Chapter 116 The past tense that can never be erased
Leng Yan lightly raised his thick eyebrows, "Grandpa? You're so friendly when you call him. Don't forget that Lin Zhanpeng is not your biological grandfather. He is Lin Hao's biological grandfather. Lin Zhanpeng is so good to you and takes you with him.
His meaning is obvious, don't you know?" He was angry with her. Did she do it deliberately just to make him angry? Or maybe she was thinking of ways to leave him.
"I didn't mean that." Jiang Ruoxi denied that he could see all this, and she was not surprised at all. He could always keep himself out of the matter and see everything clearly.
"Jiang Ruoxi, can you think through your mind when you lie? Have you never thought about leaving my side and being with the gentle and considerate Lin Hao?" Leng Yan was actually afraid, afraid that Jiang Ruoxi would leave her side regardless of everything.
In fact, deep down in his heart, he understood that Jiang Ruoxi could not do this, she could not ignore the Jiang family, she could not ignore Leng Jingcheng, and she could not let go of Lei Yuting and choose to leave her side.
However, Lei Yuting is a knot in Leng Yan's heart, a past tense that can never be erased.
In Jiang Ruoxi's heart, Lei Yuting is the one who has always stayed in her heart, but he is the one who can't get in?
This thought made him startled. What was wrong with him now? Did he want Jiang Ruoxi's heart? After he got her, he also wanted to capture her heart.
"I said I never thought about it that way." Jiang Ruoxi shook her head, "What would it take for you to believe it?"
"Open our relationship." Leng Yan opened her thin lips lightly and said coldly.
"Is this the only way?" Jiang Ruoxi asked him weakly in a low voice.
He started to force her again, and after applying medicine to her so gently just now, he returned to his true self.
Leng Yan looked at her unwillingness, could he not bear to force her like this? He could force her, use all means to force her, force her to accept his arrangements, force her to accept everything he had
as.
"Do you have a better way?" Leng Yan asked back, showing a kind of soft-heartedness and compromise.
What can she do? What can she do?
"There is no other way, then just listen to me." Jiang Ruoxi didn't say anything, but he could see from her expression that she had nothing to do. Since there was nothing to do, then of course it was up to him to make the decision.
"No!" Jiang Ruoxi shook her head hurriedly. Leng Yan stared at her. She was afraid. She was afraid that he would disclose their relationship. At that time, he proposed this because he did not want to have anything different with her.
Because he never thought about spending the rest of his life with her. Jiang Ruoxi was just a pawn to him. He was just used by her to get everything he wanted. Now, he has changed his mind.
No matter how long this marriage lasts, he will tell everyone now that Jiang Ruoxi is his wife, and no one else, no one, is allowed to get close to her.
Jiang Ruoxi looked at Leng Yan, stretched out her little hand, took his hand, raised her head to meet his eyes, and begged him, "Don't make it public yet. We made an agreement before, didn't we? Why are we going back on it now?" She didn't want to let it go.
Face all the pressure by herself, she is afraid that she cannot bear it, she is afraid that she will collapse, and she is afraid that even the self-esteem she only maintains in front of others will be destroyed.
"The past was before, and now is now," Leng Yan said coldly.
Why is he like this? How did he become like this? Will he feel unhappy when he sees Jiang Ruoxi smiling at others? He hopes that her smile is only for him. This is just a man's selfish possessiveness, nothing more.
"How can you keep your word?" Jiang Ruoxi said anxiously. She knew clearly that Leng Yan would do what he said, and she knew that Leng Yan would not change his decision and his relationship because of her rejection or her disapproval.
Thoughts, but she still held a glimmer of hope in her heart.
Leng Yan approached her and said, "Do I mean what I say? No, I never said it would never be made public. Do you want me to be single all my life?"
She had not thought about this issue. She had never thought about it. In fact, she should have thought about it. When Grandpa Lin deliberately let her and Lin Hao be alone together tonight, she should have thought about it.
"No matter what, it just can't happen now." Jiang Ruoxi really couldn't find a reason, but she still couldn't agree.
"Give me a reason." Leng Yan just wanted to say something from the bottom of her heart.
"I, I'm not mentally prepared yet." Jiang Ruoxi told the truth. She never thought that Leng Yan would come to mention this matter to her tonight? She hadn't thought about it clearly yet, and she hadn't decided what to do yet.
Had he already made a decision for her before?
Leng Yan suddenly put his arms around her waist, "How long do you need? I'll give you time."
His sudden approach made Jiang Ruoxi move aside unconsciously, "Give me some time, although I don't know how long it will take, but it shouldn't be too long."
Leng Yan looked at her, and with a force of his arms, the two of them fell down on the big bed together. "What are you going to do?" Every time he came near, Jiang Ruoxi would be afraid, nervous, and want to hide away.
"Sleep." Leng Yan closed his eyes and said in a muffled voice.
Jiang Ruoxi was held in his arms. For the first time, Leng Yan held her quietly like this. He did nothing and did not force her to do anything she didn't want to do.
However, she still felt awkward and couldn't sleep. Not long after, Leng Yan's breathing was heard. But his breathing was not steady.
She turned her head, looked at his sleeping face, stretched out her little hand to touch his face, but felt a hot feeling coming. Oh my God, it turned out that he still had a fever, and she didn't even notice.
Jiang Ruoxi moved lightly and stepped away from his arms. Seeing him frowning, he must be very uncomfortable.
She stroked his hot face with her cold hands and covered him with a quilt. She wanted to help him change clothes, but then looked at the dress she was wearing. It was a bit cumbersome. She walked into the dressing room and changed out of the dress she was wearing.
He put on a dress and hung it on the hanger. He put on a pair of pink cotton pajamas and walked back to the bedroom. He changed out of Leng Yan's clothes and put a cold towel on his forehead. Until the early morning, his fever had subsided.
Halfway through, her heart relaxed slightly, and she fell asleep lying on the edge of the bed.
Leng Yan opened his eyes and saw Jiang Ruoxi sleeping on the bed. When she sat up, the towel on her forehead fell off. She was such a fool.
He got out of bed, picked her up, and gently laid her down on the big bed. When she touched the soft and warm pillow, he raised the corners of his lips slightly, found a comfortable position, and continued to sleep soundly.
Leng Yan looked at her. She was so innocent and sweet that he was slightly stunned. Then he lay down on the bed, hugged her into his arms, reached out and turned off the bedside lamp. Only a few rays of moonlight filtered through the thin film.