It was probably because Tang Yunming's hand was too strong that Ning Jing let out a low cry of pain. It was also probably because his strength was too strong that Ning Jing's eyes cleared up a little and she no longer looked so confused.
"I know that you have been hurt before. Although you don't know who that bastard is, that bastard made you very sad and sad. He brought Ning Xiaobao into this world. You thought you were deprived of the right to start over.
, you think that no one can accept you anymore, but that is just your self-righteousness! You use your past and your self-righteousness to reject others, do you think this is fair to me? "
Ning Jing was a little aggrieved. After being reprimanded by Tang Yunming like this, the confidence that was unusually abundant just now disappeared. She murmured in a low voice, "There is nothing fair or unfair in this kind of thing."
"You want to say that you can't be with me because you don't have any feelings for me? Why are you willing to stay with me?"
"Hehe," Ning Jing raised her head and smiled stupidly at Tang Yunming, "It's because of money. It's not like you don't know."
Tang Yunming pinched Ning Jing's chin, "How long are you going to deceive yourself and others?"
Deceiving herself? Is this really the case? Ning Jing suddenly felt a little aggrieved. For so many years, she was like a little monster that could not be understood by others. No matter who hurt her, she could do anything as long as she returned to her cave.
She licked her wounds calmly, as if nothing had happened. No matter how wronged she was, she could face it alone. However, one day, when Ning Jing was licking her wounds, she suddenly found a man standing at the entrance who was not afraid of her.
The guy who didn't dislike her asked her softly if the wound hurt... So Ning Jing burst into tears very naturally and naturally.
Ning Jing's head rested weakly on Tang Yunming's shoulder, her tears fell on his black trousers, and she quickly got into his trousers, as if nothing had happened. But her shoulders were shaking slightly,
It was like a pair of invisible hands squeezing Tang Yunming's heart, making him feel so painful that he almost suffocated.
"I can't be with you, I can't..." Ning Jing choked, "Tang Yunming, you are very good, you know that? I can't stand with you."
"Why?" Tang Yunming smiled bitterly. For the first time, he knew that excellence was also a sin.
"Because do you know how everyone looks at the two of us? I don't want to hear people say that Tang Yunming is blind again, and I don't want to hear people say that I am a vixen who climbs high. I am very poor, but I am not so poor that I don't even have dignity.
There is no point..."
"Can't you just stay with me regardless of what other people think? Am I not as important to you as other people's gossip?"
Ning Jing shook her head feebly, "But I'm afraid. I'm afraid that one day you will suddenly find that I'm not as good as you thought, because there are too many people who are better than me around you, and I don't want to be regarded as a bad person one day.
Throw it away like garbage.”
Such aggrieved words came out of Ning Jing's mouth, and Tang Yunming couldn't believe that the person in front of him was actually Ning Jing. Is this the same Ning Jing who was fearless and arrogant all day long? Tang Yunming thought of how he had once
I have heard a saying that the stronger a person is on the outside, the more inferior he is on the inside. This is true when applied to Ning Jing, "I said, you live your life like a big-tailed wolf every day,
Do you feel tired?"
Ning Jing didn't even think about it. She had completely forgotten her instinctive habit of retorting, "I'm tired, of course I will be tired!"
"If you're so tired, why do you keep pretending like this? I feel tired just looking at you."
Tang Yunming patted Ning Jing on the shoulder and pulled her into his arms, "You have been avoiding me for so long, have you really never thought about why I like you?"
Ning Jing shook her head, "Because I like to see flowers bloom when everyone sees them?"
"Pfft..." Tang Yunming couldn't help laughing. Apart from Ning Jing, there is probably no other person in the world who can still joke at such a time. "You really know how to talk, but I am serious."
"I'm very serious too..." As soon as these words came out, Ning Jing suddenly felt that she had no confidence and swallowed it back, "Okay, then I'd better listen to you."
"Because you are very strong," Tang Yunming gently stroked Ning Jing's cheek. He was really curious about how this smooth white porcelain face was made, and what structure allowed it to bear so much pain and sorrow.
But she doesn't show it to others easily, as if she is the only one in the whole world. This mask bears all the joy, anger, sorrow and joy of Ning Jing, and then she pretends to be nonchalant and treats the world indifferently, "So strong that it makes people feel bad."
Ning Jing's heart thumped and her nose felt sour. She could feel that the little monster standing at the entrance of the cave looking at her was stepping into her territory little by little.
"Because looking at such a strong person makes me feel that my heart hurts. I always feel like something is pinching my heart, and I am so sad that I can't speak. But every time I want to help you, I
I was pushed away by you. I did this not for you, not to pity you or to sympathize with you, I was just trying to find ways to make my heart not hurt so much, can you understand?"
