Now this floating instability makes Jiang Keyi unable to feel that sense of security again.
This is the second time Jiang Keyi takes the initiative and asks to sleep with Chen Le.
This is the first time Jiang Keyi has said that she wants to give birth to a child for Chen Le.
Chen Le's movements stopped.
He has never thought about having a child. He once suffered too much when he was a child. What he has experienced, he does not want his children to experience again. In his current situation, having a child is completely impossible for him.
impossible.
So, he remained silent.
Jiang Keyi's chest was heaving. She was originally very excited because of her shy words, but Chen Le's silence made her understand more or less.
How could Jiang Keyi not feel Chen Le's attitude? After all, she had always felt that she knew Chen Le well enough.
Chen Le didn't want to.
Jiang Keyi reached out and pulled the quilt, covering her exposed skin.
"Why?"
Jiang Keyi asked. There was no blame or anything else, just a simple question. She needed Chen Le to give her an explanation. When she said she wanted a child, she really wanted to have a child for Chen Le, not a night of fun.
Chen Le paused, turned away from Jiang Keyi's body, and lay on the bed looking at the ceiling.
After a long while, Chen Lecai said: "Now is not the time, I can't make a promise, I can't give you any promises for the future."
Promise, for any man, is nothing but a sniff. Because this thing is basically a way to deceive girls. How many men in the world can swear by their vows and complete them in the end?
But at any time, women's immunity to promises is very low, even if the man's promise is very vague, or in the end the man can't do it at all. But women like to hear it, because what they want is not the final result.
, but the attitude of these men who made promises, and whether this man has been working hard for that promise during the journey together.
As for whether they did it or not, they don't really care.
"You should understand me, I don't need a promise." Jiang Keyi held Chen Le's hand and said softly.
Of course Chen Le knew Jiang Keyi and what Jiang Keyi was thinking. However, he still replied: "I'm sorry Keyi, I can't do it."
Jiang Keyi tilted his head and looked at Chen Le.
After a while, Jiang Keyi said: "You know, Chen Le. When I learned about your death, I felt very regretful and powerless. You are the only man I love in my life, but I can't do anything for you.
Anything, because I don’t have that ability. Sometimes I feel useless, really useless. I don’t believe you are really dead, I don’t dare to believe it, so I keep waiting for you. Finally, I
I've been waiting for you to come back."
Chen Le could feel from Jiang Keyi's words that these were not lies.
Jiang Keyi really loves herself and is really worried about herself.
"I, Jiang Keyi, am a woman, a very simple woman. But I am also a woman who wants to do something for her man. President? Chairman? I don't care, you know. After I know that you are not dead, I
I have been thinking about what I can do for you as your girlfriend and later your wife. After thinking about it for a long time, the answer I got is to give you a child." Jiang Keyi went on to say this.
Words come.
Before Chen Le could speak, Jiang Keyi said again: "I'm afraid that you'll die. I'm really afraid. I'm afraid that one day I will suddenly hear the news of your death like this time. If that time comes, what else will I have?
Can I miss you? You definitely don’t want me to die with you, and I can’t die either. But, I need a hope to keep me alive.”
Since then, Chen Le has completely understood Jiang Keyi, a woman who has never gained much sense of security from herself.
Thinking back on everything that happened between them, Chen Le felt a little guilty.
Jiang Keyi's meaning is obvious. To put it simply, she is more afraid of Chen Le's death than anyone else, so she wants to get something from Chen Le and give him a child to replace the days without Chen Le. To put it more complicated, that is
Jiang Keyi didn't want to just watch Chen Le struggle alone and leave nothing in the end. She, Jiang Keyi, wanted to do something for Chen Le, that is, let Chen Le have a future, give him a child, and keep his
Bloodline.
Chen Le looked at the woman beside him, shook his head and said, "I can't give you the happiness I want to give you now."
Get up and get dressed.
Chen Le said: "If you are well, I will be satisfied."
The meaning of this sentence is also very clear and simple. That is, as long as you, Jiang Keyi, are safe, you don't have to do anything for me, Chen Le.
In the room, the disheveled Jiang Keyi stared at the ceiling above her head, not knowing what she was thinking.
Chen Le's refusal made it impossible for her to refuse.
Chen Le has been an orphan since he was a child. Perhaps this is Chen Le's heart disease, a knot that cannot be overcome. If Chen Le dies and he leaves an heir, then his heir will inevitably become a child without a father.
This is something Chen Le will never allow.
The other reason is naturally hatred. If he dies, won't his children have to avenge him in the future?
Although it sounds uninteresting to talk about things like hatred and retribution, Chen Le still hopes to get everything done in his own generation. Those who deserve their lives will be asked to claim their lives, and those who deserve to be repaid will be repaid. The last two
clear.
Therefore, Chen Le said that he could not do it.
