Chapter 219 [Outside the City of Yangzhou, the Centennial Alliance] Next
Mu Linfeng slowly walked towards the carriage, and when he arrived in front of the carriage, he knocked on the door a few times. Zheng Xiyu in the carriage did not move at all.
Mu Linfeng whispered: "Xiyu, I..."
Mu Linfeng spoke at the edge of his mouth, but suddenly he felt his speech was in a mess and didn't know what to say.
Suddenly, Mu Linfeng stood in front of the carriage, and Zheng Xiyu sat in the carriage, and neither of them said a word.
Then even though Zheng Xiyu didn't say a word to Mu Linfeng, Mu Linfeng heard a lot, but not his ears, but his heart. He was listening with his heart.
In fact, even if Zheng Xiyu said nothing, Mu Linfeng could know what Zheng Xiyu was thinking.
This is not because Mu Linfeng has come into contact with many women and knows how much he knows about women, but because of the special relationship between him and Zheng Xiyu, which leads to him clearly knowing what Zheng Xiyu is thinking.
Zheng Xiyu and Mu Linfeng were not very similar to other women in this era. To be precise, Zheng Xiyu was not very integrated with this era.
Zheng Xiyu pursues sentimental love. Without any constraints, as for the man she likes, she will only have her man in her life, and her man can only have her.
Zheng Xiyu is a bit advanced for women of this era, or it can be said to be alternative.
It can even be said that Zheng Xiyu fully meets the standards of women in the 21st century, has a high personality, is dedicated to feelings, and also hopes that his men will treat him exclusively.
But these are just Zheng Xiyu in the past, and Mu Linfeng also clearly knew that at this moment, Zheng Xiyu was unwilling to see her and was unwilling to talk to her. Another main reason was that the scar on her face.
No matter how advanced Zheng Xiyu is or how alternative she is, she is still a woman. As long as she is a woman, she will pay attention to her demeanor and appearance, especially in front of a man she likes, and can even be said to be deeply loved by women. Women regard this as the lowest line of defense.
Emperor Wu of Han had a woman who, when she was favored and most charming, got a strange disease. Every time Emperor Wu of Han went to see her, she would not let Emperor Wu of Han see her.
Because she knew the characteristics of men clearly. Men are born to love beauty and pursue beautiful affairs. She just wanted to leave those beautiful memories for Emperor Wu of Han after her death.
If a man tells you that he likes ugly women, or when he says when he is in love, what are you afraid of when you are fat? No matter how fat you are, I will love you. What a terrible and shameless lie.
If the woman who had been deceived by him really believed his lies and was as fat as a pig, this would also be the best reason for this man to cheat or betray.
Mu Linfeng understands women and Zheng Xiyu, so he knows that if he forced himself to see Zheng Xiyu, his wisdom will make Zheng Xiyu even more sad, so Mu Linfeng has no intention of opening the car door.
Mu Linfeng and Zheng Lianxiang were silent for a long time, but in the end it was the deadlock that Mu Linfeng broke.
Mu Linfeng said to the car door: "Xiyu, I know what you are thinking at the moment, and I also know why you don't see me, but I can tell you that the scar will not become a grudge between us, my heart, you
I knew you a long time ago, and I also knew why you didn’t choose to be with me... Maybe this is fate..."
Mu Linfeng said that not only sighed, but then slowly said: "Actually, you and I know what kind of man I am, Mu Linfeng is. I also thought about changing something for you. I really thought about it... But the result was
Yes...hehe...you also know that the country is easy to change, but the nature is difficult to change..."
Mu Linfeng said this and couldn't help but remain silent for a moment, then said again: "No matter what, things have reached this point. If neither of us swears to look back, the distance between us will only go further and further.
…To be honest… I don’t want to have that day… I really don’t want to… But if I really ask me to change, maybe I can do it… I can do it… But what should I do if Yuanyuan?
What to do with Sai? What to do with Mei'er? ... And your sister, what to do with Lianxiang?..."
Mu Linfeng said, as if he felt Zheng Xiyu crying in the car. Mu Linfeng sighed slightly and said, "I, Mu Linfeng, have always been a selfish person. I have never wanted anything I don't want, and there is nothing I can't get, but for you
...I...ah..."
Mu Linfeng felt his throat dry, and slowly walked to the window beside him, and the curtains suddenly shook.
Mu Linfeng knew that it was Zheng Xiyu who pulled the curtains, for fear that he would open the curtains and look at her.
Mu Linfeng not only sighed again and said, "If you don't let me see you, I will never open the curtains... Xiyu... In fact, I have always wanted to have a chance to be able to be peaceful with you.
