Ning Jing was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep. What always came to her mind was Ning Xiaobao's words. Although two or three days had passed since the incident, Ning Jing could not let go of it for a long time.
"That old man is so pitiful."
It's really rare to hear such words from Ning Xiaobao. It's not that Ning Xiaobao has no sympathy, but he never sympathizes with others. The little guy said that there is never anyone in the world who needs sympathy.
, and no one person's sympathy can bring anything to another person. To put it simply, sympathy is the most hypocritical, flashy, and useless emotion in the world. One person sympathizes with another person just to show that he is better than others.
The other side is superior.
However, Ning Xiaobao said that he sympathized with Zhong Yi.
"At that age, I don't have any relatives around me. Even my own children don't want to live with me. Tsk, tsk," Ning Jing could still vaguely remember that Ning Xiaobao at that time sighed and shook his head like an adult.
, "If I were him, I would be dead a long time ago!"
Although he said this, Ning Jing could see that Ning Xiaobao really sympathized with Zhong Yi.
Not to mention Ning Xiaobao, even Ning Jing who hated Zhong Yi deeply felt pitiful for Zhong Yi after hearing what the kid said.
How does a person get to this point? Zhong Yi should have other children. He also mentioned it in his words. There should be a son and a daughter, but do they also hate Zhong Yi?
This made Ning Jing a little dumbfounded. It seemed that her dislike of Zhong Yi was not without reason, and she was not the only one in the world who treated him like this. Just like that sentence, there is someone who hates you in this world, and it might be him.
If two people hate you, it may be a misunderstanding of you. But if three or four people hate you, you should think clearly about whether you did something wrong somewhere.
Zhong Yi is like the best factual example of this truth.
Ning Jing suddenly felt a little at ease, but she still felt uncomfortable.
It seemed that after venting his emotions wantonly, he suddenly realized that the other person was pitiful, and he felt a faint sense of guilt in his heart.
Why?
Because she cares about Zhong Yi? Hahaha, Ning Jing felt that it was out of the question. She had no good impression of Zhong Yi at all, let alone cared about him.
But this feeling lingered in Ning Jing's heart.
Ning Jing sighed, turned over and continued to sleep.
Tang Siqi was in the room next to his, and he could vaguely see lights outside. He must not have slept yet, so he didn't know what he was doing. The wedding was also held, and the two of them were nominally husband and wife, but they were just that.
Nominally, Tang Siqi and Ning Jing have always slept separately. Maybe it's because Tang Siqi has a grudge about the past, or maybe he's afraid that Ning Jing will have a grudge about the past. In short, the two of them have a very tacit understanding of each other.
Neither of them mentioned that they should act like a normal couple.
Still needing some opportunity, Ning Jing didn't bother to put more thought into this matter, lest she add any unnecessary fuss.
And because he and Tang Siqi were in the same room, Ning Xiaobao refused to live with Ning Jing. There was still some awkwardness between him and Tang Siqi, and now he was even more afraid that Tang Siqi would laugh at him.
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People, when they were young, there was a stage where they wished they could be like adults. Because people always want things they don’t have, just like Ning Jing, although she doesn’t have that desire to be like adults, she doesn’t want to be like a child.
In the stage of taking care of herself, there is no adult to take care of her. Because of this, Ning Jing often hopes that someone can treat her as a child and love her.
Father's love and mother's love are too luxurious for Ning Jing, not to mention that she has just pushed her biological father aside.
In fact, Ning Jing also felt strange. Didn't she obviously really hope that someone could take care of her? Give her a father's love that she had never had before. To be honest, when she saw the room Zhong Yi prepared for her, Ning Jing had a feeling in her heart.
This kind of touch seems to be a warmth spreading in my heart. Maybe that's what I want, someone who can take good care of me.
However, Ning Jing also knew that her resistance to Zhong Yi would not go away for a while. After all, Zhong Yi had given her too much past that she could not accept.
Just like when she saw Zhong Xin's prosperous life, Ning Jing could not figure out why he was so cruel back then. While he was living such a prosperous life, had he ever thought about what his daughter was doing?
life?
Ning Jing didn't want revenge, she just felt awkward and couldn't accept it.
After being dazed in bed for a long time, Ning Jing turned over several times and finally fell asleep in a dream.
In that dream, Ning Jing saw a woman.
He has a somewhat similar appearance and elegant posture to himself. Although he doesn't remember that he has seen this appearance before, no matter how he looks at him, he feels that this person is so familiar.
Ning Xuan.My mother.
Ning Jing prefers to call her Ning Xuan instead of mother. She has never called her those two words, and they are really unfamiliar to her.
But in this dream, Ning Xuan looked very familiar, as if she was going home after get off work every day.
