Along the way, although Nico didn't say anything, Suojia knew that Nico had given the rest of his life to Suojia, whether it was body, mind, or even life.
In return for saving Nico's younger siblings.
Originally, everything was normal, but... I don't know when, Nico changed. Suojia still doesn't understand why Nico fell in love with her, but things really happened, which made Suojia feel
Very helpless.
Although Suojia admires Nico and even looks at her with lustful eyes, especially recently, he even dreams about her in erotic dreams, but... precisely because of Suojia's respect for Nico, he can't
Do whatever you want.
Suojia sighed melancholy, stood up silently and walked out of the room. Since he couldn't sleep, it was not comfortable to be bored in the room, so he might as well go out for some fresh air.
A few minutes later, Suojia arrived on the hotel platform. A gust of cool night wind blew in his face. Looking into the distance, everything in the city looked so soft under the dim light.
"Huh?" While admiring, a beautiful figure appeared in front of Suojia. When he looked carefully, he saw Nico lying on the railing of the platform, looking blankly at the city in the distance.
Looking at Nico's graceful figure that seemed to blend into the surrounding environment, Suojia couldn't help but sigh, slowly walked to Nico's side, and looked at the busy crowd in the distance.
After a long time, Nico's voice finally sounded faintly: "What? You suddenly figured it out and stopped hiding from me?"
With a sigh, Suojia was full of apologies, but didn't know what to say. It took a long time before Suojia said sincerely: "Nico... I'm sorry."
Hearing Suojia's words, Nico's body trembled, then turned around suddenly, looked at Suojia and said: "What I want is not that you say sorry, nor am I asking you to accept me. My request is very simple, as long as
Just don't avoid me on purpose."
"Uh!" Hearing Nico's words, Suojia couldn't help but froze. At the same time, Nico continued: "Do you know? When you are talking and laughing with everyone, but you are the only one who doesn't talk to me.
How uncomfortable do I feel? Do you know that feeling? You make me feel like a burden and you hate me."
"This..." Hearing Nico's words, Suojia couldn't help but froze. Thinking back carefully, in recent times, in order to avoid suspicion and because he didn't know how to get along with Nico, Suojia rarely interacted with Nico.
Talking, but this was not the case with Xiang Yun, Roger, and Mia. They were still talking and laughing as before.
Looking at Nico's tearful face, Suojia suddenly understood that the reason why Nico was so uncomfortable was actually not just because he didn't accept her feelings, but more importantly, Suojia's neglect and differential treatment of her.
She felt as if she was disgusted and excluded by Suojia.
With a helpless sigh, Suojia looked at Nico seriously and said: "Listen to me Nico, things are not what you think. The reason why I don't talk to you is just because I don't know how to face you.
"
Hearing Suojia's words, Nico was stunned for a moment, and then said: "I don't understand, even if Mia becomes your woman, we are still at least partners or friends, right? Why can't we get along with each other?"
"Hey..." Shaking his head, Suojia gritted his teeth and said decisively: "Let me tell the truth. I can feel your feelings for me, but I already have Mia..."
Hearing this, Nico pouted in dissatisfaction and said angrily: "So what? Let me ask you...why do you like Mia so much? Am I not as good as her at all? In your heart, I just
Not attractive at all?"
"No, no, no!" Hearing Nico's question, Suojia waved his hands hurriedly: "How can it be unattractive? Don't forget, when I interrogated you in Dawn City, I couldn't help but be scornful of you.
, how could you not be interested?”
Hearing Suojia mention the past, Nico was embarrassed at first, lowered his head nervously, and his voice softened: "I thought you had forgotten the past, but it turns out... you still remember."
Nodding affirmatively, Suojia said decisively: "Of course, how could I forget it, but... I already have Mia, and I will never leave her. Under such circumstances, I already have Mia."
There is no way I can accept you anymore."
Hearing Suojia's words, Nico couldn't help but be surprised. At the same time, at the window of a room on the upper floor of the platform, Mia was holding a glass of red wine in her hand, with an intoxicated smile in her eyes. It was obvious that
, the conversation between Suojia and Nico was eavesdropped!
After being quiet for a while, Nico said stubbornly: "Why? Why can't you accept me? After all, you are not married. As long as you are not married, I will have a chance, right?"
With a bitter smile, Suojia sighed: "Such a thing may work for other men, but it will definitely not work for me!"