Talk well... But every time you...ah... I dare not expect this... Today I know you are leaving... I am very conflicted inside. I have already thought about it a lot along the way, and I even coaxed you
I had already thought about it... But when I stood here, I suddenly realized that I didn't know how to speak... I had a lot of sweet words, but at this critical moment, I couldn't say a word..."
Mu Linfeng said this, suddenly heard Zheng Xiyu in the carriage stammering, but he didn't hear what he was saying clearly. Mu Linfeng didn't ask, because he knew that as long as Zheng Xiyu really wanted to say, he would still say that if he suddenly changed his mind.
I don’t want to say it anymore, it’s useless to ask myself.
Mu Linfeng looked at the window and continued, "I know how bitter you are in Xiyu. I know, I can't say anything or promise you now, because I'm afraid that when I can't do it, you will be more
Sad, I have been selfish for so long, I can't be so selfish anymore, I can't be sorry to you anymore, I can't be sorry to Yuanyuan, Saisei, Meier... and your sister..."
Mu Linfeng slowly paced by the car for a long time, sighed and said, "Take care, cherish me, even if you and I have no fate, Linfeng will bless you, because... because... because I love you...
”
Speaking of this, Mu Linfeng was silent, and Zheng Xiyu in the car was silent, without any sound.
Mu Linfeng walked to the window and said, "Xiyu, I'm leaving, you have to take good care of yourself. Actually, I thought about the three words just now for a long time, and finally I'll tell you... You have the right to know... Linfeng meets
Keep guarding these three words... waiting for you... Maybe one day... Xiyu, you can accept such a terrible wind... Linfeng will always stand in the same place waiting for you..."
Mu Linfeng took two steps back and finally said: "Actually, Linfeng did not say such words to any woman so heartily. This is not like me... really... only you... goodbye..."
After Mu Linfeng said that, he turned around and left the carriage without looking back. Then he jumped on his horse and gently instigated the whip.
When Mu Linfeng walked to Zheng Lianxiang, he said, "Liangxiang, get in the car quickly. It's cold outside the car. Remember what Linfeng said to you and wait for Linfeng..."
Zheng Lianxiang hurried forward and pulled Mu Linfeng's reins and said, "Mu Lang...I...I..."
Mu Linfeng smiled slightly and said, "Since I don't know how to say that, just wait until I see you again in the future..."
Mu Linfeng said, turning his head to look at the carriage, then looking at Zheng Chenggong who was waiting in the original place. Yang Geng and Chen Hui, then said to Zheng Lianxiang: "Get on the car quickly, Sen'er is still waiting for you!"
Zheng Lianxiang let go of her hand, slowly walked towards the carriage, waved to Mu Linfeng, and then she rode away.
Zheng Lianxiang opened the car door and saw Zheng Xiyu turning her head quickly, but still not speaking.
Zheng Lianxiang saw that Zheng Xiyu's eyes were swollen, and her shoulders were still trembling at this moment. Then she closed the car door, sat outside the carriage, and said to the driver next to her: "Driver, I'm working hard..."
The coachman listened to Mu Linfeng nagging for a long time, but he couldn't understand what Mu Linfeng said.
The coachman just felt that Mu Linfengruo had not finished talking about it anymore, and he stood up and drank the north wind and was about to die. After hearing Zheng Lianxiang say he left, he hurried over and got on the carriage, then shouted and waved the horse whip.
The carriage slowly began to move forward, but Zheng Xiyu was the only one in the carriage. Her face was still wearing a veil and her eyes were exposed. She had been listening to Mu Linfeng talking before, but she didn't say a word.
Mu Linfeng's words were pierced in her heart like needles.
Just as Mu Linfeng thought, there are some things between her and Mu Linfeng that don’t need to be explained explicitly. Sometimes, just a look or an action, the two should understand each other’s intentions.
Zheng Xiyu also knew clearly that although Mu Linfeng was smiling before, he did not say so much today. Perhaps just as Mu Linfeng said, he had never said such a thing to a woman.
Zheng Xiyu took out a handkerchief to wipe the tears in her eyes, then lifted the curtain, stretched her head out of the window, and looked behind the car, but there was Mu Linfeng's figure, only dust all the way.
At this time, heavy snow began to fall from the sky, and slowly danced in the air with the north wind.
Zheng Lianxiang sat outside the car and suddenly felt her cheeks cold. Even she herself didn't know whether it was snowflakes falling on her face or tears flowing from the corners of her eyes.
Chapter 3 [Age of Firearms, War of Fire in the World] is over, and tomorrow it will enter the fourth chapter [Smoky Rain in the South of the Yangtze River, clear between the north and the south]