I remembered that girl Feng Xue heard that she was injured while traveling a few days ago. She was extremely anxious and made several calls to blame He Youdong for not taking good care of Du Siqiu.
Du Siqiu said: "Don't blame He Youdong. If it weren't for him, I would have died long ago."
"Come on, I won't say it. People say that women can't be admitted to university. No matter how much I blame He Youdong, you might come back to bite me." She said sarcastically without mercy, leaving a sly and playful expression.
laughter.
At that time, Feng Xue was still business as usual, but now she was so depressed because of Chen Jun, because of a word of love, and even Du Siqiu didn't care, how could she sleep. She couldn't sit still for a moment, so she put on a sweater and rashly
I wanted to go out and look for him. Although I knew that blindly looking for someone who didn't want to be found would probably be a futile effort, but it was better than staying at home and worrying.
Feng Xue, on the other hand, seemed to have a tacit understanding, and sent a text message very promptly: "I want to calm down for a few days, so you don't have to look for me."
Du Siqiu read these few words back and forth several times, and finally, only a gentle sigh was left in the empty house.
Du Siqiu received her message and felt relieved knowing that she was safe now. Thinking that He Xi might also follow her and worry about Feng Xue, she then called him to report that she was safe so that he didn't have to worry.
"Oh...oh, okay, it's okay, then I'm relieved." He was obviously relieved.
"He Xi, where are you in the middle of the night? It's very noisy!" She heard the noisy car horn from his side. "Are you still outside?"
"No..." He stammered and sounded a little embarrassed: "I was on the way to your house. I just wanted to go find Feng Xue with you. Since she is fine, I will go back."
"Yeah, then drive carefully."
"Hey, I know, hehe."
Du Siqiu put down the phone and looked back out the window. The moonlight in the night seemed colder and colder. She thought: It would be great if Feng Xue liked He Xi. If the person she liked was not Chen Jun, she would not let herself
It's so uncomfortable.
However, what ifs there are to say about feelings?
Back to normal working days, Du Siqiu maintained close contact with Yang Li because of work. During the Spring Festival, Yang Li sent her a holiday greeting card, in addition to a more formal email, which
In addition to talking about his current situation, he also talked about his work arrangements in recent months. He said that he will still stay in Taiwan after the Spring Festival, but he will still work with him during the writing period of his novel, which he signed a contract with Shenzhen Magazine.
Du Siqiu kept in touch and discussed. After finishing the manuscript, he would start his first trip in Northern Europe.
Du Siqiu was very confused and sent a text message to ask: "Why are you suddenly arranged like this?" In her expectation, Yang Li would still come back after the Spring Festival, but now it seems like he will never come back.
Yang Li quickly replied: "The beginning of April was Chen Mu's wedding day. The wedding was held in Turkey. She invited me to go. I agreed. So I thought that after attending her wedding, I could take a trip to Northern Europe.
Playing for a while is just a way to recharge my batteries."
Chen Mu...oh, that refreshing horse farm girl, the one Yang Li has always liked. Du Siqiu almost replied to him: "I'm still recharging my batteries. I'm going to heal my emotional wounds."
He didn't send it out after all, but after thinking about it, he might as well forget it. Chen Mu was too important in his heart. If he were to make fun of her now, he might fall out with her.
"I know. When you've had enough fun, remember to come back to me. I promise I'll be nice to you, haha!"
"Well, you too. If you need help with anything in the future, just come to me."
Just like this, we say goodbye. I don’t know when we will see each other again.
This is life. She curled her lips mockingly, cleaned up her messy desktop, got up and walked to the company cafeteria.
After having a big bowl of braised noodles, she saw Chen Jun while looking for an empty seat. It was just right that she could talk to him.
"President, can I sit here?" Before he could agree, she had already placed her braised noodles on the empty seat opposite him.
Chen Jun smiled generously: "Of course, why did you meet me today?" He should have guessed her purpose.
"Hey, are you there?"
It was a very simple question, but the first person to ask always found it difficult to get to the point naturally. Du Siqiu was silent and didn't know how to start. It was Chen Jun who asked her first: "How is Feng Xue? Has she been with you?
connect?"
Du Siqiu shook her head: "I only sent a text message once, and I didn't contact her again for a few days." She tried hard to swallow what was in her mouth, as if she was choked. The whole process made her very uncomfortable. She couldn't hold it in.
The person who spoke finally asked: "You rejected her, didn't you?"
"Yeah." I didn't expect him to be so frank about this, but it was difficult to hide his guilt: "I handled this matter too hastily and did not take into account Feng Xue's feelings."
"Deal with it...does Feng Xue's feelings for you really just feel like a burden to you? I once thought you two were a perfect match!"
There was a trace of incomprehensible disappointment in his eyes, and he said: "Well... I'm sorry."
"You don't have to apologize to me. Can I ask you why? Why can't you accept her wishes? Maybe you will find that you are suitable in the future." Du Siqiu felt embarrassed even as he said this, cultivating
Relationships are like gambling. The risks always outweigh the benefits, and you lose more than you make.
Smart people don't want to do this kind of thing.