As he spoke, Suojia became sad and continued: "You should know about my family's affairs. Six days after my father and mother got married, they left home and came here to make a living. As a man, he failed to live up to the expectations of his husband and his wife.
Father's responsibility, such irresponsible people are what I hate the most, even if I die, I don't want to be such a person!"
Having said this, Suojia looked at Nico seriously and said: "You should know that although Mia and I are not called husband and wife, we are already married. Under such circumstances, even if I
Even if I die, I will not abandon Mia. This is not only a responsibility, but also because... I love her!"
Hearing Soda's affectionate words, Nico couldn't help crying. At the same time, in the room upstairs, Mia's eyes were already moist. For a woman, there is nothing more deeply loved than herself.
She also loves her man deeply, which is even more precious. Suojia's love will be the biggest gain and the most precious wealth in her life!
While crying, Nico shook his head desperately and said: "You came to me just to tell me this? If that's the case, why did you tell me? Don't you know how cruel you are? You have lost everything.
How do you expect me to continue living?"
"Me!" Looking at the grief-stricken Nico, Suojia suddenly panicked. Seeing Suojia in a hurry, Nico felt a little better. Suojia's performance was enough to prove that he still cared about him.
Nikolai said in a rainy voice: "Suojia, tell me the truth, do you like me?"
Nodding decisively, Suojia said eagerly: "I like it! Of course I like it. It's not just me, Xiang Yun, Roger, we all like you!"
Shaking his head with a wry smile, Nico said depressingly: "The love I am talking about is not the love, but the love of a lover. Or let me ask you this, do you want my body and my heart, if there is no Mia?"
, will you accept my feelings?"
"Ah! This..." Facing Suojia's naked and bold question, Suojia suddenly turned red, panicked and at a loss. This girl really dared to ask anything. How should he answer it?
"Answer me!" Facing the helpless Suojia, Nico refused to take a step back.
Looking at Nico with a decisive look on his face, Suojia suddenly changed his mind and said decisively: "Well, since you asked for this reason, I won't hide it from you. In fact, I really like you. As for
I think all men want your body and mind. No man would not want a girl as beautiful and lovely as you!"
Hearing Suojia's words, Nico said in surprise: "Since you want it, why don't you come and get it? You know, I won't refuse you."
"Dizzy..." Shaking his head helplessly, Suojia sighed: "Nico, it's impossible for us. I have said that I already have Mia, and I will never abandon her. If in such a situation,
Next, if I still approach you, wouldn’t I be playing with your body and your emotions? Since I can’t give you a promise, how can I be willing to destroy everything about you?”
Having said this, Suojia paused for a moment, and then continued: "I respect you and love you, so I will never play with you, but this does not mean that I don't desire you, do you understand?"
(Your one click warms my entire coding life. Log in to watch www.literary.com and support genuine literature.) Hearing Soder's affectionate words, Nico's face was so red that he was about to bleed. He hesitated for a long time, Nico
He twisted his little hands and said, "You... do you really want to play... with my body?"
"Uh!" Looking at Nico in astonishment, Suojia said blankly: "Yes, I think... any man would think so!"
"Okay then..." He suddenly breathed a sigh of relief and looked at Suojia resolutely and said, "In that case, then you can come and play. I don't need you to be responsible or have a status!"
"What!" Suojia suddenly turned around and said angrily: "Nico! Do you know what stupid things you are talking about! If I really do this, how will I face you in the future!"
Listening to Suojia's roar, Nico seemed to be angry and said loudly: "What I need is not respect or favor. What I need is your affection. I don't need status and don't care about anything, just like Xiang
As Yun Chang said to me, don’t ask for eternity, just ask for what you once had?”
At this point, Nico's tears began to flow again, and he choked and said: "Don't worry, I won't pester you. You just need to take some time to accompany me occasionally. I really like it."
You, for you, I am willing to do anything, please don’t refuse me, okay?”
Looking at Nico with regret, Suojia couldn't help but burst into tears. Facing Nico who was so affectionate and could even be said to be infatuated, Suojia knew that he should refuse, but in fact, he couldn't refuse. Nico was already so
It was so miserable, so why did he feel so miserable?
Suojia knew that in front of him, Nico had given up all dignity and all reserve. If he was still rejected, the blow to Nico would be devastating. As a woman, she would
What would it be like to give everything you have to a man for free, only to be flatly rejected?