I'm so sorry that you feel so sorry for me? Ning Jing thought this in her heart, but she couldn't say it out loud, so she just smiled stupidly.
But even the smile made Tang Yunming so uncomfortable, "So, I just don't want to see you showing off alone again, and I don't want to see you holding on by yourself. This is the first time that I feel like protecting someone so much. I don't know where you are."
Somewhere in my heart, I just feel that you are hurt, and my heart feels like it is about to die."
Tang Yunming covered his face in embarrassment and whispered softly. He felt that he was the drunk person today, so he said so many sensational words inexplicably.
Ning Jing's face was as red as an apple. She didn't quite hear what Tang Yunming said. She just felt that this guy's chest suddenly became super warm, making people lean in it and not want to get up.
"I said, um..." Ning Jing forced herself to stand up from the gentle embrace, "It's getting late, shouldn't you go to bed?"
"Yes, but I still have very important things to do." Tang Yunming grabbed Ning Jing who was about to run away and knelt on one knee in front of her. "I can finish what I haven't finished just now."
What?"
Ning Jing felt that her heartbeat was exaggeratedly fast, as if it was about to jump out of her mouth. She could vaguely guess what Tang Yunming wanted to say. If it was normal, she would have refused mercilessly.
But today, something in her body encouraged her to listen to it again.
"What I want to say," Tang Yunming plucked his hair in embarrassment, "Today is the last time. I promise that I will not say it again from today on. Although I have said it several times before, I swear that I will definitely say it today.
Definitely the last time!”
"are you……"
"Shut up!" Tang Yunming interrupted Ning Jing with some excitement, fearing that the courage he had finally cultivated would shrink from her words, "Just now, I said everything I needed to say. I probably know why you refused.
Promise me. I...hehe, I'm very happy...sincerely! Since you said that, it's time for me to tell you what I want to say."
Tang Yunming took a deep breath and kept pulling his hair with one hand. This habitual action had exposed his nervousness, "Ning Jing, no matter what I look like in your eyes, I may be no different from other playboys, but
I have to tell you that I am not that kind of person, whether you believe it or not. Put it this way... I am a very clingy guy, I believe you can see it. Although I look quite tall, I am actually still very childish.
, I admit this, like a child, I am afraid of being alone. So... I like the feeling of you accompanying me, Ning Jing. I like being with you. I feel very comfortable no matter what I do. If I can't see
You will be very worried, worried that you will run away with others, worried that someone will bully you. The reason is as simple as that, I really want you to always be in my sight, okay..."
Following this question, Tang Yunming's hand that had been scratching his hair conjured a ring out of nowhere like magic, with a silly smile on his face.
Things should be more romantic, but...you know, so I think a more ordinary approach is more suitable for me. Ning Jing, Ning Jing, if you miss this opportunity, it will be gone. I swear I will treat you in the future.
Okay, as long as you don't run away, I'm already shouting long live. No matter what happens, I'm willing to stand by your side, and I'm willing to believe that you understand you. No matter what happens, I'm willing to be good to Ning Xiaobao.
...Speaking of which, this kid already regards me as his biological father! I promise to do the above things. If I can't do it, I will pay you a deposit that will ensure you have food and drink for the rest of your life. In this way, you will definitely make money without losing money.
…”
The Tang Yunming in front of her looked like a cute big boy. Ning Jing couldn't help but cover her mouth and smile, "You, this is a confession? Do you treat marriage as a business?"
"This is called prescribing the right medicine, okay? I'm probably the only one who would fall in love with a money-grubbing girl like you!"
Ning Jing pursed her lips, "Then..."
Looking at Ning Jing's red cheeks, although she could no longer say anything, Tang Yunming had already understood what she meant. He gently held her hand and put the ring that had been prepared on her finger.
Jian, "I will be good to you."
"I……"
Ning Jing was about to speak when she suddenly felt dizzy. Before she could finish her sentence, her stomach was churning, "Wow..."
Looking at Ning Jing's back rushing into the bathroom, Tang Yunming shook his head helplessly. This was the second time Ning Jing had vomited something like this in a sensational moment, and Tang Yunming couldn't take it for granted.
Tang Yunming shrugged his shoulders, cleared away the garbage on the table, and picked up the magazine that had just been stepped on by Ning Jing's feet.
"The second young master of Tangcheng International, Tang Siqi, is getting married. The wedding is scheduled to be held next month..."
The big title was a bit dazzling, so Tang Yunming shrugged and threw the magazine into the trash can.