In the dream, it was a warm home. Ning Xuan came to Ning Jing, patted her on the head as if she were a child, and then brought milk and bread to Ning Jing to eat.
This dream... this illusory dream is so longing for Ning Jing that she would rather believe that this dream really exists. Maybe this is her original life, Ning Xuan is by her side, maybe
There is no Zhong Yi, only mother and daughter depend on each other, but for Ning Jing, this is enough. And she hopes that this dream can continue, as if this is the real life. As for the more than ten years of
To be able to live and die by oneself, to know one's own health and well-being, is actually just an illusory and unrealistic long dream.
However, there are always bad moments in dreams, such as when Zhong Yi pushed in the door. He stood in front of Ning Xuan and argued loudly with her. The quarrel between the two became more and more intense. Ning Jing saw Zhong Yi
She was so red-faced, and Ning Xuan felt so aggrieved.
Zhong Yi quickly turned around and entered another room, staying there for a long time. When he came out, the entire dream had turned into a dim gray.
Ning Xuan faced Zhong Yi and watched as Zhong Yi smiled at her. It seemed to be a very warm smile, but no matter how she looked at it, Ning Jing felt that there was something strange and cunning in that smile.
Sure enough, Ning Jing saw Zhong Yi holding a knife behind his back.
This is the legendary smile hiding a knife!
Ning Jing excitedly took Ning Xuan's hand and shook it constantly, trying to tell her of the danger. But in the dream, she was mute, and she could not make any sound with her mouth wide open.
Ning Jing saw Zhong Yi's smile becoming more and more unrestrained, and she would rush forward at any moment. She hugged Ning Xuan's body and pulled her back, but Ning Xuan did not move at all.
At this moment, Zhong Yi suddenly rushed forward, the knife in his hand shining brightly...
Just when the tip of the knife was about to pierce Ning Xuan's chest, Ning Jing woke up.
Phew, a nightmare.
No wonder Ning Jing hates dreaming so much. Dreams are never beautiful. The dreams she has had over the years have always been awakened by various strange reasons.
But this time the dream was so real that Ning Jing couldn't wait to believe that this was the real cause of Ning Xuan's death.
Ning Jing feels that her brain seems to be abnormal recently. After she wakes up, she often cannot distinguish the authenticity of her dreams. She always feels that those things actually happened, such as seeing the table in her dream.
There is a piece of bread on the table, and after she wakes up, she will even run to the table to check it. For example, if she was sad because of something in her dream, she will still feel uncomfortable for a long time after waking up.
Just like this time, Ning Jing felt that she hated Zhong Yi more and more. She hoped that she would never see him again in her life, lest she would not be able to help but say some unpleasant words to torture him when they meet again.
The feeling of heartache made Ning Jing go a little crazy. She knew it, but she couldn't stop it.
The sky outside the window was gray. She didn't know how long she slept, maybe only ten minutes. And this sleep, because of the dream, made Ning Jing feel extremely tired.
She squinted her eyes and turned over, wanting to continue sleeping, when she heard a faint voice from behind.
"Did you have a nightmare?"
The sound made Ning Jing almost scream - she had locked the door before going to bed, how could anyone talk here! Ning Jing's eyes widened, she stepped back a little, squinting at the figure in the darkness
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The figure immediately understood Ning Jing's intention and couldn't help but chuckle, "Don't be so scared, right? It's me, Cai Yaheng."
It’s weird if you’re not afraid! Ning Jing wanted to curse!
Ever since I met Cai Yaheng, this guy has never done anything normal. He just does whatever is strange. This time too, he even ran into his room in the middle of the night!
A gust of wind blew, making Ning Jing tremble all over. She looked at the window and remembered that she had closed it before going to bed, but she didn't know when it was opened. Now, the curtains were blowing slightly.
You don't need to think about it to know that Cai Yaheng must have come in through the window.
But...the problem is that he lives on the seventeenth floor, how did he get up there?
Cai Yaheng seemed to be able to read minds. He smiled after seeing Ning Jing's expression, "Don't you think it's incredible? In fact, I am very powerful. To me, the seventeenth floor is just a floating cloud."
Ning Jing pursed her lips and looked at Cai Yaheng, "Shouldn't I be surprised? Why are you here? After all, I am a woman. If you barge in while I'm sleeping, I can call the police directly."
"No way," Cai Yaheng shrugged innocently, "If I come in through the door, Tang Siqi will definitely not want me to see you."
Ning Jing sneered in her heart, "So you know it too!"
Cai Yaheng looked at Ning Jing aggrievedly, "I'm not so hated by others, am I?"
"Very good."
"Hey, don't be so heartless, okay? I know you must be angry when you say this! I came today because there is something I want to tell you."