He Youdong didn't mention what happened last night, so she didn't bother to take the initiative to explain. After all, some things are always easy to get darker and darker.
It had been a long time since she had put on makeup, and it was rare to get up early today. On a whim, Du Siqiu imitated the heroines in other Korean TV dramas and put on a pure makeup. Before putting on makeup, she carefully looked at her pale face in the mirror, with rough skin and chapped lips.
, I have acne all over the place. I have been busy with work recently, and I have become a night owl again at night. It is common to stay up late. It is strange that people don’t feel haggard.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help but raise the corner of her mouth secretly, and joked to herself: It's really hard to find such an ugly girlfriend in the winter, and she doesn't even say a word.
After putting on makeup and finishing breakfast, she rushed to the company to go to work. Then she came out of the elevator and met Yang Li directly. What a coincidence. She was still thinking about when to settle the score with him.
"Hi, good morning!" Yang Li took the initiative to walk over to her. The scars on his face were still faintly visible, and the ones on his forehead were covered by his bangs, making it look less serious.
"Good morning." She suppressed her resentment and responded with a fake smile. "I came to the company in person today. What can I do for you?"
"Nothing, come here to discuss something with Editor Xue... You put on makeup today, you don't look ugly at all."
"Haha, thank you for...praising me like this." Du Siqiu was about to enter the office. He was afraid that he would not have a chance to chat privately later, so he immediately got straight to the point and said: "Writer Yang, it seems that you have sobered up."
"You sent me back last night?" He looked suddenly enlightened, as if he had no memory of what happened last night.
Judging from his evasive gaze, she was almost certain that Yang Li was just pretending to be ignorant at this moment! But he was obviously unwilling to say a word about what happened last night.
"Okay, I won't argue with you now. Remember, we'll have a private chat tonight." She dropped this sentence and walked straight ahead, planning to go back to the office first.
"Du Siqiu!" He suddenly called her loudly from behind, his tone seemed a little depressed, and there was no longer any teasing from before.
"Well, tell me." She turned around and saw his deep and slightly helpless eyes, which were so deep that they could swallow a person alive. She walked back slowly, approached him, and stared at him
Question: "Last night, when you were drunk, you mistook me for another girl, right? The last sentence you punished me was for her, right?"
He nodded slightly.
"Who is she, that racecourse girl, Chen Mu?"
He nodded slightly.
Yesterday, Chen Mu sent him a text message, telling him that she agreed to a boy who has been pursuing her for two years and decided to fall in love with him. This is her first boyfriend. A cheerful and beautiful girl like Chen Mu is surrounded by
There is never a shortage of suitors, and of course Yang Li is one of them. He has liked her since high school, and now, she has personally told him that she has decided to be with another boy and no longer waits for him.
He once thought that he was different from other boys who pursued her. At least, Chen Mu had personally admitted that he liked him and even hinted that he was willing to be with him. Of course he was very happy. But he was only a teenager.
Yeah, I yearn for beautiful love, and at the same time, I yearn for that mysterious freedom.
When I was a teenager, I always thought that love was like a sugar-coated pill. It was sweet on the surface, but after trying it, the sugar coating melted away and there was endless bitterness inside. When two people are together, they are always a kind of constraint.
To some extent, it always hindered his desire for freedom. So, she was always by his side, but he began to learn to play dumb.
Later, when he grew up a little, in his twenties, he began to slowly understand that his past understanding was wrong. If he knew how to manage love, then the best love should be like this, two people together
It is by no means an obstacle to each other's pursuit of freedom, but to hold each other's hands and explore the direction of freedom together.
He slowly began to regret it. But although Chen Mu was still by his side, she couldn't allow him to look back. With her stubborn personality and strong self-esteem, she certainly wouldn't give him regret medicine. So, he was here
In this regret and helplessness, several years were wasted by accident. She couldn't get closer, but she couldn't start over. Now, she didn't even want to give him a small hope. Although, it was all his fault in the beginning.
He said: "Du Siqiu, have you ever tried the feeling of being stuck in circles because you can't forget someone?"
She was stunned for a moment, as if she heard a sentence that was so unfamiliar that it was difficult to understand, and she couldn't react for a moment.
Naturally, she has not been hurt by another person for such a long time. Her memory of emotional pain is not very long, and it is easy to forget the person she once loved.
On the other hand, He Youdong, he is probably the same type of person as Yang Li.
Du Siqiu remembered that He Youdong also behaved similarly, and he still has Huang Ying's photo in his wallet.
How to put it, this kind of thing seems unreasonable on the surface. If we can't forget our old love, why did we break up in the first place? In the end, after analysis, we can only use Zhang Ailing's red roses and white roses to fool us: What you can't get is always the last thing.
