Situ Shangxuan's hands and feet seemed to have turned cold. Her cold words were like cold knives, cutting cruel scars on his heart. The pain spread all over his body, "You don't love me anymore."
?" He seemed to be unsure and anxious to confirm again.
"Yes!" A firm and powerful word completely penetrated his heart.
There was a whistling wind blowing randomly in the room, and the weather in the second half of the night became colder and colder again. It took a long time before he said in a choked voice: "If, this is what you want -"
"Then, I'll help you!" His eyes suddenly became clear.
He looked at her back and suddenly laughed coldly, "Fu Xiaonian, this is what you said, I will remember it, and I hope you will remember it too!"
A rumbling sound spread in the room. When Fu Xiaonian was watching, Situ Shangxuan's shadow had disappeared into the room. She walked to the bedside and looked at the man who didn't look back in the night, with a smile on her face.
He smiled sarcastically, "I'm afraid your Fu Xiaonian will never come back, and I will become her, the head matron of the Gretel family."
Situ Shangxuan didn't know how he got back. What kept churning in his mind along the way were Fu Xiaonian's cruel and ruthless words, 'I no longer love you', 'I no longer love you'.
The wind was blowing, the clouds were rising, and in the white ward of the hospital, Xin Tong was lying on her side on the bed, with her right leg still hanging at the end of the bed. A nurse came in pushing a dining cart and cautiously called: "Ms. Lu, it's time for dinner."
The doctor had told her that this patient needed special care, and since she was always very agitated, the nurse could only treat her with caution.
Xin Tong turned over and pulled her right leg wrapped in gauze with too much force. She suddenly felt a heartbreaking pain. "Ms. Lu," the nurse was about to ask.
Xin Tong had already interrupted her coldly. On the face with all the blood gone, his teeth bit out the blood from his lips. "Where is Situ Shangxuan? Where are the others? Where is he? Why hasn't he appeared yet? I want to follow him."
Let him eat together, where are the others?" She asked hurriedly, as if she wanted to spend all her energy on asking, and her white teeth were stained with traces of blood, and she was in a very bad mood.
The nurse then said with a smile: "It turns out that Miss Lu was asking Mr. Situ. He just went out. Before leaving, he specially told us to keep an eye on you and eat well. He said that he would come to see you when he has time and let you have a good meal."
Rest." The nurse suddenly shivered when she thought of Situ Shangxuan's cold face.
"What?" The madness in Xin Tong's eyes faded away, and she sat on the bed in a daze. Even her hands holding the sheets lost their strength. She just murmured to herself, "Is he tired of me? He
He abandoned me, he doesn’t want me anymore, right? So what should I do, what should I do?”
"Ms. Lu," the nurse couldn't bear to see her looking down and pitying herself.
"Ah ah ah -" She suddenly held her head in pain and pulled out her hair randomly. Her almost crazy behavior made the nurse quickly run to her side and hold her self-inflicted hands, "Ms. Lu,
What's wrong with you, don't hurt yourself."
"Tell me, does he not want me anymore? He thinks I'm annoying, right, right!?" Her eyes were red, staring at the nurse's eyes, shaking her hands.
,"Is it, is it not——"
"Ms. Lu——" The nurse was shaken by her so much that her body trembled a little, and there was pain from the nails on her shoulders. "Ms. Lu, don't be like this——" The nurse said a sentence with great difficulty.
"Is it, is it, is it, isn't it!?" Xin Tong shook the nurse's shoulders crazily, her expression already a little crazy. She seemed to have no idea who the person in front of her was, and could only remember to repeat these words blankly.
"Miss Lu!" The nurse pulled away from Xin Tong's hands with a strong force, and immediately ran out, "Doctor Mark, Doctor Mark, Miss Lu is not good, Miss Lu is not good..."
She stared blankly at her hands hanging down, at the empty ward door, which was quiet and no one was moving anymore. The night was miserable, and the sky outside the window was bottomless, as if it was sucking her soul in.
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In the following time, she had forgotten that several people came in and inspected her. She listened to their questions to her, one after another, and she watched those people's lips rise and fall.
Together, she heard several sensitive words coming from the mouths of so-called professionals, including being emotional, stressed out, and mentally ill.
It wasn't until all those people left and the ward became quiet again that she smiled stupidly.
Mental illness, haha, mental illness, why not say she has a split personality?
She looked at the closed door of the ward and the dinner on the dining car, and she felt that she was not hungry at all.
The night is already so late, and if he doesn't come back, he probably won't see her again. She has done so many things that he finds vicious, and he should be tired of it, and he should be annoyed.