But Chen Jun answered her hypothesis seriously: "Because the person I expect to spend the rest of my life with is not her. Why let her suffer more harm."
Oh, that's it. She was confused. Maybe, before meeting Feng Xue, he already had someone he liked.
But Feng Xue, a fool, when will she be able to be as good as before? Although based on her understanding of Feng Xue, she firmly believes that this small setback will not kill her, but it may not be that simple to figure it out for herself.
After get off work, Du Siqiu bought some beef slices, lettuce, crab sticks, enoki mushrooms, seafood balls and fish fillets for hot pot, and went to He Youdong's house to have dinner together in the evening. Over the past few days, with He Youdong's selfless help, her chef Her art has improved a lot, and she can now cook the home-cooked dishes that she usually eats in a decent way. Now that Feng Xue is gone, she can only rely on herself.
But many times, when He Youdong was around, she started to feel lazy. While he was busy in the kitchen, she would curl up on the sofa in the living room with peace of mind, watching TV and eating sunflower seeds.
He Youdong said: "Whoever said they wanted to learn cooking from me must have become a deserter halfway through."
"No matter what, why don't I just rest for a while."
"You come here now."
"don't want."
He Youdong was too lazy to waste words with her, so he stopped arguing and was busy quietly in the kitchen alone. She felt sorry for herself, so she got up and ran to help him.
For some reason, every time she saw him cooking for her in the kitchen wearing an apron, she felt particularly fond of it. It felt like home.
"Stop being lazy." He Youdong turned around and looked at her lovingly.
"Stop being lazy, I'll keep helping you from now on, okay."
"A lifetime?"
"lifetime."
He lowered his head and kissed her forehead, smiling softly: "Fool."
She thought, of course, for the rest of her life. She decided that it would be him for the rest of her life.
At the dinner table, He Youdong talked about his mother and suggested that he would go to see a house in the next few days and buy it early so that his mother could move in. In the past few years of working, his personal savings have been enough to buy a house with all the conditions.
A very nice new house.
Du Siqiu was a little puzzled: "Why did you suddenly think of buying a house?"
"My dad will be out soon. I want to change to a better place to live in to fulfill my mother's wish. I hope that after my dad comes out, he can reunite with her and live a good life. In this case, my sister and I should
Everyone will be happy."
"Your mother must have been angry with your father, right?"
He nodded and said: "Well, I would rather she was just angry with him. Maybe she is more disappointed and sad than angry. Being betrayed by someone you love deeply is difficult for ordinary people to accept. But what I worry about is that she
She no longer had any hope for my dad. In the days that followed, my mom almost never mentioned him in front of our brothers and sisters, but was just slightly lost in thought. Whenever I saw this scene, I couldn't help but blame my dad for being too...
No responsibility.”
"Actually, things have been going on for so long, and many unpleasant wounds will always be healed by time. I think Auntie will gradually forgive your father."
"I hope so."
Just like now, it has been a long time since she sleepwalked in the middle of the night, hugging the sandbag at the door of the room, and wandering around looking for her mother. Does this mean that deep down in her heart, she has gradually forgiven her father?
It seems that I can somewhat understand the saying: Forgiving others' mistakes is tantamount to letting yourself go.
"By the way, does Feng Xue plan not to come back again? Do you know where she went?" He Youdong asked as if he suddenly remembered something.
Mentioning Feng Xue, Du Siqiu sighed helplessly: "If I wanted to know where she was, I would have gone to find her long ago. Why do you suddenly ask like this?"
"A colleague in her company is a former classmate of mine. When we contacted her last night, he told me that Feng Xue resigned from her company yesterday."
"What! Are you serious?!" Her eyes almost popped out of her head, and she was astonished besides being shocked.
"Really, absolutely true."
"Oh my god, that girl is really... crazy!" Du Siqiu had no idea that Chen Jun would give her such a big blow, so big that she would no longer have her precious job, and so big that she would no longer be in contact with her, a good friend.
"Can you contact her?"
Du Siqiu shook her head dejectedly: "No, she doesn't answer our calls at all."
"Then you'd better send her more text messages and try to enlighten her as much as possible, but don't make her think too hard."
"Don't worry, I know how she is. No matter how difficult it is, she won't think about it that way." When she was in high school, Du Siqiu remembered that there were many changes in her family for a period of time, and she had to handle all the affairs by herself.
She was almost forced to drop out of school. Even in such difficult days, she never complained or cried out. Du Siqiu knew that she was not a girl who could be defeated easily.
But why is she in such pain now? How did she fall in love with Chen Jun and become so infatuated with him?
Du Siqiu remembers the first time she and Feng Xue met Chen Jun, which was the first time she went to He Youdong's home to "celebrate his birthday". She was there during the whole process. In her eyes, Feng Xue and Chen Jun were
The two of them were just chatting normally, and she was also involved at the time, so there was nothing special about it.
However, Feng Xue told Du Siqiu that she fell in love with Chen Jun at first sight.
She thought that maybe that time was when Chen Jun came out to open the door for them, and she was deeply involved in this first meeting.