OK.
You choose to be the cinnabar mole on a man's heart and the moonlight in front of his bed, and the natural scenery is infinite. However, such a happy ship will never land.
She is obviously not this kind of person. He Youdong is, if gender is ignored. Now, she and he are floating in the water, waiting for the opportunity to go ashore. She is the kind of person who is eager to save herself and can easily find a boat.
A person who goes ashore but is always ready to go back into the water. He Youdong is different. He is the kind of person who would rather stay in the water and struggle if the boat does not suit him, but once he goes ashore, he will never go back into the water.
people.
Sometimes I have to admit that she really loves too casually, and the result is no love at all. And he loves too cautiously, and the result is lingering. Therefore, if they don't grasp the right balance, they will inevitably hurt each other.
She thought that if the person she was with was not He Youdong, but someone else, the situation might be much better. At least, she and the other party could be two individuals who were not tied to each other.
In the evening, she went to her parents' house for dinner and brought some baby supplies, milk powder and diapers to her sister. After dinner, Du Siqiu bit an apple and walked to her sister Du Siyi's bedroom, where she was breastfeeding her niece.
"Sister!" she shouted carelessly.
"Hey! You came just in time. Come here and help me hold my daughter."
"Okay, what are you doing?"
"I need to go to the toilet. Pregnant women urinate frequently!" She stuffed the little girl into her arms and ran to the bathroom.
"Hey, how long has it been since this baby was born, and she's still pregnant!" She laughed cheerfully.
"Be gentle, don't make her cry." Du Siyi did not forget to add.
"I know!" She lowered her head, rolled her tongue and made a clicking sound, teasing her little niece. Her eyes had the innocence of a child who didn't understand the world, and were as clear as unpolluted lake water. Du Siqiu liked to talk to her.
She looked at each other as if they were looking at a pair of beautiful crystals without any impurities. She held her and felt that her body was as soft as a ball of cotton.
Du Siqiu used to be very annoyed with children. She didn't like them crying, making noises, or any of their willful behaviors. It was scary to get close to them, let alone touch them. But at this moment, she was holding her sister's daughter,
Holding this newly born baby, touching her soft body, looking at her innocent and pure expression, smelling her unique baby fragrance, I suddenly felt that the birth of a new life was so wonderful.
She thought, if one day in the future, like her sister, she married a man as his wife and gave birth to children for him, what would it be like?
"Come on, I'll hold it myself." Du Siyi came back from the bathroom and said, "Why are you free to come here today?"
"I have nothing to do after get off work. Come and see my niece. Oh, by the way, what are you going to name my niece? Have you discussed it with your brother-in-law?"
"We have already discussed it. Just after we got pregnant, your brother-in-law was thinking about it with a dictionary. He said that if it's a boy, he should be named Jiahang, and if it's a girl, she should be named Jiachun."
"So now it's called Jiachun?"
"Yes! Oh, Jiachun Jiachun, what a beautiful name, but it's a pity that it's a girl." Du Siyi couldn't help but sigh deeply when she mentioned this.
"What? After all, you have worked hard to provide a son for your brother-in-law's family. Your mother-in-law has gone too far. What age is it now? She is still full of pedantic thoughts that favor boys over girls. It's nothing to lose face." Du Siqiu felt distressed.
My sister said angrily.
"Come on, I have nothing to complain about. After all, she is my child's grandmother. No matter how dissatisfied I am, I have to recognize her after all."
"You have spoken so bleakly, how will I get married in the future? It's so scary!" she wailed.
Du Siyi stretched out her index finger and nodded her forehead, smiling: "Silly girl, you are already in your twenties, and you still look like a child. You have to get married anyway."
"I don't want to get married. Didn't I hear people say that marriage is a wall and a tomb? I don't want to get married. I will be an old maid for the rest of my life."
"Hey, these are just childish words. They are all one-sided! In fact, nothing in the world can be perfect. Even fairy tales have their flaws."
"Then tell me, what benefits has marriage brought to you?"
Du Siyi thought for a while and replied with a smile: "Marriage will have many unsatisfactory aspects, such as the conflicting running-in period between two people, such as trivial quarrels about food, rice, oil and salt. But I think it is actually a loyal partner. When things are calm, when you
You need warmth and support. When you need a place to belong, this is the place waiting for you.
You know, when a person reaches a certain age, his harbor cannot always be a certain place before. He needs to go out and find a new home for the rest of his life. Find someone who is willing to accompany him through thick and thin, and who is willing to share the joys and sorrows with him.
Someone who will grow old together with him. This is the meaning of marriage."