Looking at Nico blankly, Suojia slowly shook his head and said: "I don't understand, Nico...what's so good about me? Why do you like me so much? Don't we still have Xiang Yun and Roger in our team?"
?Why would you choose me?"
Slightly stunned, Nico shook his head blankly and said: "I don't know either, I only know that you are all in my heart, all I think about in my mind is you, even in my dreams, you are all there, I don't know
Why do I like you? I don’t know what I like about you. I only know that without you, I will die."
"Pa!" Suojia suddenly slapped his forehead, and Suojia was completely speechless. This is no wonder Nico, after all...she is in the blooming season of her teenage years, and anything can happen. For peace and harmony,
With Suo Jia together, she doesn't even need a name, this...
Faced with all this, Suojia knew that his rejection had been sealed by Nico. Unless he wanted to destroy Nico, otherwise, he could not refuse it anyway. Nico had given up his dignity and everything. If
If she is rejected, then what she gave up will also be lost. In that case, Nico may not be able to survive.
Suojia suddenly grabbed Nico's shoulders and looked at Nico deeply. When he wanted to say something, he couldn't speak at all. In desperation, Suojia had no choice but to let go of Nico's shoulders and walked anxiously on the platform.
He was wandering back, and next to him, Nico looked at Suojia timidly, but expectantly.
Ask yourself, Suojia longs for Nico, and even more than just Nico. Suojia longs for any young and beautiful women, longs to be intimate with them, longs to appreciate their graceful bodies, and even longs to have the most intimate sex with them.
An intimate, spiritual and physical baptism.
However, desire is desire. Suojia knows that he cannot do such a thing. A real man must have his own principles and persistence. If Suojia really does that, then he himself
Just look down on yourself.
"Okay..." After lingering for a long time, Suojia finally said decisively: "Okay Nico, you should know that the thing you proposed is really too sudden. I can't decide for the moment. Give me some time, okay? One month.
!I will definitely give you an answer in one month!"
"Okay!" As if he could understand Suojia's mood, Nico said decisively: "I have been waiting for so long, so why would I care about a month? I will just wait for you for a month!" As he spoke, Nico was deeply moved.
He looked at Suojia deeply, then turned around and walked towards the room.
"Damn...what the hell is this!" Suojia cursed secretly, and couldn't help but feel irritated. He clearly had an abnormal desire, but he still refused. This was simply a double-dealing.
After stroking the long hair on his head, Suojia sighed helplessly, turned around and walked towards the room. He really had to think carefully about Nico's request. Although it took a month, but one month
The time will pass soon.
Lazily opening the door, Suojia sat slumped on the bed. Just as he was about to lie down on the bed to relax, Mia's voice sounded faintly: "What? Are you done talking?"
Hearing Mia's voice, Suojia couldn't help but jump up from the bed. It wasn't until he found out it was Mia that he sat back on the bed with a wry smile and gently pulled Mia's body. For a moment, Suojia only felt
One head and two big ones.
Looking at Suojia's sad expression, Mia sighed: "I heard the conversation you and Nico just had. If I wasn't eavesdropping, who asked you to talk under my window? I don't even want to hear it.
"
"Uh!" Suojia was stunned for a moment, and Suojia quickly gave up blaming Mia for eavesdropping. Now was not the time to care about such trivial matters. In contrast, Suojia hoped to get help from Mia.
While thinking, Suojia said eagerly: "Since you have heard it all, you don't need me to repeat it again. Tell me, what should I do? How should I reply to Nico?"
Looking at Suojia, Mia frowned and said: "Sometimes I really can't see through you. Since such a beautiful girl is willing to devote herself to you, why do you refuse? I don't ask you to be responsible.
Yes, besides, don’t you men all want to have countless beauties?”
"Halo..." Looking at Mia helplessly, Suojia said in a deep voice: "Can you figure it out? In my heart, Nico is very important. I don't want to play with her, either emotionally or physically.
, otherwise, it would be a blasphemy of friendship, blasphemy of Nico’s feelings for me, and blasphemy of my friendship with Nico!”
Pouring her lips, Mia said nonchalantly: "How can that be called playing? If there is no emotion, it is called playing. If there are feelings, how can it still be called playing? If you must have a reputation to not call it playing, then you
Are you playing with me now?"
"This..." After hearing Mia's words, Suojia couldn't help but hesitate. Yes... he and Mia are not married yet, but even if they are married,