After meeting He Youdong again that day, she went home and tossed and turned again. She couldn't sleep all night, and she repeatedly thought about their expressions when they faced each other. She thought her face must have been ugly at that time. She wondered if he had that moment.
Have you ever forgiven her, or do you no longer take her seriously?
As she was thinking wildly, a looming dawn quietly appeared on the horizon. She turned over and sat up, scratched the messy hair on her head, and went into the kitchen to cook noodles. She had diarrhea yesterday, and the doctor said she drank it in the middle of the night.
Frozen liquid stimulates the gastrointestinal tract to contract rapidly, which can cause stomach discomfort. Today I finally didn’t dare to eat and drink randomly anymore, so I made a hot breakfast by myself.
After eating the noodle soup, I was about to go out for a walk. Xiao Yang called and said that Yang Xiaozhe had come back from Japan and wanted to see her. Sister Yang asked Du Siqiu if he was free to visit her house. Du Siqiu heard that Yang Xiaozhe
I was very happy to hear the news that Xiaozhe was back, and I readily agreed immediately.
It can be said that this was the reunion between her and Yang Xiaozhe after a few years. He had grown a lot taller, but he was a little quieter. Maybe it was because they hadn't seen each other for a long time, and the little guy seemed a little shy in front of her.
After chatting for a while, Yang Xiaozhe took out a cowhide paper bag and handed it to her, saying it was a souvenir for her. Du Siqiu opened it and saw a thick stack of drawing paper inside.
Du Siqiu was overjoyed and grinned unconsciously. She had asked him to draw everything he saw and heard in Japan and give it to her, but she didn't expect that he would really remember it in his heart and draw so many pictures! Yang
Although Xiaozhe is young, the paintings he draws are so beautiful that it is indescribable.
We had dinner at Sister Xiao Yang's house at noon. After dinner, Du Siqiu accompanied Yang Xiaozhe to watch TV in the living room. After watching for a while, Du Siqiu asked casually: "Yang Xiaozhe, didn't you say you were only going to Japan for a while? Why did you go there so many times?
Year?"
After Yang Xiaozhe told her, she found out that Yang Xiaozhe's father said he wanted him to play for a while, but actually wanted to force his son to stay with him. Little Sister Yang had an affair with Yang Xiaozhe because of this.
His father argued with him several times but to no avail. His father was stalling for time while secretly asking a lawyer to help him fight for custody rights. When Little Sister Yang found out about this, she was very angry, but she had no choice but to let Yang Xiaozhe stay by his side.
A little while longer. I heard that Yang Xiaozhe's father was getting married in the middle of the month, and now he was anxious to send his precious son back.
Du Siqiu felt distressed after hearing this, touched the back of Yang Xiaozhe's head and said, "Will Xiaozhe feel sad?"
Yang Xiaozhe shook his head and said seriously like an adult: "When I was a child, I always remembered my father and wanted to see him. Only when I went to see him did I realize that it was not as beautiful as I imagined... I don't blame my father.
I still like him, but the person I love most is my mother. As long as my mother loves me, I am happy and very happy."
These were just words spoken by a teenage boy, with a childish tone, but Du Siqiu's eyes turned red when she heard them. She thought she would always remember this child's words: As long as the person I love still loves me, I will be happy.
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In the end, Du Siqiu only took away one of his paintings, which was an ordinary scene in Kyoto: a corner of the courtyard of a black wooden house, the light was dim, everything was dry and sparse, and a tree with an unknown name occupied most of the picture. On the top
There are no bare leaves, the bark is chapped, and the gray-yellow fallen leaves have covered the soil tightly. There is a scene of defeat in the cold winter. Only the small green sprout on the branch makes the whole lifeless place.
The picture awakens. This little bit of green is so tiny in the vast expanse of dead gray, but it is like the finishing touch that makes people’s eyes brighten.
Du Siqiu couldn't put it down, and even went to the market to visit a boutique, bought a picture frame, put the painting in it, and hung it next to the bedside in her bedroom.
She didn't see He Youdong for a long time after that. That time they met by chance, she initially suspected that he came to Taiwan to get revenge on her or something, but he had a purpose anyway. Now it seems that she has watched too many bloody TV dramas. Listen.
Ji Feng once mentioned He Youdong, and Du Siqiu pretended to be casual and asked him why he came to Taiwan. Ji Feng said that his girlfriend is currently developing and living in Taiwan, so he often comes here from the mainland to get together with her. Du Siqiu
After hearing this, her heart stopped, and then she felt that she was too ridiculous. She already had a boyfriend, so it was no surprise that he had a girlfriend. He should have been stunned when he bumped into her face to face that night. She didn't know who he was all these years.
How he got through it? I don’t know how he later understood the grudge between Peng Tao and him. Now I see that he is prosperous again. In two or three years, he not only paid off his old debts, but also quickly climbed to the top of the company. I feel relieved.
In one breath, the guilt she once felt was shamefully relieved.
Because a new project in cooperation with Yangkai Company, where He Youdong is located, will start next Monday, Ji Feng is too busy, so he temporarily resigned from his job as a Japanese language training class instructor and devoted all his energy to this project. Today Yang
The company held the first meeting for this new project, and Ji Feng was invited to leave for the mainland in advance.
Before Ji Feng left, he asked Du Siqiu: "Do you want to come back to the mainland with me?"
"Huh?" Du Siqiu's parents had just come to Taiwan not long ago, and she knew that he would not let her travel back and forth for no reason.
"My parents now live with my eldest brother in Guilin. After this meeting in mainland China, I will go and see my parents and eldest brother and sister-in-law. How about you come back with me? An ugly daughter-in-law will eventually meet her parents-in-law."
