"It turns out that neither Xin Tong nor I have really entered your heart. Fortunately, I have always regarded Xin Tong as a love rival. As a result -" Fu Xiaonian laughed, "When the truth was understood at this moment
Only then did I realize that my life was so ridiculous.”
"But the only thing Xin Tong is luckier than me is that at least she spent one night with you, while I made you unwilling to even touch me." Fu Xiaonian's tone had a faint flavor, like an ancient space.
The sound struck Situ Shangxuan's heart, "I just realized that I am not as good as Xia, but not even as good as Xin Tong!"
Situ Shangxuan felt a lump in his throat. Did Fu Xiaonian actually know about this matter that he didn't want to mention in front of her?
"Why, are you curious about why I know it? Really?" Fu Xiaonian's eyes stayed on the windshield, and he only saw a rain spot printed on it. Under the reflection of the sun, there was actually a circle of rainbow-colored spots.
Glazed light.
They say rainbows come only after a storm, so did her rainbow travel too far, or did it disappear?
"Fu Xiaonian——" Situ Shangxuan tried in vain to explain, but every time he got there, nothing could be said.
"I don't need your explanation, tell me, is it right or wrong?" Her words were sonorous, and there was only the slightest scraping sound when her nails penetrated the leather seat underneath, just like the sound of a knife blade scraping against her heart, "Yes, or not
?”
She held her breath, and could even feel the sound of her heart hitting her chest every time.
At this moment, she suddenly felt scared. She would rather never ask him this question. She was afraid that he would say words that would make her heartache, so she just wanted to shout-"Yes, yes," two ordinary and simple words.
What came out of his mouth were the two most dazzling words Fu Xiaonian had ever heard.
"You, you actually admitted it?" She turned to look at him in disbelief. She was the one who asked that question, and she was the one who dared not accept the fact now.
"Why do you have to admit it, Situ Shangxuan, why do you have to admit it? You are not even willing to lie to me? Do I not value you so much? You are not even willing to lie to me.
Really!?" Clear tears fell from her eyes, and there was a trace of despair in Fu Xiaonian's voice.
"I don't want to lie to you," he said.
"It's not that you don't want to lie to me, but you're too lazy to lie to me. Because you have never liked me, so you don't have the need to agree with my feelings." Fu Xiaonian wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips and pushed them away decisively.
He walked out the door and said, "I understand, Situ Shangxuan."
As soon as one of her legs stepped out of the car door, her right hand was held by someone, and the cold breath of those hands penetrated her skin and burned into Fu Xiaonian's heart.
Fu Xiaonian didn't look back. He used his free hand to push away the big hand and then slammed the car door, "Situ Shangxuan, do you know that the most cruel thing about you is when I want to give up on you?
I agreed to be with me. But when I really felt the joy and happiness, you gave me a hard blow."
Her whispers were whispered through the car window, and Situ Shangxuan's lips were pursed very straight.
"If possible, I hope that I never brought you to me that year. If possible, I hope that I never knew you that year. If possible -"
Fu Xiaonian closed his eyes and couldn't control a drop of tears falling. He opened his dry lips slightly and said, "If you can, I hope you can forget that I once loved you so deeply!"
The high-heeled shoes left with a clatter, and every foot seemed to step on Situ Shangxuan's heart. He did not try to stay again, but he began to understand why his heart changed as that woman left.
Sour.
In a bar on Qinghai Road, Fu Xiaonian raised her head and drank down the orange liquid in one gulp. She slammed the cup on the bar table, slapped the table and shouted to the bartender: "One more drink!" After that, she was already lying on her stomach.
When I got to the bar, I couldn't help but let out a burp that smelled of alcohol.
Seeing that the girl had drunk a lot since she arrived, the bartender couldn't help but kindly pushed Fu Xiaonian. Seeing the latter looking at him drunkenly, the bartender persuaded her, "Miss, this bar usually
It's all too chaotic. You're a girl, so you'd better not drink too much." The bartender is a young man, but he has a dark face and a good heart.
"Oh," Fu Xiaonian responded lightly and waved his hand nonchalantly, "It doesn't matter. I just want to get drunk today. I just want to have a good time. It doesn't matter. Give it to me. I want to drink. Keep drinking-"
She drawled, rested her chin on the bar, and giggled, "I'm telling you, girl, I was abandoned today. I'm lovelorn. You know, I chased a man for two years, and finally...
Or was I abandoned? Do you think I'm pitiful? Do you think I'm so bad?"
The bartender was also someone who had been there, and when he saw that her situation was almost inseparable from this, he could only comfort her, "Miss, it's your luck that he doesn't like you. You can find someone better than him."
"Really?" Fu Xiaonian's tears flowed down from his eyes, and the crystal drops fell on the bar, like the sound of strings of water beads, "I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I will never find anyone better than him.
A better person, I am even more afraid, even more afraid that there will not be a person in this world who will make me fall in love so crazily like him. I think there will never be another one, there will never be one again. Haha
, never again!" She smiled, her voice became hoarse, and slowly turned into a familiar cry.
"Hey, miss, please don't cry," the bartender saw her crying stupidly and handed a tissue in front of Fu Xiaonian.
Fu Xiaonian couldn't bear to go against other people's good intentions, so he wiped his tears with a tissue and said, "Thank you, you are a good person. You can go about your business and don't worry about me."
She sniffed, then raised her head and downed half a glass of wine. The bitter and hot taste spread in her throat, and her burning lungs began to hurt, but she knew it was not the effect of the alcohol, but the heartache.
, once the heart is hurt, even breathing will be painful.
The crowd on the dance floor was dancing wildly, and all kinds of scandalous voices kept passing by Fu Xiaonian. This bar was the most chaotic one on Qinghai Road. There were often beatings and murders here, including rape and rape by fans.
They are everywhere, and there are also many homosexuals coming and going, so the bartender kindly reminded Fu Xiaonian just now.
The empty wine glass was shaking with colorful neon colors. Through a certain freezing point, Fu Xiaonian vaguely saw Situ Shangxuan's cold face. It was beautiful and proud, like an untouchable snow lotus on Tianshan Mountain, and she was
A grass looked up at him, so humble that it finally lost all dignity. Thinking of this, Fu Xiaonian picked up the half glass of wine again and prepared to drink it down.