "Come here, Wei'er."
Yan Weier followed the instructions and sat beside the bed.
Jilian Bino reached for the jade comb and combed her hair: "Aren't you even willing to talk to me?"
It turns out that she is such a talkative person. She can chat about a small thing until midnight. At one moment, she asked him if he knew that Sister Yu's family had a nephew named Xiaohuanggou. At another moment, she asked him if he knew that Xiao Wu was actually a real person.
Not his mother's biological son.
She kept pestering him about this and that till late into the night. He had long wanted to interrupt her because he was actually more interested in another thing on the bed, but he couldn't bear to interrupt. She was talking so enthusiastically, with a small face.
All glowing red.
However, now that this other thing in bed was going his way, he missed her endless chatter.
She became so silent that even her joy seemed painful.
"What are you talking about?" Yan Weier raised her eyelids: "What does the emperor want to hear from my concubine?"
"That's enough, Wei'er." Jilian Bino frowned deeply: "Do you have to torture me to feel comfortable?"
"I don't dare."
Since we are in the palace, we must behave as if we were in the palace. Yan Weier lowered his head and bit his lip.
Jilianbino is a little angry. Things have not gone well for him recently, and he is extremely upset: "Wei'er, do you think I really want to be the emperor? Do you think the happiest thing about me, Jilianbino, marrying you is because
'If you get this girl, you'll conquer the world'? Be reasonable, Wei'er, you can be reasonable."
He "got this girl and conquered the world", the people's support, everyone's attention came to the throne of the emperor, but this "this girl" was at odds with him because the palace was not fun.
What kind of cycle? He, Jilian Bino, has never cared about being the emperor. Whoever loves him will come. If he can shoulder the heavy responsibility and is worthy of the people, he will immediately give up the throne and take her to live happily.
"Whether you want to be the emperor or not, you have to. It is your responsibility to continue your heirs. You now not only represent Ji Lian's lineage, but also the royal bloodline." Yan Weier simply made it clear: "I can't give birth to you.
I have children, and I don’t want to be pointed at and scolded by people in the world, which will delay the destiny of the country, so please let me go, please let me leave the palace."
Yan Weier burst into tears.
Quilenbino was stunned.
"You're just not pregnant for the time being, why are you so discouraged?" Jilianbino was flustered and helplessly comforted her: "Let's try harder, okay?" He even tried to please her with a joking tone.
Yan Wei'er smiled sadly: "Don't forget, I am skilled in medicine. I can treat others, but don't I understand my own body? If you don't believe it, we can go to Xumenghua and let them testify for you.
Give up."
"Wei'er, are you going to use this method to make me give up?" Jilian Bino casually placed the jade comb beside the bed, put on his clothes, and got out of bed: "You want to leave the palace that much? You want to leave me that much?
"
His face was cold and his eyes were cold.
She has not had children for many years, and he has not blamed her at all. No one knows the cause and effect better than him. But this cannot be the reason for her to leave him. Her tone is so alienated, so chilling, as if she has been staying by his side for a while.
Not even for a moment.
When did they reach this point?
They had always promised that they would stay together till the end of their lives.
However, in her prime years, she wanted to leave him and travel around the world.
Why not invite him along? He seemed to have told him once that when the time comes, he will pass the throne to Ji Lianxiu. Can't you even wait for such a time?
He walked out of the palace in low spirits.
She collapsed beside the bed.
The more gorgeous palace was not as warm as the new house. Why did she want to leave him?
Like flowers and beautiful families, like the passing of time.
She is no longer as beautiful as a flower. One day, there will be a newer woman by his side. I have always seen the new woman smiling and the old woman crying, her powerlessness and her dignity.
Lang traces the end of the world.
Is it better to cry in the palace and wait for his occasional favor? Then count the rings of the tree and grow old slowly.
Jilianbenuo's voice whispered in her ear: "Wei'er." He sat on the edge of the bed and hugged her from behind: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be angry with you."
Yan Wei'er had already burst into tears.
He will always be her lover, and she will always be his only son.