"Hehe, so that's what you were talking about..." Du Siqiu hesitated.
Ji Feng encouraged: "Don't be nervous, my parents are very easy to get along with and won't embarrass you."
"It's not that I'm nervous. I really want to go." Du Siqiu thought about it and finally found the worst excuse, saying that she had menstrual pain and it was inconvenient to go out. She got over it. She was like this with him.
After a long time, she still hasn't surrendered everything to Ji Feng 100%. Another point is that she doesn't want to appear in He Youdong's sight again. If she can, she will never bother him again in her life. Since
His wound has slowly become scarred, so he shouldn't touch it again.
She kept reminding herself that even if she felt sad, she should not act arbitrarily.
During the few days when Ji Feng was away from Taiwan, Du Siqiu went to work as usual during the day and was not idle at night. He went out with friends when he had an appointment. The first time he went to dance in a bar in Taiwan was with Du Xuan. Unexpectedly,
This good wife and mother who looks like a good girl is so familiar with the bar.
"Hey, good wife and mother, how can your Tang You let you come to the bar without fear that you will be abducted by another man!" Du Siqiu said with a smile while drinking a blueberry cocktail with a very low alcohol content.
"Of course he's scared. He usually comes with me. Why don't he feel worried about you today?" Hearing what she said, Du Siqiu felt envious. A man like Tang You is really...
He is a rare and perfect partner. Before marriage, Du Xuan said she liked Taiwan, so he accompanied her to Taiwan. After marriage, she was unwilling to be lonely in the night life and often went to bars to drink and dance. Tang You also stayed with her to the end without saying a word. His
The rare thing is that you not only make changes for your other half, but you also work hard to cultivate your other half's hobbies into your own hobbies. In this way, you probably won't be too lonely throughout your life.
Later, Du Siqiu went out on his own to hang out. There were many people out at night, and the more people liked to come to such noisy places to party, the lonelier they felt inside. Du Siqiu sat in a dark corner, drinking a non-alcoholic drink, while
Watching all kinds of men and women shouting crazily and sending ambiguous signals, sometimes, she had to admit that she felt lonely inside. The reason why she always had reservations about Ji Feng was because, even if he was by her side,
When she was walking, she could still clearly feel that her heart was as lonely as the desolate and uninhabited suburbs.
Ji Feng was very kind to her, couldn't be better, but her heart was incomplete and she couldn't give it to him completely. But she couldn't leave him decisively. In her conscience, he was a talented person and had a successful career.
, gentle and considerate and willing to treat her well, mature and playful yet humorous, he is indeed a good candidate for marriage. If she misses him, it will be difficult for her to find a man as perfect as him. Sometimes I think about it, if
If she didn't feel guilty about He Youdong, would she still miss him so much? Probably, she had changed her mind a long time ago!
Suddenly she thought of Xue Yan, and remembered that after the person she had had a crush on for many years got married, she herself got married not long after. It was not him, but a man who treated her well, and she thought he was quite suitable, so he married her. She
Said: People say that the person you marry in the end may not be the one you love most. Isn’t it like this? There are not so many happy lovers in the world who finally get married, so just settle for the next best thing. Otherwise,
What else can I do? Do I have to be alone and widowed for the rest of my life?
At that time, Du Siqiu laughed at her for being too mature and pessimistic. Now, he can finally understand the pain of bowing her head in front of reality. Unexpectedly, one day, when she gets older, she will gradually learn to surrender her love to reality.
Of course, marrying Ji Feng cannot be said to be a compromise. To be fair, she still feels that she is not good enough for him. What makes her better than other girls? No, she is just lucky, at the right time.
Only by catching his attention and having enthusiastic friends around to help broker the relationship was the relationship possible.
The encounter and companionship between her and Ji Feng were hard-won, and yes, she could never destroy it casually.
After Ji Feng had a meeting, he went to his eldest brother's house to stay for a few days. Before he came back, Du Siqiu still ran to the bar after get off work every night. Every time she was there, she would order one or two drinks and drink them leisurely. But she never orders any drink with a higher alcohol content than beer. Firstly, she came alone and got drunk. No one would clean up the mess for her, and the consequences would be disastrous. Secondly, since she got drunk in front of Peng Tao that time, After setting a big trap for He Youdong and making him suffer a loss, Du Siqiu stopped drinking high-alcohol alcohol, and sometimes even didn't drink beer at all. If she is said to be a wolf-hearted person, this is probably the only thing she can do. It seems like there is some repentance.
As soon as half past ten o'clock, she was ready to get up and go home. People with boyfriends should be careful when going out to play, in case Ji Feng called in the middle of the night to check on the police and it would be ugly.
When passing the door of the bar, several people came in from the outside talking and laughing loudly. They were all young and fashionable men and women. The light was bright and dazzling. She didn't take a closer look. It was just a pair of men and women who were acting intimately (maybe they were lovers).
As she passed by, a faint cologne scent of cedar mixed with amber floated over. It was so familiar and charming that her heartbeat quickened. She subconsciously turned around quickly and saw that the man's right arm was covered by a
The woman with a good figure held her arm tightly, her left hand drooped naturally, and the wrist exposed from the cotton shirt was wearing a watch. Because the watch's appearance design was very unique, she knew it was Tissot at a glance.
In just a few seconds, she could already tell that the man was He Youdong. However, he did not recognize her at all.
Only one of the women with dyed red hair could be heard saying in a high-pitched voice: "How about something to drink later?"
Another older woman said: "Today our little Huang Ying is the biggest, and she can drink whatever the birthday girl says! Ha, you don't think so!"
It turned out that He Youdong rushed to Taiwan after the conference in mainland China to celebrate Huang Ying's birthday. They were still together after all.