On such a winter night, looking out of the window, a crescent moon hung high in the dark blue sky.
Yan Wei'er tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep. There was a soft pillow, a brocade quilt, a light gauze tent, and a smoke cage was lit in the room, making the room feel warm.
She sat up, hugged the brocade quilt lightly, and leaned against the head of the bed. She had an injury on her back, so she couldn't lean too closely. Thinking back to leaning in Jilianbino's arms just now, she didn't feel any pain even if the horse was jolted.
Recalling what happened in the past two days, it is complicated.
Especially this "husband" who suddenly appeared, caught her off guard, but seemed irresistible. It didn't sound like he was lying, not to mention that he and Brother Qin San not only knew each other, but also had a life-long friendship.
He said he was her husband.
Yan Weier thought at first that this might be true. Seeing that he behaved intimately and not artificially, she felt inexplicably close to her. Whether he held her in his arms or spoke softly to her, it was all natural and natural.
He said she was his wife, firmly and without hesitation.
Later, she thought that maybe she was indeed his wife, Mrs. Ji Lian, whom Ming Media was marrying. So she accepted his embrace calmly and listened to his sweet memories of the past.
But, something is wrong?
There is indeed something vaguely wrong.
Previously, he held the jade pendant and said that she was the future head wife of the Ji Lian family. This is reasonable and reasonable. Young Master Ji Lian has never taken over the Ji Lian family and is currently only the young master. So naturally, as the young master's wife, she can only
She is the future hostess.
But when they arrived at the inn, Ji Lianbienuo introduced to shopkeeper Zhao, "This is the future young mistress of my Ji Lian family, Miss Yan Wei'er."
This is deeply inappropriate.
Is she his wife? If so, why is she the future young mistress? If not, then why not just say that he is his "fiancé"?
After working for a long time, they didn't get married.
When she asked him, "Then why am I not with you?" His answer was ambiguous and vague. Now that she thought about it, there were many reasons that she didn't know.
Or, did he actually have a wife? And she was just an extramarital affair? Once this inexplicable thought entered her mind, it was so unsettling that it made her heart palpitate.
No wonder he repeatedly emphasized and guaranteed: "Only you, Wei'er, can be my wife, Jilian Bino." If she was really the wife of Ming Media, why would she need to use such words to confirm her?
Yan Wei'er was a little sad. Had she been scarred by this man before? She escaped from his arms and was no longer by his side?
Now, she has no memory at all, and her whole figure is like a blank sheet of paper. If someone draws a circle for her, she thinks it was round in the past, and if someone draws a square for her, she thinks it was square.
Others told her that he was her husband, but she thought that she was really his wife. In fact, she was not at all.
It was the first time she felt so helpless. When she first woke up, she had no memory. It was Master Qin who told her that he was her brother and Anu was her dog. And her name was Wei'er.
This statement made her feel at home and let her know who she really was. At that time, she had no time to think about what kind of life and experiences she had in the past years.
But now, reality forces her to think about all this, and she is confused, confused, and panicked.
Yan Wei'er's heart suddenly fell into a black hole without a trace of light. She wanted to shout loudly but couldn't.
That's loneliness.
Real loneliness is not that there is no one to accompany you, but that you don't even know who you are. That is not a problem that can be solved by a name. Even if she knows that her name is Wei'er or Jasmine, it will not help.
A name is just a code for a person. The person represented by that code should have thoughts, experiences, and emotions.
Yan Wei'er didn't.
Others tell her whose wife she is, but she herself doesn’t know.
It seems a bit humiliating. I can't let it go.
Yan Wei'er's tears fell slowly. It seemed that she had shed sad tears for that man countless nights before. Even if she had no memory, she seemed to be able to capture the sadness of that moment.
The same moonlight, the same sadness, the same mixed with inexplicable sweetness.
At some point, Anu had walked from the door to the bed, lying on the ground quietly, waiting for her.
Yan Wei'er leaned over and touched Anu's head, thinking to herself, it turned out that Anu was the easiest person to get along with in this world.
It will not deceive her, nor will it abandon her. It seems that at a certain moment, there was such a sigh - the best person to get along with is Anu.
Yan Wei'er decided that when she saw Jilian Bino again, she must ask him clearly. If she was once his wife, then she would never live such a humiliating life again.
God gave her amnesia in order to let her choose a new life.
Although, that man did make her feel infinitely attached to him.
His majestic figure, his handsome face, his deep eyes, and the unique aura exuding from him were all familiar to her. However, his lips were so cool and thin, as pale as water.
She even felt for a moment that he had insulted her, and that he had spit out nasty words from his cold lips.
Suddenly frightened. It was like capturing the emotion of a certain moment in the past.
Passed by in a flash.
I thought I had found a heart-melting oasis in the desert, but until I took a closer look, I realized where the oasis was? It was actually just a swamp.
She has lost her memory. But she is not stupid.
She held the jade pendant in her hand and carefully touched the finely carved lines and the words "Jilembino", hoping to recall some fragments.
But no, no impression at all.
She took the exquisite dagger again, and saw that the sheath was inlaid with many small gems, shining brightly at night.
The dagger was unsheathed! A cold light dazzled Yan Weier's eyes.
She shuddered violently.
It seems that she has used this dagger before.
I even smelled blood.
Did she stab someone else with this dagger? Or did someone else stab her with this dagger?
Not knowing, at a loss.
Yan Wei'er quickly sheathed the dagger and put it under the pillow. Her mind could not be at peace for a long time.
The dim candlelight flickered, Yan Weier got out of bed and blew out the candlelight.
She was still thinking a lot, tossing and turning, but after all, she couldn't resist the torment of the past few days, and sleepiness hit her.
In the dream, on a vast grassland, a man came riding on a horse. With a gentle grab, he put her on the horse's back and galloped under the blue sky and white clouds.
She giggled wildly and was joyful in the man's arms: "Tell me, what is my name?"
The man's voice floated in the wind: "Weier, you are my Weier."
She continued to giggle and countered him crisply and loudly: "No, my name is not Wei'er, my name is Jasmine!"
The man then tapped her nose and said, "Do you think that by wearing Jasmine's clothes, your name has been taken over by someone else? You called her Jasmine, so what should Jasmine do?"
"Ah, is there Jasmine? Then my name is Wei'er. What's your name?"
"Tilenbino!"
She laughed even harder: "Ji Lian Bino, it turns out you are that bastard Young Master Ji Lian Bino!"
In the dream, the grass was green and there were flocks of cattle and sheep.