Leave note [Dad! Rest in peace! Son has awakened!]
My father was in front of me yesterday, and I watched my father slowly pass away.
Now my heart really cannot calm down. In fact, for the past two or three months, I have been busy with hospital matters for my father.
People who have never experienced this sentence will not understand it. No matter what position you are in, you will always have differences with your parents sometimes.
As a writer, I am also an escapist from reality. When I saw that my father was about to die, his eyes looked at me with relief, helplessness, and a trace of desolation, which made my heart unable to
calm.
As a writer, coding is the key, but my father's illness is getting worse and worse, but I don't take it seriously, and my father doesn't tell me how sick he is, so I still
I spoke to my father in the rebellious tone I used before, but at that moment, I suddenly felt that my father had never been blessed in his life. When he passed away, his illness was due to accumulation of water in the lungs, due to the loss of respiratory function.
Just disappeared in front of me.
The day before, I ran home from the hospital and anxiously typed out a chapter of a novel. Then, before I could go back, my uncle told me... your dad is dying. At that moment, I really felt that I wanted to raise my son.
But the pain and regret of not being there for me really makes me carry this regret with me for the rest of my life.
I sincerely say that if any of you readers have conflicts or minor disagreements with your parents at home, don’t always be rebellious or say things that hurt their hearts, because in this society, life and death are really a matter of an instant, which also makes me
It left a lifelong regret.
Here, I sincerely hope that you can give me this opportunity. I want to take a few days off to see my father off. I started to get into novels in 2004. My father was the most supportive of me at the beginning, and until now, I finally
When I was doing better than before, I found that my father was no longer by my side. This feeling now makes me hate myself very much. If I could lose everything in exchange for the opportunity to chat with my father, I would definitely know everything.
Giving, everything seems so unimportant in front of family love.
Maybe some readers may not have felt it. I envy you for this, but I still want to say, cherish the time you spend with your parents. Maybe something you said inadvertently hurt your parents' hearts at that moment. In the future,
When they pass away, this sentence will definitely be a lingering nightmare for you in the future. The same is true for me now. I imagine the time I spent with my father in my mind, and I wish I could kill myself now.
I don't know how to be a eunuch in novels, and I always have to have a beginning and an end when doing things, but I hope you can understand that I really can't calm down.