But Situ Shangxuan, Xin Tong's eyes were looking outside dreamily, "Do you understand, I do all this just because I love you!"
"I don't want to be disliked by others. I also want to be loved. I also want to be like Fu Xiaonian. I can be carefree, do whatever I want, and live so proudly. But has the world given me this fair right?
?”
She stared at the window outside with her eyes wide open, and raised her ears to listen to the movement of the ward door, but tears fell on the sheets one by one, "Fu Xiaonian's mother is justified, Fu Xiaonian is Lu Kangen's
My daughter has a status, someone loves her, and she has a brother, but what about me?"
"My mother is just Lu Kangen's mistress, and I am just an illegitimate daughter who was born accidentally. I am nothing. I have been forced to make money to support my family since I was a child. I have had to accept so much since I was a child. Do you think I want to
Do you think I am willing?" The sky outside the window was still so dark, and the ward door did not make any more noise.
"Mom -" Xin Tong murmured in a hissing voice: "Didn't you tell me that in this world, as long as it is something I want, I will get it no matter what the cost? Why did I pay for a leg?
Despite the price, he still doesn’t love me, mom, why, why..."
The night was still so quiet, and there was a faint sound of sobbing coming from the ward. This time was destined to be a sad moment. Maybe the stars would hear it, but maybe they would never hear it again.
At the same time, in a certain hotel room, Situ Shangxuan was half lying on the big bed in the room, holding a red wine glass in one hand, and red wine dripped all over the floor.
There were many red wine bottles piled on the ground, and he almost drank the red wine as beer.
The wine slipped into the throat again, and the wine stains flowed down the chin, past the mouth of the throat, and disappeared into the black shirt.
The first time I wore black clothes, it was just for a woman, but the second time I heard the sound of heartbreak.
Could it be that Situ Shangxuan was not worthy of being loved, so one or both of them left him?
No, maybe not this time, it was because he ignored her first, because he was too conceited and too proud, so she finally left him.
"Situ Shangxuan, shouldn't you be happy? That Fu Xiaonian who always annoys you has finally decided to leave you. Shouldn't you be happy?" He was so drunk that he didn't even know it was night.
How come he still remembers her cruel declaration and her words that she no longer loves him? Why, why exactly? He doesn't understand what went wrong, what link went wrong?
He finally remembered that in the past, she confessed her love again and again, and he rejected her expressionlessly again and again. He would not be sad or heartbroken before, because the person who was rejected was not him. But now he finally understands that he was the one who was rejected.
If someone you like rejects you, it will be so painful that your internal organs will almost twist together.
"Fu Xiaonian, you said you were willing to wait for me for a year, two years or even longer, but now I finally know that you are no longer willing to wait for me, and you are no longer willing -"
"Fu Xiaonian, you said you no longer love me and never will again, but Fu Xiaonian, I have fallen in love with you. So, can you teach me what should I do?"
There was no light on in the room, and on the dim bedside, his blue eyes were full of sadness, "Fu Xiaonian, you know, I thought I would never fall in love with another woman again in my life."
"I thought it would never happen again—"
With a 'thud' sound, his body fell down, his head hit the head of the bed, and the wine glass in his hand rolled down to the ground.
But he didn't wake up. Maybe he drank too much and fell asleep. Even his dreams were unsettled. His brows, which were usually eternal, were deeply furrowed at this moment, as if they were filled with sadness that would never go away.
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In the early morning, it was dawn. Fu Xiaonian had only slept for a few hours. He had been trying hard not to close his eyes all night. At this moment, when there was no movement outside, he quietly got up from the bed and opened the door.
She walked up the stairs and as soon as she opened the door, several bodyguards were already standing in front of her like door gods, "Miss, please go back to the house!"
Fu Xiaonian took a deep breath, continued to take deep breaths, and finally turned around angrily and had to go upstairs. Lying on the bed, Fu Xiaonian rested his head on his head, thinking about how to escape from this place.
In the silent lobby, a black dragon pattern glowed in front. A burly man stood in front of it with his hands behind his hands. His low-pressure voice was enough to scan everything, "How is Miss?"
"Go back to the boss, everything is fine, Miss!"
"Really?" A serious and skeptical voice was deliberately prolonged.
The subordinate was so frightened that he immediately knelt down and said, "Master, the young lady wanted to escape this morning, but the brothers stopped her in time."
"Well, very good, continue to supervise, I have sealed the windows. If she escapes, you should know what will happen to her?"