After leaving Jiang Keyi's room, Chen Le wanted to leave Jiang Keyi's residence directly, but was stopped by Pang Bing.
Pang Bing didn't know what happened in the room, but he could also tell that Chen Le was not in a good mood at this time.
"Chen Le, what's wrong?" Pang Bing asked.
Pang Bing has always regarded Jiang Keyi as his own child, and Chen Le also regarded him as an elder. He shook his head and said with a smile: "It's nothing, I'm just thinking about a question."
"What's the question?" Pang Bing didn't seem to notice that Chen Le didn't want to tell the reason, but he understood, but still wanted to ask. Because he felt that he was at least older and could always answer some of Chen Le's doubts.
Chen Le glanced at Pang Bing and saw that he was smiling, with a hint of kindness in his eyes, but he said something he shouldn't have said.
"I wonder when I can live a normal life, so that the people I love and the people I love will no longer be afraid."
Pang Bing replied with a smile: "Some people always see themselves as the same as others. In fact, I think this is wrong. People are all mortals, not gods. We will all die, but we will die earlier or maybe
It will be later, but you will die eventually. Therefore, each of us is the same, we all live an ordinary and normal life, but the excitement of each person's life is different, that's all."
"I want to live a simpler life." Chen Le looked at Pang Bing and continued.
The man next to him shook his head and said: "Some people want to live a more complicated life. Everything is corresponding. To sum up, we all live in a world of one horizontal line and one vertical line. Originally this world was very simple, but in the end because of the concept of
Different, so it becomes complicated. If you want to be simple, then be simple. These things are all defined by yourself. Others, they are not you."
The two continued to chat for a few words, but Chen Le was still confused.
After leaving Jiang Keyi's villa, Chen Le walked aimlessly on the road.
"Hey, Chen Le, come fight with me!"
Suddenly, Chen Le, who had his head lowered, heard a clear child's voice coming from the front.
He raised his head and saw a pink porcelain-like little girl standing a few meters in front of him. She looked about fifteen or sixteen years old and had two pigtails. At this moment, the girl was pouting and holding her hands behind her back, like a
The peerless expert examined Chen Le.
Chen Le looked at this girl and felt no killing intent, but more disdain and anger.
He didn't know this girl, he was sure of it.
So he turned around and left.
"Hey, I'll let you fight with me!" When the girl saw Chen Le ignoring her, she was not happy at the time. She came to Chen Le in a flash and stretched out her little hand to stop him.
, said viciously: "You can't hear me when I talk to you. Are you deaf or dumb?"
"I don't know you." Chen Le said, "I still have something to do, please get out of the way."
He is a friend, not an enemy, but he doesn't know what kind of friend he is. Therefore, Chen Le does not want to have too much contact with him.
The girl snorted coldly, stretched out her little fist and waved it in the air a few times, revealing two pointed little tiger teeth, and said: "If you just leave, wouldn't I be very embarrassed?"
"You asked me to fight with you, and I will fight with you. Then wouldn't I be embarrassed too?" Chen Le suddenly felt that this little girl was interesting, so he did not step away, but looked at her carefully.
Hold her.
Faintly, Chen Le felt that this woman had an aura that made him very close to her, and he was a little confused about her identity.
The girl frowned slightly, then said angrily: "I don't care, I'm going to teach you a lesson today anyway."
Chen Le wanted to say something else, but at some point a crystal sword appeared in the girl's hand.
"watch out!"
The sword is not an ordinary sword. It has blood evil on it. It has drank human blood.
It was hard to imagine that a little girl had such a sword in her hands. The moment she drew the sword, the girl seemed to have changed into a different person, with a breathtaking aura.
Before the shadow of the sword arrives, the cold light arrives first.
Chen Le retreated quickly, and the long sword in the girl's hand actually moved forward with him. The tip of the sword was less than three inches away from his throat.
Chen Le is fast, but the girl is still not slow.
Ding!
Chen Le didn't like being pointed like this, just like he didn't like those people pointing guns at him. So he flexed his fingers and suddenly flicked on the edge of the crystal sword.
However, when his fingers touched the crystal sword, his expression suddenly changed.
A few chirps.
Chen Le's speed suddenly increased and he retreated quickly.
The sword was deflected and Chen Le escaped safely.
However, when I looked at my right palm, I saw that a thick layer of ice had formed on it.
The girl stood proudly, swept away the crystal sword and said with a smile: "You still use your fingers to catch the sword. I tell you, this is the punishment for looking down on women, huh."
Whoosh!
Chen Le shook his right palm, and the ice shards immediately fell. With a turn of his true energy, all the coldness in his hands dissipated.
Look down on women?
Chen Le was a little speechless. You are just a girl of fifteen or sixteen years old, and you actually claim to be a woman.
"Try again?"
Chen Le asked. He decided to educate this 'woman'.